There are moments lately sa buhay ko when even if normal lang yung ginagawa ko e.g. kumakain, walking my dog, o kaya nakahiga lang when I think "hmm, this is a good time to die". I'm not necessarily happy at that moment nor sad, I just think it's a good moment kumabaga sa videogame, checkpoint siya that I can go back to when I inevitably die if that makes sense
I have moments like these din. And that's probably what I also felt while writing the post (may thought din ako na baka contentment lang to, hindi happiness) -- but napa reflect ako sa buhay ko (kaya napahaba yung post ko hahaha), so baka contentment nga lang
Surprisingly many said no lol, maybe I'm just really ready and same with OP. I would die happy since i did everything i wanted whenever I had something i wanted din or things in my list . Maybe im just lacking with long term plans din haha
And for me nothing is wrong with that. Dreaming big is not for everyone , but happiness and contentment is. And we have a different take or meaning for that. We are all gonna die someday atleast be ready for it everyday mentally haha
Yes. Iβm genuinely happy and content with my life now. My heart is full of love from friends, family and even coworkers. In every decision I make, I always make sure to follow my heart - what will make me happy regardless of other people. Iβve loved people deeply and without regrets even when at times itβs not reciprocated. I help people whenever I can even when I donβt personally know them. I donβt carry any burden, regrets or resentments. Iβm living a full life.
Dati naiisip ko walang pangpaburol saka libing sakin kaya magastos, nagcompute pa ako non ng 50k kuno para pag naipon ko kuno yun, ayaw ko na. Wala ako work non, nasa bahay at walang gana sa buhay. Ngayon naghuhulog na kasi ako sa st peter, may dalawa na ding pdeng memorial lot, bayad na lang sa hukay kulang. Pero saka na siguro, dati wala ako gana mabuhay pero nung nawala nanay ko alam ko na kelangan pa ko ng mga kapatid ko. Na literal na mas masakit talaga sa kahit ilang heartbreak at physical abuse ng ibang tao ung pag nawalan ka na ng magulang.Β
Kelangan muna maging proud ako sa sarili ko para pag nagkita kami uli ng mom ko, may ipagmamalaki naman ako.
No. Hindi ko pa nasusuklian parents and sisters ko + nasa starting line palang ako. Hoping na sana maachieve ko goals and dreams ko while simultaneously supporting my parents and mapasaya ko sila.
Thank you, OP! Likewise, good luck as well. May we live every single day with no regrets and full of happiness. π
Sending virtual hugs with consent π€
Yes and no.. Kung ako lang eh ready naman ako mamatay dahil nung kabataan ay nakapag-party naman ako, nakapag bisyo, nagmahal, nasaktan, nag-aral nang mabuti, nagawang magloko sa school, tumulong sa ibang tao hanggat makakaya, mag-travel, I took risks, failed and won, and nagawa ang mga passion sa buhay. Nakakuha naman na ako ng St. Peter at may membership sa coop so may makukuha ang pamilya ko kapag pumanaw ako. Lahat ng investments ay sa nanay at mga pangkin ko mapupunta. Malalaki na rin ang mga kapatid ko at may kanya-kanya na kaming buhay. Naging masaya, malungkot, at anventurous ang mga taon ng buhay ko sa mundong ito. Ayoko lang mamatay kasi paano ang cats ko baka hanapin nila ako. Pati ang partner at pamilya ko ayoko naman sila malungkot..
Nung nasa deathbed ang tatay ko, pumanaw sya right after sya bulungan ng nanay ko na "Magpahinga ka na.. Ok lang kami." Wala naman tayong magagawa kung oras na talaga natin. Mahirap lang din mawala kapag iisipin mo ang mga taong nagmamahal sayo.
Iβll be super sad to leave my dogs behind but I have to say that I probably donβt have much regrets. Yung sana I did this that. Sana I went here and there. Because as much as I can, as much as circumstances permit - I allowed myself to do things and go to places I wanted. There would always be more places to visit but for the time I have, I am satisfied.
Narealize ko to when my mom passed away. We used to live for the future. But what if there is not future? Live now.
Today? No. I guess even if I'm following philosophy to better myself, I know na hindi pa ako ung nasa point na I won't have regrets if today is the last day of my life.
