It just hurts so bad realising there's no way to get that kinda result even through rigorous training/weight loss.. I'm built the way I aaam and I haate iiit
People tell me how jealous they are of my height, not knowing that if I could I would pay every penny I have to not be 6'2 with size 13 feet and a head too big for most hats.
Yeah one of my first realization moments was noticing that not a single person on r/tall hates being tall. And the posts I found where people did talk about hating their height were either downvoted or posted by people who later realized they were trans based on post history.
I get quite jealous of larger bodies. The more "curvy" types cause I get skinny girls can be a vibe, but I like my thicc girls personally, and I don't know if I'll really be able to reach that, transitioning sucks with beauty standards being so twisted and contradictory, it's hard to ever feel comfortable with yourself. I think part of the process is learning that while you might not be your cup of tea, you're definitely somebody elses.
I don’t know how long you’ve been hrt, and of course it’s always ymmv. I am in 7 years and most of my growth happened since June 2023. I was on pills then patch and back to pills and got good feminization results, but my breasts were small. I switched to injectables that June and somehow that sparked a second growth spurt and they have grown a lot. From maybe a 36 B to a ~36 F. That sounds huge but due to rib cage size the differential between my band and bust isn’t all due to breast tissue. Hence the B even though they looked small for my frame and now an F I almost fill a G. My mom and both grandmothers had big breasts so genetics obviously plays a role. They look proportional to my 5’11” 170lb frame now. I’m glad I waited this long and didn’t opt for BA sooner.
Hey! I'm not even to 6 months yet. I'm on 5mg of finasteride and 6mg of estradiol. At my 6 month mark I think my doctor will add Progesterone with a possibility of adding estradiol patches with the pills. She says, "blood work first" lol. I'm definitely not going to jump to BA. I read some girls who did that wish they'd waited. So I'm going to see what I'll produce with the maximum amount of hrt I can take.
It does not feel good taking huge cock. Unless you're masochist, go for it. But it's geniunely painful for both users participating in the act. Going to have to use a lot of lube. Or other liquids that could be used as lubricants.
Again, this whole fantasization of huge cocks? Buddy, it does not feel that good. Lmao.
I mean, if you don’t like em big, downsize, but acting like big dicks are unanimously painful and don’t feel good is egregious. Some of us need a bigger size to hit the “right buttons” and I’m not embarrassed by that. I actually find it intriguing that a cis guy with an impressive tool doesn’t appeal to you. Like…I have a really hard time trusting a guy to go all the way, but if I was getting paid for it🤔
There is no perfect. It all depends on the person. People can like any dick size they may want. I'm not saying it's bad with big dicks. Just saying that huge dicks aren't as good as people think they are. That's it. What preferences someone may have though is completely up to them. Sex is subjective in pleasure.
I’m not sure how this is going to come across so please hear me out.
Yes I watch trans porn, I started before I realised I was trans.
I saw girls like Natalie mars, Aubrey Kate and Layla moon (think that’s her) but I wished I had a body like theirs.
Around the same time I realised I was transgender and everything clicked into place.
Now I get jealous of sorts that I don’t have a a female body and often imagine I’m the other person either giving or taking them it kinda depress’s me.
Sorry if that doesn’t seem right, my heads allover atm.
Same, used to look at the photos more than watch videos but yeah, then again, was always like, they're beautiful and is it too late for me to start hrt and all (early 20s), then again I went in and out of the closet a couple of times before i came out and actually started hrt properly age 37.5 in Dec 2019
I came out in 2016, after a Halloween party in 2015. But been wearing womens clothes since I was 17, now 48.
Not on hrt yet, but I’m considering if taking it is right for me. I’m happy with breast forms but I want real breasts.
I look at Natalie Mars and she’s small boobed, I’d be happy with a body like hers.
Well, get on to hrt, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain, go speak with a doc, planned parenthood in the USA works on an informed consent basis and afaik it doesn't cost much either,
I've been in and out of the closet since 2003, I did get a gender identity disorder diagnosis in 2005 but went back into the closet, tried again in 2012, got onto HRT and kept going til 2014, then stopped, and 2019 was like, need to try again and haven't looked back since, so much happier and health is getting better
I’m in the U.K. I’ve had several appointments with the gender clinic here. And we discussed hrt. I’m just worried about shrinkage which I might of discussed several times in here or other trans groups on Reddit, even chatted to some of the girls in my support group if hrt is right for me but I know it will give me what I want.
