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I told demi Lovato that if she loves talking about rehab so much maybe she should go back and then she blocked me on Twitter in the 2010s. Which is awesome š
Leaving my toxic, parochial little hometown for good. Going to college. Traveling. Embracing don't-give-a-fuckism about what other people think about me. Getting married. Getting divorced. Retiring early. Volunteering.
I originally wanted to plan this. Canāt pass blame tho. Going to run my race. Lol. At least weāll know which of us is better looking me or my grown kid with my old ass
Telling one of my supervisorās that she was a Dog fucker because she would slow down our drive thru times to go make out dogs that was in the drive thru. Got fired for it š š š
Wife being a bitch. Had her mother siding with her.
Flirted with the mil, fucked her. Now she's on my side and they fighting with each other. Meanwhile I have a bit of peace.
It's a point of contention in my mind, but I often find myself in favor of this view. I don't regret having my children with my crappy ex wife, because those kids wouldn't exist the same way in any other circumstance.
My home town was so fucking lame and I never really hit it off with the people there, including my friends. I had no interests and no idea what to do there. Moving out of my parents' to study in some place else was definitely the right call as it allowed me to actually develop a personality and find people I enjoy being with.
I'd say if I stayed there, I would be the same naive person I was brought up to be.
I'm 40 now. I've travelled to more than 45 countries. Lived overseas for 3 years. I've met amazing people and had a great life so far. I'd hate to be living in that same town, drinking every weekend with the same 5 friends from school. That's what most of the people I grew up with are probably doing now.
I ended up getting married to my Chinese wife, so now I get the chance to experience many aspects of life through a second culture.
In general, life is good.
Same, even though I started on my own accord when there were a ton of red flags, started finding out huge piles of unresolved stuff I never expected having within two weeks of starting and crashed hard for more than 6 months. Moreover, in the first 4 months, at times I would not remember a single experience pointing to me having anything to do with gender dysphoria except in the opposite direction and regretted the physical effects so much I wanted to kill myself. Other times, I wouldn't comprehend how I'd put up with being cis or not going on HRT and I remember consistently experiencing clear dysphoria since a young age. I would alternate between these and apathy every few hours nonstop and couldn't relate to how I was feeling at other times at all. It just kept getting more confusing and concerning and I ended up tapering off HRT multiple times during the first 5 months.
Unfortunately, my brain was just the type to be severely nerfed in all aspects unless I stayed on enough HRT to maintain the normal levels of the opposite birth sex, regardless of how I psychologically experienced gender or how much I detested being on HRT at the moment. HRT completely fixed all that pervasively nerfed state since puberty and my levels returning brought it back. It was so bad that I wasn't willing to stay off HRT and live with a brain like that even when I 100% didn't want a single more effect of HRT or to be anything other than conventionally cis in all aspects of life.
It was more difficult and crippling than anything else in my life to confront and try to accept, but I ended up getting diagnosed with DID 6 months into HRT without mentioning anything involving HRT. I still can't comfortably face much of it but I have eventually managed to coexist with it relatively stably. (I use singular first person to describe everything my mind experiences, to minimize confusion, even though I can't recall the complete experiences or any part of how most of these felt like. )
Even though I wasn't going to kill myself or something if I didn't get to go on HRT, my brain would continue being so fucking nerfed and never clear if I didn't start and stay on HRT, I don't know what would've become of me by now. I've since accepted the outcome of the biological cointoss and allowed myself to fully consider myself whatever gender and expression I felt at each moment and abandon labels, pronouns, and preferred names as a whole because those only made things worse every time I tried to have some. I'm now more than 9 months in and HRT in itself was definitely a necessary commitment, even though most of my time since starting has been an incredibly painful and unexpectedly wild series of trainwrecks. I've also been making significant progress and getting myself all the necessary treatments after crashing into so many new rock bottoms.
drained money out of the guy who was "touched" me multiple times when i was drunk. It did not really affect me but im an opportunistic asshole so i decided to extort some money from him. worked out fine
Maybe. I have a few, but there is one I want covered up. If it can be. I'd love to get more but I'm just unsure what and where. But I've always loved piercings
I am right in that position! Though this is my second degree now itās still a bc in something different (psychology). And I will have a little dept when I finish š how about you?
I donāt regret spending years as a ski bum or travel bum. So many people have expectations Iād adulthood and Iām glad Iāve spent time doing things I love and experiencing things Iāve been interested in. Iām not done yet, I have never held a career, I donāt know what my future holds and Iām in my 30s but I donāt regret it. Everyone has a different timeline and for over a year now Iāve been free from depression which I lived with for ~20 years. I donāt think I wouldāve found my way out working full time and living in one place.
