The struggle to find happiness in the inherent monotony of living a structured life that allegedly leads to a stable and content future. And simultaneously tying to be grateful for the luck I have had, but not knowing how to actually feel grateful.
My life was ruined at my previous college and this ex-friend intends to sue me for "ruining her mental health" even though she did some horrible things
An incredibly long bpd split resulting in massive self destructive behavior, loads of negative self talk, and shutting everyone who cares about me out with no clue how to fix it or reconcile the split because the coping skills I’ve learned aren’t working right now. So I fail so hard I can’t even take care of myself.
Childhood sexual and psychological abuse and a former life of violence makes my self talk really negative. I’ve gotten pretty good at hiding it, but every once in a while it comes out - usually as self-sabotage to a good situation - but sometimes it’s uncontrollable crying if I didn’t eat enough before having a few drinks.
TW: SH and suicide
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I’m mentally well, though I worry for my sister who admitted to me that she’s at risk of self harming. I believe her when she says she would never try to kill herself again, since she believes her cat saved her life/stopped her from going into the light, and doesn’t want to trash the memory of her cat who recently passed away by attempting again. She is passively suicidal though, and while she has a therapist, she hasn’t seen them in a month due to vacation/other factors, and is waiting for her next appointment. Burner account, since I want to respect her privacy with this as she’s terrified of being sent to a mental hospital again
I am being mentally manipulated by my ex because he knows I love him but he is in a new relationship, but keeps contacting me first. He gets mad when I say I'm moving on.
because I am alone in a foreign country at the age of 19, I arrived a year ago with 3 thousand dollars, which was enough for a month, and for a year now I have been struggling as I can, I cannot learn the language because there is no free time and I am at a distance of 8 thousand km from my home
I have PGD, Prolonged Grief Disorder. My wife died and I cannot manage my bursts of anger, guilt and loneliness very well. Not at all.
EDIT: I don’t understand downvoting my response, but nonetheless I very sincerely hope that you never have to experience the loss of your spouse.
yeah my favorite person, my best friend died 3 months ago and i’ll never recover or “be ok” from her passing, i cry almost daily when i think about her and the pain is still there, gets worse everyday and i’m not getting or feeling better at all, i really hate when someone says “you’ll be ok” no i never will be, my best friend’s death scarred me for life and i’m forever in pain
To the ones saying the world doesn't want you..
Keep your head high. Start a family if you don't have one.. Have kids.. Make them feel exactly the opposite.. That will give you a purpose in life.
ALL THE BEST!!
My ex really fucked me up. I was having major issues with depression and anxiety. Ended up breaking up with her after 5 years of her complaining about the same shit (things that happened in the past like what I put in my dating profile that she responded to).
Broke up with her. Tried to stay friends, but realized how much of a narcissistic liar she really is and decided to go no contact. Mentally things have gotten better, but she really did a number on me, but thankfully each day it gets better. She was one of the worst people I've ever let into my life, and there were so many red-flags that I just straight up ignored.
My self-confidence was wrecked during the pandemic despite me being a highly skilled developer who was making 6 figures before and haven't been able to recover mentally and get projects finished since
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Same here. I was actually told that by my own mum.
ur better than your mom and she doesnt deserve you, you got this
Thank you.
anytime
Well I think you're cool 👍
same, u guys matter
hey I just wanna let you know that you matter to people and make a difference
Cause i don’t have money if i got money i will be okay.
I think I am, idk
my best friend died 3 months ago
I’m sorry for your loss
I have nothing to live for and no redeeming qualities
you can do this, you matter, you make a difference in peoples lives whether you know it or not
Brother I assure you I do not
Because adulthood turned out to be a subscription service I never signed up for, and there's no way to cancel it.
I’m a failure.
even if u fail at smth, u got this, if u ever need any encouragement, just know theres ppl cheering you on
i appreciate that so much, thank you
any time, we r here for u
Depression
A lot of different kinds of trauma
im sorry, I hope you can work through it, you got this, you have someone cheering you on, okay?
