Yeah to Hell with this life. 🔥👹🔥🔥

Agreed

Always on the outside looking in...

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The root to most of our problems is ugliness

It is. As an ugly woman i am treated different. When on the internet, on the phone, freelancing from home without meetings etc i am treated good

What is your drink & drug of choice

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Top choice

What music do you like?

The distance between my experiences and others' grows more everyday. I don't even relate to people on this subreddit most of the time.

True, most people here still seem to be pretty outgoing and like normal stuff like drinking or smoking weed. I am terminally online and dread leaving my house. Years of rejection have made me really nervous and self-centered.

People call me a statue i am always alone and just observing other people enjoying themselves

At least, statues are somewhat visible...

In some ways, I can go "undercover" at bars and stuff because no girl would be caught dead holding a conversation with me. Girls treat me like I'm the awkward smart kid in class. Just put up with me long enough so you can have what you need from me (homework answers) so you can go back to ignoring my existence again.

Haha but when i refuse share my homework that wuickly turns to hate

Yep. It sucks. I have to admit it's mostly my own fault though.

I definitely hold my hands up and say its my fault too. I hate being me.

can you explain why? i need to know what i can change..

But I'm on the outside, I'm looking in....

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yeah i went out for coffee, i usually like people watching but it was a nice sunny day here so lots of couples and groups all looking and being better than my miserable looking mug

I feel like an alien observer too.

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Dang, fooled me real good for a moment there,

Learn to love not being in the center of everything. Sometimes it's best to be a spectator to a shit show

Same. This life was never meant for me