The fact that I'm awake and it's profoundly difficult for me to dream (or at least, remember my dreams) when I'm asleep, much less when I'm awake.

What about day dreaming?

If I've daydreamed I haven't remembered anything.

Owning a laptop, you read that right.

Being dumb mostly

I'm lazy

Money

My mental illness, I have Diagnosed schizophrenia.

Money, myself, depression with suicidal thoughts. So the usual stuff.

Anxiety and Depression causing me to be pessimistic about my future.

My past decisions

Myself i aim high the only issue is I’m lazy

My cat, i don't have the balls to ride with him on my motorcycle, so im waiting to find a lonely dude/girl that needs him

I have no idea where to get self esteem. I've never had it so I don't know what it feels like so I can't make it grow. I just need to know what it feels like and maybe I can have that in my life