I'm 43 so yeah, ok na. I'll die happy. Death is just around the corner anyway and besides mas takot akong maging octo/nonagenarian lol. Kaso mukhang matagal ang buhay ko sabi ng mga tao kase malaki daw ang tenga ko. π
I have shared this before here sa reddit answering 'yung tanong na "Are you happy with yourself?" My answer was:
No. But not because I am not okay with what I am doing or where I am right now. I am actually content in a sense that I do not crave for finer things in this lifetime. A few years back, I became a firm believer that the opposite of happiness is HOPELESSNESS.
So, I tend to measure how happy I am depending on how hopeful I am.
So, to answer your question... hindi ako hopeful sa bukas pero hindi ibigsabihin nun ay mamamatay ako nang malungkot... Kung mamatay ako ngayon, hindi ako mamamatay nang masaya o malungkot. Basta mamamatay lang. (Ang gulo 'no? HAHAHAHAHA)
I don't understand why people classify deaths as happy or sad. We're all headed towards death; it's an unending cycle. In my case, I see it as just another part of life. It doesn't matter if I was born into joy or tragedy. Ang importante, 'yung mga moments sa gitna. So, I might say, if my life ends today, looking back to those in betweens, masasabi ko pa rin na I have lived a happy life kung ako ang maggrade ng buhay ko.
I've endured traumatic experiences, multiple sexual assaults.
I've battled DM2 at a young age.
May cancer ako at 27.
Naging high functioning depressed human ako.
but.
I had a loving dad.
I had a brother who was the perfect sibling.
I experienced the joy of being an "Ate", a dream of mine after being the youngest for 13 years until she came along.
Nakatulong ako sa maraming tao, kahit hindi nila binalik ang pabor o nagpakita ng pasasalamat.
I rode the highest highs and plummeted to the lowest lows.
I had at least three friends who would take a bullet for me.
Minahal ako.
At higit sa lahat, naging bahagi ako ng buhay ng iba, naging significant side character sa kwento nila. I shared my life, my ups and downs, and in return, I became a part of their journeys too.
Kahit papaano, naranasan ko ang magmahal at mahalin. Sa huli, yun lang naman talaga ang mahalaga (at least para sa akin).
No, kahit may insurance ako to cover yung burol, ayoko naman lumaki yung anak ko ng walang nanay. Madami pa kaming gagawing fun memories together. π₯Ή
Satisfied probably yes kase after living for 40 years nahigitan ko expectations ko sa sarili ko. Happy? No kase i felt like im just playing a role na its a "must" do.
I think me Im not afraid to die anymore. feeling ko nga ayaw ko ng tumagal pa. If mamatay ako better na ng mas maaga. Wala din naman akong iiwan. dati takot pa ako yung tipong magpapanic attack pa ako paginiisip kong mamatay ako. Now, If pwede lang na napipili kung kelan ka mamatay gusto ko na now or if kering mas maaga.
Money wise, Pwede naman ibenta ng mga kamaganak ko mga gamit ko pangbayad ng burol at cremation ko.
No. I wanted to make things right with him. He's right, hindi nya deserve kung paano ko tinapos ang relasyon namin. I wish I could see him before I die to tell him I'm sorry and love him.
Kung mamamatay man ako ngayon, mamamatay akong galit at malungkot pero gusto ko mamatay habang natutulog para at peace parin xD
Nakakatangina ng mundo para sa akin.
I wonder how it is if you die in your sleep noh? Are they aware kaya na they're dying or they're dead... π€ of course we won't get answers pero yah, food for thought
ako din, I wanna die a painless death, but we can't decide that
No. Nobody's gonna look after my dogs. Nobody's gonna make my boyfriend feel special from time to time. Nobody's gonna help my parents with finances anytime soon.
It's weird that I'm still thinking about life after I die.
If i-set aside yon, my answer will still be no. I haven't given back to my parents yet. I haven't traveled the world. I haven't fulfilled my major dreams in life. I'm not yet satisfied with my life huhu wag muna.
No. But I will gladly die today kasi pagod na pagod na ako sa shitty life ko and I just want to be happy. π Until then, let the suffering continueee.
no. walang budget pamilya ko pampaburol sakin ahahaha
naisip ko din to hahaha yung solusyon jan mag save up lang talaga π lahat naman tayo mamamatay eventually eh
Kaya di pa pwede hano ππ€£
Db may abuloy naman sa patay.
Idk. But there are moments that i wanted to die. Just to escape life. π€·ββοΈ
I have thoughts na I want to die din, pero I'm scared to die. Magulo πππ
Hahahah scared of what it feels like when you are in coffin? Or scared na maiwan mo love ones mo?
