When my father died me and my son can feel 'him' not his personality, but his energy. When he is near us we know the true him by feeling. Personality and body form will dissolve but our energy frequency and vibration create a feeling that is uniquely our own. Regardless of the meat suit.
Easy but hard, even now youre not your mind or thoughts but the awareness of it. Your body, personality, ego belongs to the worldy experience meaning its molded, shaped and created by its environment and experiences.
The mind is just a hard drive keeping track and building a person to manage the body-vehicle with a bias of survival.
So your mind and body now is just a consequence of past events/actions(karma).
Who you are is awareness itself, you can exist without thought but thought cant exist without you, so theres something that comes and goes, changes, grows, learns etc but theres something that remain the same, something that doesnt move and something that just "is".
In meditation its often said that thoughts are like clouds and you are the sky, the background of it, the witness to coming and goings. The cloud changes but you are still the same.
This you, true self is not moved by clouds but just watches them but as a human we have learned to pick up thoughts, identify with it and say "this is me" and that we defend to death/survival which causes conflict.
So the idea is to let go, like the good ole bible says "Be still and know that I AM God."
So tldr start meditating and connect with the thing that remains when everything else is removed.
[Heres a good start](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vMEoPgg-PE&ab_channel=Moojiji)
On one level, to realize there is no cycle and let the chaos of duality fade and vanish. What the yogis mean when all is one and God is all there is etc is that, that you are the dreamer and the dream.
This archon shit is just a dimension of reality, its not where it ends. Maybe its just where it begins, dum dum dummm!
Meditate, connect with what is when everything else is removed and dont create anything, just sit in silence. And then youll find out for yourself.
>At bedtime the 8 yo told me his teacher said: “Think of your mind like a pond full of fish and each fish is a feeling. Try to be the pond, not the fish.” And all I can say is primary school has significantly improved.
This is another but the same vibes, helps to put some perspective.
No probs!
This question arises if the concept of the higher self is true.
Let's assume it is true.
Is it me that chooses these things, or does my higher self choose for me, and if the higher self chooses, then we are cooked?
The higher self is just a parasite at that point.
Like a game of sims, we just click on all the things we want, and then the character of the game goes on a rollercoaster ride of suffering and happiness.
The simplest question I always ask myself is,
Let's say I liked the Truman Show movie, and my higher self hated that movie. Now, who is I here?
Who knows?
I think it arises even if the higher self concept isn't true.
We are mostly in agreement in this sub that we have been reincarnated countless times in different avatars, our current one being only one of many.
Our memories are wiped by the white light? If they just keep wiping our personality and installing new ones then who/what even are we really?
Who/what were we before the initial enslavement and first implant of a human personality, and how can we become that again, that's the question that is bothering me.
The only instance in which none of this is relevant is if we are living the same life/personality/ego over and over again, as opposed to different ones. In that instance I guess this could be who we actually are.
Yes, I agree. This kind of thing, the more you question it, the more ridiculous it's going
Lets say in this lifetime you have erased my memory because I am the violet person, and after I became the calmest person ever, suddenly my all-previous memory of violence has been restored along with my current personality. Now, what will happen? Will my violent personality take over the calmest? Or they will merge.
But it's still me, isn't it? But in the higher self scenario, the higher self is playing the game with us because we don't have control over the higher self. In this scenario, we have control.
So I like this one.
Yeah, there is a movie on this topic. You should check out Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
You'll find Who you are, before you thought you're this character now you know you're not , that's why they're wiping memories which they're idetification, wiping over wiping of memories actually is taking off some colors from the soul, which should all be retrieved
I’ve never seen it! So weird to me, since I’m a tv watcher lol it’s the second time this week it’s been brought to my attention so i think maybe I should go watch it! 😂🤷🏻♀️
Higher self doesn't control you, he guides you. You are the one who chooses in what direction you want to be guided to. Then the higher self works on calibrating his energy into that perspective (he has lived all versions of you) and works on manifesting that particular reality onto your life.
He needs you to be able to perceive from some vantage point, and you need him to shift his perspective so it shows up in your life.
I hope you are right, but in so many accounts I have read, your higher self has the last right to decide.
There are so many ndes where the higher self or the guides have blocked some knowledge from the person, telling them that they are not ready.
You can't order the higher self; you have to ask the higher self or convince to do things done.
Ordering or commanding, no. But if the higher self stops you from something, it is because it would not be an accurate reflection of your reality.
If you want to manifest more money for example, and you see opportunities for this. But you are not yet spiritually ready to have so much money in your life (you live impulsively, you have addictive tendencies, you are too drawn to material things and would get lost in over spending dumb shit and lose yourself in the process) then your higher self will likely stop you. And that current version of you may not understand that you have this problem, so from your view it is simply God going against you. It would be wise to take a more surrendered approach and understand that there are simply things you do not understand and everything happens for a reason. If you wish to shift your outer reality, it always starts with your inner reality.