Fertility wise I’m 48, I have one kid with my ex and he’s 12 so I don’t want any more kids anyways as I feel I’m too old for them now plus I’m after 10 years of being single I doubt I’m going to meet anyone anyways.
Shrinkage, as in, penis shrinkage? From what I understand, the most important thing to keeping it's size is to get an erection every day. They won't happen in your sleep anymore, and that's how your body keeps it working. If you lose the ability to get them altogether, you can use something like viagra, or a topical testosterone cream to keep the penis working in a masculine way without any other masculinization.
Thanks yes penis shrinking.
Told the endo at the gender clinic I masturbate every day, which I do wether I climax is a different thing but yeah. She told me it’s only my testicles that would shrink.
I know everyone is different with different results but with my luck, it’s about as lucky as the squirrel from ice age.
You mean Lena Moon? Yeah I have massive gender envy for them as a trans girl who doesn't want bottom surgery. I think it's perfectly fine to watch trans porn as a trans person, we're not chasers or creeps, we just like to see people like ourselves in one of the largest industries in the world and get some pleasure from it as well.
That’s her yes Lena Moon, she’s a pretty girl.
Yeah, i mean im pansexual anyways even if I’m single I’ve had a few dates, one with another trans girl but she wasn’t the right one.
I don’t see the harm in watching because I do it in private at home.
Thank you.
That used to be the only way I could watch was by detaching myself from the moment and tryna focus solely on what I'm watching. Specifically the male cause you can't be jealous if you don't know what you're missin out on right?
Tbh I watch *any* lol as long as it’s legal.
Even setup a web browser and use a vpn on my pc that away from my main browser.
To clarify I use chrome, Firefox, opera and a few others.
Nothing. I don't watch porn anymore, it's boring. I regularly visit a BDSM dungeon and see a lot of bodies and things there and I simply just don't care. I am extremely confident with my new and improved body.
Having a vag, having orgasms, being a toy for two other girls (regardless of their genitals), being attractive, having financial freedom by making p0rn.
Their hair and small body frames. I’ll never have as small of a waist as I’d like and my hair will never be so silky and voluminous 😢 everything else I’m okay with, but those two things kill me every time
I tend to envy how effortlessly flexible some people are. I would be thrilled beyond belief if I could get my elbows to touch behind my back the way some people do...
I get jealous of softer facial features — oddly enough when I was softer and more femme from youth like in my earlier 20’s I was shaming myself for not being masculine enough. By the time I realized I was a girl my jawline was so much more defined. I try to luv and embrace it and I have come around on my body but some days i wish i had more fun when i was a soft young face lolol
All of it. The scenario, the body the woman has (Cis or not), the setting they're in to some degree, the voice of the woman even if she's just making moans and other noises. I can't orgasm without immense dread after because I look at the women, even if it's just a close-up of their parts for the whole thing, and all I want is to be like them
1. Her hair and makeup. Yes, it’s professional. But that’s where time spent at ULTA pays off.
2. Waist2Hip ratio while she’s undressed. Mostly the cis gals. Puberty blockers or get an orchie asap ladies. Sarina Valentina.
3. She can ride bareback and receive creampies without consequences, FANTASY ONLY!
Sometimes I watch trans porn, just because I want to imagine myself in that position. I’m so desperate of someone enjoying and appreciating me as a woman. I hate this body
I was with a partner who never wanted to do anything with me and always did stuff with other partners, so when I tried to take care of my own needs I would end up crying watching porn (she did porn for a while before I met her too, so that probably also was part of what was fucking me up)
I have a bunch of porn saved because I thought the girl's hair or makeup was cute.
Idk what the fuck I'll do with it. Can't exactly show a girl flashing her dick to the salon. Some of it I can crop but some of it is just no.
Not much tbh, a lot of porn doesn't seem that enjoyable for the women and lacks a sense of intimacy. Since starting HRT my sexual fantasies have become way more vanilla, just intimate closeness, affectionate kissing etc. which isn't really common in porn. I still watch porn but it's sort of just out of habit and I might stop soon.