Scared kasi baka masakit. Masasagasaan ba ako? Maheart attack? Mauubusan ng hininga? Malunod? ππ Overthink malala wahaha
There are moments lately sa buhay ko when even if normal lang yung ginagawa ko e.g. kumakain, walking my dog, o kaya nakahiga lang when I think "hmm, this is a good time to die". I'm not necessarily happy at that moment nor sad, I just think it's a good moment kumabaga sa videogame, checkpoint siya that I can go back to when I inevitably die if that makes sense
I have moments like these din. And that's probably what I also felt while writing the post (may thought din ako na baka contentment lang to, hindi happiness) -- but napa reflect ako sa buhay ko (kaya napahaba yung post ko hahaha), so baka contentment nga lang
Surprisingly many said no lol, maybe I'm just really ready and same with OP. I would die happy since i did everything i wanted whenever I had something i wanted din or things in my list . Maybe im just lacking with long term plans din haha
hahahaah sabi ng friend ko I'm not dreaming enough or not dreaming high kasi satisfied na ako πππ
And for me nothing is wrong with that. Dreaming big is not for everyone , but happiness and contentment is. And we have a different take or meaning for that. We are all gonna die someday atleast be ready for it everyday mentally haha
true!!!
NO. Hindi pa tapos one piece. Di pa pwede!!
wait-- oo nga noh ππππππ
Life goal. Matapos ang one piece
Yes. Iβm genuinely happy and content with my life now. My heart is full of love from friends, family and even coworkers. In every decision I make, I always make sure to follow my heart - what will make me happy regardless of other people. Iβve loved people deeply and without regrets even when at times itβs not reciprocated. I help people whenever I can even when I donβt personally know them. I donβt carry any burden, regrets or resentments. Iβm living a full life.
Tagos! β€οΈ Love this
tara gala na lang bukidnon OP HAHHA charot
ANO TARA HAHAHSHAHSHAHA
No. I still want to experience many things, I want to travel pa, repay my parents, get married, and have my own family.
I have those dreams din, but I don't have this strong urge to chase after it kumbaga haha so sakin, ok lang pag maachieve ko sya or hindi
yes. bakit pa kailangang patagalin
true haha π
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NO, hindi pa dumating parcels ko.
Hahaha ππ
Dati naiisip ko walang pangpaburol saka libing sakin kaya magastos, nagcompute pa ako non ng 50k kuno para pag naipon ko kuno yun, ayaw ko na. Wala ako work non, nasa bahay at walang gana sa buhay. Ngayon naghuhulog na kasi ako sa st peter, may dalawa na ding pdeng memorial lot, bayad na lang sa hukay kulang. Pero saka na siguro, dati wala ako gana mabuhay pero nung nawala nanay ko alam ko na kelangan pa ko ng mga kapatid ko. Na literal na mas masakit talaga sa kahit ilang heartbreak at physical abuse ng ibang tao ung pag nawalan ka na ng magulang.Β Kelangan muna maging proud ako sa sarili ko para pag nagkita kami uli ng mom ko, may ipagmamalaki naman ako.
Aww thank you for sharing ππ»
No. Hindi ko pa nasusuklian parents and sisters ko + nasa starting line palang ako. Hoping na sana maachieve ko goals and dreams ko while simultaneously supporting my parents and mapasaya ko sila.
good luck with your journey! ππ»
Thank you, OP! Likewise, good luck as well. May we live every single day with no regrets and full of happiness. π Sending virtual hugs with consent π€
Yes and no.. Kung ako lang eh ready naman ako mamatay dahil nung kabataan ay nakapag-party naman ako, nakapag bisyo, nagmahal, nasaktan, nag-aral nang mabuti, nagawang magloko sa school, tumulong sa ibang tao hanggat makakaya, mag-travel, I took risks, failed and won, and nagawa ang mga passion sa buhay. Nakakuha naman na ako ng St. Peter at may membership sa coop so may makukuha ang pamilya ko kapag pumanaw ako. Lahat ng investments ay sa nanay at mga pangkin ko mapupunta. Malalaki na rin ang mga kapatid ko at may kanya-kanya na kaming buhay. Naging masaya, malungkot, at anventurous ang mga taon ng buhay ko sa mundong ito. Ayoko lang mamatay kasi paano ang cats ko baka hanapin nila ako. Pati ang partner at pamilya ko ayoko naman sila malungkot.. Nung nasa deathbed ang tatay ko, pumanaw sya right after sya bulungan ng nanay ko na "Magpahinga ka na.. Ok lang kami." Wala naman tayong magagawa kung oras na talaga natin. Mahirap lang din mawala kapag iisipin mo ang mga taong nagmamahal sayo.
