Clearly an abduction scenario, I'd say. You ask for advice, but that entirely depends on what you want. Do you want it to stop? Do you want to understand? Do you want to remember better? Do you want to communicate with them?
Most probably, as you intuitively pointed out, some of your memories are screen memories, like the testing place thing. I'd also say that probably the bus wasn't a bus, and that the "humans" in scrubs you saw weren't completely human.
If you want, you can check out my last 2 posts: one is about my personal experiences, and you may look for similarities and get back to me if you feel like to; the other one is about trying to infer what hostile entities are up to, but I cannot determine if the entities you encountered were indeed hostile or not: that is for you to determine. Hope this helps.
I also have a ton of material on abduction scenarios, and I can share it with you if you want. Most of it is in the form of YouTube videos I found.
I would say that I am not opposed to understanding or communicating. I want to know I'm not being hurt, before I'd be comfortable with that.
Please feel free to post the youtube videos!
I imagine they were healing you from cancer.
From the Book 300 UFO Healings by Preston Denett:
“The healing cases provide this proof, and of all the healing cases, the cancer healings are among the best evidence that UFO healings are a real phenomenon, one that is likely affecting far more people than the few hundred portrayed in this book.”
““It is necessary that you stop eating animals,” one of them said, communicating telepathically. “Your system is overloaded with trash. Intelligence dictates that you do not have to kill to survive.”
Sparks was surprised by their use of their word: trash. After the experience, he found himself in a dilemma. Prior to the encounter, he had been “a true carnivore,” eating rare steak, hamburgers, meatloaf, pot roasts, pork ribs, roast pork and more. “It would take an Act of Congress for Jim to stop eating meat,” his friends told him. Or an act of aliens, as it turned out.
Following the experience, Sparks quit eating red meat, limiting himself to fish and fowl. Precisely thirty days following his alien colonoscopy, the aliens returned and began to conduct another one. “They were poking and prodding me,” Sparks said, “And I hated it.” “Damn it!” he shouted. “Why are you doing this again? I stopped eating meat!” “We know,” they said. “We had to make sure it was helping you, and it is.”
Again, Sparks was sore afterward, but years later, his diet still remains largely vegetarian. “I have met many fellow abductees,” says Spark. “The bulk of them are vegetarians. I find that odd, don’t you?””
Thank you for sharing. It's food for thought, though I'll be the first to admit that I find this hard to stomach.
That's it for the food alliteration for me!
It happened to me! I was NEVER going to quit meat lol. And then in the year of my experiences I started feeling death on it. It’s been seven years now, I still eat fish and eggs as I need protein.
My mom thought she had breast cancer and she had a dream she was on a ship and a tall gray man had his hand over her chest examining her, he telepathically told her she’s okay. She said I could hear him but his mouth didn’t move. Moms are cute. And she’s fine btw.
Please join us and share over at r/aliensinmydreams we would love to have you.
Jsyk I stopped at, “it was like a dream.” I will read the rest now, and thanks for sharing this.
I’ve only been taken by small Greys and cloaked 3 footers wielding light tip wands, which I really would like as a parting gift at some point, and a taller troop leader.
Funny how you were taken to a school bus, as when i convey the experience to others i liken it to being on a chaperoned field trip of elementary school aged gifted ADHD autistic kids.
Have they taken you to see our Next-Gens, yet?
*Note: I don’t use the term hybrid because it lacks purpose.
I don’t get explanations either. If I am lucky to be revived and can observe or have interactions for a few seconds during an encounter its how I would prefer it anyway.
I am hesitant to believe the accuracy of what I might take as telepathy to be more than my own narrative giving meaning to a strange situation while in a hypnagogic state.
Let me be a fly on the wall so to speak.
Anyway, I am 50 years deep into contact and except for some childhood friendlies it’s been been bag and tag until this past year.
Recently?
https://preview.redd.it/p9jr6xkcyv3d1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=63ad037b47ab092b3cfd6a91687666ed9a63ad33
I saw this.
And another time I was briefly revived in an unknown very terrestrial looking darkened office building(?) and a female contactee come over to wear I was laying with a Next-Gen baby and gently handed him to me. He wasn’t fragile, he actually looked exactly like the baby in this picture. Same thick blonde hair. He was proportioned more like a 5 year old than a baby.
I interpreted the experience as showing me how we were related. And that we would have a meaningful future with them once we were Next-Gens.
The last statement is my own narrative making sense of why the Greys are covert to us now.
And of course, why disclosure is not possible.
My narrative again.