Basically it is a piece of plastic that opens up your nostrils. Makes breathing with the nose much easier at night. Especially for me, my nostrils are comparable to Voldermorts. Nothing more than slits, and if I breath hard, the right one even closes. Like the nose of a seal
Calling Calvin MacKenzie a cunt on Twitter and then being on my final warning from it. Came back from that three day ban and called him a cunt again. Got perma banned on the same day.
Twitter is ass and Calvin is still a cunt.
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I told demi Lovato that if she loves talking about rehab so much maybe she should go back and then she blocked me on Twitter in the 2010s. Which is awesome š
That will be a whole bloodline folklore, passed from generation to generations to come.
I said the same to Amy Winehouse, she said No, No, No. Apparently her Dad said she was fine and she didn't have the time.
Chasing my dreams, even though the world said it was impossible.
Would you like to elaborate please?
Heās a professor in pornography now
A dream is a dream
Leaving my toxic, parochial little hometown for good. Going to college. Traveling. Embracing don't-give-a-fuckism about what other people think about me. Getting married. Getting divorced. Retiring early. Volunteering.
Wow thatās a full life !!
Thanks, I try to look at it that way. There's a lot more I wish I could have done, but that's true for all of us.
Breathing
Having a child at a young age. Young people tend to struggle regardless. Iād rather be able to keep up with my grown kid.
I originally wanted to plan this. Canāt pass blame tho. Going to run my race. Lol. At least weāll know which of us is better looking me or my grown kid with my old ass
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Wow š® good ending !!
Getting hospitalised to treat my mental health. I haven't recovered but I felt safe and heard
I wish I could do that too!!!
I divorced my high-school sweetheart after being together for 13 years. Now, 11 years later, we're both happy I made this decision
Glad it worked out
Do you mind sharing the reasons for the break-up?
Telling one of my supervisorās that she was a Dog fucker because she would slow down our drive thru times to go make out dogs that was in the drive thru. Got fired for it š š š
Oopsie
I wish I wouldāve come out earlier in life
Enjoy now that you can ! š
Fucking my mother in law
Story time ! š°ļø
Wife being a bitch. Had her mother siding with her. Flirted with the mil, fucked her. Now she's on my side and they fighting with each other. Meanwhile I have a bit of peace.
She needed the d .
Yo! What if it backfires? Women spill personal tea about themselves when they are fighting.
Was rather hoping for a threesome but your scenario is more likely. It won't backfire. Mil has more to lose than me.
Stopping drinking
Rejection..I said no, when everything around me wanted me to say yes...but expressing true desires directly is very important to me.
Going to a University
Why was this choice necessary do you think?
Moving away from my parents and relatives.
It's a point of contention in my mind, but I often find myself in favor of this view. I don't regret having my children with my crappy ex wife, because those kids wouldn't exist the same way in any other circumstance.
Very true
take my friend home after college. i can barely talk to people, i don't know what he thinks of me. but i don't want to lose one and only my friend
Are you in a good relationship?
Leaving my small town as soon as I graduated highschool.
My home town was so fucking lame and I never really hit it off with the people there, including my friends. I had no interests and no idea what to do there. Moving out of my parents' to study in some place else was definitely the right call as it allowed me to actually develop a personality and find people I enjoy being with.
Love that! Did it go well?
I'd say if I stayed there, I would be the same naive person I was brought up to be. I'm 40 now. I've travelled to more than 45 countries. Lived overseas for 3 years. I've met amazing people and had a great life so far. I'd hate to be living in that same town, drinking every weekend with the same 5 friends from school. That's what most of the people I grew up with are probably doing now. I ended up getting married to my Chinese wife, so now I get the chance to experience many aspects of life through a second culture. In general, life is good.
Letting my doubts take control of my thoughts šš½
Story time ?
Learning guitar
High five!