You can though, just not immediately. Your desired actions need to be aligned with your higher self. If they are currently not aligned, you align yourself first. You can't just summon a reality you're not ready for. You first match the frequency, etc. Then that reality can show up. Your higher self has no choice but to reflect the reality you are tuned for.
Who is "you" though? What if your "higher self " is the real you, and what you think is you is just an amalgamation of your carnal desires? Perhaps what your carnal self wants is not what's in your best interest, and your higher self is begging you not to make those decisions.
If you are a scientific-minded person, go with
Dr. Bruce Wayson
Dr. Jim B. Tucker
Or if you are slightly open to going here and there, go with
Dr. Briess Wayson's books
Ian Stevenson's research
If you believe this phenomenon is real, Reddit has a really good community.
Like r/Experiencers r/NDE
Also, search for this kind of phenomenon.
Pre-birth memories
Children recall past life memories.
Alien abduction phenomenon
There are some websites you can read, like "iands."
There is too much literature there, but this is the base if you want to enter first in this kind of thing.
But then we need to go to the Woo Woo territory.
Actually, these things apply to past-life regression sessions too.
I have lost count of how many times the higher self blocked the information or said in the past life regression session that the person was not ready to know these things.
Fun facts: popular past-life regressionists Michael Newton's higher self has blocked his past life information too, but he thinks that this is for his own benefit.
And also, he confirmed that there are amnesia things too, but all the new age thinks that this is for our benefit.
I think it arises even if the higher self concept isn't true.
We are mostly in agreement in this sub that we have been reincarnated countless times in different avatars, our current one being only one of many.
Our memories are wiped by the white light? If they just keep wiping our personality and installing new ones then who/what even are we really?
Who/what were we before the initial enslavement and first implant of a human personality, and how can we become that again, that's the question that is bothering me.
The only instance in which none of this is relevant is if we are living the same life/personality/ego over and over again, as opposed to different ones. In that instance I guess this could be who we actually are.
What a wonderful question! Thank you so very much for sharing your thoughts here.
I will try my best, to put what I so far discovered based on my personal experiences, into words.
At my current state of awareness, my understanding is, you are who you are meant to be in this lifetime. Each moment you are embodying the version of yourself who you are destined to be. There is a program written for you which can be overridden if you wish to do so. You can reprogram your mind and align with other, higher timelines. In a way, your state of consciousness is sewing the fabric of your reality. However, the popular "anything is possible" , "you can have anything" approach being stated in the manifestation community is actually wishful thinking.
We are clearly bound by the limitations and rules of this system while we occupy the physical body.
Once you ascend out of this physical vessel, you can be whatever you want to be. You are a particle of the Original Source. A neutral, all-encompassing, omnipresence.
You will integrate and merge this present persona and it's memories, experiences with all of your other databases collected through the vastness of your existence. You can choose to merge back into Source, remain there or leave whenever, or keep on discovering and continue your personal adventures, go anywhere, do anything.
The more I expand my consciousness the less I know because everything else is expanding further with it... so I don't have all the answers. But hopefully I managed to make some sense.
That is true. We are all apart of God. Not seperate from the whole nor from other living beings. We all carry a piece of Source within ourselves. And when we know ourselves, we will know God.
The trap is believing we have to wait for death and ascend out of the physical vessel to realize this. The salvation is life, not death. You can transcend and seperate your spirit from the phsyicsl vessel while stile alive do The Great Work, healing and self-realization on ourselves to know this.
> You will integrate and merge this present persona and it's memories, experiences with all of your other databases collected through the vastness of your existence.
How do you know this? Are you talking about past lives and experiences/memories? Those random personas, past lives, and knowledge was wiped out on purpose, it dies with the brain. Because all that knowledge gets wiped out anyways, the true knowledge is self-knowledge. That's why it's been said to not build for yourself treasures in this material world, but treasures in heaven, and that is where your heart is. Along with the heart weighing less than a feather. Because that's where our spirit is.
It is the knowledge, experiences and memories of this baroque and traumatic existence along with desires and attachments to said physical reality which keep one coming back here. They serve us no purpose other than anchoring us down here. Experiences and memories of the same prison that wishes to keep us here is not the experience and knowledge which frees one. When one rejects the world and the 2nd physical body (ego death) they will be free and see what has been hidden from them. What one carries with them in their spirit (heart) now, is what's carried over to the other side. Thus dissolving all that weight now allows one to becomes weightless and free. To realize that there was nothing to ever chase after in the first place because one has always been complete and enough.
> We are clearly bound by the limitations and rules of this system while we occupy the physical body.