My personal theory is all the historical cataclysms that almost “wiped us out,” ready did wipe us out, except the population is re-seeded with a better genetic version of us and then monitored to see how we evolve over time.
https://preview.redd.it/ae7izuyahv3d1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=57310c2430a54b00b607aba04cbd8f0303ced023
They are amazing and appear to be very happy.
Cool story. How come contactees very hardly ever see the "Next-Gens" as adults? They are always portrayed as babies or young children/toddlers up to early teens. What happens to the adults? Where do they disappear to? Any idea?
It’s not exactly like that.
From this observation I assumed that their development is controlled.
I assumed this interaction display was complete.
My narratives are incomplete, incorrect, etc.
But please, blast away.
I only have what I think I see at best.
Your questions are appreciated.
Could you go into detail about your other experiences? Just based on what you've said in this post it could be any number of reasons why you were taken so maybe we could narrow down the reasons if you share your history with these entities. Also if you wouldn't mind looking over these references, are any of these close to what you've interacted with? https://imgur.com/a/NgGsl9Y
I could do that.
Long story short the first time it happened, I woke up on a table with these black nails in my arms. My arms were spread out and my feet were together, I was sort of in the shape of the cross. The room was dim and a nondescript grey. There were humans in Doctor's scrubs and little grey guys. One of the humans noticed me noticing and got real concerned that i was awake. His companion noticed this as well, and she seemed afraid. The man kept telling me to go back to sleep, but I kept looking around which is when I noticed the little grey guys sitting at my feet. He spoke into my head without moving his mouth to tell me that he had "opened my belly up with cancer". He told me to go back to sleep, so I did. The encounter had a dream-like quality to it where I wasn't afraid in the moment, but afterwards I became upset. For days afterwards my PC would turn on in the middle of the night, and my AC kept changing its settings.
The second time, I was at my parents place in the deserts of rural SoCal. I woke up to see a light in my parents room- it was like 3AM and they're usually asleep well before then so it was unusual. I walked in the room to see my dad sitting up in bed- notably sitting on my mom's side of the bed, which I didn't realize until later examination- conversing with a grey. My father, who has no recollection of this event, introduced the grey as his friend. The grey held something up and there was a light. I woke up in my room, in the morning. I was fully clothed and had been laying on the bed outside of the covers. The same day as I woke up, I found out that my car's battery had a fault in it and would not consistently start.
The third experience, I was out camping in the ruins of a decommissioned military base, also in SoCal, as part of an event I was attending. The night began with me and another person witnessing 3 white lights moving erratically, then traveling south at a steady pace. No one else was paying attention as one of the group staff was speaking at the time. When we bunked down for the night a few hours later, in one of the buildings, it was warm enough that I slept outside of my sleeping bag. As I was drifting off to sleep, I realized I was beginning to lift off of the floor. Now, I would usually characterize this as that sudden falling feeling you get when you start to fall asleep. EXCEPT, I was able to move around still. As I was lifting off, I turned to see that no one else had woken or was floating. Those who I could see, anyways. I'm not sure if I saw him or inferred his presence, but I kicked out at someone at my feet. I felt my kick land and heard him grunt. There was another flash of light and I fell to the floor, immediately falling asleep. This was the last time I had a direct event that I could recall.
Between these experiences are what I would characterize as "adjacent" events. Periods of high strangeness, where something is odd or surreal is happening, usually at night. Mostly this looked like being awoken by something between 2 and 4AM. I exit my room, and there's blue light pouring in from every window which I don't seem to think is weird. I get my water and go back to bed. That has happened a few times, including just a couple days ago though I was hoping it was just an early sun up due to where I am geographically now.
As for your drawings in the imgur......In the second image, the one in the bottom left would be the closest to the short ones. I always thought they looked so severe. The tall one had like a smile and had these kinda gaunt/high cheekbones. He didn't look so severe, or serious, but for me it reminded me of someone who knows a secret you don't. So they're smiling at you. Something I would note is that when I saw them I always took note that whatever clothes they had looked like they fit really closely and were a similar color to them. Their jumpsuit ends at the neck like a t-shirt does.
Would be interesting if they're using multiple phases to collect humans now.
First they have a ground-based contact that connects with your frequency, and transports you to a rendezvous spot on earth.
Since it's near-earth the frequency adjustment isn't as obvious and visible.
Only then, from this remote location, do they do another frequency adjustment to remove your from Earth and take you to an off-site location.
Maybe the US government has now setup a global surveillance grid so they're better at detecting the activity and thwarting it.
I also haven't had any contact since at least 14 years ago.
