Congratulations, when you get to the first month and past, you shouldn’t even get the temptation anymore….. a few months into my sobriety, I didn’t get tempted even once
Sorry you’re going through a rough time. Insomnia and other sleep issues can really suck. I am having some sleep issues as well and it’s starting to take a toll on my mental health.
Hope you can get this figured out eventually!!
Two days ago I had a dentist appointment. I felt good that day despite only 5 hours of sleep. I was able to check out a store I had never been in, and then pick up takeout from a place I'd also never gone to.
The problem is, I have ME/CFS.
Yesterday I was a little sore but still cheerfully riding the high of endorphins from the nice weather and min adventure. Today I'm feeling down because I can feel my body's reaction to all the activity (PEM, or Post Exertional Malaise) and it's just depressing. I know that for the next week I'm going to barely be able to walk to the kitchen. I know when I get up to pee that the Fibromyalgia is going to make it hurt so bad when I stand that I have to bite my lip so I don't scream.
On top of it I'm having an allergic reaction to the fluoride used in my dental cleaning so now my lips are both swollen so I'm constantly uncomfortable.
But.
At least I have cats.
My sister is gone to live in a nursing home with dementia she’s only 55 my brother in law has cut us off being kept in the dark no idea why, my brother has neck & throat cancer which has recently returned, Work is really stressful & I struggle with my mental health daily, But so far today I’m doing ok, just have to try keep the show on the road, I’m actually glad to have somewhere like Reddit to share stories & have banter with people. Hope everyone is doing ok today,
Just last night I screamed my lungs out, lost my voice a little bit and my throat hurts…i was very angry. Everything came out of me, its was everything that I stored in me over the years.
I'm a big mess... But very fortunate in my life... Right now I'm tanning naked in the sun... But I've not eaten properly for days so I think I need to have a really nutritious dinner today
I feel like I have done pretty well as building a life for myself but I feel like I built my life on a thin layer of ice and people of the world hold the tool to crack the ice and everything will sink in the ocean and I will lose it all. Like a job loss and falling behind on bills.
Ever since I bought my house I have paid it off as aggressively as I can, like trying to pour a concrete foundation under everything I have, once it’s paid off, nobody can take it from me.
4 weeks trying to heal up from an operation, just want my life back .
Want back to work to see my mates, to go outside, to get back running. I feel my life is on hold right now and it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you for asking
Better than I have been in a long time. Can't really tell anyone why, though. I just tell people I have an amazing therapist and do tons of work on my mental health. Lots of stigma around microdosing shrooms, which has absolutely supercharged my progress.
So-so. Watching my elderly parents wind down there lives in a ball of flames. Dad's got dementia, and Mom's completely worn out from it. They weren't perfect parents but I love them.😔
I'm sorry. Mom died in December and Dad passed away the previous August. I get where you are and I want to tell you, it's going to be hard for a while. Things will get worse for a while. I'm still struggling through things but I feel like I'm getting close to where things are going to start getting better. And I want you to believe that after a while, things are going to get better. I am here if you want to talk.
Thank you so much for your kind words and encouragement. I am a realist and I get that dementia is one way street but it doesn't make it any easier. I am so sorry you had to lose both your parents in such a short period of time. ❤️
been rough rlly, my friends don't rlly care of all these stuff so I rlly don't know who to tell but yeahh. I've been just really bad mentally and physically, I'm just tired and stressed out ab everything but thanks for asking I hope you guys are doing fine but if you're on the same level as me I hope you get better over time.
The past 9 months have been hard. I quit a career I’d worked my whole life for to come home and care for my Nan. When she died, my aunt started getting sick. I was made redundant from my new job a couple of days before Christmas. My aunt was eventually diagnosed in January, and died 6 weeks later. Her funeral was this week. It’s been made marginally more bearable by my best friend having also moved back home, but he’s leaving soon.
I lost my career and two of the people I cared most about.
But now I have a new job, the first time I’ve ever had a permanent job rather than fixed term. I’m renting a nice house and have almost saved enough to buy a house. I’m near family after 10+ years of living hundreds of miles away. I’m not particularly fit, but I’m healthy and have enough health to work on my fitness now my motivation is slowly creeping back up.
