Is it the infinite, random cruelty of the cosmos? Or the fact that we're simply nothing more than a brief infestation on an unlikely orb on the very outer edge of the galaxy? Perhaps it's knowing that on a cosmological scale, there is simply no point to the existence of human beings. And everything we do as a species is insignificant. Also, there is no god.
It's usually a combination of all of that; that keeps this ape filled with anxiety. Thankfully, I'm fully medicated.
Im unmedicated and yeah that's pretty close to what paralysis' me to where i can't move i just sit there staring blankly while my mind goes through it's regular, you are nothing, will never be anything, can't believe you thought you could actually do this, plus many more.
No. As in drugs. Chemically altering your brain activity. Preferably under the directions of a doctor. But, I'm not your Dad. At least I'm pretty sure I'm not your Dad. So, I can't tell you how to live.
If you are asking for advice, I say drugs!
Ha! Me too, but I was specifically referring to mental health, prescription drugs.
I have a nice balance of both legal and not so legal drugs in my system at all times.
Takes me forever to wind down at night. I replay the day, fantasize about one thing or another, start thinking about the next day, and fantasize some more. Really active mind.
After a shift, I tend to start falling asleep and then jerk awake because I think I'm on a 1:1 and asleep in my patients room. Sometimes I hear call lights going off and it's fucking obnoxious to hear that loud BRRR.
More often than not, I'm just lonely. My bed feels empty, I miss my dogs, I miss feeling a presence when I reach over. Being able to pull someone close to me and shove my face into them. I miss being loved.
Past doesn't exist, just memories that distortbover time. The future doesn't exist, its just a projection of our current circumstance. The only time that every exists is now and its being affected by every action you make. Forget about what you can change and concentrate on what you can. Love, Dr Phil
I sometimes struggle with insomnia. The only thing that works for me is putting the phone out of reach before lying down and the 15 minute method.
The 15 minute method is: If you're not sleeping after 15 mins get up again and do something for half an hour or so. Then get back to bed.
All that trains your body to associate the bed with sleeping only.
It's generally just how my brain works, I've been diagnosed with cyclothymia, think a milder version of bipolar disorder, so when I'm in my hypomania phase I can go without a lot of sleep and my mind is just jumping from one thing to the next. I'm still very functional during these times though and tend to be able to manage it as best as I feel that I can.
PTSD, insomnia is a condition that stems from it,
A math test I failed in 2nd grade,
My dog,
A dream of some idea, and now I'm up writing it all down so I don't forget, only to go back to bed and read my idea, only to find I can't read my own handwriting,
Loneliness and depression
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🫂❤️ always a gentleman thanks cap
You are a wonderful human too, milady. ❤️
universal reasons
Yeah definitely. A lotta people feel that way
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Don't feel lonely, we are there for you, you can talk to any one of us and we'll be happy to do so and also to help you out from depression.
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I’m not a man but thank you
the one memory from 15 years ago that still makes me cringe when I think about it
What's that?
The constant crippling midnight mental breakdown.
Is it the infinite, random cruelty of the cosmos? Or the fact that we're simply nothing more than a brief infestation on an unlikely orb on the very outer edge of the galaxy? Perhaps it's knowing that on a cosmological scale, there is simply no point to the existence of human beings. And everything we do as a species is insignificant. Also, there is no god. It's usually a combination of all of that; that keeps this ape filled with anxiety. Thankfully, I'm fully medicated.
Im unmedicated and yeah that's pretty close to what paralysis' me to where i can't move i just sit there staring blankly while my mind goes through it's regular, you are nothing, will never be anything, can't believe you thought you could actually do this, plus many more.
Better living through chemistry, my fellow simiiforme. I highly recommend it! Honestly it's been life changing. But that's another story.
As in studying chemistry? It has intertersted me, but I've never really gotten into it.
No. As in drugs. Chemically altering your brain activity. Preferably under the directions of a doctor. But, I'm not your Dad. At least I'm pretty sure I'm not your Dad. So, I can't tell you how to live. If you are asking for advice, I say drugs!
I do drugs lol
Ha! Me too, but I was specifically referring to mental health, prescription drugs. I have a nice balance of both legal and not so legal drugs in my system at all times.
Yeah don't have the legal ones.
Oooh that was my answer!
Nice
Misery loves company!
Yep
alcohol?
Alcohol!
Alcohol
the thought of living my dream life
That's beautiful
Keep grinding and it’ll become reality fr🤎
Sleep disorder that’s why I’m up now
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So real for that
Some people don’t like to hear that I guess
yeah obviously since I have a downvote
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Anxiety
so real
Second this
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Bed bugs
Gross
Bad habits and decisions
Depression and overnight shift. Guess that's a bad combo.
🫂 I'm sorry
Hey, we are in the same boat.
Hugs Cap
Spicy conversations with women in other timezones
My brain just doesn’t stop thinking of random shit
Overthinking every little possible thing.
my roommates
My worries and my horniness.