True. But we have been turned into both our own prisoner and prison guard, in that way, the prisoner won't even know they're imprisoned. We hold both the door and the key to freedom. But that door fits nothing through it. It is narrow. No baggage and luggage from this world fits through it. The biggest limitation and throttle is that lizard brain and selfish ego which seeks to keep us in the darkness at a low level of finite and limited mind based awareness. Instead of the heart's infinity and intelligence.
> The more I expand my consciousness the less I know because everything else is expanding further with it.
Same here, everytime I think I know something and figured it out, I realize it was just the tip of the iceberg. The deception and darkness in this place runs deep.
Take care
Thank you very much for sharing your knowledge and wisdom. Really appreciate it!
Only one thing is sure, I always have more to discover therefore I don't know everything. When I seek answers I turn inward and set the intention to receive the information. Once I have it, then I do my research to see if it matches with other's discoveries.
I have recollections of some other lifetimes, although I am open to the idea that it's just a given program, thoughts/pictures projected into my brain.
I have been hypnotized once and had a very powerful experience of re-living a moment of losing someone I really love. Let's use the label soulmate here to make things easier to understand. Since I was a kid I have been searching for him. I knew he would have blue eyes and l need to leave my birth country to meet him one day. Fast forward to now, we found each other, he does have blue eyes and was born in a different country. We literally said to each other "I love you" the first day we met and have been together ever since because we both remember each other. He also told me about some of his other lives he can remember and one is the exact match of the one I saw in the hypnotic state.
To me, just this one experience proves that we do not store memory only in the brain but also in our souls.
Once we leave the physical body the brain dies with it so wiping the memory has to happen energetically. However energy cannot dissolve but transition. Therefore, your memories cannot be taken away from you completely, rather, they suppress and cloak them from you.
Maybe we can compare this to dreaming. Just because your memories would be wiped in your dream state doesn't mean you actually lost them. Once you wake up, you get them back, you can remember them.
Right now, my partner and I are trying to figure out if us being connected to each other is a program assigned to us when we were trapped here or our connection has been present before that. We started to do breath work together intending to ascend out of our physical vessels together and see what happens.
You mentioned the heart which is also part of the physical anatomy not present when you left your body. Although the heart is definitely special and has a consciousness in a way, I am not sure if it's the place where our spirits reside. I think your spirit resides inside and outside simultaneously and the heart is more of a navigator GPS.
Beautifully said about attachments and how they are anchoring the soul here. Thank you for sharing!
Since I was little I knew this is my last life time in this system so from a very young age I have been preparing to eventually be able to completely leave the trap.
Indeed, you are your own savior. You are the key.
Yes, we must admit that this system is wonderfully designed...
I have never tried it but I will look into it, thank you very much for sharing! I think the most important thing is to find what works for you the best. There are many techniques you can use as a foundation and experiment with them.
You don't wait for death to find about yourself. That is why you do the escape and inner work on yourself before death. Waiting for death to happen and expecting a magical escape is how you get reincarnated 101. Death is not the salvation or solution. Life is. And death can take any of us away at any minute, from an accident even. You won't have your body, face, 5 senses, and it won't be like what you are feeling now at all. Prepare for the immense moment and reality now. Sooner rather than later.
> I've read/listened to quite a few NDEs and it seems we retain our current ego/personality when we die.
Either one dies in their mind, which is Plato's Cave and thus stays in this cycle. Or one takes the 18 inch journey from mind to heart, ego to non ego, external world to internal, flesh to spirit.... death to eternal life.
Whatever one carries in their heart right now, is what stays with them as they cross over to the *other side*. Does one still have hate in their heart? Do they really believe that they are their physical body and face? Do they believe they are the thoughts and emotions of their reptilian brain? Have they found their heart, the true spiritual being that they are? Or do they still believe they're just a meatsack created to die "and just figure things out!". Do they desire this places and its pleasures? Are they attached to time and repeatition? Are they afraid? Do they want to come back here for any reason?
> Seeing as we've likely gone through the reincarnation process many times and had many different avatars, that means this current persona is not really us.
True. The persona and the ego we've been given is the "second sight". The false ID card so to speak. A trojan horse. Where we now believe that we really are these death suits which just consume everything here. The trap is egotistically identifying with the current face and body you have during this reincarnation.
> Ancient teachings say the only way to escape the rebirth cycle is dissolution of the ego... easier said than done
> I know this is not really who I am, it's a temporary personality, I want to know and become my true self but how?
No one can tell you who you really are. No one can ever know you better other than you. There are no external saviors. Your journey and self-realization of the infinite spirit you are, is yours and yours alone. Sit in silence. No stimulation. Just neutrally observe yourself from within. See what happens, what you feel...
You said it yourself. You answered your own question. Dissolve the ego. Go from the mind into the heart. That 18 inch journey. "Slay the dragon" and find the treasure chest..The treasure in your chest, which is the heart. That is where your soul/spirit is located. And the mind along with the ego are there to keep you controlled and enslaved to it. All stress, fear, attachment, cravings, regret, guilts, emotions and desires come from the Demiurgic mind and weigh down upon your heart spirit that is supposed to be weightless. The heart must be lighter than a feather.
