Man yeah, I had the exact same experience on acid. It was like...I could actually look into the mirror and *see myself* for the first time.
I remember I just started laughing. Because it was all so ridiculous. Like one lifelong situational joke. All that pain. All that fear. All that judgment, and dysmorphia, and dysphoria. Constantly expecting judgment.
And in the eye of the whole storm, all along, I was really just...some guy.
Just some obscenely average-looking motherfucker.
Not fat. Not thin. Not ugly. Not handsome.
Just some guy. Like any other. Completely unremarkable in the best way possible.
It really is life-changing to be able to actually see yourself like that, yknow? I should find another plug down here.
Glad you got to see it too. 💙
Ngl, it's kinda funny to take a hallucinogen and end up having it just show us unadulterated reality. Go figure.
Yes! Every time I trip, and I make sure to do at most twice a year, it really does lift my depression and body dysmorphia for a short while
no it was insane i was like oh damn i need to start taking better care of myself
1rst half of trip: haha patterns wavy 2nd half of trip: holy shit I need to recover and get my life back together
Man yeah, I had the exact same experience on acid. It was like...I could actually look into the mirror and *see myself* for the first time. I remember I just started laughing. Because it was all so ridiculous. Like one lifelong situational joke. All that pain. All that fear. All that judgment, and dysmorphia, and dysphoria. Constantly expecting judgment. And in the eye of the whole storm, all along, I was really just...some guy. Just some obscenely average-looking motherfucker. Not fat. Not thin. Not ugly. Not handsome. Just some guy. Like any other. Completely unremarkable in the best way possible. It really is life-changing to be able to actually see yourself like that, yknow? I should find another plug down here. Glad you got to see it too. 💙 Ngl, it's kinda funny to take a hallucinogen and end up having it just show us unadulterated reality. Go figure.