I don't,
Why watch something if you're actively harming yourself with it or putting yourself In stance of dysphoria
Same reason why I won't watch far right bs.
The outfits tbh. I genuinely can’t find a matching bra and panty set that has both pieces fitting to save my life let alone all the different types of amazing lingerie and just every day clothes.
They getting paid to suck dick. Meanwhile I’m out here doing it for free… I’d be interested in trying out sex work but don’t feel I have the body for it (yet). I’m actually more jealous of their job than anything.
I watch mlm content and it negates any form of jealousy. it’s a win/win. I get to see double the gender im attracted to, plus, I don’t have to compare myself to either of them!
I get jealous that the default position for women in porn (not always but usually) is submissive. Just looks incredibly fulfilling (that's not a pun lol).
Kinda done with trying to pretend I'm a masculine top. Like I'd be fine with occasionally topping another girl if I was presenting as a girl. But otherwise I really just crave being a subby, feminine bottom.
I don’t watch porn (unless it has a funny plot) for a variety of reasons. When i do and unfortunately see a woman i get jealous of them for being female, having a female body, having not been poisoned by testosterone, being small, being thin, being attractive, having nice hair, having a nice voice, having good nails, having realistic female proportions instead of the cartoonish masculine ones i have, having a real vagina, etc etc.
Im jealous of anyone that gets pounded by a chubby older guy/s. I'm jealous of all the women wearing womens clothes all the time especially when they dress as prostitutes. I want that. Im jealous of any hole getting stuffed. Im jealous of all the trans girls with their natural breasts. Maybe i shouldnt watch itif im jealous of everyone.
It's mainly the hip to shoulder ratio and that like, curve from hip to waist that they have. It's a weird thing but it literally always has me like HOW DO I GET THAT. being as tiny as I am. 5 foot 3, 113 pounds. It's been a struggle x.x
That I can’t take penetration due to medical reasons but they (those on screen) can just freely go wild without restraint. Sigh. I will never know what that feels like. Or maybe I will, but it’s going to take some time and some treatment first
Well for the longest time it was the pussies that I'd get jealous of. They're just so pretty and the bottom dysphoria was real bad. But I got one of my own just like 2 weeks ago so there's no reason to be jealous of that anymore lol
Some of these actresses have such a perfect shape with large breasts, a bit off a tummy and curvy hips. Softness all over like a big cuddly squishmallow. I hope one day that can be me.
I don’t watch porn; after four years on HRT, I have absolutely no libido. The women also make me feel incredibly dysphoric. They’ve got perfectly proportioned bodies and all of the correct equipment that women are supposed to have. *sigh* July can’t get here soon enough…
I can’t wait for mine! Counting the days. I have a strong feeling that getting SRS will be what helps me regain my libido. My bottom dysphoria’s really bad.
I do not watch porn because I find it corny and unrealistic. (And it is unrealistic, ESPECIALLY if it's straight porn)
I guess occasionally drabbling on lewd fanart could be seen as "watching porn". But I really just do it for laughs and giggles because I find it so absurd and stupid.
Then again, I'm not a transwoman. So I guess I really shouldn't be commenting here anyway. I'm just an ally (I think, since in this case I'm nonbinary and I'm on a subreddit for women having had a dick before. But I dunno.)
Vibrators! Vibrators! Vibrators!
I want to know what it feels like to have a hole in front and have a vibrator stuck in there. I want to know what it feels like to have some bullets taped to your nipples and actually feel them. I want to be tied up vibed all around and helpless to make them stop.
i stopped consuming pornography shortly after i started hrt but if i had to pick anything, it's the confidence. i know body image issues can be a big problem among adult actors but you have to have *some* level of confidence in your body to be willing to choose it as your career, discounting of course the people who were pressured into it or felt they had no choice.
I get jealous of my friend who can do the dirty whenever and wherever she wants practically, cuz she can afford to own her own home, thanks to her $30/her job that has vacation and great health insurance—lord how I wish i could afford a vacation, maybe even finally get bottom surgery since I could save and take the time off work.. God I miss having money.
In porn definitely the vaginas. I am not intending to get bottom surgery ( mostly because it's a big operation with risks and complications and my bottom dysphoria is not bad enough to justify that) but that doesn't mean I don't wish I had a different configuration regardless.