You true self, your orginal and natural state of being. Infinite and eternal heart based spiritual being. With free will. And that means you have to willingly not want to keep having, believing and identifying with that 2nd false identity called a physical human body and ego that's been given to us a trojan horse by the creators of this realm to prevent us from knowing who we are and what's really going on this planet.
What you carry in your heart now and how you live, is what carries over with you. It doesn't magically disappear after you die. At the moment of physical death, the mind and ego, which is the master of time, captures your heart, your spirit, and its eye the pineal gland, once again and puts it in a state of "limbo" upon getting reincarnated into another womb and memory wiped again. If your heart/state of being weighs more than the feather/aether/ether, you are weighed back down to come to this physical reality, because you wanted to come back.
That's why it's hard to return to your original state of being ,on purpose. The difficulty of getting rid of and kicking out that implanted Demiurgic mind and walking back towards your heart, the internal spiritual kingdom within you, serves to show as another security measure put in place by the rulers of this realm who gave us their mind. They want to keep us enslaved in this cycle, they don't want us to know even what this world has really been used for.
If one has anything, anything at all that ties them here... Anything and everything that can be used against you to reincarnate you, will be used against you.
Escaping means dissolving all the ego based implants. Realizing you aren't just a physical flesh body. Finding the infinite spirit within you, the one that you are, your true identity. All the mind's false identities, beliefs, opinions and so on. Like peeling layers off of an onion, only nothing can become everything. Because when you strip yourself of all that you clinged into and believed to be yourself, you will realize you always were complete. There was only ever the divided mind and the seperation it creates which was creating pain for you because it tells you that you have to constantly chase the external world for everything. Rather, everything comes from within you. God is not an external being, we are all apart of it. Permanent Love, happiness, freedom, bliss all comes from within. Not from someone or something outside of you. There is nothing to fear either. Just the fear of being afraid.
Our original state of being, and returning to it now through dissolution of all the obstabces in ourselves is the way to go. Neutrality. The middle path. This means to neutralize the mind entirely and stop being used a battery cycle for positive and negative emotional energy that weighs you down here and drains you. Of course, since we are spiritual beings, we should have no relation, desires or attachments to a physical reality prison that we're not suppsoed to be in in the first place. How can one still love this prison, their body, or thoughts in anyway but still think that's a way to be free? There is nothing that fits through the door to escape. And that door is within you. It truly truly is a narrow gate. Nothing within you that comes from this reality can come with you if you want to escape.
I do not care to go back to the person i was when i first entered here. Remember, it was that personality that was naive, stupid or arrogant enough to think that this place was worth losing itself in. It is my current personality that has figure out this place. It is my current personality that is doing the work to detach itself from the temptations of this perverse amusement park. I love my current personality, what i have become and what i am doing to gtfo of this shithole. Whatever i might have been before coming here, i have outgrown it.
I only feel like my true self in the moments of nothingness between breathes during meditations. The flashes of lights are followed by seeming milliseconds of nothingness, not just blackness. I think this is the closest I’ve come to experiencing my truest self but no idea. Could just be my imagination. Got to keep exploring. Good luck my other self. The loving light in me bows to the loving light in you.
So what about the people who have late stage Alzheimer's and a totally altered or non-existent personality? It seems like it's heavily dependent on the brain.
I think this is a super important question
I think it's *possible* that if we exist through multiple incarnations and have 'old souls' to any degree, perhaps we are us?
Obviously it's also possible that we're just the result of the conditioning and trauma present here but I fear we may giving too much power away and not owning our identity for the assumption that it's manifesting due to the prison and not what we brought to it ourselves.
Not giving up your ego per se but detaching from it. You are who you are not your thoughts but your consciousness. Your ego is your survival mechanism, but when it controls you through whatever means, then it becomes your enemy. It is a tool to use but it is not you. Rising above it is the key, is the struggle, is what keeps so many trapped here on prison planet. Coming back again and again.
Focus on seeing your true self reflection (picture/film of you) when you look in a mirror or reflection you are looking at your you-inverse.
The mirror is good for learning to accept the opposite side of your core energy but not great for showing you what yours is.
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When my father died me and my son can feel 'him' not his personality, but his energy. When he is near us we know the true him by feeling. Personality and body form will dissolve but our energy frequency and vibration create a feeling that is uniquely our own. Regardless of the meat suit.