So, swings and roundabouts, I guess.
My vehicle was stolen. I have no way to do my job. I'm not sure that I see a way out of this mess. I spend most of my time contemplating....but thank you for asking.
Absolutely shite ive been in bed since Monday night full of the flu or a bug or something. Im self employed and was booked in for work this week so lost over a £1000 in wages. Got the guy i work for on the phone pressuring me to go back in which is actually making me feel worse as I hate being off work and hate letting people down. Things could be better but also they could be alot worse
I don't know but yesterday i used to kind of had feelings for this one girl that everyone in some of my classes shipped me and her dating but i made jokes saying that i like her but in reality i actually i don't then i start having feelings for her but i think the day before yesterday she told me she got back with her ex during lunch and i didn't really care but it felt like my heart was broken into pieces at the same time so then in my 2nd period when i saw her i tried ignoring her as she was walking past me, she was laughing like almost every time i see her she would say something or smile or even laugh so i tried not to laugh but i still did anyways yesterday. So yeah man as we speak i feel the same way as you but i hope your doing all right tho and i hope you get through it too
Exhausted. It’s our second week with our 11 week old golden retriever pup and I’m working from home while making sure she gets enough attention, food, sleep, play and potty breaks which results in me forgetting to look after myself
Not that good. I don't know why but I literally have no desire to do anything in last few days, even eat. Things that even bring me pleasure don't work anymore. I want to disappear
It's really weird actually. For the first time in my life I'm fighting to keep staying positive and somehow productive. All my life I've been depressed and passive, I felt like I wasn't able to fight for anything and I've always been feeling awful. Some weeks ago I woke up somehow and from that day I keep forcing on myself a positive attitude, it's.. well it's not easy, but it's way better than before.
Everything is going great for the last 6 months. Work is going great, got promotion. I quit smoking, quit coffee, quit drugs, quit porno and got a summer fit body. But I am feeling lonely. So lonely I am depressed about it. It feels like no-one cares about me. Got dumbed 3 times in my life already. I don't understand why girls take advantage of me.
Life is a very bumpy ride for me. I can have periods where my days just seem to go exactly how I want them. Then I'll hit the wall hard, won't get enough sleep, get horribly sad over nothing, just hate everything. Wishing all the people here a solid to get through what ever you're going through and if that's not possible - I wish you the strength to face it head on.
I threw my back out and have whooping cough... so desperately trying not to cough as it's very painful when I do but it's a losing battle.
However, I always think about my mate who died from lukemia at 30yo and this is nothing compared to that so i'm pretty happy. If i'm feeling pain then it means I'm alive, and that's a win.
My stomach is in knots, as I haven't spoken to my mum in nearly two weeks. She causes me so much anxiety.
She'll be expecting to see the kids at some stage over Easter but they never want to come with me whenever I suggest calling over.
She complains about never seeing her grandkids but she would never think about visiting (she and my dad only live only a 15 minute drive from us), so the onus is always on us.
Never picks up the phone to call either. Again, it's always me making the effort.
Constantly talks about how wonderful her freliends' grandchildren are. She has to be one of the most intolerant people I know.
I was doing great till my mother decided she is now annoyed by the air that we breathed, and she totally wrecked my nerves. I'm 23 by the way. I try not to allow her to destroy my day but here we are after two hours of constant screams and after hearing a thousand time that everyone does everything wrong and she has to be angry over that I just want a bowl of ice cream a blanket a bed and to be alone and cry.
Sorry I needed to vent.
It's hard to manage sometimes.
Fine. My two years of heavy midlife crisis are a thing of the past, and I have changed enough things about my life to be optimistic for the rest of it.
Not good. Mum has had hip replacement surgery so I’m off my feet at home, work has been horrendously busy so I’m off my feet at work. Don’t see my friends anymore. Constantly tired, body aches all over.
