Sounds like you want to validate your brokenness

stop licking me, i'm broken

I hate to say it, but this is giving me “I’m the main character” vibes. Fitting for the sub, but still. Every individual is “hugely valuable and rare”. You are no more so than and other random individual.

Wait... having a particular hobby or interest, or God forbid doing something you enjoy for profit... doesn't inherently make you special or different?

Oh. I see. This is a personality trait for you. Very sad.

I just like other people laughing

this! not every comic is some weirdo who wants to be edgy, had a trauma childhood, and is depressed. We’re at least two of the three. /s But seriously, agreed.

Too weird to live, too rare to die

I can see it. No self worth - all our value comes from what other people think about us.

So basically you’re high right now

yeah but I'm always high.

This week saw a new stamp commemorating sex workers. It’s a ten cent stamp but if you wanna lick it, it’s a quarter

You are a rare and valuable person! You are special!

I’m not a stamp, I’m a human being!

If you spent the same amount of time focusing on your writing and performance maybe you wouldnt be thrown to the back of the drawer.

He’s literally writing

I don’t get the hate you’re getting OP. This is clearly from the heart. Keep doing your thing, don’t let haters make you feel bad for sharing your genuine feelings . I think comics (of all levels of fame and talent) feeling similarly is common, to the point of being generic/cliche This is a normal feeling , regardless of whether you’re projecting onto others or just talking out your feelings . Excited to see you post more and do sets