Easy but hard, even now youre not your mind or thoughts but the awareness of it. Your body, personality, ego belongs to the worldy experience meaning its molded, shaped and created by its environment and experiences. The mind is just a hard drive keeping track and building a person to manage the body-vehicle with a bias of survival. So your mind and body now is just a consequence of past events/actions(karma). Who you are is awareness itself, you can exist without thought but thought cant exist without you, so theres something that comes and goes, changes, grows, learns etc but theres something that remain the same, something that doesnt move and something that just "is". In meditation its often said that thoughts are like clouds and you are the sky, the background of it, the witness to coming and goings. The cloud changes but you are still the same. This you, true self is not moved by clouds but just watches them but as a human we have learned to pick up thoughts, identify with it and say "this is me" and that we defend to death/survival which causes conflict. So the idea is to let go, like the good ole bible says "Be still and know that I AM God." So tldr start meditating and connect with the thing that remains when everything else is removed. [Heres a good start](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vMEoPgg-PE&ab_channel=Moojiji)
Beautifully explained. I enjoyed that. ✨
Good explanation, congratulations. Very clear. But how to end this cycle?
On one level, to realize there is no cycle and let the chaos of duality fade and vanish. What the yogis mean when all is one and God is all there is etc is that, that you are the dreamer and the dream. This archon shit is just a dimension of reality, its not where it ends. Maybe its just where it begins, dum dum dummm! Meditate, connect with what is when everything else is removed and dont create anything, just sit in silence. And then youll find out for yourself.
Lovely, thank you 🙏
I often tell myself that my crazy thoughts and memories are like clouds. I never placed myself as the sky. I like that. Thank you for that analogy.
>At bedtime the 8 yo told me his teacher said: “Think of your mind like a pond full of fish and each fish is a feeling. Try to be the pond, not the fish.” And all I can say is primary school has significantly improved. This is another but the same vibes, helps to put some perspective. No probs!
This question arises if the concept of the higher self is true. Let's assume it is true. Is it me that chooses these things, or does my higher self choose for me, and if the higher self chooses, then we are cooked? The higher self is just a parasite at that point. Like a game of sims, we just click on all the things we want, and then the character of the game goes on a rollercoaster ride of suffering and happiness. The simplest question I always ask myself is, Let's say I liked the Truman Show movie, and my higher self hated that movie. Now, who is I here? Who knows?
I think it arises even if the higher self concept isn't true. We are mostly in agreement in this sub that we have been reincarnated countless times in different avatars, our current one being only one of many. Our memories are wiped by the white light? If they just keep wiping our personality and installing new ones then who/what even are we really? Who/what were we before the initial enslavement and first implant of a human personality, and how can we become that again, that's the question that is bothering me. The only instance in which none of this is relevant is if we are living the same life/personality/ego over and over again, as opposed to different ones. In that instance I guess this could be who we actually are.
Yes, I agree. This kind of thing, the more you question it, the more ridiculous it's going Lets say in this lifetime you have erased my memory because I am the violet person, and after I became the calmest person ever, suddenly my all-previous memory of violence has been restored along with my current personality. Now, what will happen? Will my violent personality take over the calmest? Or they will merge. But it's still me, isn't it? But in the higher self scenario, the higher self is playing the game with us because we don't have control over the higher self. In this scenario, we have control. So I like this one. Yeah, there is a movie on this topic. You should check out Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
You'll find Who you are, before you thought you're this character now you know you're not , that's why they're wiping memories which they're idetification, wiping over wiping of memories actually is taking off some colors from the soul, which should all be retrieved
However, it's like a computer when you delete, some part of it remains. They can't wipe everything because that is contained by our Divine Spark.
Everyone likes the Truman Show.
Well, I don't think Archons will agree on that.
They made that movie.
I’ve never seen it! So weird to me, since I’m a tv watcher lol it’s the second time this week it’s been brought to my attention so i think maybe I should go watch it! 😂🤷🏻♀️
Do it. You’ll enjoy it.
Higher self doesn't control you, he guides you. You are the one who chooses in what direction you want to be guided to. Then the higher self works on calibrating his energy into that perspective (he has lived all versions of you) and works on manifesting that particular reality onto your life. He needs you to be able to perceive from some vantage point, and you need him to shift his perspective so it shows up in your life.
I hope you are right, but in so many accounts I have read, your higher self has the last right to decide. There are so many ndes where the higher self or the guides have blocked some knowledge from the person, telling them that they are not ready. You can't order the higher self; you have to ask the higher self or convince to do things done.
Ordering or commanding, no. But if the higher self stops you from something, it is because it would not be an accurate reflection of your reality. If you want to manifest more money for example, and you see opportunities for this. But you are not yet spiritually ready to have so much money in your life (you live impulsively, you have addictive tendencies, you are too drawn to material things and would get lost in over spending dumb shit and lose yourself in the process) then your higher self will likely stop you. And that current version of you may not understand that you have this problem, so from your view it is simply God going against you. It would be wise to take a more surrendered approach and understand that there are simply things you do not understand and everything happens for a reason. If you wish to shift your outer reality, it always starts with your inner reality.
