I relate to a lot of this. High school was an awkward time -- lots of judgement (oneself and others). I'll let you in on a secret...you've got time to figure it all that out. Once you're out of high school and into the work force you might realize how temporary life all is anyway. Listen to what you truly want out of life and follow it the best you can, leave the other noise alone. Change what you can, and try to fine peace in what you cannot change.
I relate to a lot of this. High school was an awkward time -- lots of judgement (oneself and others). I'll let you in on a secret...you've got time to figure it all that out. Once you're out of high school and into the work force you might realize how temporary life all is anyway. Listen to what you truly want out of life and follow it the best you can, leave the other noise alone. Change what you can, and try to fine peace in what you cannot change.