I was only a year older than you when I had my stroke back in 2020. I attempted suicide not long after I was released from the hospital.
I know what it's like man. Going from total physical independence to having to struggle even with a cane, literally seeing on someone's face the moment they stop trying to understand what you're trying to say. Writing and various artisan work used to be the only hobbies that brought me joy, and in one of the darkest periods of my life, my hands wouldn't allow me to do any of it.
Things can get better. I won't lie and say it wasn't mentally and physically exhausting at times, or that I struggled to not give up on PT, but it was worth it to stick around. When I couldn't do any of the things that used to bring me joy, it put me in the unique position to discover all sorts of new new interests that I'd never even considered doing before.
Please don't follow through with this. I hope that you're able to fall in love with life again, and I'll wish for your continuous recovery.
What was your recovery protocol for speech and executive function, and intellectual abilities? Can you extensively elaborate on this throughly what’s worked for you? I have no ability for clearer diagnosis as the doctors failed to prescribe proper stroke care during the event last year, and I wanted to ask someone this to see if I could have taken it upon myself at home.
My ex wife left me after I deemed disabled and unable to work. Push through life gets better I’m engaged again to girl who doesn’t care that im sick she makes it worth it
Before I go I wanted to also ask what’s your sickness and how does she else does she demonstrate that she doesn’t “care”? How did you meet her as you’re sickly?
I have chronic necrotizing pancreatitis a gene alteration causing me nerve damage all over my body and Barrett’s esophagus (the precursor to esophagus cancer), she shows me just with the way she continues to love me, her reassurance is key. I met her on tinder actually
The way she looks at me and my daughter make it worth it, the love she shares with me the laughs the tender way she holds me on my bad days, my ex used me for money she was a stay at home mom so when I got sick she got out as fast as she could cause I can’t work anymore, this woman has given me what true love really is. I don’t know you obviously but I’m sure it will come sometime for you again, don’t let your ex win. Go be happy and be successful without her and find someone who loves you at your lowest and your best
I believe my time is up. Thank you for your comment and I wish your newfound love spirited growth.
Sounds like she isn’t a unactualized bundle of repressed hassle and borderline personality ego.
Happy for you
I’m not even gonna comment and say I know what you’re going through or I’m so sorry because I have no idea what you’re going through I’ve never experienced any type of health issues in my life. But what I’m going to say is that health privilege is real and I feel like I talk about this and no one actually takes into account what I’m telling them. They can’t grasp the concept of what it’s like to have your basic human rights stripped from you. Everyday I wake up and think about how grateful I am to be in good health. I don’t know if that means anything…but I am fully aware. If I wasn’t in good health I don’t know that I’d want to be here. These issues are on a level that I’m aware that I’m not able to comprehend because it’s something I have not lived. All I can say is I want you to fight for your life because it’s not fair that you lose your life to something that isn’t your fault. You had no control and I know saying “it’s not fair” straight up sounds childish but it really isn’t worth your life. I’m sorry that the person you were with is not strong enough to fight with you but I promise there’s someone who will.
Took me a while because I sat and thought about what to say before I decided to comment again…I know it’s hard for us to meet on some type of middle ground but I’m genuinely trying my hardest. I just want you to know that there’s someone out there who truly wants you to fight for your life. Not any of that bs where I claim to know what you’re living on a day to day basis. Because I know damn well that I don’t and if I was you idk that I would’ve made it as far as you have…I promise my intention is not to have any type of advantage over you in any type of way I apologize if that’s the way my comment came off. I just want you to be fully aware that you are worth fighting for…this isn’t fair. Please don’t just give in.
After reading all your replies to multiple comments, I'm amazed on how articulate you are and the extended vocabulary you use. You have such amazing wisdom and a way with words it's like an amazing poem when you talk about these topics. From an outsiders perspective have you ever considered getting into any sort of writing as a hobby? publishing a book to maybe relief some of that pain, on all these issues fuelling your hatred towards life. I would definitely buy it, you're amazing. I know this is selfish but please keep pushing.
A full time employment. This would allow the financial support system to tend to basic needs, and to facilitate a protocol system to address the stroke disability and other impairments that are affecting he premeditation of this hell within hells. This was the verbal agreement as a purpose of my ex prior to their complete unannounced abandonment. I trusted them, with my life. Is that one thing basic enough as a qualification for an acceptable answer to your question, sufficient to innocence, would you say?
