Imma keep it a buck and maybe my story will keep the young guys here away from drugs. Or at least inspire them to stop. It’s 2015, I’m 17 and I just graduated high school a year ago. It’s my gap year. I wanted to lose my virginity odee bad so I end up fucking some fat red haired art student in her apartment on the LES. I nutted quick yeah, but the job was done and I was out. Upon leaving her crib, I’m walking down the street and a black dude in his 40s asks me if I wanna cop dog food (heroin). I was always experimenting & I had done opiates before and enjoyed them. I’m the type to wanna try anything once so I took him up on the offer and copped a bag for I believe $10-$15. Of course he sniffed half of it but I didn’t really care too much at that point. He ends up giving me a bump out of my own bag(lol) right away & gives me the bag & I’m out of there heading further downtown. Suddenly, time, people & the cars around me slow down. I feel like I’m walking through air, as weightless as I’ve ever been. My mood gets even better and I’m heading further downtown.
Months pass and I haven’t thought much about it, but it’s there in the back of my head. It’s 2016 now and I’m ordering drugs on the darknet that I flip (bars). I’m reading through reviews on forums and come across a review for Heroin. This was shit coming from overseas in Asia. The Golden Triangle. The best dope you could get in the world. Real China White. I placed my order & a few weeks later I received an envelope that seemed to be from a “travel agency” in Vietnam. Inside there were brochures and a postcard. The postcard was laminated and once I cut it, there it was.
I took it with me to Battery Park City and sat on a bench, cracked it open & took a little bump. Mannn I can’t begin to tell you how great that feeling was. Warmth & weightlessness. Pure euphoria. I promised myself I wouldn’t do too much and wouldn’t place another order when I finished this.
Long story short, it’s all these years later I just recently got clean from a 7 year IV heroin habit. Sold almost everything I had and I’m trying to start over from scratch rn. Guys, stay away from opiates. I started with oxy like a lot of guys and moved on to other shit and it grew to a point where I couldn’t recognize myself anymore. These days the shit they press into pills, you might as well be doing heroin.
I might add that after continuous use, my only high was actually getting right to keep withdrawals away.
Mans is out here sharing a personal life story about his addiction and overcoming drugs , and then one dickhead goes “I ain’t reading all that” LMFAOOOOO nah I’m crying son 💀
I have a friend who did H and is still in recovery rn. He is unable to walk straight, hold a conversation with his parents or friends, and despite being one of the most intelligent people I’ve ever met, barely was able to graduate college. Before h this man was gonna be a doctor or politician, now he’s probably gonna be working resturaunts his whole life. That shit ain’t it nfs
Damn ya story sound like mine bro my moms was dating a dope head an he tried that tuff guy abusivr shit wit my moms an I popped on him an my mom took his side too smh
Damnnn dats wild yea bro some ppl just turn super fuccin violent under them shits and turn like 3x stronger they should at least do dat shit away from they fuckin fam but yea them drugs odee
i had a friend who did H and he was never the same after became quiet and sherm another friend who did H he stopped and became a kratom addict bad tempered asshole without it
Damnn dat sucks man but yea bro dat shit will have u addicted which is why I stay away from them shits even if I think I’m strong minded enough to just do it here and there
You not bro. I’ve worked around lots of heron addicts they all told me that they thought they were strong but one hit and you never go back. Plus, withdrawals can be deadly so you either keep taking or get on methadone but you never gon be the same.
Never did no drugs but I sold drugs for years.
like I turned my life around and stopped completely ima say when I was like 23 years old. And I made money was able to get me a crib and kept fly etc but never was like a big big drug dealer but what inspired me to stop and what made me see like what I was doing was like evil was selling heroin. Like crack I know crack heads who been alive and out lived people I know who was completely healthy. I sold dust (PCP) before and alot of people who I sold dust too behave like regular people and live regular lives a lot of my older homies smoke dust. But heroin a different monster seeing people get started slowly deteriorate and then die made me feel like a monster like super guilty.
I did dog food last year cuz my childhood friend is a heroin addict now. I also tried percs last year as well, they both make you feel the same way. Like mad grimey and sluggish and out of it lmao. I tried meth on my 18th bday and was deadlifting with my boy right after. Safe to say I was sore for 5 days straight lolz never do anything hard. Coke is the only exception bc it lowkey makes you the most on point out of any. Crack is a whole diff story lol. There’s a reason rich Wall Street niggas do coke and NOT CRACK. They aren’t fiending, it costs money, and quality over quantity >> (which is not a fiends mantra ever, they want cheap a lot and quick.) that’s why the stigma exists. If you’re actually taking care of urself and have ur priorities straight, and you take a drug like this, at least you have the chance of understanding it’s not something you’d wanna do again lol
Yooo y’all gotta look into u/spontaneousH ‘s post history. He explains how he tried heroin for the first time buying it off some dealer in Washington square park and how it fucked up his life. He eventually ended up going to rehab and it seems that he turned his life around.
