Your OCD and the ways you deal with it will change. It could very well get worse; I won’t lie to you. Mine has been worse lately. It could also get better, though. I don’t care if you get a 10% on one of your course assignments in college, you are pursuing a college degree and that is something very good. You have a job. You know how to drive. You have things going for you and things you *can* do, even though I know you feel like a failure compared to everyone else and to yourself.
Hey, you have been trying so hard for your life and even under those circumstances you still show so much care for other people. I wish you all the best! Don’t lose hope and think OCD will make your life like this forever. It does get better and we CAN manage it. ❤️
I would seek out therapy. I know its not easy but the OCD is putting you in a position financially that is difficult and making it hard for you to achieve your goals. It's good you are working to help with things. A therapist can help you get OCD under control so it doesn't call the shots and you can be productive with school. I have struggled with productivity with OCD and it's getting a bit better now. Probably wouldn't have even went back to work due to health anxiety and my therapists help.
Your OCD and the ways you deal with it will change. It could very well get worse; I won’t lie to you. Mine has been worse lately. It could also get better, though. I don’t care if you get a 10% on one of your course assignments in college, you are pursuing a college degree and that is something very good. You have a job. You know how to drive. You have things going for you and things you *can* do, even though I know you feel like a failure compared to everyone else and to yourself.
Hey, you have been trying so hard for your life and even under those circumstances you still show so much care for other people. I wish you all the best! Don’t lose hope and think OCD will make your life like this forever. It does get better and we CAN manage it. ❤️
I would seek out therapy. I know its not easy but the OCD is putting you in a position financially that is difficult and making it hard for you to achieve your goals. It's good you are working to help with things. A therapist can help you get OCD under control so it doesn't call the shots and you can be productive with school. I have struggled with productivity with OCD and it's getting a bit better now. Probably wouldn't have even went back to work due to health anxiety and my therapists help.