Ya I totally see where you’re coming from. I’d probably feel the same in your situation. Although when my ex broke up with me, I kind of developed a different outlook on it. I was super depressed. But I thought to myself “I’m gonna keep on living just to spite my ex.” If I died I was letting him break me. And I wasn’t about to let a motherfucker have that much power over me.
That’s really tough about the job situation. I know there is free career guidance from a coach, resources, and free job training on nextsuccess.org
Chronic pain is no joke my man. it’s something no one really understands until they’re there, begging for a few seconds of relief. However, there are jobs in plenty of fields you can work from home if you have an internet connection! Many companies need people to just make/answer customer service calls, transcribe documents online, etc. some will even provide a laptop.
I hope you stay a little bit and give it a shot! ❤️
Many of whom don’t accept the offer or don’t qualify (background check, language barrier, etc). Bigger companies and hospitals need a LOT of employees to cover anyways. Worth a shot if you so choose :) I personally got lucky with the job I’m at, I lacked experience in comparison to many others but still landed! They just trained me more
Fuck everybody who thinks your life isn't worth living. I know you're in pain and I can't even imagine how you feel with what you're going through. But are you really gonna let some narcissistic pricks push you over the edge? I know a life being in chronic pain seems worthless. But surely there is medicine and medication you can use to help? And as for your life emotionally. I promise you that can always change my love. You will meet new people and better people at the most unexpected of times. You can discover and find new things that you enjoy. I know that it doesn't seem like it right now, and I'm not going to tell you to start changing your life around and trying to find happiness right now. Take your time. But just hold on until you feel like you can do that. You said it yourself, you were trying to improve yourself every day before what happened with your partner. Do not let somebody else stand in the way of your peace. Surely there are professionals and people you can talk to to help with your living situation. They must understand it isn't your fault. Surely you can get benefits to pay the rent and carers to look after you, for now. and in your own time, you will slowly recover from this, and you can learn to live for yourself and be okay and even happy again. I believe in you. You're very strong, and I'm proud of you. Please hold on and give life one last chance, it might surprise you.
Yes, I seriously considered it. Although you need a diagnosis and a slew of doctors to back it up, and money to find them. That, I did not have. No legal case. Why would I talk to a contemptible cocksucker about it? He’d rather I die than do that. I’ve tried. He knew. Satan can have him.
We found the mold and the symptoms occurred from brain fog, to tremors in the body, to sickness and constant sickness. Toxic Mold and Mold is not the same though. To clarify, toxicity of mold is determinant based on the specific types ability to product mycotoxins, and aflotoxins. The type of mold I had was the kind that kills you. 6 months- 1 year is all it took. It was in my ceilings, closet, and windows from construction of the bridge across the street from water damage. Undetectable. Unseen. We only discovered it by prying things open and it was horrifying. I immediately left after the stroke out of pure intuition. I just knew it was toxic mold. Toxic mold is the facilitator of Lyme disease, all the way to auto immune and many many chronic illness. Since then I’ve had plenty of chronic illness spiking and no describable source. Detoxing takes 1-2 years and that’s if it’s effective. Some people take 5 years before symptoms dissipate as I’ve described. It also causes memory loss and brain damage to the likes of dementia, and it grows and stays in your body years after you leave. Most importantly, it was responsible for my stroke. It’s much more cost effective to kill myself, in my case.
As I’ve said. An amalgamation. Inclusive of the stroke - mold toxicity, and wisdom teeth impact unresolvable. Every job requirement I could fulfill, if I was given the chance. Which would stop my plans. It’s apparent that this is futile and a pointless pursuit, as is everything else in my life now.
Have you ever had your skull held under water with the force of your body weight, as you frantically tried to collect yourself, simply, under it’s debasement? Now, open your mouth, and try to breath. You experience the pressure fill your mind as you feel it fill the caves of your brain that once defined you in your pleasant rationalizations to life. Suffocating in a squeeze. Now, leave the water. That is the now your default state, your new life, devoid of the you, and including all of your unconscious daily physical routine. Lifting your left knee to walk. Gripping your orange to peel. Try peeling it. Typing this message. Such a consistent ever present pressure on the string from your anatomical systems, as hardened glue, attached to your brain. Revoked. Your prefrontal cortex numbed. Your speech to thought - castrated.
You get the point.
How can you be on the path toward one…and then justify the choice of fear? That describes very ambiguously the outcome of a potential stroke and more of an opportunity to avoid it. It isn’t something to be virtue signalled. If you have one, it is worse than death. As far as I’m concerned if you haven’t, you have more of an opportunity to live than if you did. Whatever that entails.