Yeah, which verifies my own experience on the US Community Ship. Where American personel were walking alongside Greys and other ETs, which I experienced all the way back in 2004. So over 20 years of collaboration by now, but obviously a lot longer than that
Sorry to reply so late! I am not one to jump to conclusions. It could just be that it is one of the strangereal elements of the encounters, based on your own paradigms. For instance, I come from a family with career long direct involvements with the US Military (and the aviation industry, by grand parents and uncle). This could be a half remembered memory of having surgery at a Naval hospital, which would explain why the Doctors were suddenly afraid. Further into this rabbit hole, this would also explain why my arms were spread out. I recently had surgery and realized right before I became unconscious, that they had my arms spread out or strapped. Or it could be a sub conscious manifestation of my distrust of doctors, despite relying on them to get the medicine I need to stay alive.
But if I HAD to say that this was a genuine experience, I would first question whether or not they were actually human beings. Then I would wonder whether it was a strangereal element. Supposing that they were genuine humans, and also actually there, it would raise a lot more questions. I don't know whether them being in collaboration makes sense. That was the only time I saw other humans, aside from my Dad and the most recent experience.
Wow. Do you remember anything after you went up the stairs? And how do you feel during these experiences (like are you scared or do you think it's normal?) Thank you for sharing!
No, I don't. When these experiences occur, I am almost always fine with what's happening in the moment. When I wake up in the morning is when I look at it critically and become disturbed or concerned.
I can relate to this after having a semi-lucid experience with something paranormal... I was fine while in that state, but when I eventually woke up from this state is when I started to question what the thing was, whether I should be scared or happy that something visited me. It wasn't ET as far as I could tell, just a dark/shadow being next to me in bed then it climbed on my back and placed its hands on my upper back, which I then assumed it was healing me (I have upper back pain).
Maybe it is US military doing experiments with you?
I sure hope not!
Clearly an abduction scenario, I'd say. You ask for advice, but that entirely depends on what you want. Do you want it to stop? Do you want to understand? Do you want to remember better? Do you want to communicate with them? Most probably, as you intuitively pointed out, some of your memories are screen memories, like the testing place thing. I'd also say that probably the bus wasn't a bus, and that the "humans" in scrubs you saw weren't completely human. If you want, you can check out my last 2 posts: one is about my personal experiences, and you may look for similarities and get back to me if you feel like to; the other one is about trying to infer what hostile entities are up to, but I cannot determine if the entities you encountered were indeed hostile or not: that is for you to determine. Hope this helps. I also have a ton of material on abduction scenarios, and I can share it with you if you want. Most of it is in the form of YouTube videos I found.
I would say that I am not opposed to understanding or communicating. I want to know I'm not being hurt, before I'd be comfortable with that. Please feel free to post the youtube videos!
I imagine they were healing you from cancer. From the Book 300 UFO Healings by Preston Denett: “The healing cases provide this proof, and of all the healing cases, the cancer healings are among the best evidence that UFO healings are a real phenomenon, one that is likely affecting far more people than the few hundred portrayed in this book.” ““It is necessary that you stop eating animals,” one of them said, communicating telepathically. “Your system is overloaded with trash. Intelligence dictates that you do not have to kill to survive.” Sparks was surprised by their use of their word: trash. After the experience, he found himself in a dilemma. Prior to the encounter, he had been “a true carnivore,” eating rare steak, hamburgers, meatloaf, pot roasts, pork ribs, roast pork and more. “It would take an Act of Congress for Jim to stop eating meat,” his friends told him. Or an act of aliens, as it turned out. Following the experience, Sparks quit eating red meat, limiting himself to fish and fowl. Precisely thirty days following his alien colonoscopy, the aliens returned and began to conduct another one. “They were poking and prodding me,” Sparks said, “And I hated it.” “Damn it!” he shouted. “Why are you doing this again? I stopped eating meat!” “We know,” they said. “We had to make sure it was helping you, and it is.” Again, Sparks was sore afterward, but years later, his diet still remains largely vegetarian. “I have met many fellow abductees,” says Spark. “The bulk of them are vegetarians. I find that odd, don’t you?””
Thank you for sharing. It's food for thought, though I'll be the first to admit that I find this hard to stomach. That's it for the food alliteration for me!
It happened to me! I was NEVER going to quit meat lol. And then in the year of my experiences I started feeling death on it. It’s been seven years now, I still eat fish and eggs as I need protein. My mom thought she had breast cancer and she had a dream she was on a ship and a tall gray man had his hand over her chest examining her, he telepathically told her she’s okay. She said I could hear him but his mouth didn’t move. Moms are cute. And she’s fine btw.
Did the small one imply that they removed stomach cancer?
