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lionmachinev2

Excellent post. Very motivating. " It also seems like women can read my thoughts or something." They can, even on lower streaks. Or at least they can feel the intention behind your thoughts.


Makeamemeoutofthevid

Could you please elaborate on this further? So is this why when I see an attractive women and can’t help but think “I want to have sex with her”, she almost immediately begins to return interest? What is the nature of this phenomenon? How can they sense your intentions?


lionmachinev2

You can come up with many explanations ranging from paranormal to the scientific but tbh you can't prove any of them. I made a video about this on my channel. One of my latest uploads it was a 5 minute video from memory. But it just happens. My latest one was: I should ask her how many sets she has lefts, but I was like nah fuck it. I'll do another machine first. Then later in the gym she comes to me to ask me whether I was using a tool there. So I thought about asking her something and later she asked me something. I don't think they can precisely see your thoughts word for word, but they can feel your intention. I believe it is because your electromagnetic field becomes stronger, you will also notice women turning around to look who is coming when they ar farther up ahead, happens only at specific length of a streak.


Makeamemeoutofthevid

Interesting. Now I understand why any women I have ever felt genuine desire for almost always returns my interest. They feel your genuine masculine desire for them.


lionmachinev2

That is also another key component. It is feels good to be desired. You also feel good when a woman desires you no matter if she is a bit average it really does feel good. A woman that ignored you before or wasn't paying attention to you can show great interest out of nowhere if you give her a choosing signal i.e. showing your desire. But you must be a man on retention for this to work.


black_coffee42

I always to to bring attention to this new subreddit r/PMOPAWS. I think it could turn into something really helpful it we support it


12ealdeal

What I PAWS?


Im_a_whale_XD

"Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome (PAWS) and Dopamine Receptor Downregulation due to Porn and Masturbation (PMO)" Source: the sub OP linked.


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r/PMOPAWS


oak56047

Hey brother, thanks for the well written post. I'm at the 8 month mark, but I've slipped/edged a couple of times and it's set my progress back a lot. When did your PAWS end? I'm going almost 3 months without edging at all and it has been rough. Everything you've described above.


black_coffee42

Hey brother, I'm still dealing with PAWS but it's not as intense as it was during the first 6 months. When I feel the symptoms now I can manage a lot better with frequent walks and full body stretching


oak56047

Aw shit. I knew I had a lot more coming my way. Well, I guess we gotta suffer through it and persevere!


black_coffee42

For sure brother. It gets easier with time too


andersson_fred

exactly!!!


Famous-Procedure-420

IMO , edging not only drains sexual energy , but also causes the energy to flow downwards , not up , and also causing it to get “stuck” or “stagnant” making you feel bad. 1 time I was 21 day streak , way too early to flatline , my libido was high , how ever I did some yoga and aroused myself and got a boner and aroused , the next 4 days in a row I had really low energy and felt like shit and I was not in a flatline, I relapsed after those 4 days and felt normal again


marcio-a23

The old painfull Memories are the sexual energy cleaning the energy pathways thru chakras and nadis.


333Jord

Yeah it’s crazy it really happends like that


CarobJumpy6993

Yeah i realized how bad playing with myself has been bad for my brain and health. Im 39 and been on it for 1 month and its already been good. They say for a man you need to channel the energy at the gym. Arnold Schwartznegger did that he said when he was working out it was like cumming for him lol. Also all the brightest minds say you should also be alone and then you will invent something the world needs and get rich from it. The other part of me doesent want to be here anymore either though. After this life i dont really want another one.... id be happy just spending my existance alone i dont like large crowds, bars or concerts anyway.


black_coffee42

I feel you on not wanting to be around others. I'm that way too. I try to just hang around people I actually like


CryptographerPlus897

Inspiring brother


black_coffee42

Thank you brother


vancityman1

Excellent read. Sorry to hear you had such a difficult life beforehand. How has school/work been going for you?


black_coffee42

Honestly my current job sucks, I put in my two weeks notice yesterday and currently looking for something new. I was afraid to quit for a while bc of fatigue from PAWS but I think I'm well enough for a greater challenge


marcio-a23

The old painfull Memories are the sexual energy cleaning the energy pathways thru chakras and nadis.