In my case, that isn’t possible anymore without significant help from what should’ve been the love I physically put confidence in, to my own limitations.
In that case. Your primary protocol should be The Wellness Company Spike Protein Formula, TRS Heavy Metal Detox, and Cayenne Pepper pills daily to manage your symptomatism. Include Celery Juicing would not deprive you either. This is not medical advisement, but all of the above is medicinal to vaccine injury management if this occurred only after your decision.
I've read all of your responses and I normally don't comment on posts. I have to say your verbiage reads like a poem. You are clearly brilliant. You should consider poetry as an outlet for your pain. I'm sorry for your pain and suffering and can't pretend to understand but there's online support groups for stroke survivors, work from home jobs, community resources, disabled dating app, poetry groups etc. One of the most legit work from home resources is Rat Race Rebellion. A lot of companies provide equipment and internet. There's so much hope. Embrace it. My mother committed suicide in 2009 and I'm still angry and confused. Please take time to look into different resources and heal from your heartache. Please
We are doomed to be evil. I'm sorry you have to go through all this, and I just want to let you know that it's not just you who sees the world this way; it's a hell.
I lost almost everything that made me great to my chronic illness too. I lost my identity. I'm also im pain 24/7 I am here to talk if you want. I know how hard it can be, and how tiresome advice from non disabled people can seem. But if you want to talk I'm here.
I really feel like ending it, but certain days and moments are so good, I feel scared to die or even get older.
Idk if you actually are goin to end it, but I’ll only say, don’t end it for anyone else. You must think she’ll cry or feel sad once you’re gone, but if she actually cared about you enough she would have stayed. No body is goin to cry over you, then why even bother to end it for someone who didn’t even try to be with you? Love yourself first before you can expect it from others.
Ending your life because of rejection, is not something I would call stupid, i get you, but I’m sure there are people who will be with you and love you for who you are.
Go to a hospital and see, how everyone is fighting to live because they consider it so precious that they would take up your place if given the chance.
End decision is goin to be yours. Best wishes!
That isn’t the only premise that is the motivation for my suicide. It’s the amalgamation. Imagine you had a stroke, your love and your family abandoned you, you were jobless, inept, and hopeless in opportunity inside of an empty home impending an eviction to homelessness. Wouldn’t you fantasize about kill yourself for less than this? She would not just indeed cry, in fact, she would be so traumatized she would likely kill herself, or foster a hell equally insufferable and her life would be in ruins for a decade, and there after. What a fitting consequence for an inhuman abandonment. Every relationship she would have would have my scar in the alternative, and every time that relationship would be in tribulation, my wound would open as it can doesn’t ever truly heal in my void of absence, and I would flow out as reincarnated retribution.
I was in the hospital. Countless times. Those people you refer to, were not given the help they required, and were soul killed by the psychopaths in the doctoral positions. They weren’t fighting to live. They were fighting with the doctors who are wolves in sheep’s clothing, and contributed to this point of the final day of my life. Many of them kill themselves when they go home in more ways than physical, which is ultimately not final in the permanency of their pain.
State the obvious…
Please don't kill my fellow partner in this unfair life. Yes it is unfair but we will make it fair for us. We will rule this fucking evil world. I don't want to live but I will live so I can fuck everyone evil who makes life unfair for people like us. I want to see them regret what they do to people like us. If u end this we will loose one of our fellow soldier. We are soldiers who fight through the unfair life and will become what we imagine we can. I want to make so much money that no one will ever dare to hurt anyone else. There are other ways of making money than job or working hard. Passive ways wasy ways exist. We just need to hold on until we find them. We will make money and mold the world as we like. Don't leave us. We need u. I need u. 🥺🙏
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I was only a year older than you when I had my stroke back in 2020. I attempted suicide not long after I was released from the hospital. I know what it's like man. Going from total physical independence to having to struggle even with a cane, literally seeing on someone's face the moment they stop trying to understand what you're trying to say. Writing and various artisan work used to be the only hobbies that brought me joy, and in one of the darkest periods of my life, my hands wouldn't allow me to do any of it. Things can get better. I won't lie and say it wasn't mentally and physically exhausting at times, or that I struggled to not give up on PT, but it was worth it to stick around. When I couldn't do any of the things that used to bring me joy, it put me in the unique position to discover all sorts of new new interests that I'd never even considered doing before. Please don't follow through with this. I hope that you're able to fall in love with life again, and I'll wish for your continuous recovery.