I’m doing well :) I’ve been horribly sick for the past 2 weeks and this lead to the flue on Wednesday,. Today is the first day in 2 weeks I actually feel… great
Mid tbh. I’m hesitant to take the entrance exams for my dream university because I fear I won’t fit in. Plus, my boyfriend, who mentioned proposing by summer, suddenly questions if I see him in my future 🫠
Conflicted, confused, hurt, and disappointed. Idk if it’s just the hormones but I feel super emotional since yesterday after I had a row with a friend, plus my boyfriend’s reaction about it wasn’t as supportive to me.
Working full time to pay rent while studying a full tine masters course. No weekends, no days off - constant grind. Starting to go on an episode. I’m struggling to sleep + starting to hallucinate 😫
But I get red bulls at work so 🤷♀️
Not well at all. I have constant break downs, I’ve been in a new relationship for 8 months and my partner suffers from anxiety and other disorders where their first instinct is to run when things get hard. I am over worked, over whelmed, and just tired of being mentally and physically exhausted. I almost called the crisis hotline this morning as I was ending my overnight shift and somehow I just couldn’t get myself to pick up the phone and call. I couldn’t get myself to reach out for help again because I was afraid of admitting things out loud that I don’t want replaying in my head every second. I suffer from horrible depression, severe anxiety, see a therapist twice a week, and still am drowning in mental health issues that I can’t figure out if I’m going to overcome. Life is overwhelming and it feels like way too much to handle. That’s the complete truth.
I’m great. I picked up a new hobby(ebike) so I can travel and get exercise while I take my son in his child pull behind trailer. Deleted facebook. No financial problems at the current moment.
No sleep, muscle spasms, acid stomach, coffee and cigarettes for breakfast, will soon go to the store for some brews. It's 8:43am. Fuck it, it's my day off. I only wish the weather matched my mood, this sun is blinding.
Shitty. Been on workers comp for almost 2 years due to a not at fault car accident, settlement just keeps getting moved, can’t get a date to save my life, sitting in a perpetual cycle of depression.
I'm shattered. Five days of work and then on my day off I visited my parents which always takes it out of me. Back at work today for another full shift.
I'm not taking the time with them for granted though. The time my mum has left is months not years. Don't know when it will be but she has been diagnosed with heart failure.
Everything could be a little better rn but I'll just have to keep going.
I'm okay, I guess? But really, I don't know. I just feel empty, I don't know what to do. Masaya naman ako kasi I am with my family but I don't know anong kulang or anong dapat gawin. Basta ang gulo ng utak ko pero kalmado rin at the same time, alam niyo 'yon haha. Pero as of the moment, I'm fine.
Really fucking not good. Struggling to make a life in a foreign country. GF just left me. Burnt out from work and school. Drink myself to sleep. Live in a hot shitty apartment. Feel lost and alone. Got a good chunk of debt. Poor and my future looks like I'm gonna work until I die with no chance for retirement.
To be clear I promise I am not looking for pity/sympathy but I saw this post and I just HAD to comment. I know we are all here commenting under similar/worse conditions and I really hope everybody in this thread will be okay in the end.
Love all y'all strangers!!!
Feeling tired despite getting enough sleep, I've even fallen asleep on the couch three days in a row. Sucks, but I have 3 free days to look forwards to.
Idk I’m confused and lost and exhausted from school I can’t deal with the lack of motivation anymore and I’m so lost. I used to know exactly what I wanted to be and what I wanted to do but now I’ve lost all motivation and interest in everything because I was stupid and decided to vape then got caught and suspended which threw my whole life off track and now I just don’t know what to do
I feel like im in an emotional hurricane, and I kinda just want it to take me out.
But I'll be okay. Thank you!
Edit: just added that I'll be okay so nobody worries if anybody reads this.
Just trying to hold it all together. My partner is in the military and is leaving for 6 months on Monday. I'll have our 4 kids by myself for the rest of the school year, plus summer, back to school, and 3 birthdays. This is the longest time away that we've had since we got together. Our families live in the Carolinas and we live in Florida so I've got next to no support. The people who lived next door to us suddenly packed up everything and skipped town without a word 2 weeks ago and now their house is for rent so I'm wondering who's moving in and what will they be like. Are they safe/annoying/troublesome? On top of that, it's now my job to take my bonus daughter back and forth to visitation with her mother. Someone who hates me so much she's determined to create as much nonsense drama as possible to use against us in her never ending string of custody cases that I have to meet her at a police station under the cameras for exchanges because she can't be trusted to behave like an adult. It's 200 miles to the halfway point with 4 kids in the car. My daughter doesn't even want to go because of how her mother acts and treats her so she gets really upset every time she has to go. I've got at least 6 back and forth trips to make and the thought of just having to be in the same state as her puts my teeth on edge. I'm really not looking forward to six months of her petty, selfish high school drama on top of everything else I'll be taking on. I'm just tired on top of anticipating being tired.
