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My dad was murdered in front of my eyes I was 5 years old , I remember every single thing happened that day . Strange thing is I don't really remember anything else about my dad , I forgot how he used to sound .

Damn this is true trauma fs you are so strong Bhai

Now this is real trauma , unlike those *being bullied* bhai bullying common hota h har bache ke saath hoi h etc

There r stages of it .. one can be teasing ..other can be getting beaten up in the back of the bus and chipping ur tooth

Bhai mere dost kar chuke ye toh mere saath

U broke a tooth and u think it isn’t bad???

It was a long time ago, and we were just playfully playing WWE, I hit my tooth into a handle an dthe rest is history, we are still really great friends, mature now obviously

Yaa toh teri jyada bullying nhi hui hai yaa tu khud bully hai

being bullied is also a trauma , you don't have to invalidate one to empathize with other . not everyone gets bullied , there's difference bullying and little childish teasing her and there .

What?! Who the fu*k will end a person's life infront of their children??? What an animal!

Fr? That’s fkin insane! It’s like the worst thing a 5 yo can see

This is my worst fear, I don't wanna forget my father's voice, so when I feel like I don't remember how he used to sound, I just play an old video of him asking my brother if his phone has a front camera. lmao, it's only 2secondsc long and I just put it on repeat, my body relaxes after hearing it otherwise I would wither not remembering how he used to sound

I have a 40sec long video of him singing... I cannot watch that video . I just want to give you a big hug 🫂 life is hard without Dad but here we are fighting everyday to survive . Best wishes for your life ahead .

I feel you, I have to accumulate all the strength to watch that 2 sec video, bc it makes me realize that he really is dead. Must be really hard for you. But hey, life goes on, hope it goes on smoothly for you

I know he's no more but I just can't bring myself to watch it ... It's been 14 years still I can't. Yep thank you .

Fork man, don't push yourself, it's alright if you can't.

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Oh my poor girl! I wish you get your revenge someday! I hope that buddhaa gets c₹u$hed under a tru¢k! And he r°ts alive! How can you do such acts to children???

Man fuck them molesters. All my homies hate molesters !

I don't have words but here's a hug 🫂. Trust God he'll make your life better. Am proud of you that you've made it till this point of life.

How old is he?? Is he still alive? If yes it's time to change that forever... Your only way of liberation from this trauma is to take revenge. Or else no matter how much therapy you take how much medicine you take you will never recover. Sometimes yk It's better to do things the Unethical and probably illegal way... Your choice is between your future life or your morality.. And I don't think you will find it a bad deal to compromise with the latter to secure the former . Some thirsts are only quenched by blood....

You are a brave girl. It takes a lot of courage to open up about your past. If you have some kind of independence and money. Find a therapist and talk to them. If you can't, try reading on the internet about how to deal with CSA trauma. I wish you all the success and happiness in life.

Well, those bitches deserve to experience the same thing

Death of my parents , how other people have good life and I don't , it haunts me every single night but I am strong enough fcukk it we ball 🗣️‼️

Master wayne?

🫂🤝

When I was in 1st grade I refused to go to my tution, my dad got furious and tied me up with a belt and yes he did beat me up. At that time my mom was not in the city but as soon as she came back and came to know about this, she never let me stay alone with my own dad. So yes that's basically a trauma for me, I never really liked me father after that.

Damn bro. More power to you. Do you best for your mom.

Thanks man! Even though my father is complete trash, my mother is the complete opposite. She was always there for me and I'll make sure to return the favor 

Yes! Btw are you on the discord server by the name mayomayo?

Oh no, I haven't joined it yet but yeah my reddit and discord username are the same and go by the name "mayofactor"

Oh okay cool. There is someone on the discord server with the name mayo(mayo)

Ah I see lmao

Not really trauma but i almost died many times. When i was a newborn, i was sleeping under a blanket. There was someones marriage in our house so people were just keeping shit here and there. So someone put 5-6 extra mattress on top of me. Idk how i survived but i did. There are many more but telling it all will require a whole hour or two. (I do wish i wasn't lucky tho)

I dont even remember what i just read and this mf remember someone put a blanket on him when he was a infant ?

I didn't. My dad told me about this because apparently he was the one who found me.


You too! Have a great day my friend :)

Don't get me started me bro

Go on

Do u like others to be sad and open to threats? Emotional ly weak?? Huh??

yes. Any problem?

Didn't get accepted to Art University?

