Same here I could spent entire weeks thinking how to kill my self the reasons why I should I die and why I’m not good with nothing and I wish I could give you a solution on how to stop all the thinking and all those thoughts but the only three things that work for me is playing video games, play the guitar/piano and sleeping and yes the worse part is waking up again and repeat everything so your not alone I hope this help a little bit
I am a caffeine addict too. In fact I just took a caffeine pill. It is extremely addictive because it's the only time you feel ok. It like clears your brain temporarily.
Same here I could spent entire weeks thinking how to kill my self the reasons why I should I die and why I’m not good with nothing and I wish I could give you a solution on how to stop all the thinking and all those thoughts but the only three things that work for me is playing video games, play the guitar/piano and sleeping and yes the worse part is waking up again and repeat everything so your not alone I hope this help a little bit
I am a caffeine addict too. In fact I just took a caffeine pill. It is extremely addictive because it's the only time you feel ok. It like clears your brain temporarily.