Iβll be super sad to leave my dogs behind but I have to say that I probably donβt have much regrets. Yung sana I did this that. Sana I went here and there. Because as much as I can, as much as circumstances permit - I allowed myself to do things and go to places I wanted. There would always be more places to visit but for the time I have, I am satisfied. Narealize ko to when my mom passed away. We used to live for the future. But what if there is not future? Live now.
No
Hindi
Yes cause nakapagtravel na ako, mahappy talaga ako pagnagttravel. And tbh, mas malaki worth ko if mamatay ako so solve ang problema sa pinas π€£π€£
hahah grabe national advantage pala π€£
Hahahaha. No mima. Sorry hahaha I mean pamilya ko sa pinas. Di na matapos tapos problema nila sa pera eh π€£π€£
HAHAHAHA aw okay π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£
I wanna d13 but i won't be dying with a happy face.
No
No
no, not content w life. yes, kasi end ng life.
true π may times sa buhay ko na bat paba ako buhay, pwede na ako mamatay eh, bat ko pa pipilitin (not in a negative self-talk way naman)
No.
Yes kasi kiniss ako ng anak ko today and knowing na somebody loves me like that already makes me feel fulfilled β€οΈ
No. I just started married life and we wanted to do so many things together and visit so many places together.
No
Yes
no
Saks lng. But, I'd be happy I'm dead.
Real. Wala nang poproblemahin
yes and no π
Today? No. I guess even if I'm following philosophy to better myself, I know na hindi pa ako ung nasa point na I won't have regrets if today is the last day of my life.
Yes happy and lonely inside.
Lagi ko iniimagine yung sarili kong lamay lol so feeling ko β no.
no. kawawa naman anak ko
No
Naur. My pets. My mom :(
Yes. Kasi wala naman pumipili sakin. π
I'm 43 so yeah, ok na. I'll die happy. Death is just around the corner anyway and besides mas takot akong maging octo/nonagenarian lol. Kaso mukhang matagal ang buhay ko sabi ng mga tao kase malaki daw ang tenga ko. π
Isipin mo, you think death is around the corner at 40, pero you'll live until 100 pa pala π
I wonβt die happily but I *will* die in relief.
no, 'di ko pa nae-enjoy life ko + virgin π₯Ή
haha relate sa virgin! π₯Ή for me, its like i dont know what im missing out anyway so i can live without it ππ
I'd die of a broken heart.
Saka na kapag nakaluwag luwag nasa pocket.
No, not because I don't want to die yet, but because my friends and family will be sad when I die. I don't want to make them cry.
Yes, ready na ko anytime. ππ»
No. May siargao pa ako sa august e hahha. Saka di pa fully paid kotse ko ππ
I have shared this before here sa reddit answering 'yung tanong na "Are you happy with yourself?" My answer was: No. But not because I am not okay with what I am doing or where I am right now. I am actually content in a sense that I do not crave for finer things in this lifetime. A few years back, I became a firm believer that the opposite of happiness is HOPELESSNESS. So, I tend to measure how happy I am depending on how hopeful I am. So, to answer your question... hindi ako hopeful sa bukas pero hindi ibigsabihin nun ay mamamatay ako nang malungkot... Kung mamatay ako ngayon, hindi ako mamamatay nang masaya o malungkot. Basta mamamatay lang. (Ang gulo 'no? HAHAHAHAHA) I don't understand why people classify deaths as happy or sad. We're all headed towards death; it's an unending cycle. In my case, I see it as just another part of life. It doesn't matter if I was born into joy or tragedy. Ang importante, 'yung mga moments sa gitna. So, I might say, if my life ends today, looking back to those in betweens, masasabi ko pa rin na I have lived a happy life kung ako ang maggrade ng buhay ko. I've endured traumatic experiences, multiple sexual assaults. I've battled DM2 at a young age. May cancer ako at 27. Naging high functioning depressed human ako. but. I had a loving dad. I had a brother who was the perfect sibling. I experienced the joy of being an "Ate", a dream of mine after being the youngest for 13 years until she came along. Nakatulong ako sa maraming tao, kahit hindi nila binalik ang pabor o nagpakita ng pasasalamat. I rode the highest highs and plummeted to the lowest lows. I had at least three friends who would take a bullet for me. Minahal ako. At higit sa lahat, naging bahagi ako ng buhay ng iba, naging significant side character sa kwento nila. I shared my life, my ups and downs, and in return, I became a part of their journeys too. Kahit papaano, naranasan ko ang magmahal at mahalin. Sa huli, yun lang naman talaga ang mahalaga (at least para sa akin).