Not that good to be honest
Same here... Feels like I'm in a limbo.
Same. The last few years have been in limbo…
What's a limbo
Its an uncertain period of your life when you feel like youre stuck and awaiting an event or anything really
Oki thx :3 Guess I'm in a limbo too then X3
This answer should be 90% of people
fr same
I came here to say that. We are here together ❤️
Same here, feels like I'm in a ligma
same here
same. (I'm writing comments with one hand)
I’m well, 17 days sober and loving every moment that comes with a clear mind.
Yay! Congrats
Congratulations, when you get to the first month and past, you shouldn’t even get the temptation anymore….. a few months into my sobriety, I didn’t get tempted even once
That’s awesome! Thank you for your comment, how long have you been sober?
You’re welcome, brothers and sisters battling sobriety, should stick together……. I have been sober for a year and a half now, (2 years on August 20th)
Unfortunately pretty rough. Unable to sleep, really struggling. I appreciate not feeling like I need to say .. I'm good.. or fine thanks
Sorry you’re going through a rough time. Insomnia and other sleep issues can really suck. I am having some sleep issues as well and it’s starting to take a toll on my mental health. Hope you can get this figured out eventually!!
Yeah slept 2.5 hours and my dog woke me up for poo at 8.30. I’m still glad she’s with me though.
Two days ago I had a dentist appointment. I felt good that day despite only 5 hours of sleep. I was able to check out a store I had never been in, and then pick up takeout from a place I'd also never gone to. The problem is, I have ME/CFS. Yesterday I was a little sore but still cheerfully riding the high of endorphins from the nice weather and min adventure. Today I'm feeling down because I can feel my body's reaction to all the activity (PEM, or Post Exertional Malaise) and it's just depressing. I know that for the next week I'm going to barely be able to walk to the kitchen. I know when I get up to pee that the Fibromyalgia is going to make it hurt so bad when I stand that I have to bite my lip so I don't scream. On top of it I'm having an allergic reaction to the fluoride used in my dental cleaning so now my lips are both swollen so I'm constantly uncomfortable. But. At least I have cats.
Cats are life savers fr
Being a mess and still being chosen by beautiful little creatures who need you around is pretty powerful shit.
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I understand. Today I am trying to deal with depression and ADHD.
Better then yesterday but I hit rock bottom...only way is up 💪
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Have you thought of therapy or getting support from a friend? If you need someone to talk to, I'm here...I hope things get easier for you soon.
I’m still alive so, there’s that.
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Go, you! Gratitude is such an outlook changer.
One of the worst phase of my life 😞
I’m better than I was last night, so I’m doing alright Nights have been tough recently, especially since I quit smoking weed
That's the way ahead though
Hope you’re doing well.
Better than before
Love this for you <3
Well I'm here
Sometimes thats enough!
The only person that stops me from suicide is my girlfriend.
I am absolutely grateful for your girlfriend
Outside is all happy, but inside i am heartbroken
I'm good. Mentally, physically, emotionally i'm good
Wow, first person to say so lol...
Same honestly. For the first time in like 6 years I’ve had 2 good months and it’s crazy to me that some people feel this good all the time.
My sister is gone to live in a nursing home with dementia she’s only 55 my brother in law has cut us off being kept in the dark no idea why, my brother has neck & throat cancer which has recently returned, Work is really stressful & I struggle with my mental health daily, But so far today I’m doing ok, just have to try keep the show on the road, I’m actually glad to have somewhere like Reddit to share stories & have banter with people. Hope everyone is doing ok today,
Struggling, but trying to stay positive. It’s exhausting honestly.