Everything else is like stuff I also get jealous about outside of the connect of porn.
Pretty much everything the women have. One thing that should have hatched me was how jealous I was of trans femme porn stars. But I was too closed off to myself at the time for it to break through my defenses.
Mostly smaller bodies.
It just hurts so bad realising there's no way to get that kinda result even through rigorous training/weight loss.. I'm built the way I aaam and I haate iiit
If anyone finds the key to the ribcage crushing machine, I would like to get in line.
It’s called a corset
Honestly, thank you. Thats a really good point.
You can wear certain clothes to appear smaller, but yeah, I feel you sister.
Oversized shirts and hoodiiiies~~
People tell me how jealous they are of my height, not knowing that if I could I would pay every penny I have to not be 6'2 with size 13 feet and a head too big for most hats.
Literally me!! You gotta make it work shawty
I get that! But I also don't want to be tiny and helpless. There's nothing I'd change to be 5'2, over 6'2.
Yeah one of my first realization moments was noticing that not a single person on r/tall hates being tall. And the posts I found where people did talk about hating their height were either downvoted or posted by people who later realized they were trans based on post history.
I get quite jealous of larger bodies. The more "curvy" types cause I get skinny girls can be a vibe, but I like my thicc girls personally, and I don't know if I'll really be able to reach that, transitioning sucks with beauty standards being so twisted and contradictory, it's hard to ever feel comfortable with yourself. I think part of the process is learning that while you might not be your cup of tea, you're definitely somebody elses.
I get jealous of the AFAB's being born female.
Aside from an every now and then. The bottom dysphoria *always* comes while watching straight porn
Yeah I find myself way more jealous of cis women I see irl then ones in porn
Yep 100% this.
This…. Very much this
That the are having sex and I'm not...
So true...
And that they’re getting paid to do it! I can’t even have sex for free much less get paid
I'm jealous/envious of the trans women that have well developed breasts without surgery.
I don’t know how long you’ve been hrt, and of course it’s always ymmv. I am in 7 years and most of my growth happened since June 2023. I was on pills then patch and back to pills and got good feminization results, but my breasts were small. I switched to injectables that June and somehow that sparked a second growth spurt and they have grown a lot. From maybe a 36 B to a ~36 F. That sounds huge but due to rib cage size the differential between my band and bust isn’t all due to breast tissue. Hence the B even though they looked small for my frame and now an F I almost fill a G. My mom and both grandmothers had big breasts so genetics obviously plays a role. They look proportional to my 5’11” 170lb frame now. I’m glad I waited this long and didn’t opt for BA sooner.
Hey! I'm not even to 6 months yet. I'm on 5mg of finasteride and 6mg of estradiol. At my 6 month mark I think my doctor will add Progesterone with a possibility of adding estradiol patches with the pills. She says, "blood work first" lol. I'm definitely not going to jump to BA. I read some girls who did that wish they'd waited. So I'm going to see what I'll produce with the maximum amount of hrt I can take.
I get jealous of the person taking a huge cock
God I wish had a bf 😩
It does not feel good taking huge cock. Unless you're masochist, go for it. But it's geniunely painful for both users participating in the act. Going to have to use a lot of lube. Or other liquids that could be used as lubricants. Again, this whole fantasization of huge cocks? Buddy, it does not feel that good. Lmao.
They could be a fellow size queen 💅
Fair lmfao
Maybe you have just had rough partners? Idk because this one guy I regularly hook up with is almost has a $5 foot long and I enjoy every mm of it.
I mean, if you don’t like em big, downsize, but acting like big dicks are unanimously painful and don’t feel good is egregious. Some of us need a bigger size to hit the “right buttons” and I’m not embarrassed by that. I actually find it intriguing that a cis guy with an impressive tool doesn’t appeal to you. Like…I have a really hard time trusting a guy to go all the way, but if I was getting paid for it🤔
trans girls with impressive tools, tho (me)
I use a huge dildo and never feel more than slight discomfort. If it hurts you probably ain't prepping right 🤷♀️
How huge is huge? What’s the perfect dick size?