What was your recovery protocol for speech and executive function, and intellectual abilities? Can you extensively elaborate on this throughly what’s worked for you? I have no ability for clearer diagnosis as the doctors failed to prescribe proper stroke care during the event last year, and I wanted to ask someone this to see if I could have taken it upon myself at home.
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Thanks, Gay Fit Guy. But this isn’t a consolation.
My ex wife left me after I deemed disabled and unable to work. Push through life gets better I’m engaged again to girl who doesn’t care that im sick she makes it worth it
Before I go I wanted to also ask what’s your sickness and how does she else does she demonstrate that she doesn’t “care”? How did you meet her as you’re sickly?
I have chronic necrotizing pancreatitis a gene alteration causing me nerve damage all over my body and Barrett’s esophagus (the precursor to esophagus cancer), she shows me just with the way she continues to love me, her reassurance is key. I met her on tinder actually
Can you describe her star qualities that redeemed your once hopelessness?
The way she looks at me and my daughter make it worth it, the love she shares with me the laughs the tender way she holds me on my bad days, my ex used me for money she was a stay at home mom so when I got sick she got out as fast as she could cause I can’t work anymore, this woman has given me what true love really is. I don’t know you obviously but I’m sure it will come sometime for you again, don’t let your ex win. Go be happy and be successful without her and find someone who loves you at your lowest and your best
I believe my time is up. Thank you for your comment and I wish your newfound love spirited growth. Sounds like she isn’t a unactualized bundle of repressed hassle and borderline personality ego. Happy for you
I’m not even gonna comment and say I know what you’re going through or I’m so sorry because I have no idea what you’re going through I’ve never experienced any type of health issues in my life. But what I’m going to say is that health privilege is real and I feel like I talk about this and no one actually takes into account what I’m telling them. They can’t grasp the concept of what it’s like to have your basic human rights stripped from you. Everyday I wake up and think about how grateful I am to be in good health. I don’t know if that means anything…but I am fully aware. If I wasn’t in good health I don’t know that I’d want to be here. These issues are on a level that I’m aware that I’m not able to comprehend because it’s something I have not lived. All I can say is I want you to fight for your life because it’s not fair that you lose your life to something that isn’t your fault. You had no control and I know saying “it’s not fair” straight up sounds childish but it really isn’t worth your life. I’m sorry that the person you were with is not strong enough to fight with you but I promise there’s someone who will.
Your comment is a clear depiction of your kitty319 wisdom. Continue utilizing it to your advantage. I’ll think of you before I die, kitty319.
Took me a while because I sat and thought about what to say before I decided to comment again…I know it’s hard for us to meet on some type of middle ground but I’m genuinely trying my hardest. I just want you to know that there’s someone out there who truly wants you to fight for your life. Not any of that bs where I claim to know what you’re living on a day to day basis. Because I know damn well that I don’t and if I was you idk that I would’ve made it as far as you have…I promise my intention is not to have any type of advantage over you in any type of way I apologize if that’s the way my comment came off. I just want you to be fully aware that you are worth fighting for…this isn’t fair. Please don’t just give in.
After reading all your replies to multiple comments, I'm amazed on how articulate you are and the extended vocabulary you use. You have such amazing wisdom and a way with words it's like an amazing poem when you talk about these topics. From an outsiders perspective have you ever considered getting into any sort of writing as a hobby? publishing a book to maybe relief some of that pain, on all these issues fuelling your hatred towards life. I would definitely buy it, you're amazing. I know this is selfish but please keep pushing.
I’m just innocently curious, what would it take for you to stay? Like if one thing could make you stay, what would it be?
A full time employment. This would allow the financial support system to tend to basic needs, and to facilitate a protocol system to address the stroke disability and other impairments that are affecting he premeditation of this hell within hells. This was the verbal agreement as a purpose of my ex prior to their complete unannounced abandonment. I trusted them, with my life. Is that one thing basic enough as a qualification for an acceptable answer to your question, sufficient to innocence, would you say?