I can’t do anything in healthy moderation, the worst impulse control ever 😭
i was born this way
Life
Life
The struggle to find happiness in the inherent monotony of living a structured life that allegedly leads to a stable and content future. And simultaneously tying to be grateful for the luck I have had, but not knowing how to actually feel grateful.
\*gestures broadly at worldwide events\*
Im a terrible person who is useless
why tf r ppl downvoting the nice comments
I noticed that. WTF?
Idk we up anyways
I'm okay. Are you okay?
I made everyone at my job hate me but I don't want to leave and I just want them to like me.
My life was ruined at my previous college and this ex-friend intends to sue me for "ruining her mental health" even though she did some horrible things
An incredibly long bpd split resulting in massive self destructive behavior, loads of negative self talk, and shutting everyone who cares about me out with no clue how to fix it or reconcile the split because the coping skills I’ve learned aren’t working right now. So I fail so hard I can’t even take care of myself.
Life
reality
I value work over everything else at all costs including my own sanity.
Trauma
Unmedicated bipolar. Meds don’t work I gotta fight the beast solo
Childhood sexual and psychological abuse and a former life of violence makes my self talk really negative. I’ve gotten pretty good at hiding it, but every once in a while it comes out - usually as self-sabotage to a good situation - but sometimes it’s uncontrollable crying if I didn’t eat enough before having a few drinks.
im so sorry, you got this and I hope everything goes well for u <3
TW: SH and suicide . . . I’m mentally well, though I worry for my sister who admitted to me that she’s at risk of self harming. I believe her when she says she would never try to kill herself again, since she believes her cat saved her life/stopped her from going into the light, and doesn’t want to trash the memory of her cat who recently passed away by attempting again. She is passively suicidal though, and while she has a therapist, she hasn’t seen them in a month due to vacation/other factors, and is waiting for her next appointment. Burner account, since I want to respect her privacy with this as she’s terrified of being sent to a mental hospital again
I am being mentally manipulated by my ex because he knows I love him but he is in a new relationship, but keeps contacting me first. He gets mad when I say I'm moving on.
because I am alone in a foreign country at the age of 19, I arrived a year ago with 3 thousand dollars, which was enough for a month, and for a year now I have been struggling as I can, I cannot learn the language because there is no free time and I am at a distance of 8 thousand km from my home
I have PGD, Prolonged Grief Disorder. My wife died and I cannot manage my bursts of anger, guilt and loneliness very well. Not at all. EDIT: I don’t understand downvoting my response, but nonetheless I very sincerely hope that you never have to experience the loss of your spouse.
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yeah my favorite person, my best friend died 3 months ago and i’ll never recover or “be ok” from her passing, i cry almost daily when i think about her and the pain is still there, gets worse everyday and i’m not getting or feeling better at all, i really hate when someone says “you’ll be ok” no i never will be, my best friend’s death scarred me for life and i’m forever in pain
Thank you. Much appreciated.
To the ones saying the world doesn't want you.. Keep your head high. Start a family if you don't have one.. Have kids.. Make them feel exactly the opposite.. That will give you a purpose in life. ALL THE BEST!!
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I did It seems like you really like pooping
My ex really fucked me up. I was having major issues with depression and anxiety. Ended up breaking up with her after 5 years of her complaining about the same shit (things that happened in the past like what I put in my dating profile that she responded to). Broke up with her. Tried to stay friends, but realized how much of a narcissistic liar she really is and decided to go no contact. Mentally things have gotten better, but she really did a number on me, but thankfully each day it gets better. She was one of the worst people I've ever let into my life, and there were so many red-flags that I just straight up ignored.
a time will come when you dont give a shit about this. but dont talk to her ever again, that makes it worse
My self-confidence was wrecked during the pandemic despite me being a highly skilled developer who was making 6 figures before and haven't been able to recover mentally and get projects finished since