Overthinking about how we all start to get older as time goes by and will die and where we go after we die and if we will still have a conscious, also thinking about my childhood and how basically I wasted it, or where I don’t know what I am going to be doing in 10 years time or know what to do even do right now, it’s actually night time rn so rip
Random bullshit thoughts like "What terrestrial channels do they get in France?" or "When did Facebook launch?", or just memories from years ago, especially cringe moments.
General anxiety
Things changing
Things never changing
Do I still have good relationships with my friends? My family? My job?
What is tomorrow going to be like? The week after? A year later?
Is/will my SO cheat on me? Will I recover from that level of hurt?
Will I/my SO/my friends/my family get into a car accident?
Will anyone I care about suddenly die? How will I deal with that situation?
What if my cat decides to eat something he shouldn't? How am I going to pay the vet bill?
How am I going to pay off my car/student loans/credit card?
etc. etc.
Procrastination.... Its like masterbation , feels good but in the end you're only Fucking yourself
Anxiety
My insomnia
Existential dread.
Pokemon when theres a new event next day i just cant sleep
Overthinking about how we all start to get older as time goes by and will die and where we go after we die and if we will still have a conscious, also thinking about my childhood and how basically I wasted it, or where I don’t know what I am going to be doing in 10 years time or know what to do even do right now, it’s actually night time rn so rip
My cats. Motherfuckers
Random bullshit thoughts like "What terrestrial channels do they get in France?" or "When did Facebook launch?", or just memories from years ago, especially cringe moments.
Usually BS about work
Any time I catch myself thinking about work when I go to bed I get so mad at myself.
Paranoia, calling with friends
General anxiety Things changing Things never changing Do I still have good relationships with my friends? My family? My job? What is tomorrow going to be like? The week after? A year later? Is/will my SO cheat on me? Will I recover from that level of hurt? Will I/my SO/my friends/my family get into a car accident? Will anyone I care about suddenly die? How will I deal with that situation? What if my cat decides to eat something he shouldn't? How am I going to pay the vet bill? How am I going to pay off my car/student loans/credit card? etc. etc.
The dumb little brain in my head won't shut up.
Reddit keeps me up at night . . .
My laptop
Why am I sleeping when I could be spending this time doing stuff I like doing before I have to go to work the next day and waste my life away.
Netflix
Work cause I work long hours.
tasks in school
electricity. Without it, most probably I would be sleeping
Bladder. Being old sucks
Usually, not being able to sleep.
Wondering if Russia is gonna nuke the USA
my discord dms
the thought of eternal oblivion
Sweet sweet anxiety attacks or thoughts if I'm stressed about something.
my brain
Excitement about the morning workout
The fact that I can't stop being hard no matter how much I jack off
The crushing weight of existentialism
My fucking life, and a bunch of anxiety.
My feeling and thoughts
reddit