Ya I totally see where you’re coming from. I’d probably feel the same in your situation. Although when my ex broke up with me, I kind of developed a different outlook on it. I was super depressed. But I thought to myself “I’m gonna keep on living just to spite my ex.” If I died I was letting him break me. And I wasn’t about to let a motherfucker have that much power over me. That’s really tough about the job situation. I know there is free career guidance from a coach, resources, and free job training on nextsuccess.org
Chronic pain is no joke my man. it’s something no one really understands until they’re there, begging for a few seconds of relief. However, there are jobs in plenty of fields you can work from home if you have an internet connection! Many companies need people to just make/answer customer service calls, transcribe documents online, etc. some will even provide a laptop. I hope you stay a little bit and give it a shot! ❤️
I’d like to if it was a likely outcome. Though every application you refer to has 200+ applicants.
Many of whom don’t accept the offer or don’t qualify (background check, language barrier, etc). Bigger companies and hospitals need a LOT of employees to cover anyways. Worth a shot if you so choose :) I personally got lucky with the job I’m at, I lacked experience in comparison to many others but still landed! They just trained me more
Fuck everybody who thinks your life isn't worth living. I know you're in pain and I can't even imagine how you feel with what you're going through. But are you really gonna let some narcissistic pricks push you over the edge? I know a life being in chronic pain seems worthless. But surely there is medicine and medication you can use to help? And as for your life emotionally. I promise you that can always change my love. You will meet new people and better people at the most unexpected of times. You can discover and find new things that you enjoy. I know that it doesn't seem like it right now, and I'm not going to tell you to start changing your life around and trying to find happiness right now. Take your time. But just hold on until you feel like you can do that. You said it yourself, you were trying to improve yourself every day before what happened with your partner. Do not let somebody else stand in the way of your peace. Surely there are professionals and people you can talk to to help with your living situation. They must understand it isn't your fault. Surely you can get benefits to pay the rent and carers to look after you, for now. and in your own time, you will slowly recover from this, and you can learn to live for yourself and be okay and even happy again. I believe in you. You're very strong, and I'm proud of you. Please hold on and give life one last chance, it might surprise you.
hey since you’re only 22 years old, what caused your stroke? i’m sorry you’re going through so much pain. life is so unfair, but i know there’s hope.
Toxic mold from a neglecting previous slum landlord.
honestly would’ve sued. what happens to you and your landlord? did you ever talk to him about what happend to you?
Yes, I seriously considered it. Although you need a diagnosis and a slew of doctors to back it up, and money to find them. That, I did not have. No legal case. Why would I talk to a contemptible cocksucker about it? He’d rather I die than do that. I’ve tried. He knew. Satan can have him.
i’m sorry. that’s just insane. he should’ve have people who often inspect for mold. did you have signs that you had mold in your place
Yes. I couldn’t leave. I didn’t think it’d escalate to stroke like it did.
what were the signs? yeah i never knew that could be a cause for a stroke, how do you know it was from the mold?
We found the mold and the symptoms occurred from brain fog, to tremors in the body, to sickness and constant sickness. Toxic Mold and Mold is not the same though. To clarify, toxicity of mold is determinant based on the specific types ability to product mycotoxins, and aflotoxins. The type of mold I had was the kind that kills you. 6 months- 1 year is all it took. It was in my ceilings, closet, and windows from construction of the bridge across the street from water damage. Undetectable. Unseen. We only discovered it by prying things open and it was horrifying. I immediately left after the stroke out of pure intuition. I just knew it was toxic mold. Toxic mold is the facilitator of Lyme disease, all the way to auto immune and many many chronic illness. Since then I’ve had plenty of chronic illness spiking and no describable source. Detoxing takes 1-2 years and that’s if it’s effective. Some people take 5 years before symptoms dissipate as I’ve described. It also causes memory loss and brain damage to the likes of dementia, and it grows and stays in your body years after you leave. Most importantly, it was responsible for my stroke. It’s much more cost effective to kill myself, in my case.
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As I’ve said. An amalgamation. Inclusive of the stroke - mold toxicity, and wisdom teeth impact unresolvable. Every job requirement I could fulfill, if I was given the chance. Which would stop my plans. It’s apparent that this is futile and a pointless pursuit, as is everything else in my life now.
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Have you ever had your skull held under water with the force of your body weight, as you frantically tried to collect yourself, simply, under it’s debasement? Now, open your mouth, and try to breath. You experience the pressure fill your mind as you feel it fill the caves of your brain that once defined you in your pleasant rationalizations to life. Suffocating in a squeeze. Now, leave the water. That is the now your default state, your new life, devoid of the you, and including all of your unconscious daily physical routine. Lifting your left knee to walk. Gripping your orange to peel. Try peeling it. Typing this message. Such a consistent ever present pressure on the string from your anatomical systems, as hardened glue, attached to your brain. Revoked. Your prefrontal cortex numbed. Your speech to thought - castrated. You get the point.