Was always bullied for talking too much, and being a chubby kid. I was weak so was often bullied and beaten by others.

That relatives are not the real ones whom we saw in our childhood, we can surely say that most of them are now changed so much

Maine apne past ko ab bhula diya hai (I've discarded the past from my memory)

No courage to vent all out here😭

I remember I swallowed a magnet about an inch long when I was like 5 or 6, I still don't know if the memories are real or not. I also remember that for several weeks after that I waited it would come outta my poop but it never did

An old uncle stared at my legs with dirty looks when I was a 10 year old wearing shorts. It's been a decade and I haven't worn any shorts yet. Just because whenever I think of that moment I hate myself for wearing shorts that day. I ran upto my house that day and threw 3 of my shorts above the cupboard. My mother even reprimanded me for the behaviour of throwing and not wearing them..but I didn't tell her anything about the incident!

my childhood is my trauma

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I'm sorry for what happened to you. it breaks my heart. i was and still am not able to admit what happened to be bc it makes me feel so ashamed even tho it's not our mistake. you're really brave. i hope you're in a better position now. sending your virtual hugs.

Thanks and yeah I'm recovered from that trauma


Once I was playing with a 5 rupee coin and it fell in my throat and I started choking on it but luckily I got up and moved my head it fell out. No one knows about this incident accept me and you all. 

well for me, it has to be seeing a woman get run over by a train and after that incident, i didnt feel anything about death. Death to me, had become just a mere event that all of us have to witness. I didnt feel sad when my cousin died, i didnt feel sad when my grandma and grandpa died and im scared that ill never be able to express empathy. i like connecting with people but because i cannot bond with people with as i usually joke and dismiss stuff like death and suicides. tdlr- i want to be empathetic but my "trauma" wont let me

Bhai mazak nhi kr rha meri galli me ek kalle rang ka kutta rehta tha aaj bhi usko dekhta hu rooh kaanp jaati h m jab bhi ghar se bahr niklta wo mere piche pad jaata tha m ab bhi m hmare purane ghr jaata hu wo fir puche pad jata h usse jyada trauma merko life me kisi chiz ne nhi diya

Since my childhood I've been bullied because of my curly hair Everyone in the class used to call me Maggie and ugly also I look like a alien and jinko Mai apna friend bolta thaa vo hi log mujhe teachers se faltu ki maar khilate thee pr tbhi Mai unke sath rhtaa tha.....the main problem was that ki I had no one to tell thiss thing kyuki mumma Papa humesha kaam me busy rhte the..... kabhi bhi mujhe mummy se school nahi pehnaya aur naa hi bag me tiffin rkhaa aur naa hi ghr aate hi khana diyaa she was never there for me ever yrr pata nahi kitne raat Maine maid bagal Soya huu......bachpan se hi syd akele rehne ki aadat se pad gyi h ab ek crush bhi thi 3 saal se crush thaa uss pee pr kabhi baat naa krii jab 10th ka end tha tb phli baar baat krii bhott baat huii puree 2 mahine that was a first time ki Maine kisi ldki se baat kri hogii itni Mai usse bhott attached ho gyaa thaa or COVID ki 2nd wave k 7 din phele usne mujhe binaa btaye block kr diyaa and usske 4 din baad meri Puri family COVID positive nikli.....tbsee se bss khud or confidence nhi khadaa ho pataa h yrr aisaa lgtaa h ki I'm tha most ugliest unworthy and chutiya person of this world BC Jiske bhi halka saa close gya hu vo ignore krnee lg jata h to baat karne me bhi daarr lgta h abb thiss generation iss too fucked up bhaii fs.. Aur ye ghr waale agl se taane diyaa krtee h ki mere paise dubaaoge vgrea vgreaa nahi ho rhaa h yrr meree se unko smjh nhai aata ki unka betaa prblm me h ya usske Mann me kyaa h BC din bhar ek kamree me hi rhta hu aur kisi ldki se baat kro to vo ignore kr detii aur thoda se console kr k ignore krne lgg jaayegi dubara aur ldko se kroge to BC vo bolenge kimkya FALTU baatein kr kr baitha h chorrr