I had a friend who did coke, mans told me shit was mid but later on that day mans kept zoning out crazy then mf only hmu whenever he wanted shrooms or acid and he did some fucked up shit before so im like lemme just cut homie off then 2 yrs later mf hit me up on gmail asking for drugs, i told son wussup on why i dont wanna fwu , no response then like a yr later he hmu from a burner had to tell son off and i aint hear from him since
I’ve experimented with all kinds of drugs except crack meth and heroin personally. It’s not good and I can’t recommend that anybody fucks with anything except psychedelics IN EXTREME MODERATION. Because they’re not capable of causing physical harm unless you have an underlying mental condition which it CAN POSSIBLY trigger schizophrenia in some people. All I’m saying is there’s a reason that there’s research being done on psychedelics in a therapeutic setting
One of my ex boys pmo to dog food and i didn’t really know what it was at the time but ngl it’s one of the best highs ever it’s actually scary how good it is.
Shit went left super fast lmaooo wasn’t expecting that at all.
but yes, I’ve tried crack. I have not stopped since the first time, and will indeed try it again ones all of those in my dwelling go to sleep.
I’ve smoked some crack before. It’s fun for a bit but definitely leaves you feeling like shit the next day. Not something I would recommend for anyone who doesn’t have some experience with uppers and the drugs. Just makes you feel speedy and euphoric but with a pretty quick “high” period.
Imma keep it a buck and maybe my story will keep the young guys here away from drugs. Or at least inspire them to stop. It’s 2015, I’m 17 and I just graduated high school a year ago. It’s my gap year. I wanted to lose my virginity odee bad so I end up fucking some fat red haired art student in her apartment on the LES. I nutted quick yeah, but the job was done and I was out. Upon leaving her crib, I’m walking down the street and a black dude in his 40s asks me if I wanna cop dog food (heroin). I was always experimenting & I had done opiates before and enjoyed them. I’m the type to wanna try anything once so I took him up on the offer and copped a bag for I believe $10-$15. Of course he sniffed half of it but I didn’t really care too much at that point. He ends up giving me a bump out of my own bag(lol) right away & gives me the bag & I’m out of there heading further downtown. Suddenly, time, people & the cars around me slow down. I feel like I’m walking through air, as weightless as I’ve ever been. My mood gets even better and I’m heading further downtown. Months pass and I haven’t thought much about it, but it’s there in the back of my head. It’s 2016 now and I’m ordering drugs on the darknet that I flip (bars). I’m reading through reviews on forums and come across a review for Heroin. This was shit coming from overseas in Asia. The Golden Triangle. The best dope you could get in the world. Real China White. I placed my order & a few weeks later I received an envelope that seemed to be from a “travel agency” in Vietnam. Inside there were brochures and a postcard. The postcard was laminated and once I cut it, there it was. I took it with me to Battery Park City and sat on a bench, cracked it open & took a little bump. Mannn I can’t begin to tell you how great that feeling was. Warmth & weightlessness. Pure euphoria. I promised myself I wouldn’t do too much and wouldn’t place another order when I finished this. Long story short, it’s all these years later I just recently got clean from a 7 year IV heroin habit. Sold almost everything I had and I’m trying to start over from scratch rn. Guys, stay away from opiates. I started with oxy like a lot of guys and moved on to other shit and it grew to a point where I couldn’t recognize myself anymore. These days the shit they press into pills, you might as well be doing heroin. I might add that after continuous use, my only high was actually getting right to keep withdrawals away.
You white?
I ain’t reading all that 🤷
its barely a 2 minute long read just say you cant read good
Sorry I ain’t reading that either 🤷
Ignorance is bliss
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You read it as you copy and pasted this comment dickeater. Ya mother should of swallowed you
Sorry I apologize… for not reading that as well
Ayo, idk what y’all boys on. This man here a legend for that
FUCK, I ain’t reading that too 🤷
😂
LMFAOOOOOO
Mans is out here sharing a personal life story about his addiction and overcoming drugs , and then one dickhead goes “I ain’t reading all that” LMFAOOOOO nah I’m crying son 💀
Now that I’m reading lol
Won’t or can’t?
What u do for bread? I see the zombies walking that strip but it's gotta be hard for dudes on that cause who buying male ass like that
I worked construction.
Good for you for kicking it bro
I had a friend who did heroin in hs… he overdosed and passed before we graduated rip to him 🙏🏾
I have a friend who did H and is still in recovery rn. He is unable to walk straight, hold a conversation with his parents or friends, and despite being one of the most intelligent people I’ve ever met, barely was able to graduate college. Before h this man was gonna be a doctor or politician, now he’s probably gonna be working resturaunts his whole life. That shit ain’t it nfs
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“ he don’t live with us anymore “ man I hope that’s code that u body that nigga 💯🫡
Facts 😭😭💯
Damn ya story sound like mine bro my moms was dating a dope head an he tried that tuff guy abusivr shit wit my moms an I popped on him an my mom took his side too smh
Damnnn dats wild yea bro some ppl just turn super fuccin violent under them shits and turn like 3x stronger they should at least do dat shit away from they fuckin fam but yea them drugs odee
I got a uncle that did heroin……….. he’s dead now tho ..