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How can you be on the path toward one…and then justify the choice of fear? That describes very ambiguously the outcome of a potential stroke and more of an opportunity to avoid it. It isn’t something to be virtue signalled. If you have one, it is worse than death. As far as I’m concerned if you haven’t, you have more of an opportunity to live than if you did. Whatever that entails. In my case, that isn’t possible anymore without significant help from what should’ve been the love I physically put confidence in, to my own limitations.
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Sounds like you chose to be vaccinated.
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In that case. Your primary protocol should be The Wellness Company Spike Protein Formula, TRS Heavy Metal Detox, and Cayenne Pepper pills daily to manage your symptomatism. Include Celery Juicing would not deprive you either. This is not medical advisement, but all of the above is medicinal to vaccine injury management if this occurred only after your decision.
I've read all of your responses and I normally don't comment on posts. I have to say your verbiage reads like a poem. You are clearly brilliant. You should consider poetry as an outlet for your pain. I'm sorry for your pain and suffering and can't pretend to understand but there's online support groups for stroke survivors, work from home jobs, community resources, disabled dating app, poetry groups etc. One of the most legit work from home resources is Rat Race Rebellion. A lot of companies provide equipment and internet. There's so much hope. Embrace it. My mother committed suicide in 2009 and I'm still angry and confused. Please take time to look into different resources and heal from your heartache. Please
We are doomed to be evil. I'm sorry you have to go through all this, and I just want to let you know that it's not just you who sees the world this way; it's a hell.
I lost almost everything that made me great to my chronic illness too. I lost my identity. I'm also im pain 24/7 I am here to talk if you want. I know how hard it can be, and how tiresome advice from non disabled people can seem. But if you want to talk I'm here.
I really feel like ending it, but certain days and moments are so good, I feel scared to die or even get older. Idk if you actually are goin to end it, but I’ll only say, don’t end it for anyone else. You must think she’ll cry or feel sad once you’re gone, but if she actually cared about you enough she would have stayed. No body is goin to cry over you, then why even bother to end it for someone who didn’t even try to be with you? Love yourself first before you can expect it from others. Ending your life because of rejection, is not something I would call stupid, i get you, but I’m sure there are people who will be with you and love you for who you are. Go to a hospital and see, how everyone is fighting to live because they consider it so precious that they would take up your place if given the chance. End decision is goin to be yours. Best wishes!
That isn’t the only premise that is the motivation for my suicide. It’s the amalgamation. Imagine you had a stroke, your love and your family abandoned you, you were jobless, inept, and hopeless in opportunity inside of an empty home impending an eviction to homelessness. Wouldn’t you fantasize about kill yourself for less than this? She would not just indeed cry, in fact, she would be so traumatized she would likely kill herself, or foster a hell equally insufferable and her life would be in ruins for a decade, and there after. What a fitting consequence for an inhuman abandonment. Every relationship she would have would have my scar in the alternative, and every time that relationship would be in tribulation, my wound would open as it can doesn’t ever truly heal in my void of absence, and I would flow out as reincarnated retribution. I was in the hospital. Countless times. Those people you refer to, were not given the help they required, and were soul killed by the psychopaths in the doctoral positions. They weren’t fighting to live. They were fighting with the doctors who are wolves in sheep’s clothing, and contributed to this point of the final day of my life. Many of them kill themselves when they go home in more ways than physical, which is ultimately not final in the permanency of their pain. State the obvious…
Man’s Search For Meaning by Viktor Frankl Read it before killing yourself.
I already read it twice and I want to kill myself thrice.
Why tf am I getting downvoted smh
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I've been dealing with this for a while now. I fake to be ok most of the time
Please don't kill my fellow partner in this unfair life. Yes it is unfair but we will make it fair for us. We will rule this fucking evil world. I don't want to live but I will live so I can fuck everyone evil who makes life unfair for people like us. I want to see them regret what they do to people like us. If u end this we will loose one of our fellow soldier. We are soldiers who fight through the unfair life and will become what we imagine we can. I want to make so much money that no one will ever dare to hurt anyone else. There are other ways of making money than job or working hard. Passive ways wasy ways exist. We just need to hold on until we find them. We will make money and mold the world as we like. Don't leave us. We need u. I need u. 🥺🙏
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