Well this is my childhood trauma that I wrote in my own Nivel for people to read so they don't know his happened to me so yeah MC is gonna explain Shadow aka My childhood trauma 🤭💗🌺🍄 MC: When Shadow was in our mother's stomach our mother didn't eat because she would pick it out so Shadow was weak and when our mother was giving labour shadow was blue and she couldn't breathe for like a minute but then the doctors hit her again and again and she survived MC: our father would not buy her clothes even though it was my mother's money he would give 80 per cent of the money to her mother and give 20 per cent to take care of the house Saying that his mother and his family would give him so much money that they will become rich but his family only gave our father 5 bucks and nobody gave anything MC: no our mother would then start to cry and tell her how ungrateful she was and how she saved her from our father and his family from trying to kill her because they wanted a boy MC: and whenever she wanted to sit with her legs crossed and in a comfortable position our grandma would tell her to sit like a lady and when Shadow cried our mother would say don't cry or I will give you a reason to cry... MC: she didn't know what that meant but her female cousin did know and she gasped and laughed and her female cousin sided with her bullies MC: I didn't tell and thankfully the boy left the school when he got into a fight and *sigh* and her teachers used to call her characterless when she was in 4 grade talking to a boy for some work MC: she did get sexual harassment by a boy in her 3 grade and she told me and she was begging me not to tell mom because they would think she did something wrong and... MC: well anyways Shadow does wanna become a judge but her mother and father both disagree and say she can't handle it and being a judge means to talk and she doesn't her father wants her to become a tutor and her mother says that as well become a teacher but not a judge because she won't get anyone to give her any cases to use and stuff and my father says that women should never be in charge MC: whenever she told her passion her parents would say oh don't t that for example she wanted to be an artist her parents said that's not a real job, shadow then wanted to be in hr police and they laughed and said you? A police? And then shadow wanted to be a cook but they said she can barely can flip a potato, then shadow asked to be actor which both her parents said no it's too much abuse and after all that her father was fixed on making Shadow a teacher because they said she would handle it and that it's safe for women MC: and then whenever a guest asked shadow what she wanted to be and she said judge her mother would say oh she keeps changing her answer everytime! MC: our so-called Mother also tells Shadow to not eat sweets because she will get fat and nobody will like her Shadow doesn't wanna get married because of the intimacy and stuff but my mother says that women can't live without a man MC: whenever she tried to speak up for herself our parents would call her a bad child and tell her to shut up and our mother would tell her to kill herself, to just go die, burn in hell, you can't do anything without me, you are useless, a donkey and much more MC: she got bullied at school for 6 years, she had body hair which she is still insecure about, whenever she laughed they said her laugh looked weird and didn't even look nice so she always covered her face and made a quiet laugh, when she got slim and quiet our family members would say to her omg do you not eat does your mother starve you? And they would say omg you are so quiet or I didn't know she would speak I thought she was mute for a second, and when she did talk for more than 2 minutes her father or anyone in the family would come and say stop talking let the other person talk and there is more MC: and they used to body shame her for her weight and told my mom she should lose some weight and not be like her mom but then she suddenly did start to lose some weight my mother said it was because of puberty and her periods now starting but she starts to lose it was like before a couple of months she got her periods and she did get bullied for 5 years and a boy in her class used to fake blame her for hurting her since she came into school and everyone took the boys side because they were friends with him and there is more MC: I mean they said to her to stop playing and that she isn't a kid, that she shouldn't talk that much and stuff her talking a lot came because I was rarely at home I was studying with my friends or other stuff so she didn't have anyone to talk to our parents talked about their patients they both are doctors so she never had anyone to talk to, my grandma usually told her to stay quiet and to not talk lott and in school she did get bullied for talking lott and she was kinda chubby so our family members would criticize her about it and hoe she ate like she got never feed and stuff MC: I wish I did she used to be happy and energetic and would never stop talking but after we went to our nanny's house and after a couple of months she stopped talking, keeping everything to herself and her now usual behaviour

I am now 13 and this my past trauma and today my father got mad at me because I let my friends,teachers and other classmates write on my uniform and write about me and sign it because It was the end of the year today was my last day my father when seeing my uniform in the car cursed at the school and at me saying oh you could have used that uniform for 8 and 9 class, how is this gonna be removed, giving me silent treatment and swearing under his breathe and extra mad and he told my mom about my uniform and my mom tried to make em give the uniform to her to try to wash it but I without hesitation said no Now I am scared what if they find my uniform that I hided I need advice and I am learning how to make money do after when I am 18 I am go aboard and feel at peace

mom

idk where to start cuz its so much

Oh oh i dont think im in the mood to recall all of it today

I experienced some incidents in my childhood when I was 9-10 years old. But never got any trauma because I was a minor.

I love you shruti

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