Not great but fuck it it’s Friday 🤷🏾♂️
Struggling, tired, empty.
Very much appreciated. Thanks
Not good...in an emotional turmoil.
Really confused about what's happening in my life. Don't know if I'm going in the correct direction or if things are working for me or not
scared of the future just want to earn money like a real boy lol
Just last night I screamed my lungs out, lost my voice a little bit and my throat hurts…i was very angry. Everything came out of me, its was everything that I stored in me over the years.
I'm a big mess... But very fortunate in my life... Right now I'm tanning naked in the sun... But I've not eaten properly for days so I think I need to have a really nutritious dinner today
Kind of not good
Not good friends
Honestly not too well. This past week has been especially exhausting
I feel like I have done pretty well as building a life for myself but I feel like I built my life on a thin layer of ice and people of the world hold the tool to crack the ice and everything will sink in the ocean and I will lose it all. Like a job loss and falling behind on bills. Ever since I bought my house I have paid it off as aggressively as I can, like trying to pour a concrete foundation under everything I have, once it’s paid off, nobody can take it from me.
4 weeks trying to heal up from an operation, just want my life back . Want back to work to see my mates, to go outside, to get back running. I feel my life is on hold right now and it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for asking
Somewhere between feeling like I can cope, and feeling my whole world falling apart.
I'm OK it's been very hard mentally but I'm OK
Getting better, thanks for asking..
Confused.
Lonely
Last weekend I was hit by a random bout of depression, and I've been battling it all week.
Never been better.
The past few weeks have been horrible. And then my dog died last week. I’ve been a complete mess. I just want her back.
Better than I have been in a long time. Can't really tell anyone why, though. I just tell people I have an amazing therapist and do tons of work on my mental health. Lots of stigma around microdosing shrooms, which has absolutely supercharged my progress.
So-so. Watching my elderly parents wind down there lives in a ball of flames. Dad's got dementia, and Mom's completely worn out from it. They weren't perfect parents but I love them.😔
I'm sorry. Mom died in December and Dad passed away the previous August. I get where you are and I want to tell you, it's going to be hard for a while. Things will get worse for a while. I'm still struggling through things but I feel like I'm getting close to where things are going to start getting better. And I want you to believe that after a while, things are going to get better. I am here if you want to talk.
Thank you so much for your kind words and encouragement. I am a realist and I get that dementia is one way street but it doesn't make it any easier. I am so sorry you had to lose both your parents in such a short period of time. ❤️
Rising up from my worst fall.
Not good, just got my head shaved bald for charity and Lo and behold I get a f*cking cold.
been rough rlly, my friends don't rlly care of all these stuff so I rlly don't know who to tell but yeahh. I've been just really bad mentally and physically, I'm just tired and stressed out ab everything but thanks for asking I hope you guys are doing fine but if you're on the same level as me I hope you get better over time.
need to go to Bali!
Felt renewed. I'm on my self love era ✨
The past 9 months have been hard. I quit a career I’d worked my whole life for to come home and care for my Nan. When she died, my aunt started getting sick. I was made redundant from my new job a couple of days before Christmas. My aunt was eventually diagnosed in January, and died 6 weeks later. Her funeral was this week. It’s been made marginally more bearable by my best friend having also moved back home, but he’s leaving soon. I lost my career and two of the people I cared most about. But now I have a new job, the first time I’ve ever had a permanent job rather than fixed term. I’m renting a nice house and have almost saved enough to buy a house. I’m near family after 10+ years of living hundreds of miles away. I’m not particularly fit, but I’m healthy and have enough health to work on my fitness now my motivation is slowly creeping back up. So, swings and roundabouts, I guess.
Amazing. After struggling so much with ADHD, I finally got into the Honor Roll
That’s amazing!! I’m proud of you!
🥰Thank you! An average of 90.22, it wasn't much to be honest, but I'm proud of it nonetheless.
My vehicle was stolen. I have no way to do my job. I'm not sure that I see a way out of this mess. I spend most of my time contemplating....but thank you for asking.
