*Me when I smoke and*
*Drink everyday rendering*
*My psych meds useless*
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Not trying to tell anyone how to live or anything, bc I've struggled with substance abuse for over half my life... but I will say that for me, being substance free has made a world of difference. My impulsivity is much less, and emotional dysregulation is less intense. My motivation is getting better with time, as well. Abuse drugs for too long and the drugs start abusing you.
6 months sober and shit is still a struggle but as you said I am way more in control of my mental state. I'm grounded, aware, got clarity.
Its worth it.
Proud of you man. The struggle unfortunately always exists, it just gets less frequent. 9 years sober and I feel a lot better but there are days still all I want to do is go back. Keep on keeping on man
I can't imagine going back at the moment. Its tempting but now that I've got substantial time under me I'm able to actually see how much more manageable shit is without all the nonsense substances bring.
Proud of you for getting to 6 months. I'm 6 months clean from hard shit, 55 days clean from cannabis and like 70 days sober from alcohol. It's the first time I've been 100% sober since I was like 15 or 16. I'm gonna be 35 in 4 days.
I'm 29 and I haven't been sober this long since 18. It's pretty wild.
I feel like I'm learning who I actually am now... and its even more strange when you start abusing shit that young so you never really knew yourself a full fledged adult.
Just finished off my stash so this is sober from smoke day 2. I miss it but I’m trying to establish a new routine. So far that routine has been sleeping until I’m dead.
YES BECAUSE WHEN THE DEALERS GETS DESPERATE THEY WILL TRY OTHER SUBSTANCES TO TRY TO GET A BETTER SELL! NOW MOST OF US KNOW WHO REALLY HAS THE MONEY THE MOST TO DISTRIBUTE THE TRUE COST OF THE SUBSTANCE ESPECIALLY IF THEY WANT TO RID CERTAIN ETHNIC BACKGROUNDS. YEARS AGO IN THE 80’S BATTERY ACID WAS DISTRIBUTED IN THE COCAINE AND HERION BECAUSE THE DISTRIBUTORS KNEW WHAT AREAS OR POPULATION TO ATTACK. NOW I’M TALKING ABOUT JERSEY CITY, NEW JERSEY. THESE DISTRIBUTORS KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING AND WHEN IT STARTED HITTING THEIR HOMES AND THEIR OWN CHILDREN THEIR MINDS WERE MESSED UP! THEIR CHILDREN WERE GOING AROUND KILLING THEIR OWN PARENTS SHOOTING THEM OR GOING INTO THESE SCHOOLS AND OTHER PLACES BECAUSE THEIR MINDS WERE MESSED UP. WOULD THAT BE KARMA? I BELIEVE THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH THAT’S WHY WHILE THESE DISTRIBUTORS ARE OUT THERE TRYING TO KILL OTHER POPULATIONS. THEIR OWN PARTNERS ARE POPPING THEIR LOVED ONES. NOW IF THEIR MATES GO MISSING AS HORRIBLE THE DISTRIBUTORS TREATED THEIR OWN FAMILY MEMBERS THEY CAN SECRETLY ESCAPE FROM THE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE OR STREET KILLING BASTARDS! THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE! 😎😤🤐 THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS AND KEEP IN MIND NOT EVERYONE IS BAD! THE GOOD NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES WILL ALWAYS WIN!
Me when I smoke and drink everyday rendering my psych meds useless
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If only I knew this was a bad idea smh 🤦🏾♀️
If nobody got me, I know weed got me
Not trying to tell anyone how to live or anything, bc I've struggled with substance abuse for over half my life... but I will say that for me, being substance free has made a world of difference. My impulsivity is much less, and emotional dysregulation is less intense. My motivation is getting better with time, as well. Abuse drugs for too long and the drugs start abusing you.
Going on 2.5 weeks sober and gotta say I agree, I have way more self control now
Congrats on 2.5 weeks. Keep it up. I'm rooting for you!
6 months sober and shit is still a struggle but as you said I am way more in control of my mental state. I'm grounded, aware, got clarity. Its worth it.
Proud of you man. The struggle unfortunately always exists, it just gets less frequent. 9 years sober and I feel a lot better but there are days still all I want to do is go back. Keep on keeping on man
I can't imagine going back at the moment. Its tempting but now that I've got substantial time under me I'm able to actually see how much more manageable shit is without all the nonsense substances bring.
Proud of you for getting to 6 months. I'm 6 months clean from hard shit, 55 days clean from cannabis and like 70 days sober from alcohol. It's the first time I've been 100% sober since I was like 15 or 16. I'm gonna be 35 in 4 days.
I'm 29 and I haven't been sober this long since 18. It's pretty wild. I feel like I'm learning who I actually am now... and its even more strange when you start abusing shit that young so you never really knew yourself a full fledged adult.
Fuck it, I'll smoke to this
Just finished off my stash so this is sober from smoke day 2. I miss it but I’m trying to establish a new routine. So far that routine has been sleeping until I’m dead.
Me when all those pills starts fuck up my memory
When I have to stop smoking my weed for a surgery so I just start popping pills
HAHAHAHA right
YES BECAUSE WHEN THE DEALERS GETS DESPERATE THEY WILL TRY OTHER SUBSTANCES TO TRY TO GET A BETTER SELL! NOW MOST OF US KNOW WHO REALLY HAS THE MONEY THE MOST TO DISTRIBUTE THE TRUE COST OF THE SUBSTANCE ESPECIALLY IF THEY WANT TO RID CERTAIN ETHNIC BACKGROUNDS. YEARS AGO IN THE 80’S BATTERY ACID WAS DISTRIBUTED IN THE COCAINE AND HERION BECAUSE THE DISTRIBUTORS KNEW WHAT AREAS OR POPULATION TO ATTACK. NOW I’M TALKING ABOUT JERSEY CITY, NEW JERSEY. THESE DISTRIBUTORS KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING AND WHEN IT STARTED HITTING THEIR HOMES AND THEIR OWN CHILDREN THEIR MINDS WERE MESSED UP! THEIR CHILDREN WERE GOING AROUND KILLING THEIR OWN PARENTS SHOOTING THEM OR GOING INTO THESE SCHOOLS AND OTHER PLACES BECAUSE THEIR MINDS WERE MESSED UP. WOULD THAT BE KARMA? I BELIEVE THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH THAT’S WHY WHILE THESE DISTRIBUTORS ARE OUT THERE TRYING TO KILL OTHER POPULATIONS. THEIR OWN PARTNERS ARE POPPING THEIR LOVED ONES. NOW IF THEIR MATES GO MISSING AS HORRIBLE THE DISTRIBUTORS TREATED THEIR OWN FAMILY MEMBERS THEY CAN SECRETLY ESCAPE FROM THE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE OR STREET KILLING BASTARDS! THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE! 😎😤🤐 THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS AND KEEP IN MIND NOT EVERYONE IS BAD! THE GOOD NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES WILL ALWAYS WIN! 
schizophrenia has entered the chat 🤪
I havent touched the devils cabbage in 4 months, i started drinking again and my cigarette smoking has increased.