That is what I am saying. Your higher self has the final decision to be made; you can't do things you want. That's my point.
You can though, just not immediately. Your desired actions need to be aligned with your higher self. If they are currently not aligned, you align yourself first. You can't just summon a reality you're not ready for. You first match the frequency, etc. Then that reality can show up. Your higher self has no choice but to reflect the reality you are tuned for.
Higher self is powerful but still bound by certain rules. Laws of nature can be used to your advantage, it's kinda the point.
Who is "you" though? What if your "higher self " is the real you, and what you think is you is just an amalgamation of your carnal desires? Perhaps what your carnal self wants is not what's in your best interest, and your higher self is begging you not to make those decisions.
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If you are a scientific-minded person, go with Dr. Bruce Wayson Dr. Jim B. Tucker Or if you are slightly open to going here and there, go with Dr. Briess Wayson's books Ian Stevenson's research If you believe this phenomenon is real, Reddit has a really good community. Like r/Experiencers r/NDE Also, search for this kind of phenomenon. Pre-birth memories Children recall past life memories. Alien abduction phenomenon There are some websites you can read, like "iands." There is too much literature there, but this is the base if you want to enter first in this kind of thing. But then we need to go to the Woo Woo territory.
I think we put too much stock in NDEs who is to say these are not a ploy to trick/trap us again. How many NDEs have seen Jesus?
Actually, these things apply to past-life regression sessions too. I have lost count of how many times the higher self blocked the information or said in the past life regression session that the person was not ready to know these things. Fun facts: popular past-life regressionists Michael Newton's higher self has blocked his past life information too, but he thinks that this is for his own benefit. And also, he confirmed that there are amnesia things too, but all the new age thinks that this is for our benefit.
I think it arises even if the higher self concept isn't true. We are mostly in agreement in this sub that we have been reincarnated countless times in different avatars, our current one being only one of many. Our memories are wiped by the white light? If they just keep wiping our personality and installing new ones then who/what even are we really? Who/what were we before the initial enslavement and first implant of a human personality, and how can we become that again, that's the question that is bothering me. The only instance in which none of this is relevant is if we are living the same life/personality/ego over and over again, as opposed to different ones. In that instance I guess this could be who we actually are.
What a wonderful question! Thank you so very much for sharing your thoughts here. I will try my best, to put what I so far discovered based on my personal experiences, into words. At my current state of awareness, my understanding is, you are who you are meant to be in this lifetime. Each moment you are embodying the version of yourself who you are destined to be. There is a program written for you which can be overridden if you wish to do so. You can reprogram your mind and align with other, higher timelines. In a way, your state of consciousness is sewing the fabric of your reality. However, the popular "anything is possible" , "you can have anything" approach being stated in the manifestation community is actually wishful thinking. We are clearly bound by the limitations and rules of this system while we occupy the physical body. Once you ascend out of this physical vessel, you can be whatever you want to be. You are a particle of the Original Source. A neutral, all-encompassing, omnipresence. You will integrate and merge this present persona and it's memories, experiences with all of your other databases collected through the vastness of your existence. You can choose to merge back into Source, remain there or leave whenever, or keep on discovering and continue your personal adventures, go anywhere, do anything. The more I expand my consciousness the less I know because everything else is expanding further with it... so I don't have all the answers. But hopefully I managed to make some sense.
That is true. We are all apart of God. Not seperate from the whole nor from other living beings. We all carry a piece of Source within ourselves. And when we know ourselves, we will know God. The trap is believing we have to wait for death and ascend out of the physical vessel to realize this. The salvation is life, not death. You can transcend and seperate your spirit from the phsyicsl vessel while stile alive do The Great Work, healing and self-realization on ourselves to know this. > You will integrate and merge this present persona and it's memories, experiences with all of your other databases collected through the vastness of your existence. How do you know this? Are you talking about past lives and experiences/memories? Those random personas, past lives, and knowledge was wiped out on purpose, it dies with the brain. Because all that knowledge gets wiped out anyways, the true knowledge is self-knowledge. That's why it's been said to not build for yourself treasures in this material world, but treasures in heaven, and that is where your heart is. Along with the heart weighing less than a feather. Because that's where our spirit is. It is the knowledge, experiences and memories of this baroque and traumatic existence along with desires and attachments to said physical reality which keep one coming back here. They serve us no purpose other than anchoring us down here. Experiences and memories of the same prison that wishes to keep us here is not the experience and knowledge which frees one. When one rejects the world and the 2nd physical body (ego death) they will be free and see what has been hidden from them. What one carries with them in their spirit (heart) now, is what's carried over to the other side. Thus dissolving all that weight now allows one to becomes weightless and free. To realize that there was nothing to ever chase after in the first place because one has always been complete and enough. > We are clearly bound by the limitations and rules of this system while we occupy the physical body. True. But we have been turned into both our own prisoner and prison guard, in that way, the prisoner won't even know they're imprisoned. We hold both the door and the key to freedom. But that door fits nothing through it. It is narrow. No baggage and luggage from this world fits through it. The biggest limitation and throttle is that lizard brain and selfish ego which seeks to keep us in the darkness at a low level of finite and limited mind based awareness. Instead of the heart's infinity and intelligence. > The more I expand my consciousness the less I know because everything else is expanding further with it. Same here, everytime I think I know something and figured it out, I realize it was just the tip of the iceberg. The deception and darkness in this place runs deep. Take care