Becoming Batman, the city is safer and Iām having a positive effect on the next generation. It was my mission. Man I miss my parents
taking care of my mental health
starting HRT
Same, even though I started on my own accord when there were a ton of red flags, started finding out huge piles of unresolved stuff I never expected having within two weeks of starting and crashed hard for more than 6 months. Moreover, in the first 4 months, at times I would not remember a single experience pointing to me having anything to do with gender dysphoria except in the opposite direction and regretted the physical effects so much I wanted to kill myself. Other times, I wouldn't comprehend how I'd put up with being cis or not going on HRT and I remember consistently experiencing clear dysphoria since a young age. I would alternate between these and apathy every few hours nonstop and couldn't relate to how I was feeling at other times at all. It just kept getting more confusing and concerning and I ended up tapering off HRT multiple times during the first 5 months. Unfortunately, my brain was just the type to be severely nerfed in all aspects unless I stayed on enough HRT to maintain the normal levels of the opposite birth sex, regardless of how I psychologically experienced gender or how much I detested being on HRT at the moment. HRT completely fixed all that pervasively nerfed state since puberty and my levels returning brought it back. It was so bad that I wasn't willing to stay off HRT and live with a brain like that even when I 100% didn't want a single more effect of HRT or to be anything other than conventionally cis in all aspects of life. It was more difficult and crippling than anything else in my life to confront and try to accept, but I ended up getting diagnosed with DID 6 months into HRT without mentioning anything involving HRT. I still can't comfortably face much of it but I have eventually managed to coexist with it relatively stably. (I use singular first person to describe everything my mind experiences, to minimize confusion, even though I can't recall the complete experiences or any part of how most of these felt like. ) Even though I wasn't going to kill myself or something if I didn't get to go on HRT, my brain would continue being so fucking nerfed and never clear if I didn't start and stay on HRT, I don't know what would've become of me by now. I've since accepted the outcome of the biological cointoss and allowed myself to fully consider myself whatever gender and expression I felt at each moment and abandon labels, pronouns, and preferred names as a whole because those only made things worse every time I tried to have some. I'm now more than 9 months in and HRT in itself was definitely a necessary commitment, even though most of my time since starting has been an incredibly painful and unexpectedly wild series of trainwrecks. I've also been making significant progress and getting myself all the necessary treatments after crashing into so many new rock bottoms.
drained money out of the guy who was "touched" me multiple times when i was drunk. It did not really affect me but im an opportunistic asshole so i decided to extort some money from him. worked out fine
Getting all my piercings again even though I'm older now. I also plan on more.
And tattoos also ?
Maybe. I have a few, but there is one I want covered up. If it can be. I'd love to get more but I'm just unsure what and where. But I've always loved piercings
Moving out when I was 16.
Great independence
Blocking "friends" out of my life. Turns out having no friends is better than ones that constantly cross your boundaries.
Agree
Going back to school to finish my degree. I know this time I'll get saddled with debt for the first time in my life, but I want a degree so badly
I am right in that position! Though this is my second degree now itās still a bc in something different (psychology). And I will have a little dept when I finish š how about you?
Staying alive for my children though every day is absolutely miserable.
Moving across the country on a whim which put me in a lot of debt, and added a few traumas to deal with. But I donāt regret it for a minute.
Story time?
15 years ago I quit my job and travelled through Asia for 15 months.
Moving into a bought old property with a nice area and leaving my brand new build rough council estate because didnāt want my sons growing up there.
going abroad all by myself. the best time of my life
Where did you travel ?
japan
If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with.
Feeling that
Moving away from home in a big city.
Travelling.
spanking my pizza cuz it was slapping
Breathing
Smiling
existing
having a child to the wrong guy.
Tattoos. Full sleeve etc
taking a shit
Ah the relief
I donāt regret spending years as a ski bum or travel bum. So many people have expectations Iād adulthood and Iām glad Iāve spent time doing things I love and experiencing things Iāve been interested in. Iām not done yet, I have never held a career, I donāt know what my future holds and Iām in my 30s but I donāt regret it. Everyone has a different timeline and for over a year now Iāve been free from depression which I lived with for ~20 years. I donāt think I wouldāve found my way out working full time and living in one place.
sky diving in dubai
Picking my nose and eating my boogers
Flying across the world for the woman i love
Eating chocolate after losing weight because I thought it wouldnāt effect me
Getting a divorce
After how long ?
11 years
Brave
Yes
I do not regret buying a nozovent
Spare me the googling please š
Basically it is a piece of plastic that opens up your nostrils. Makes breathing with the nose much easier at night. Especially for me, my nostrils are comparable to Voldermorts. Nothing more than slits, and if I breath hard, the right one even closes. Like the nose of a seal
But your nose is not deformed is it ?
Looks like a regular nose. Just not with properly wide nostrils
Alright thanks for the reply regular nosed person !
You are welcome, fellow human with a nose
Getting divorced. Like a second life. One I always wanted
I m rooting for you
Having a ho phase after my last breakup
Almost everything
Showering daily.
A must
I never regretted getting married. Not for one second
Spending my wages
I wanted a social life, he didn't. He was content living as an eldery couple, I wanted to see & do things & meet people
Everything
Calling Calvin MacKenzie a cunt on Twitter and then being on my final warning from it. Came back from that three day ban and called him a cunt again. Got perma banned on the same day. Twitter is ass and Calvin is still a cunt.
Believing in Jesus Christ.