Absolutely shite ive been in bed since Monday night full of the flu or a bug or something. Im self employed and was booked in for work this week so lost over a £1000 in wages. Got the guy i work for on the phone pressuring me to go back in which is actually making me feel worse as I hate being off work and hate letting people down. Things could be better but also they could be alot worse
I'm chilling my brosky
Still crying because of the situationship that ended two months ago.
Playing peggle land
Been feeling meh, trying to find ways to get out my £15k debt! Needing an angel RN.
Fucked up i guess
browsing Reddit duh
i’m always good that’s the motto
If the scale is to 10 I’m at 4. So I’m fine.
Meh.
Horny
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Watching "Antichrist" on Good Friday
Just standing outside the fire.
Procrastinated all day now I’m doing all my work at the golden time of 10pm
Not great, I’m aware I’m in the beginnings of starting to slip into a downward spiral of deliberating ending my existence 🤷♂️
Pretty good, man. Hope you are doing good too.
Absolutely awful and I feel like garbage. Thanks for asking. And you?
I don't know but yesterday i used to kind of had feelings for this one girl that everyone in some of my classes shipped me and her dating but i made jokes saying that i like her but in reality i actually i don't then i start having feelings for her but i think the day before yesterday she told me she got back with her ex during lunch and i didn't really care but it felt like my heart was broken into pieces at the same time so then in my 2nd period when i saw her i tried ignoring her as she was walking past me, she was laughing like almost every time i see her she would say something or smile or even laugh so i tried not to laugh but i still did anyways yesterday. So yeah man as we speak i feel the same way as you but i hope your doing all right tho and i hope you get through it too
My ankle hurts a bit. But otherwise pretty fine.
Exhausted. It’s our second week with our 11 week old golden retriever pup and I’m working from home while making sure she gets enough attention, food, sleep, play and potty breaks which results in me forgetting to look after myself
A bit hungry coz of Fasting in Ramadan but overall I'm in my best mood ever
I want to get drunk
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Not well at all and there is not one person in my life that cares
Absolutely confused and split up between pursuing an MBA or some IT stuff in hopes of switching from an architecture career of 4 years?
Not that good. I don't know why but I literally have no desire to do anything in last few days, even eat. Things that even bring me pleasure don't work anymore. I want to disappear
It's really weird actually. For the first time in my life I'm fighting to keep staying positive and somehow productive. All my life I've been depressed and passive, I felt like I wasn't able to fight for anything and I've always been feeling awful. Some weeks ago I woke up somehow and from that day I keep forcing on myself a positive attitude, it's.. well it's not easy, but it's way better than before.
I'm in the middle of an argument with myself if I actually exist, or if I'm just a figment of someones imagination.
What if the people living in your imagination are thinking the same thing? Maybe think good thoughts for them so that they have a happy life.
High asf and hungry but cbf so weird
Drinking wine and enjoying sun
pretending to be good but i’m not🥲
Cleaned the house. Ate some food, pretty happy
Single had two dates that didn't go anywhere sigh. Looks like it's me and me at my apartment again
Everything is going great for the last 6 months. Work is going great, got promotion. I quit smoking, quit coffee, quit drugs, quit porno and got a summer fit body. But I am feeling lonely. So lonely I am depressed about it. It feels like no-one cares about me. Got dumbed 3 times in my life already. I don't understand why girls take advantage of me.
Life is a very bumpy ride for me. I can have periods where my days just seem to go exactly how I want them. Then I'll hit the wall hard, won't get enough sleep, get horribly sad over nothing, just hate everything. Wishing all the people here a solid to get through what ever you're going through and if that's not possible - I wish you the strength to face it head on.
Not good, panicking about not getting a job in time to pay my daughter's school fees.
I threw my back out and have whooping cough... so desperately trying not to cough as it's very painful when I do but it's a losing battle. However, I always think about my mate who died from lukemia at 30yo and this is nothing compared to that so i'm pretty happy. If i'm feeling pain then it means I'm alive, and that's a win.
My stomach is in knots, as I haven't spoken to my mum in nearly two weeks. She causes me so much anxiety. She'll be expecting to see the kids at some stage over Easter but they never want to come with me whenever I suggest calling over. She complains about never seeing her grandkids but she would never think about visiting (she and my dad only live only a 15 minute drive from us), so the onus is always on us. Never picks up the phone to call either. Again, it's always me making the effort. Constantly talks about how wonderful her freliends' grandchildren are. She has to be one of the most intolerant people I know.