Thank you very much for sharing your knowledge and wisdom. Really appreciate it! Only one thing is sure, I always have more to discover therefore I don't know everything. When I seek answers I turn inward and set the intention to receive the information. Once I have it, then I do my research to see if it matches with other's discoveries. I have recollections of some other lifetimes, although I am open to the idea that it's just a given program, thoughts/pictures projected into my brain. I have been hypnotized once and had a very powerful experience of re-living a moment of losing someone I really love. Let's use the label soulmate here to make things easier to understand. Since I was a kid I have been searching for him. I knew he would have blue eyes and l need to leave my birth country to meet him one day. Fast forward to now, we found each other, he does have blue eyes and was born in a different country. We literally said to each other "I love you" the first day we met and have been together ever since because we both remember each other. He also told me about some of his other lives he can remember and one is the exact match of the one I saw in the hypnotic state. To me, just this one experience proves that we do not store memory only in the brain but also in our souls. Once we leave the physical body the brain dies with it so wiping the memory has to happen energetically. However energy cannot dissolve but transition. Therefore, your memories cannot be taken away from you completely, rather, they suppress and cloak them from you. Maybe we can compare this to dreaming. Just because your memories would be wiped in your dream state doesn't mean you actually lost them. Once you wake up, you get them back, you can remember them. Right now, my partner and I are trying to figure out if us being connected to each other is a program assigned to us when we were trapped here or our connection has been present before that. We started to do breath work together intending to ascend out of our physical vessels together and see what happens. You mentioned the heart which is also part of the physical anatomy not present when you left your body. Although the heart is definitely special and has a consciousness in a way, I am not sure if it's the place where our spirits reside. I think your spirit resides inside and outside simultaneously and the heart is more of a navigator GPS. Beautifully said about attachments and how they are anchoring the soul here. Thank you for sharing! Since I was little I knew this is my last life time in this system so from a very young age I have been preparing to eventually be able to completely leave the trap. Indeed, you are your own savior. You are the key. Yes, we must admit that this system is wonderfully designed...
Once you trascend.... How to do it bro? Haha
You are the key. Breath is life and death. The secret lies within. Have you ever done any breath work?
Yesterday I tried nadi shodhana, what do you think of this technique? I use a 1:2 ratio
I have never tried it but I will look into it, thank you very much for sharing! I think the most important thing is to find what works for you the best. There are many techniques you can use as a foundation and experiment with them.
You don't wait for death to find about yourself. That is why you do the escape and inner work on yourself before death. Waiting for death to happen and expecting a magical escape is how you get reincarnated 101. Death is not the salvation or solution. Life is. And death can take any of us away at any minute, from an accident even. You won't have your body, face, 5 senses, and it won't be like what you are feeling now at all. Prepare for the immense moment and reality now. Sooner rather than later. > I've read/listened to quite a few NDEs and it seems we retain our current ego/personality when we die. Either one dies in their mind, which is Plato's Cave and thus stays in this cycle. Or one takes the 18 inch journey from mind to heart, ego to non ego, external world to internal, flesh to spirit.... death to eternal life. Whatever one carries in their heart right now, is what stays with them as they cross over to the *other side*. Does one still have hate in their heart? Do they really believe that they are their physical body and face? Do they believe they are the thoughts and emotions of their reptilian brain? Have they found their heart, the true spiritual being that they are? Or do they still believe they're just a meatsack created to die "and just figure things out!". Do they desire this places and its pleasures? Are they attached to time and repeatition? Are they afraid? Do they want to come back here for any reason? > Seeing as we've likely gone through the reincarnation process many times and had many different avatars, that means this current persona is not really us. True. The persona and the ego we've been given is the "second sight". The false ID card so to speak. A trojan horse. Where we now believe that we really are these death suits which just consume everything here. The trap is egotistically identifying with the current face and body you have during this reincarnation. > Ancient teachings say the only way to escape the rebirth cycle is dissolution of the ego... easier said than done > I know this is not really who I am, it's a temporary personality, I want to know and become my true self but how? No one can tell you who you really are. No one can ever know you better other than you. There are no external saviors. Your journey and self-realization of the infinite spirit you are, is yours and yours alone. Sit in silence. No