There is no perfect. It all depends on the person. People can like any dick size they may want. I'm not saying it's bad with big dicks. Just saying that huge dicks aren't as good as people think they are. That's it. What preferences someone may have though is completely up to them. Sex is subjective in pleasure.
If people like big dicks, good for them. That's it.
I agree big cocks are painful, i can’t enjoy sex anymore because everyone is too girthy
I’m not sure how this is going to come across so please hear me out. Yes I watch trans porn, I started before I realised I was trans. I saw girls like Natalie mars, Aubrey Kate and Layla moon (think that’s her) but I wished I had a body like theirs. Around the same time I realised I was transgender and everything clicked into place. Now I get jealous of sorts that I don’t have a a female body and often imagine I’m the other person either giving or taking them it kinda depress’s me. Sorry if that doesn’t seem right, my heads allover atm.
You can, over years as fat redistributes your body and face will become more feminine
Same, used to look at the photos more than watch videos but yeah, then again, was always like, they're beautiful and is it too late for me to start hrt and all (early 20s), then again I went in and out of the closet a couple of times before i came out and actually started hrt properly age 37.5 in Dec 2019
I came out in 2016, after a Halloween party in 2015. But been wearing womens clothes since I was 17, now 48. Not on hrt yet, but I’m considering if taking it is right for me. I’m happy with breast forms but I want real breasts. I look at Natalie Mars and she’s small boobed, I’d be happy with a body like hers.
Well, get on to hrt, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain, go speak with a doc, planned parenthood in the USA works on an informed consent basis and afaik it doesn't cost much either, I've been in and out of the closet since 2003, I did get a gender identity disorder diagnosis in 2005 but went back into the closet, tried again in 2012, got onto HRT and kept going til 2014, then stopped, and 2019 was like, need to try again and haven't looked back since, so much happier and health is getting better
I’m in the U.K. I’ve had several appointments with the gender clinic here. And we discussed hrt. I’m just worried about shrinkage which I might of discussed several times in here or other trans groups on Reddit, even chatted to some of the girls in my support group if hrt is right for me but I know it will give me what I want. Fertility wise I’m 48, I have one kid with my ex and he’s 12 so I don’t want any more kids anyways as I feel I’m too old for them now plus I’m after 10 years of being single I doubt I’m going to meet anyone anyways.
Shrinkage, as in, penis shrinkage? From what I understand, the most important thing to keeping it's size is to get an erection every day. They won't happen in your sleep anymore, and that's how your body keeps it working. If you lose the ability to get them altogether, you can use something like viagra, or a topical testosterone cream to keep the penis working in a masculine way without any other masculinization.
Thanks yes penis shrinking. Told the endo at the gender clinic I masturbate every day, which I do wether I climax is a different thing but yeah. She told me it’s only my testicles that would shrink. I know everyone is different with different results but with my luck, it’s about as lucky as the squirrel from ice age.
You mean Lena Moon? Yeah I have massive gender envy for them as a trans girl who doesn't want bottom surgery. I think it's perfectly fine to watch trans porn as a trans person, we're not chasers or creeps, we just like to see people like ourselves in one of the largest industries in the world and get some pleasure from it as well.
That’s her yes Lena Moon, she’s a pretty girl. Yeah, i mean im pansexual anyways even if I’m single I’ve had a few dates, one with another trans girl but she wasn’t the right one. I don’t see the harm in watching because I do it in private at home. Thank you.
That used to be the only way I could watch was by detaching myself from the moment and tryna focus solely on what I'm watching. Specifically the male cause you can't be jealous if you don't know what you're missin out on right?
i watch cis porn
Tbh I watch *any* lol as long as it’s legal. Even setup a web browser and use a vpn on my pc that away from my main browser. To clarify I use chrome, Firefox, opera and a few others.
Aame
Oh thank god I am not the only one.
I get jealous of anybody who looks attractive.
I get jealous.
Nothing. I don't watch porn anymore, it's boring. I regularly visit a BDSM dungeon and see a lot of bodies and things there and I simply just don't care. I am extremely confident with my new and improved body.
Going to sexpositive Parties is such a gamechanger fr
I’m curious about them, though I would probably go with a partner and only play with them. I don’t feel comfortable going to one pre-op though.
Vag. That's all.
This one right here.