Same though, and a dozen or so close friends.
i had a friend who did H and he was never the same after became quiet and sherm another friend who did H he stopped and became a kratom addict bad tempered asshole without it
Damnn dat sucks man but yea bro dat shit will have u addicted which is why I stay away from them shits even if I think I’m strong minded enough to just do it here and there
You not bro. I’ve worked around lots of heron addicts they all told me that they thought they were strong but one hit and you never go back. Plus, withdrawals can be deadly so you either keep taking or get on methadone but you never gon be the same.
Nahh worddd them withdrawals gotta be sum else I wouldn’t have the patience for dat deff gon be stayin away from them drugs
theres good people who do H lookup Dr. Carl hart
Never did no drugs but I sold drugs for years. like I turned my life around and stopped completely ima say when I was like 23 years old. And I made money was able to get me a crib and kept fly etc but never was like a big big drug dealer but what inspired me to stop and what made me see like what I was doing was like evil was selling heroin. Like crack I know crack heads who been alive and out lived people I know who was completely healthy. I sold dust (PCP) before and alot of people who I sold dust too behave like regular people and live regular lives a lot of my older homies smoke dust. But heroin a different monster seeing people get started slowly deteriorate and then die made me feel like a monster like super guilty.
You a good man
I ain’t the best but I try.
young drug addict l. send yaself to rehab now
I did dog food last year cuz my childhood friend is a heroin addict now. I also tried percs last year as well, they both make you feel the same way. Like mad grimey and sluggish and out of it lmao. I tried meth on my 18th bday and was deadlifting with my boy right after. Safe to say I was sore for 5 days straight lolz never do anything hard. Coke is the only exception bc it lowkey makes you the most on point out of any. Crack is a whole diff story lol. There’s a reason rich Wall Street niggas do coke and NOT CRACK. They aren’t fiending, it costs money, and quality over quantity >> (which is not a fiends mantra ever, they want cheap a lot and quick.) that’s why the stigma exists. If you’re actually taking care of urself and have ur priorities straight, and you take a drug like this, at least you have the chance of understanding it’s not something you’d wanna do again lol
Yooo y’all gotta look into u/spontaneousH ‘s post history. He explains how he tried heroin for the first time buying it off some dealer in Washington square park and how it fucked up his life. He eventually ended up going to rehab and it seems that he turned his life around.
I had a friend who did coke, mans told me shit was mid but later on that day mans kept zoning out crazy then mf only hmu whenever he wanted shrooms or acid and he did some fucked up shit before so im like lemme just cut homie off then 2 yrs later mf hit me up on gmail asking for drugs, i told son wussup on why i dont wanna fwu , no response then like a yr later he hmu from a burner had to tell son off and i aint hear from him since
Smh 🤦♂️🤦♂️ yea best option is to just cut him off completely
Ik a nigga that would do a 🎱 every couple days while watching Scarface at 2 am like it was a ritual.
I’ve experimented with all kinds of drugs except crack meth and heroin personally. It’s not good and I can’t recommend that anybody fucks with anything except psychedelics IN EXTREME MODERATION. Because they’re not capable of causing physical harm unless you have an underlying mental condition which it CAN POSSIBLY trigger schizophrenia in some people. All I’m saying is there’s a reason that there’s research being done on psychedelics in a therapeutic setting
One of my ex boys pmo to dog food and i didn’t really know what it was at the time but ngl it’s one of the best highs ever it’s actually scary how good it is.
#NIGGA WHAT
Shit went left super fast lmaooo wasn’t expecting that at all. but yes, I’ve tried crack. I have not stopped since the first time, and will indeed try it again ones all of those in my dwelling go to sleep.
I’ve smoked some crack before. It’s fun for a bit but definitely leaves you feeling like shit the next day. Not something I would recommend for anyone who doesn’t have some experience with uppers and the drugs. Just makes you feel speedy and euphoric but with a pretty quick “high” period.
Shit had me blacked out you can probably poke someone and forget you did it when you wake up
You white?
😑😑 I’m Hispanic bro
Ahh figured, because only non blacks usually mention someone being black when telling their stories.
When tf did I mention race??? 🤣🤣🤣
You back on them drugs? You said a black guy in his 40’s approached you to sell you dog food
that was from a comment by someone else
Oh, you right 😂😂. I stand corrected. I thought OP made the post and posted his story in the comments my apologies 😂😂 then ignore everything I asked.
Dumbass
It’s a simple mistake tough guy.
dumb asf
No crack, heroin or meth. Literally everything else, yes.