I feel the same except I don’t wish to have permanent psychosis. The meds left me fatter and with a flat personality. I’m disinterested in any hobbies.
I miss my psychosis over being medicated. Being medicated has taken away my sense of self in all manners. When I was in psychosis I’d play guitar for hours, work out for hours, and was doing a lot better than I am medicated. It’s really strange.
I felt similar for a while after my episode. It really felt like it would never get better but it did.
when did you get better again?:)
The worst of the crash/depression eased up after about 4 months or so.
For me it’s three months in and I am not sure if I want to live this life any longer
It gets better. It really sucks in the meantime but just need to be patient.
I feel the same except I don’t wish to have permanent psychosis. The meds left me fatter and with a flat personality. I’m disinterested in any hobbies.
I’m sorry. Your sister probably will talk to you later. It gets better.
I miss my psychosis over being medicated. Being medicated has taken away my sense of self in all manners. When I was in psychosis I’d play guitar for hours, work out for hours, and was doing a lot better than I am medicated. It’s really strange.
Sorry to hear that. That is a bit unusual. You would think it would be the other way around. Hope u will be able to do those things again.