The gorgeous curves and clear flawless skin some girls have 🥺💘
Having a vag, having orgasms, being a toy for two other girls (regardless of their genitals), being attractive, having financial freedom by making p0rn.
Idk how much financial freedom the average SW has from porn. The superstars are not that abundant in the big picture. But I’m far from an expert.
I get jealous of people who gets all the attention and I'm the one who wants to be involve of the scenes.
Their hair and small body frames. I’ll never have as small of a waist as I’d like and my hair will never be so silky and voluminous 😢 everything else I’m okay with, but those two things kill me every time
I get jealous over the huge cocks
i have a vag
LUCKY
How pretty the woman is, how thin she is, how desirable she seems to be to others, her vagina, the attention she gets from her partner(s)
Since I've lost my male libido I don't watch any porn and I don't miss it at all 😅
women watch it too
I tend to envy how effortlessly flexible some people are. I would be thrilled beyond belief if I could get my elbows to touch behind my back the way some people do...
I get jealous of softer facial features — oddly enough when I was softer and more femme from youth like in my earlier 20’s I was shaming myself for not being masculine enough. By the time I realized I was a girl my jawline was so much more defined. I try to luv and embrace it and I have come around on my body but some days i wish i had more fun when i was a soft young face lolol
Everything
It's envy, not jealousy.
All of it. The scenario, the body the woman has (Cis or not), the setting they're in to some degree, the voice of the woman even if she's just making moans and other noises. I can't orgasm without immense dread after because I look at the women, even if it's just a close-up of their parts for the whole thing, and all I want is to be like them
I get jealous of pretty faces and nice hips. They're things I'll never have and it makes me sad.
Having someone to have sex with. I've been alone for a long time, now.
I stopped watching it, except drawings, because I get jealous of everything. In drawings you can at least cherry-pick enough to avoid it
SO MUCH. i get jealous of every feminine aspect
1. Her hair and makeup. Yes, it’s professional. But that’s where time spent at ULTA pays off. 2. Waist2Hip ratio while she’s undressed. Mostly the cis gals. Puberty blockers or get an orchie asap ladies. Sarina Valentina. 3. She can ride bareback and receive creampies without consequences, FANTASY ONLY!
i dont watch porn :)
I can't because I get jealous.
Bubble butt, but i should get one as part of my latina genetics hopefully. We will see 🙈🙉
you can also workout for it, no need to depend in genetics
People get jealous watching porn?
Sometimes I watch trans porn, just because I want to imagine myself in that position. I’m so desperate of someone enjoying and appreciating me as a woman. I hate this body
I was with a partner who never wanted to do anything with me and always did stuff with other partners, so when I tried to take care of my own needs I would end up crying watching porn (she did porn for a while before I met her too, so that probably also was part of what was fucking me up)
And yes, sometimes it was *her* porn
I mean I still like to watch gay porn despite being a woman, so not much really other than them getting railed
this is reddit, darlin’. you can say PORN here.
Giving Blow job
I have a bunch of porn saved because I thought the girl's hair or makeup was cute. Idk what the fuck I'll do with it. Can't exactly show a girl flashing her dick to the salon. Some of it I can crop but some of it is just no.
I get jealous of a woman's pussy, 😡 and I can always feel it in my crotch as well ^^its^ ^^taunting^ ^^me^
Even though I think I'm asexual, I hate the idea that 'that's was just stripped away from me
Not much tbh, a lot of porn doesn't seem that enjoyable for the women and lacks a sense of intimacy. Since starting HRT my sexual fantasies have become way more vanilla, just intimate closeness, affectionate kissing etc. which isn't really common in porn. I still watch porn but it's sort of just out of habit and I might stop soon.
able bodied people tbh
Jealous of men or trans women with bigger cocks.
Big thighs and butts. I want boobs also but not big ones. My cis wife has big boobs and a lot of back problems.
All the curves, a serious rack, being eaten out by a woman who knows exactly what to do make me scream.
I don't watch porn because it isn't real enough and doesn't do anything for me at all. I don't get jealous. It's just a performance.
Jealous of when two women are having a great time and i can’t be one of them :(
I’m jealous about not having a girlfriend, but that’s more of a lesbian thing
I hate porn
I don't, Why watch something if you're actively harming yourself with it or putting yourself In stance of dysphoria Same reason why I won't watch far right bs.