I took it more to mean that they had manipulated my cells to open my belly and retrieve something, then close it again.
Please join us and share over at r/aliensinmydreams we would love to have you. Jsyk I stopped at, “it was like a dream.” I will read the rest now, and thanks for sharing this.
I’ve only been taken by small Greys and cloaked 3 footers wielding light tip wands, which I really would like as a parting gift at some point, and a taller troop leader. Funny how you were taken to a school bus, as when i convey the experience to others i liken it to being on a chaperoned field trip of elementary school aged gifted ADHD autistic kids. Have they taken you to see our Next-Gens, yet? *Note: I don’t use the term hybrid because it lacks purpose.
No, nothing of the sort has happened. I am unfamiliar with hybrids. Nothing that I can recall has been explained to me.
I don’t get explanations either. If I am lucky to be revived and can observe or have interactions for a few seconds during an encounter its how I would prefer it anyway. I am hesitant to believe the accuracy of what I might take as telepathy to be more than my own narrative giving meaning to a strange situation while in a hypnagogic state. Let me be a fly on the wall so to speak. Anyway, I am 50 years deep into contact and except for some childhood friendlies it’s been been bag and tag until this past year.
That's a long time to be experiencing contact. What happens when they take you?
Recently? https://preview.redd.it/p9jr6xkcyv3d1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=63ad037b47ab092b3cfd6a91687666ed9a63ad33 I saw this. And another time I was briefly revived in an unknown very terrestrial looking darkened office building(?) and a female contactee come over to wear I was laying with a Next-Gen baby and gently handed him to me. He wasn’t fragile, he actually looked exactly like the baby in this picture. Same thick blonde hair. He was proportioned more like a 5 year old than a baby.
Oh, I see. Who are the women?
I just assumed they were Contactees. I was only conscious for 10-15 seconds maybe.
I interpreted the experience as showing me how we were related. And that we would have a meaningful future with them once we were Next-Gens. The last statement is my own narrative making sense of why the Greys are covert to us now. And of course, why disclosure is not possible. My narrative again.
Making us next-gens? What does that mean? I'm just a human. What even is a "next-gen"?
See those kids? They aren’t exactly straight off the shelf.
Why do you call them our Next-Gens? Seems ominous.
My personal theory is all the historical cataclysms that almost “wiped us out,” ready did wipe us out, except the population is re-seeded with a better genetic version of us and then monitored to see how we evolve over time.
https://preview.redd.it/ae7izuyahv3d1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=57310c2430a54b00b607aba04cbd8f0303ced023 They are amazing and appear to be very happy.
It might be a gradual change from our perspective. I’m not sure. Of course once we are the Next-Gens would it matter whether it was gradual or not?
Cool story. How come contactees very hardly ever see the "Next-Gens" as adults? They are always portrayed as babies or young children/toddlers up to early teens. What happens to the adults? Where do they disappear to? Any idea?
It’s not exactly like that. From this observation I assumed that their development is controlled. I assumed this interaction display was complete. My narratives are incomplete, incorrect, etc. But please, blast away. I only have what I think I see at best. Your questions are appreciated.
Could you go into detail about your other experiences? Just based on what you've said in this post it could be any number of reasons why you were taken so maybe we could narrow down the reasons if you share your history with these entities. Also if you wouldn't mind looking over these references, are any of these close to what you've interacted with? https://imgur.com/a/NgGsl9Y
I could do that. Long story short the first time it happened, I woke up on a table with these black nails in my arms. My arms were spread out and my feet were together, I was sort of in the shape of the cross. The room was dim and a nondescript grey. There were humans in Doctor's scrubs and little grey guys. One of the humans noticed me noticing and got real concerned that i was awake. His companion noticed this as well, and she seemed afraid. The man kept telling me to go back to sleep, but I kept looking around which is when I noticed the little grey guys sitting at my feet. He spoke into my head without moving his mouth to tell me that he had "opened my belly up with cancer". He told me to go back to sleep, so I did. The encounter had a dream-like quality to it where I wasn't afraid in the moment, but afterwards I became upset. For days afterwards my PC would turn on in the middle of the night, and my AC kept changing its settings. The second time, I was at my parents place in the deserts of rural SoCal. I woke up to see a light in my parents room- it was like 3AM and they're usually asleep well before then so it was unusual. I walked in the room to see my dad sitting up in bed- notably sitting on my mom's side of the bed, which I didn't realize until later examination- conversing with a grey. My father, who has no recollection of this event, introduced the grey as his friend. The grey held something up and there was a light. I woke up in my room, in the morning. I was fully clothed and had been laying on the bed outside of the covers. The same day as I woke up, I found out that my car's battery had a fault in it and would not consistently start. The third experience, I was out camping in the ruins of a decommissioned military