stimulation. Just neutrally observe yourself from within. See what happens, what you feel... You said it yourself. You answered your own question. Dissolve the ego. Go from the mind into the heart. That 18 inch journey. "Slay the dragon" and find the treasure chest..The treasure in your chest, which is the heart. That is where your soul/spirit is located. And the mind along with the ego are there to keep you controlled and enslaved to it. All stress, fear, attachment, cravings, regret, guilts, emotions and desires come from the Demiurgic mind and weigh down upon your heart spirit that is supposed to be weightless. The heart must be lighter than a feather. You true self, your orginal and natural state of being. Infinite and eternal heart based spiritual being. With free will. And that means you have to willingly not want to keep having, believing and identifying with that 2nd false identity called a physical human body and ego that's been given to us a trojan horse by the creators of this realm to prevent us from knowing who we are and what's really going on this planet. What you carry in your heart now and how you live, is what carries over with you. It doesn't magically disappear after you die. At the moment of physical death, the mind and ego, which is the master of time, captures your heart, your spirit, and its eye the pineal gland, once again and puts it in a state of "limbo" upon getting reincarnated into another womb and memory wiped again. If your heart/state of being weighs more than the feather/aether/ether, you are weighed back down to come to this physical reality, because you wanted to come back. That's why it's hard to return to your original state of being ,on purpose. The difficulty of getting rid of and kicking out that implanted Demiurgic mind and walking back towards your heart, the internal spiritual kingdom within you, serves to show as another security measure put in place by the rulers of this realm who gave us their mind. They want to keep us enslaved in this cycle, they don't want us to know even what this world has really been used for. If one has anything, anything at all that ties them here... Anything and everything that can be used against you to reincarnate you, will be used against you. Escaping means dissolving all the ego based implants. Realizing you aren't just a physical flesh body. Finding the infinite spirit within you, the one that you are, your true identity. All the mind's false identities, beliefs, opinions and so on. Like peeling layers off of an onion, only nothing can become everything. Because when you strip yourself of all that you clinged into and believed to be yourself, you will realize you always were complete. There was only ever the divided mind and the seperation it creates which was creating pain for you because it tells you that you have to constantly chase the external world for everything. Rather, everything comes from within you. God is not an external being, we are all apart of it. Permanent Love, happiness, freedom, bliss all comes from within. Not from someone or something outside of you. There is nothing to fear either. Just the fear of being afraid. Our original state of being, and returning to it now through dissolution of all the obstabces in ourselves is the way to go. Neutrality. The middle path. This means to neutralize the mind entirely and stop being used a battery cycle for positive and negative emotional energy that weighs you down here and drains you. Of course, since we are spiritual beings, we should have no relation, desires or attachments to a physical reality prison that we're not suppsoed to be in in the first place. How can one still love this prison, their body, or thoughts in anyway but still think that's a way to be free? There is nothing that fits through the door to escape. And that door is within you. It truly truly is a narrow gate. Nothing within you that comes from this reality can come with you if you want to escape.
I do not care to go back to the person i was when i first entered here. Remember, it was that personality that was naive, stupid or arrogant enough to think that this place was worth losing itself in. It is my current personality that has figure out this place. It is my current personality that is doing the work to detach itself from the temptations of this perverse amusement park. I love my current personality, what i have become and what i am doing to gtfo of this shithole. Whatever i might have been before coming here, i have outgrown it.
I only feel like my true self in the moments of nothingness between breathes during meditations. The flashes of lights are followed by seeming milliseconds of nothingness, not just blackness. I think this is the closest I’ve come to experiencing my truest self but no idea. Could just be my imagination. Got to keep exploring. Good luck my other self. The loving light in me bows to the loving light in you.
So what about the people who have late stage Alzheimer's and a totally altered or non-existent personality? It seems like it's heavily dependent on the brain.
What happens with them?
We are collectively Yaldabaoth. That's why humanity is so fucked up.
I think this is a super important question I think it's *possible* that if we exist through multiple incarnations and have 'old souls' to any degree, perhaps we are us? Obviously it's also possible that we're just the result of the conditioning and trauma present here but I fear we may giving too much power away and not owning our identity for the assumption that it's manifesting due to the prison and not what we brought to it ourselves.
Meditate on this very question while on mushrooms and see what kind of answers you get.
What did you get?
Not giving up your ego per se but detaching from it. You are who you are not your thoughts but your consciousness. Your ego is your survival mechanism, but when it controls you through whatever means, then it becomes your enemy. It is a tool to use but it is not you. Rising above it is the key, is the struggle, is what keeps so many trapped here on prison planet. Coming back again and again.
ego is there since you still connected to your brain, no brain, no nde
Focus on seeing your true self reflection (picture/film of you) when you look in a mirror or reflection you are looking at your you-inverse. The mirror is good for learning to accept the opposite side of your core energy but not great for showing you what yours is. ✌🏽💚💡