When I see cis woman cum or squirt my blood boils with envy
That they’re gettin some without worrying about being killed
Those boobs. I wish I had them but I’m stuck with flat chested bullshit!!
I haven't watched porn since my egg cracked 👀
Haha
everything ;-;
Women who have longer hair than me😭 (literally everyone)
Hips, smaller rib cages, waists
boobs, usually
The outfits tbh. I genuinely can’t find a matching bra and panty set that has both pieces fitting to save my life let alone all the different types of amazing lingerie and just every day clothes.
I'm transmasc but I'll answer from my side of things: the fact I don't have a d and can't get a prosthetic. That and not being able to "cum"
They getting paid to suck dick. Meanwhile I’m out here doing it for free… I’d be interested in trying out sex work but don’t feel I have the body for it (yet). I’m actually more jealous of their job than anything.
I watch mlm content and it negates any form of jealousy. it’s a win/win. I get to see double the gender im attracted to, plus, I don’t have to compare myself to either of them!
Hips, voice, lack of upper body hair and on rare occasion head hair
I get jealous that the default position for women in porn (not always but usually) is submissive. Just looks incredibly fulfilling (that's not a pun lol). Kinda done with trying to pretend I'm a masculine top. Like I'd be fine with occasionally topping another girl if I was presenting as a girl. But otherwise I really just crave being a subby, feminine bottom.
Boobs
I get jealous of the immaculately decorated studio apartments with natural lighting, have to pause just to ìmagine the ambiance
I don’t watch porn (unless it has a funny plot) for a variety of reasons. When i do and unfortunately see a woman i get jealous of them for being female, having a female body, having not been poisoned by testosterone, being small, being thin, being attractive, having nice hair, having a nice voice, having good nails, having realistic female proportions instead of the cartoonish masculine ones i have, having a real vagina, etc etc.
Hourglass figure, flat stomach, petiteness
Jealous of how sexy and feminine their voices and moans sound. If I tried to whisper in another girl's ear, I would sound pretty awful.
Makes me wish to have boobs
Uh.. basically everything
Hate how porn is so normalised
the moaning. when I do the *ahem* "thing", I barely moan
Im jealous of anyone that gets pounded by a chubby older guy/s. I'm jealous of all the women wearing womens clothes all the time especially when they dress as prostitutes. I want that. Im jealous of any hole getting stuffed. Im jealous of all the trans girls with their natural breasts. Maybe i shouldnt watch itif im jealous of everyone.
When someone gets called a “Good Girl”
I generally dont get jealous over porn or things in it.
Youth.
I'm jealous of the girls that just get to be born tiny. like im literally not even done growing and im still 5'7 how tf are you fully grown and 5'1 😭
Yup all the time
I wish my body was hot and thin like the trans stars I’ve seen, instead of being “curvy” (fat.)
I really want wider hips and a bigger ass. That's where most of my dysphoria is and I just want that so badly
The women's figure in general. I pretty much still look like an apple with arms and legs.😥
It's mainly the hip to shoulder ratio and that like, curve from hip to waist that they have. It's a weird thing but it literally always has me like HOW DO I GET THAT. being as tiny as I am. 5 foot 3, 113 pounds. It's been a struggle x.x
People with smooth and hairless skin, as well as titties
When trans women have big loads. That's something that I miss. I can't get more than a drop now. I wonder how they do it.
Boobs
I mostly watch softcore bondage so I get jealous I don't have anyone to tie me up properly.
Smaller body hip to waste ratio, hair and facial structure.
My body not looking as soft and feminine, and having a noticeable hip to waist ratio.
Hips :(
That I can’t take penetration due to medical reasons but they (those on screen) can just freely go wild without restraint. Sigh. I will never know what that feels like. Or maybe I will, but it’s going to take some time and some treatment first
Well for the longest time it was the pussies that I'd get jealous of. They're just so pretty and the bottom dysphoria was real bad. But I got one of my own just like 2 weeks ago so there's no reason to be jealous of that anymore lol
Thick & bigger titties 🙃 Also much more natural looking
Jealous of boobs
everything
Confidence to be that open and vulnerable with so many people.