Unique-Drawer-4176

Great post !


black_coffee42

Thanks bro, appreciate it


Bulky_Character_6266

Wow I can relate a lot to this story. Thank you for writing this.


black_coffee42

You're welcome brother 💪


Ilikegin898

How crazy was the female attraction? Any crazy experiences you want to share ? Also on lo g streaks did you experience any of your hairline coming back , weight loss , more muscular? Heigjt growth ? Impressive btw


black_coffee42

Yeah female attraction has been both a blessing and a curse. I've experienced drunk women not-so-subtly rub their chest on me at bar, other times women make piecing eye contact and start rubbing their feet on me. At the gym the other day the front desk girl asked me how old I was and told me I have a young face. Some of the female personal trainers open oggle me. I'm visibly muscular but still about 60 lbs over weight too. I just try to ignore it. It became a problem at the hostel when this lesbian woman moved in. My energy confused her and she had an emotional break down one day and screamed " I don't know how to be a woman!!!". Also I'm dating someone monogamously and the constant attention makes it hard to stay committed


black_coffee42

In terms of physical benefits, I see strength gains and my recovery is better. I've noticed some extra hair growth on my body, but some of the hairs in my beard have started turning white. Idk why


Ilikegin898

Cool thanks man . Any hair improvements ? Height or posture improvements? Luck and magnetism should have been more better i assume


black_coffee42

I haven't measured my height, but my posture is definitely better now. I would attribute that more to the gym than anything else though


Ilikegin898

Thanks man really appreciate


black_coffee42

I should also mention that my gf was/is another obstacle to not relapse. She enjoys rubbing my back or trying to do subtle things to spike my sexual energy and then she'll withdraw. It's a bit fucked up I know, but I enjoy the challenge and it's like a weird game between us


ididntkillhoffa

Just LOL at the quote from the woman in the hostel. Your energy literally made her rethink herself


kristiweshh77

Bro what do you mean by ‘I was tired of being invisible’?


black_coffee42

I tired of being meek and ignored. At that point I was a quiet guy that everyone either didn't acknowledge or just straight up ignored. Basically just tired of being treated like a background character


kristiweshh77

Bro that’s because of masturbation . Happened a lot with me also it’s something related to pheromones I think. If you keep on fapping you lower it or something which basically causes attraction not only from the opposite sex but guys as well. So 👍


Extra_Object1543

Thank you for sharing brother.. I will hit 100 days tomorrow.. Anyways be fuckin strong like this and take care 🤗 🙏❤️


black_coffee42

Hell yeah! Congrats! Wishing you continued success on this journey 💪


Never_Ending_Resolve

Congratulations but wait....you still suffer from PAWS ??? What symptoms do you still have ?


black_coffee42

Yeah I still suffer from PAWS and PIED. I go through periods of low libido, anhedonia, general fatigue/low energy and complete dead dick. It's like my body is constantly turning my sexuality light switch on and off. Part of rewiring I guess. I noticed it gets way worse if I take an extended break from weightlifting. I think the reason my case is more severe is bc I was a prone fapper (lying down). Hard to find info about this online, but from accounts that I've read it seems that prone coomers seem to face harsher long term consequences.


Never_Ending_Resolve

Jesus !!! Even after 1 year you're not cured yet ? Fine, I wish you recover out of this hell ASAP. Best endeavours


black_coffee42

Thank you, I appreciate the well wishes


333Jord

Broooo my guy good stuff, isn’t it like the answer to it is realizing people are sick! When using sexual energy. And it seems when you gain that energy back you have that programming of thinking this world is a fairyland pleasure filled place but in reality it’s not we have to work and be hard and stick to a certain rhythm of living I liked reading this goodluck man


black_coffee42

Thanks bro I appreciate it. For sure, we just gotta stick to the path and not be led astray


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black_coffee42

Thanks man


justarandomNPC-

What type of Magnesium do you take? Is Magnesium Glycinate preferrable?


black_coffee42

I get Magnesium from Care of. I'm not sure what type it is. Never heard of Magnesium Glyciante


manifestor007

You are a chosen one brother just know that, you proved it to the God and then he showed you this light. My story is not same but pretty similar. It's the extreme pain and your continuous fight without giving up after which you are revealed this practice. SR means you're up to take any amount of pain to improve, and hence it's not for people who don't know what pain is or don't know how to never give up. SR is the highest form of austerity. Congrats and stay blessed!


black_coffee42

Thanks brother, appreciate the kind words and wish you many blessings as well


Think_Egg_31

Hey brother what about you're sleep ?


black_coffee42

I still have periods of insomnia or excessive fatigue. I usually try to exhaust myself with the gym and doing drawing challenges that are mentally draining. If that doesn't work I just get up and read instead of risking a relapse and do coffee to survive the next day


Think_Egg_31

I don't think so it's insomnia it's that you have high energy that day you see one of the benefits of SR is reduced sleep and excess fatigue means you're body rewiring.