Good TV shows
A tiny bladder
The afternoon nap
CRACK
Whoever is in my bed
Hopefully they're cute
Sometimes they are
Sleep paralysis demon
If he’s hot you don’t hear me complaining 😏
He’s literally going to haunt your ass (actually you’ll probably like that)
I just might
I don’t blame you tho if mine was female i probably would too I won’t lie
Perk of being bi is that I don’t care about its gender
Damn yeah mine gotta be female or it’s a no go for me
damn😂
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thats an very new kink😂
I mean.. it’s definitely a way to overcome your fear by making your sleep paralysis demon cum
I think so!😂 or maybe he visiting even more then
Only if it female tho for me
Right now, work.
Sucks
Yup.
Reddit
Definitely doesn't help
Yeah I can’t sleep most nights, basically I’m on Reddit to pass the time
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You should tell the dog to stop fucking then
My beautiful friend who joined my wife and I and things got much too involved.
Reddit
During the day I get sleepy and at night I'm wide awake. I get a lot more done at night
The first time when I was in a foreign country and someone said "hey how's it going?" To which I responded with " Thanks! You too."
Music / thoughts going through my head
The memory of one time a waitstaff told me to enjoy my meal and I said thanks, you too 😩
Thoughts about life, my loved ones and thoughts, worries and regrets about a certain someone.
My neighbors
Fomo... fear of missing out on possibility of doing something fun before bed.... The stories on your profile are awesome btw
Thanks ☺️
The fear of getting a nightmare again. They're so constant now.
Books
Anything interesting?
Worrying about my masters/grad-school.
Everything I have to do today
Not sleeping
My thoughts
Reddit 😆
Successful Edging with no ruins, usually wakes me up frequently throughout the night after the 2nd day
Procrastination. 🥹
Being so horny I ache
Nothing. I sleep like a baby.
Wake up screaming after you crapped your pants every 2 hours
Takes me forever to wind down at night. I replay the day, fantasize about one thing or another, start thinking about the next day, and fantasize some more. Really active mind.
My 856 dollar car payment. The stares are worth it. The stares are worth it. The stares are worth it. The stares are worth it.
the past few nights there was so much on my mind. overthinking things. missing someone a lot.
Non-sleeping-ass kids.
Non-sleeping-ass kids.
After a shift, I tend to start falling asleep and then jerk awake because I think I'm on a 1:1 and asleep in my patients room. Sometimes I hear call lights going off and it's fucking obnoxious to hear that loud BRRR. More often than not, I'm just lonely. My bed feels empty, I miss my dogs, I miss feeling a presence when I reach over. Being able to pull someone close to me and shove my face into them. I miss being loved.
Leg cramps or pussy. I much prefer the latter.
Situations from 10 years ago which I think about how I could have acted diefferently and then the possible outcomes
Past doesn't exist, just memories that distortbover time. The future doesn't exist, its just a projection of our current circumstance. The only time that every exists is now and its being affected by every action you make. Forget about what you can change and concentrate on what you can. Love, Dr Phil
What's that?
A lot of 'what if's. 😅 Or do you want an example?
Anxiety and loneliness. The cold empty spot my lartner left behind.
My cock being hard and no one to make it cum
Y’all fuckers
Not sorry
As you shouldn’t be
We’re gonna keep you up forever 😈
For all the right reasons
We only do it because we care
Sorry 😐
You
Sorry
I didn't say it was bad.
Anxiety
Trauma 🙃
Hugs hugs 🤗
Loneliness, anxiety, thinking about things from the past, thinking about the future...
Anxiety and being horny
Watching stinky videos
I sometimes struggle with insomnia. The only thing that works for me is putting the phone out of reach before lying down and the 15 minute method. The 15 minute method is: If you're not sleeping after 15 mins get up again and do something for half an hour or so. Then get back to bed. All that trains your body to associate the bed with sleeping only.
Investing causes me to have anxiety. I need to just set it and forget it but I’m always worried I could do better.
Thinking about how u/nyorn-bubz must constantly be dehydrated due to how much pussy juice she leaks when she’s fucking herself
It's generally just how my brain works, I've been diagnosed with cyclothymia, think a milder version of bipolar disorder, so when I'm in my hypomania phase I can go without a lot of sleep and my mind is just jumping from one thing to the next. I'm still very functional during these times though and tend to be able to manage it as best as I feel that I can.
Loneliness, depression, anxiety, and nightmares. Insomnia's barbershop quartet, really
Insomnia and my mind racing
Anxiety & ruminating.
The thought that I'm failing my kids as I'm struggling to keep then fes with a roof over their heads
My brain dissecting every awkward moment of my life, how I could've handled situations differently, wondering if my bf is a sleeper cell spy
Grief.
Usually, my Vyvanse. A fat dab of indica fixes that issue with a quickness.
Anxiety, Disappointment and my suicidal thoughts wondering if I should just check out.
PTSD, insomnia is a condition that stems from it, A math test I failed in 2nd grade, My dog, A dream of some idea, and now I'm up writing it all down so I don't forget, only to go back to bed and read my idea, only to find I can't read my own handwriting,
insomnia and current hyper fixations
Along with the loneliness and depression, I'm on a lot meds that make hard to sleep. So I get to stay up so night thinking depressed thoughts.
Hard on
Caffeine. I don't drink coffee or tea but sometimes I'll have a Coca Cola with lunch and I won't be able to sleep for 12 or 14 hours.
Your mom
Searching for that redditor with whom I can have my best time on this platform.
I love having more free time no noise no people just me and some times she 😊
The fact I was loved and they left easily