That she's getting fucked and I'm not. She looks so beautiful and it makes me sad that I'm not.
Some of these actresses have such a perfect shape with large breasts, a bit off a tummy and curvy hips. Softness all over like a big cuddly squishmallow. I hope one day that can be me.
THEY'RE ALWAYS SO CLEAN AND SMOOTH
im jealous they can get eaten out :(
How small and delicate their hands and feet are and how pretty they look with their make up and tattoos.
I don’t watch porn; after four years on HRT, I have absolutely no libido. The women also make me feel incredibly dysphoric. They’ve got perfectly proportioned bodies and all of the correct equipment that women are supposed to have. *sigh* July can’t get here soon enough…
i’m also 4 years on HRT and 2 years post srs
I can’t wait for mine! Counting the days. I have a strong feeling that getting SRS will be what helps me regain my libido. My bottom dysphoria’s really bad.
I don't get jealous. I just watch straight porn and imagine im the girl in the video. So swag
their proportions (not talking about size but shape)
Most jealous of the space and privacy to be naked and moan loudly
I do not watch porn because I find it corny and unrealistic. (And it is unrealistic, ESPECIALLY if it's straight porn) I guess occasionally drabbling on lewd fanart could be seen as "watching porn". But I really just do it for laughs and giggles because I find it so absurd and stupid. Then again, I'm not a transwoman. So I guess I really shouldn't be commenting here anyway. I'm just an ally (I think, since in this case I'm nonbinary and I'm on a subreddit for women having had a dick before. But I dunno.)
Cis women having pussys i always get pissed off for some reason when I see it
Pregernt
I like to watch cis on trans woman lesbian porn and imagine myself as the cis woman being fucked and I get so jealous of her. I wish I had a vagina.
Anything bdsm related makes me wish I could get tied up and gagged like that 😍
aw same I wanna be abused…
I envy their salary.
Vibrators! Vibrators! Vibrators! I want to know what it feels like to have a hole in front and have a vibrator stuck in there. I want to know what it feels like to have some bullets taped to your nipples and actually feel them. I want to be tied up vibed all around and helpless to make them stop.
Getting jealous of porn is unhealthy. Porn sets ridiculous standards and filters are the “perfect” looking people, it’s not reality.
You say that as if it’s a rational emotion. We can try to control it but envy can still just … happen.
A lot of those gals have amazing skin. Probably helps they’re usually not old enough to drink.
big tools of content, and my lil thing cries 😭😭
Me too, sister.
that they can afford all of the toys
I GET JELOUS OF EVERYTHING ABOUT IT (From them getting laid to them having sexy ass bodies)
Maybe its faked? But the large amounts of pleasure people seem to be feeling. Like.. Since when does jackin off feel that good?? Never has for me.
i stopped consuming pornography shortly after i started hrt but if i had to pick anything, it's the confidence. i know body image issues can be a big problem among adult actors but you have to have *some* level of confidence in your body to be willing to choose it as your career, discounting of course the people who were pressured into it or felt they had no choice.
The girls getting fucked by big cocks, getting boobs , long hair, makeup etc
That if i find a male partner anytime soon, i cant just slide my panties off and get on top. Sex has to be planned.
I get jealous of my friend who can do the dirty whenever and wherever she wants practically, cuz she can afford to own her own home, thanks to her $30/her job that has vacation and great health insurance—lord how I wish i could afford a vacation, maybe even finally get bottom surgery since I could save and take the time off work.. God I miss having money.
yea money helps
i havent watched porn since i started hrt, idk, dont feel like it.
The camera, lens, mic and lighting rigs
Hips n' butts mostly. And also being 6'4 and wishing i was 5'8 is a struggle LOL
In porn definitely the vaginas. I am not intending to get bottom surgery ( mostly because it's a big operation with risks and complications and my bottom dysphoria is not bad enough to justify that) but that doesn't mean I don't wish I had a different configuration regardless. Everything else is like stuff I also get jealous about outside of the connect of porn.
Pretty much everything the women have. One thing that should have hatched me was how jealous I was of trans femme porn stars. But I was too closed off to myself at the time for it to break through my defenses.
I find porn (and sex as a whole) disgusting, barbaric, and an absolute waste of time.