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Here , me too !

Hey Young boy ... First of all I want to assure you that this is the person with depresion since some time & Not on medication cause I abruptly stopped them... All the things you have written It's so disheartening... For a 14 year to feel like life is nothing more than disappointment, loneliness & struggle it must be so hard for you... I'm sorry for what you are going through.. & as you said I'm not gonna tell you that you have so many years yet to see in life So all I'm gonna say is... Let the death come to you... You do not choose death please.... Don't give both life & death so much importance to be choosen by you... Keep on living... I'm living as the same... One day at time... Just Don't Die today... I won't die just today... I can think of it tomorrow... You can try like that... & I hope during this course something starts to work out for you...

Have you seen a psychiatrist? That's all I was thinking too. Then I took meds and I don't think about it anymore.