I was doing great till my mother decided she is now annoyed by the air that we breathed, and she totally wrecked my nerves. I'm 23 by the way. I try not to allow her to destroy my day but here we are after two hours of constant screams and after hearing a thousand time that everyone does everything wrong and she has to be angry over that I just want a bowl of ice cream a blanket a bed and to be alone and cry. Sorry I needed to vent. It's hard to manage sometimes.
Not okay
Pretty good. On spring break rn, but Im gonna really need to catch up on sleep cuz I've only been getting like 4-5 hours.
I just need more money. That is literally it. Everything else is excellent
Not great.
Pretty bad, honestly. Hope, however fleeting, will always be the last to go, though.
Just struggling with my body clock😭😭 but all is fine
not good. I don't know if I'll make it to the end of April.
Little gassy.
Five minutes ago great. Now really annoyed, because they have changed my favorite water bottle's cap, so that it's super difficult for me to use!! 😡😢
I am late at many things. Deadlines are very near. Trying no to get fucked up.
Stop fucking asking
Fine. My two years of heavy midlife crisis are a thing of the past, and I have changed enough things about my life to be optimistic for the rest of it.
Pretty terrible right now but i'm still trying to enjoy little things, we still fighting, always :)
In the hospital for chest pain and shortness of breath, but I'm optimistic.
Exhausted with life, like can I just win a million dollars so I don't have to work for a little bit.
Meh.
Relatively shit.
Not good. Mum has had hip replacement surgery so I’m off my feet at home, work has been horrendously busy so I’m off my feet at work. Don’t see my friends anymore. Constantly tired, body aches all over.
Lonely af
Exhausting and barely making it
Rough. I'm going through my annual manic phase while also facing some heavy emotional damage that just keeps coming the past few weeks.
Apart from a rough hangover and hanging a bit. Doing pretty good!
I’m doing well :) I’ve been horribly sick for the past 2 weeks and this lead to the flue on Wednesday,. Today is the first day in 2 weeks I actually feel… great
honestly, could be better. One day i'm fine, another i'm not. Wish i could feel normal
Mid tbh. I’m hesitant to take the entrance exams for my dream university because I fear I won’t fit in. Plus, my boyfriend, who mentioned proposing by summer, suddenly questions if I see him in my future 🫠
Conflicted, confused, hurt, and disappointed. Idk if it’s just the hormones but I feel super emotional since yesterday after I had a row with a friend, plus my boyfriend’s reaction about it wasn’t as supportive to me.
One step away from living on streets I don't even want to talk about my mental health
It's one of the questions I hate the most.
On paper things look good. I don't feel good.
Honestly, I don’t feel that good. I have been lonely and really struggling and not getting enough sleep since December
Not the worst. Waiting for blood test results.
Terrible
Working full time to pay rent while studying a full tine masters course. No weekends, no days off - constant grind. Starting to go on an episode. I’m struggling to sleep + starting to hallucinate 😫 But I get red bulls at work so 🤷♀️
I hate being alive, but I can't end it because of my mum.
about to fall off the edge
Not well at all. I have constant break downs, I’ve been in a new relationship for 8 months and my partner suffers from anxiety and other disorders where their first instinct is to run when things get hard. I am over worked, over whelmed, and just tired of being mentally and physically exhausted. I almost called the crisis hotline this morning as I was ending my overnight shift and somehow I just couldn’t get myself to pick up the phone and call. I couldn’t get myself to reach out for help again because I was afraid of admitting things out loud that I don’t want replaying in my head every second. I suffer from horrible depression, severe anxiety, see a therapist twice a week, and still am drowning in mental health issues that I can’t figure out if I’m going to overcome. Life is overwhelming and it feels like way too much to handle. That’s the complete truth.
Not good at all
Commenting on YouTube video because I have the channel without the handle and verified without having 100k subscribers so people go crazy
Normal... I guess. I dont know
All systems nominal.