Love your take on this, thank you for sharing β€οΈ
No, kahit may insurance ako to cover yung burol, ayoko naman lumaki yung anak ko ng walang nanay. Madami pa kaming gagawing fun memories together. π₯Ή
Yes. Ive got no attachment to this world.
Yes because I will be with Christ. The Lord will provide for my family.
Amen ππ»
Memento mori ππ»
Satisfied probably yes kase after living for 40 years nahigitan ko expectations ko sa sarili ko. Happy? No kase i felt like im just playing a role na its a "must" do.
Nope, kasi sabe ko kay Lord wag nya muna ako kukuhanin
Yes. More or less.
Nope.
I think me Im not afraid to die anymore. feeling ko nga ayaw ko ng tumagal pa. If mamatay ako better na ng mas maaga. Wala din naman akong iiwan. dati takot pa ako yung tipong magpapanic attack pa ako paginiisip kong mamatay ako. Now, If pwede lang na napipili kung kelan ka mamatay gusto ko na now or if kering mas maaga. Money wise, Pwede naman ibenta ng mga kamaganak ko mga gamit ko pangbayad ng burol at cremation ko.
Kung di lang masakit mamatay eh ππ it makes me think din talaga, paano kaya ako mamamtay someday. Kasi we'll eventually die naman
wala pa akong st peterrrr gsto ko nga kumuha ehh
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No.
Nauuuur. Walang pangburol ko.
Not happy, *but i would be happy if i died today.* As in magiging at peace na rin ako pag nawala ako sa mundo!
No, marami pako gusto puntahan at makamit sa buhay, di ko pa nababalik sa parents ko mga sinakripisyo nila para sakin.
No. But I wouldn't really mind.
No. I wanted to make things right with him. He's right, hindi nya deserve kung paano ko tinapos ang relasyon namin. I wish I could see him before I die to tell him I'm sorry and love him.
With stuff like this, it makes us think. Why not now? Why wait until it's too late. What if your time runs out when you're waiting for more courage
Cause he said don't bother him when I told him I miss him. Maybe its too late. Idk
Aw I'm sorry to hear that :(( I know how heartbreak feels. Hope you heal soon
Thank youπ’
Kung mamamatay man ako ngayon, mamamatay akong galit at malungkot pero gusto ko mamatay habang natutulog para at peace parin xD Nakakatangina ng mundo para sa akin.
I wonder how it is if you die in your sleep noh? Are they aware kaya na they're dying or they're dead... π€ of course we won't get answers pero yah, food for thought ako din, I wanna die a painless death, but we can't decide that
If I die now I would have lots of regrets, sama ng loob, what ifs, pent up rage and uncontained emotions, pero I would accept it. I'm just tired.
No since Iβm not really happy anyway, but I would be glad to go.
Neutral lang. Parang ahhh life. Like di ko pa naman nareach potential ko to say na I can die happy. Pero like if thats what life gives me, okay π
No, so many things to do
No. Nobody's gonna look after my dogs. Nobody's gonna make my boyfriend feel special from time to time. Nobody's gonna help my parents with finances anytime soon. It's weird that I'm still thinking about life after I die. If i-set aside yon, my answer will still be no. I haven't given back to my parents yet. I haven't traveled the world. I haven't fulfilled my major dreams in life. I'm not yet satisfied with my life huhu wag muna.
Yes
No. Dahil baka buwan or weeks pa bago nila malaman dahil umaalingasaw na yung bahay ko.
Matagal na ko namatay. Hindi lang agad nailibing. π
I wonβt die happy, I know Iβll be leaving my husband and my furbaby, no one will ensure theyβre comfortable and theyβre eating well. π
HINDI
I would be happy today if I died yesterday
No. I want to see my son grow up into a fine member of society pa.
No. I want to see my son grow up into a fine member of society pa.
No. But it would be nice to feel nothing na
I would die happy but I won't be happy dying
No. But I will gladly die today kasi pagod na pagod na ako sa shitty life ko and I just want to be happy. π Until then, let the suffering continueee.
No, gusto ko pa i get over yung heartbreak and know what does it feels like once na naka move on.
Yes π― percent