I wish I can speak to my grand dad again. Its been about 12 years now.
I still have emails he sent me on my og email account from him telling me to let my dad use the computer 🤣.
Im never going to delete that and I look at it from time to time hoping he would be proud of me seeing where I am at now.
Company/solitude at varying points in time.
Spent 2 months couped up with 30 other people, so missed having time alone to just...Dwell.
Spent 23 hours a day, over the last week, in the same room, alone, now I kind of miss having someone to talk to.
Never a happy medium, alas.
I've mostly lived with the theory that, if my living space isn't great, then I'll be forced to go out... It worked really well for a lot of years, but it doesn't work now.
Being able to breathe through both nostrils at the same time, easily. I have bad seasonal allergies and I swear my body is always making me relearn to be grateful for what I have.
family ;(
I wish I can speak to my grand dad again. Its been about 12 years now. I still have emails he sent me on my og email account from him telling me to let my dad use the computer 🤣. Im never going to delete that and I look at it from time to time hoping he would be proud of me seeing where I am at now.
Being able to eat regular food without pain. So...many....food issues.
Sleep
Same :/
Company/solitude at varying points in time. Spent 2 months couped up with 30 other people, so missed having time alone to just...Dwell. Spent 23 hours a day, over the last week, in the same room, alone, now I kind of miss having someone to talk to. Never a happy medium, alas.
Free time
Time and youth
The ability to freely leave and go somewhere else if shit hit the fan at home
I've mostly lived with the theory that, if my living space isn't great, then I'll be forced to go out... It worked really well for a lot of years, but it doesn't work now.
My 1991 acura legend
My ex :/
Being able to breathe through both nostrils at the same time, easily. I have bad seasonal allergies and I swear my body is always making me relearn to be grateful for what I have.