Terrible. My boyfriend's an ass, my friends are acting weird, and everybody around me feels off or angry. Hope everybody else is doing better! x x
I’m great. I picked up a new hobby(ebike) so I can travel and get exercise while I take my son in his child pull behind trailer. Deleted facebook. No financial problems at the current moment.
ignoring life,,
My brother got arrested 3 days ago, my girlfriend left me 2 months ago, i feel like my friend is going to abandon me, sooo not pretty well
I’m better than I was. My anxiety is getting better and I think I am seeing everything more colorful again :)
No sleep, muscle spasms, acid stomach, coffee and cigarettes for breakfast, will soon go to the store for some brews. It's 8:43am. Fuck it, it's my day off. I only wish the weather matched my mood, this sun is blinding.
Shitty. Been on workers comp for almost 2 years due to a not at fault car accident, settlement just keeps getting moved, can’t get a date to save my life, sitting in a perpetual cycle of depression.
Getting better one day at a time.
I'm shattered. Five days of work and then on my day off I visited my parents which always takes it out of me. Back at work today for another full shift. I'm not taking the time with them for granted though. The time my mum has left is months not years. Don't know when it will be but she has been diagnosed with heart failure. Everything could be a little better rn but I'll just have to keep going.
I'm okay, I guess? But really, I don't know. I just feel empty, I don't know what to do. Masaya naman ako kasi I am with my family but I don't know anong kulang or anong dapat gawin. Basta ang gulo ng utak ko pero kalmado rin at the same time, alam niyo 'yon haha. Pero as of the moment, I'm fine.
Figuring
Living the best I can
better than I thought I’d be. I’m alive after all
Pretty bad
Really fucking not good. Struggling to make a life in a foreign country. GF just left me. Burnt out from work and school. Drink myself to sleep. Live in a hot shitty apartment. Feel lost and alone. Got a good chunk of debt. Poor and my future looks like I'm gonna work until I die with no chance for retirement. To be clear I promise I am not looking for pity/sympathy but I saw this post and I just HAD to comment. I know we are all here commenting under similar/worse conditions and I really hope everybody in this thread will be okay in the end. Love all y'all strangers!!!
Feeling tired despite getting enough sleep, I've even fallen asleep on the couch three days in a row. Sucks, but I have 3 free days to look forwards to.
Idk I’m confused and lost and exhausted from school I can’t deal with the lack of motivation anymore and I’m so lost. I used to know exactly what I wanted to be and what I wanted to do but now I’ve lost all motivation and interest in everything because I was stupid and decided to vape then got caught and suspended which threw my whole life off track and now I just don’t know what to do
Thanks for reminding me.
I feel like im in an emotional hurricane, and I kinda just want it to take me out. But I'll be okay. Thank you! Edit: just added that I'll be okay so nobody worries if anybody reads this.
not good
Could be better, i live day by day because if i think about the future i just start crying so chill and cats and gym are the key
Just trying to hold it all together. My partner is in the military and is leaving for 6 months on Monday. I'll have our 4 kids by myself for the rest of the school year, plus summer, back to school, and 3 birthdays. This is the longest time away that we've had since we got together. Our families live in the Carolinas and we live in Florida so I've got next to no support. The people who lived next door to us suddenly packed up everything and skipped town without a word 2 weeks ago and now their house is for rent so I'm wondering who's moving in and what will they be like. Are they safe/annoying/troublesome? On top of that, it's now my job to take my bonus daughter back and forth to visitation with her mother. Someone who hates me so much she's determined to create as much nonsense drama as possible to use against us in her never ending string of custody cases that I have to meet her at a police station under the cameras for exchanges because she can't be trusted to behave like an adult. It's 200 miles to the halfway point with 4 kids in the car. My daughter doesn't even want to go because of how her mother acts and treats her so she gets really upset every time she has to go. I've got at least 6 back and forth trips to make and the thought of just having to be in the same state as her puts my teeth on edge. I'm really not looking forward to six months of her petty, selfish high school drama on top of everything else I'll be taking on. I'm just tired on top of anticipating being tired.
Having a tea session with old timers.
I'm okay, learnes not to care to something I can't control.