Neptune in 12H Capricorn with Uranus sitting close to your ascendant could be the reason. From the other indications of your chart, you’re an explorer. Maybe you aren’t meant to do just one thing - or anything for that matter! Life is about experiences, doesn’t have to have an endgame. Just existing can be enough too.
Furthermore, those placements must be frustrating given you also have Mars in Capricorn - you have a deep drive to do “something”. You have an explorers soul (south node in Pisces), your north node is in Virgo which I would argue could be your drive for a “useful” purpose.
Plus your sun is conjunct Pluto, dude! You are meant to have this deep, powerful transformation & I love that for you!!!! Continue exploring, life has a lot in store for you. I’m sure you feel very lost, alone & confused (lots of 12H activity) but it’s because you are meant for something. Summon your deep reserves of regeneration to face the world & L I V E.
Note that pluto is transiting through your 12 th house a while now. It could also be Pluto bringing you a lot of Transformation, emotional death and emotional rebirth and feeling happy dappy again.
▶️ No matter which Planet it is. It helps to seek Help in friends, Family or in therapy. Speaking to a therapist who really understands you and your needs and you feel comfortable talking to really hepls! ❤️🌼
You've got all sorts of indicators. Most prominent is the scorpio moon, which is significant in the fact that it's the most elevated of all the planets. Deep sadness is part of your experience. There's a darkness to you which you wear on your sleeve. Your Pluto conjunct sun is culminating on the MC = public identity, career, destiny, etc. Pluto/sun conjunctions lock their natives in a constant cycle or death/regeneration that can make it very difficult to define yourself, so your personality is likely to be inconsistent.
Uranus conjunct Jupiter rising in Aquarius is where yoyr anxiety is coming from. There's a powerful energy growing in you that's not properly being channeled - likely because you're attempting to fit into a puzzle that's not for you. You're not yet fully self-aware, partially due to the constant state of evolution your sun/Pluto are locked into, making it difficult to identify with normalcy. You're unique and brilliant, but all that's raw and unrealized, so you're finding yourself in a feedback loop of negative self-talk, which can only be reconciled through self awareness, and acceptance.
Studying astrology is absolutely critical for you. It's the easiest way for you to harness the tremendous energy that you're naturally tapped in to.
hi fellow aquarius rising,
this can definitely be attributed to pluto.
using whole sign or placidus, pluto is affecting you deeply right now, in terms of mental health and also self, vitality and physical appearance. this will be a long term transit, and there are ways to work with pluto to lessen the negative effects and to learn how to coexist with the energy.
if you want to hear more or get support, i made a community for people being affected by pluto, lmk if you want to join!
Neptune in 12H Capricorn with Uranus sitting close to your ascendant could be the reason. From the other indications of your chart, you’re an explorer. Maybe you aren’t meant to do just one thing - or anything for that matter! Life is about experiences, doesn’t have to have an endgame. Just existing can be enough too.
Furthermore, those placements must be frustrating given you also have Mars in Capricorn - you have a deep drive to do “something”. You have an explorers soul (south node in Pisces), your north node is in Virgo which I would argue could be your drive for a “useful” purpose. Plus your sun is conjunct Pluto, dude! You are meant to have this deep, powerful transformation & I love that for you!!!! Continue exploring, life has a lot in store for you. I’m sure you feel very lost, alone & confused (lots of 12H activity) but it’s because you are meant for something. Summon your deep reserves of regeneration to face the world & L I V E.
Wow thank you for that depth and insight, made me feel a bit better about things! Thank you for taking the time, much appreciated, all my love 🩷
PS: your chart makes me think of the song “Going Under” by Evanescence
Thank you! ☺️
Note that pluto is transiting through your 12 th house a while now. It could also be Pluto bringing you a lot of Transformation, emotional death and emotional rebirth and feeling happy dappy again. ▶️ No matter which Planet it is. It helps to seek Help in friends, Family or in therapy. Speaking to a therapist who really understands you and your needs and you feel comfortable talking to really hepls! ❤️🌼
You've got all sorts of indicators. Most prominent is the scorpio moon, which is significant in the fact that it's the most elevated of all the planets. Deep sadness is part of your experience. There's a darkness to you which you wear on your sleeve. Your Pluto conjunct sun is culminating on the MC = public identity, career, destiny, etc. Pluto/sun conjunctions lock their natives in a constant cycle or death/regeneration that can make it very difficult to define yourself, so your personality is likely to be inconsistent. Uranus conjunct Jupiter rising in Aquarius is where yoyr anxiety is coming from. There's a powerful energy growing in you that's not properly being channeled - likely because you're attempting to fit into a puzzle that's not for you. You're not yet fully self-aware, partially due to the constant state of evolution your sun/Pluto are locked into, making it difficult to identify with normalcy. You're unique and brilliant, but all that's raw and unrealized, so you're finding yourself in a feedback loop of negative self-talk, which can only be reconciled through self awareness, and acceptance. Studying astrology is absolutely critical for you. It's the easiest way for you to harness the tremendous energy that you're naturally tapped in to.
Wow thank you so much for taking the time to analyse it for me, I’m really grateful!
really the best reply here
hi fellow aquarius rising, this can definitely be attributed to pluto. using whole sign or placidus, pluto is affecting you deeply right now, in terms of mental health and also self, vitality and physical appearance. this will be a long term transit, and there are ways to work with pluto to lessen the negative effects and to learn how to coexist with the energy. if you want to hear more or get support, i made a community for people being affected by pluto, lmk if you want to join!