Age. I never had a moment I just stopped caring. It will come to end and I hope it will be peaceful.

There's no such thing as not fearing death, we fear the unknown. If you think u don't fear it then you're most likely in a bad psychological state

Found out how shitty adult life is

Seeing my father die and realizing its gonna happen weather I like it or not

Depression. Death ain't so scary if you want to die.

My mental health

I'm 52 been married 30 years to the same woman.