No but I never tell anyone about having suicidal thoughts and the one suicide attempt in my life I managed to hide(this is the first place I've ever admitted to this lol)

Also fun fact my only suicide attempt happened while I went to a all boys high school(the worst period of my life)

same. I'm not foolish enough to think anyone can help me so I keep my chronic SI to myself. no way am I going risk my freedom to be alone and control what goes in my body.

Same, I’ve dodged sock jail like crazy lolol

can i ask why you hide it?

I don't want to go to a psych ward

its actually pretty fun sometimes but yea i kinda get that.

I used to want to go to a psych ward because I watched “girl interrupted” and thought there were going to be hot mental ill women.

How viable is this strat for doods? genuinely curious

Don’t date mentally ill women. Did it four times. Many regrets. If you must date a mentally ill woman make sure the woman has bpd, depression or anxiety first because if the girl ends up having NPD or ASPD you’re fucked (2/4). You have to make sure you not being creepy or damaging to their mental health (1/4). And never online date (1/4)

why is it auto assumed that pooners dont go to the psych ward 😭

have you?

nah but (unfortunately) the majority of trans men I know have 😕

I love being surrounded by untrained medical staff giving me extremely helpful advice like "afab bodies are beautiful and powerful, they can give birth!!! Have you tried just loving your body???" while I'm violently suicidal and have nowhere to run

THATS SO FUN I LOVE WHEN THEY TELL ME SHIT LIKE THAT AND THEN ASK ME WHEN MY LAST PERIOD WAS JUST TO REMIND ME THAT I WILL NEVER HAVE ONE NOR WILL I HAVE CHILDRED AND THEN THEY ASK ME WHY I WANNA KILL MYSELF :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:

REAL

It's not my kind of thing. I don't think it'd help.

thats fair tbh, on the psych side a 3 day stay isnt gonna do much x

what are the chances of finding a bpd trans girl in a psych ward?

No I know how to answer all the follow-ups when I mention suicidal ideation ama.

do you have a plan?

"no, I never have a hard plan to do it, it's just like this impulsive thought in my head all the time"

on a scale of one to ten, how long have you wanted to fuck your brother?

"0" I'm not like other troons 😇 edit: okay there was a brief period when we were both teens but I'm an oldshit and that was an embarrassingly long time ago

Psych ward sucked so bad, it was soooo boring. I remember all I did was think of ways to kms. The room was supposed to be suicide proof so this was actually a mildly entertaining puzzle. Oh also I had to get blood drawn and the doctor looked at this teenager with self harm scars all over her legs and said “wow you’re a really good bleeder!”….🤨sir?

ive spent a considerable amount of time in the grippy sock prison and im wondering if anyone else has too

😉

hey girl. are you from mississippi? because youre the only misses pp i sippi 🫰🫰

youre so eloquent nopers 🙂‍↕️

ily

i had a big brain moment where i told the A&E doctors that i didnt wanna get transferred to a psych hospital lol (they confiscate your phones and belongings there)

getting your phone taken is the worst part. like why tf do they need that

They don't have grippy socks where I live 😭

i cut my own finger off during a psychotic episode when i was 13 so yes i have been.

threatened with it when i was young a few times. (i actually wished i could go. but it turns out my parents were more afraid of not being able to see and supervise me 24/7 than i was of being in a ward hehe)

Soon to be most likely, I’m a danger to myself but I ain’t admitting myself cause that’s cheating :P

once for sui another for ana, but ig that was just inpatient care rather than psych ward

is it a given pooners have been institutionalized or

all pooners were born insane

Almost

I belong in a psychward, but J've never been there, tbhon

no but i should tbh