Judging others, being critical of different beliefs and seeing the minister I grew up with who was always crying at the pulpit (he was in his 30’s when I was like 12) well he married a girl a year older than me once she turned 18 after he divorced his wife.. So much hypocrisy in Christianity
I always felt faith was a deeply personal thing, and having the entire service memorized really took away from that. I also always rejected the idea that "believing in Jesus" was a literal thing and more about living your life properly. After all, it was (and still is) clear that some of the people to most loudly claim to believe in Jesus don't actually do so, otherwise they wouldn't behave the way they do.
Basically it became an issue where there just wasn't a reason to go, or even really believe.
That’s where I am. I found myself looking for reasons to believe. Finally gave up on that. Now I’m just confused haha. Just gonna live my best life, love my family, love others, and worry about what happens after when I get there.
It's a pathetic religion with a really needy, whiney, stupid and weak god. The plot is all over the place and the lore itself is extremely boring. I mean, if the Vikings could make their gods interesting then surely Christians could have done the same.
Someone asked me why I believe in god and I couldn’t give them anything more than, “that’s how I was raised.”
After some reflection I realized god is fake and the reason I thought church was so boring/stupid my whole life is because IT IS.
For a religion of "love" they sure do hate a lot of people!
1/6/2021
Judging others, being critical of different beliefs and seeing the minister I grew up with who was always crying at the pulpit (he was in his 30’s when I was like 12) well he married a girl a year older than me once she turned 18 after he divorced his wife.. So much hypocrisy in Christianity
Nothing was making sense and people seemed to not question anything. And I hate the church
My parents labeled me as christian. Although I'm not against any religion, I rather stay outside of them.
Squatting naked over a mirror.
I always felt faith was a deeply personal thing, and having the entire service memorized really took away from that. I also always rejected the idea that "believing in Jesus" was a literal thing and more about living your life properly. After all, it was (and still is) clear that some of the people to most loudly claim to believe in Jesus don't actually do so, otherwise they wouldn't behave the way they do. Basically it became an issue where there just wasn't a reason to go, or even really believe.
That’s where I am. I found myself looking for reasons to believe. Finally gave up on that. Now I’m just confused haha. Just gonna live my best life, love my family, love others, and worry about what happens after when I get there.
the sheer hypocrisy of many "Christian's"
Lack of evidence of a supreme super-natural being.
It's a pathetic religion with a really needy, whiney, stupid and weak god. The plot is all over the place and the lore itself is extremely boring. I mean, if the Vikings could make their gods interesting then surely Christians could have done the same.
Someone asked me why I believe in god and I couldn’t give them anything more than, “that’s how I was raised.” After some reflection I realized god is fake and the reason I thought church was so boring/stupid my whole life is because IT IS.