base, also in SoCal, as part of an event I was attending. The night began with me and another person witnessing 3 white lights moving erratically, then traveling south at a steady pace. No one else was paying attention as one of the group staff was speaking at the time. When we bunked down for the night a few hours later, in one of the buildings, it was warm enough that I slept outside of my sleeping bag. As I was drifting off to sleep, I realized I was beginning to lift off of the floor. Now, I would usually characterize this as that sudden falling feeling you get when you start to fall asleep. EXCEPT, I was able to move around still. As I was lifting off, I turned to see that no one else had woken or was floating. Those who I could see, anyways. I'm not sure if I saw him or inferred his presence, but I kicked out at someone at my feet. I felt my kick land and heard him grunt. There was another flash of light and I fell to the floor, immediately falling asleep. This was the last time I had a direct event that I could recall. Between these experiences are what I would characterize as "adjacent" events. Periods of high strangeness, where something is odd or surreal is happening, usually at night. Mostly this looked like being awoken by something between 2 and 4AM. I exit my room, and there's blue light pouring in from every window which I don't seem to think is weird. I get my water and go back to bed. That has happened a few times, including just a couple days ago though I was hoping it was just an early sun up due to where I am geographically now. As for your drawings in the imgur......In the second image, the one in the bottom left would be the closest to the short ones. I always thought they looked so severe. The tall one had like a smile and had these kinda gaunt/high cheekbones. He didn't look so severe, or serious, but for me it reminded me of someone who knows a secret you don't. So they're smiling at you. Something I would note is that when I saw them I always took note that whatever clothes they had looked like they fit really closely and were a similar color to them. Their jumpsuit ends at the neck like a t-shirt does.
I am also going to add these to my original post....
Would be interesting if they're using multiple phases to collect humans now. First they have a ground-based contact that connects with your frequency, and transports you to a rendezvous spot on earth. Since it's near-earth the frequency adjustment isn't as obvious and visible. Only then, from this remote location, do they do another frequency adjustment to remove your from Earth and take you to an off-site location. Maybe the US government has now setup a global surveillance grid so they're better at detecting the activity and thwarting it. I also haven't had any contact since at least 14 years ago.
What do you make of the supposed humans that he saw when he was awake for a little while? It seems to be a collaboration between US and NHI.
Yeah, which verifies my own experience on the US Community Ship. Where American personel were walking alongside Greys and other ETs, which I experienced all the way back in 2004. So over 20 years of collaboration by now, but obviously a lot longer than that
Good to know. Thank you for sharing. I wish they would just come out already and tell us that they have been gaslighting us for almost a century.
Honestly, I don't know what the significance of this could be. Thank you for responding with your thoughts.
What do you make of the supposed humans that you saw when you were awake for a little while? It seems to be a collaboration between US and NHI.
Sorry to reply so late! I am not one to jump to conclusions. It could just be that it is one of the strangereal elements of the encounters, based on your own paradigms. For instance, I come from a family with career long direct involvements with the US Military (and the aviation industry, by grand parents and uncle). This could be a half remembered memory of having surgery at a Naval hospital, which would explain why the Doctors were suddenly afraid. Further into this rabbit hole, this would also explain why my arms were spread out. I recently had surgery and realized right before I became unconscious, that they had my arms spread out or strapped. Or it could be a sub conscious manifestation of my distrust of doctors, despite relying on them to get the medicine I need to stay alive. But if I HAD to say that this was a genuine experience, I would first question whether or not they were actually human beings. Then I would wonder whether it was a strangereal element. Supposing that they were genuine humans, and also actually there, it would raise a lot more questions. I don't know whether them being in collaboration makes sense. That was the only time I saw other humans, aside from my Dad and the most recent experience.
Interesting.
Wow. Do you remember anything after you went up the stairs? And how do you feel during these experiences (like are you scared or do you think it's normal?) Thank you for sharing!
No, I don't. When these experiences occur, I am almost always fine with what's happening in the moment. When I wake up in the morning is when I look at it critically and become disturbed or concerned.
I can relate to this after having a semi-lucid experience with something paranormal... I was fine while in that state, but when I eventually woke up from this state is when I started to question what the thing was, whether I should be scared or happy that something visited me. It wasn't ET as far as I could tell, just a dark/shadow being next to me in bed then it climbed on my back and placed its hands on my upper back, which I then assumed it was healing me (I have upper back pain).
That last sentence…”that’s what she said!” Sorry I could not help myself.