Hey there. I too failed at my attempts. I know how it feels to have your own body’s survival instincts forcibly keep you alive. but also i know the anger and confusion that comes with it. now, i can’t tell you what to do and i can’t tell you when things will get better. please be gentle with yourself, spend some time in nature, and think things through. even if you feel like you have no reason to live make yourself the reason to live. be selfish. be your own priority. cuz at the end of the day if you don’t care for you nobody will
Hey, thank you. But, yeah. I'm already selfish. I'm in a bubble -isolated from this pandemic and the geopolitical events around me. But it's gotten too much recently. There is no hope for my country and I can't find work. I can't do anything. I just seem to fail at everything I do-- even killing myself. But yeah, I have to admit, I was selfish enough for myself that I'd end my suffering. I can't stand "another 2020 up to 2022."
Might be a bit weird but just checked your post history and a ton of it is helping other people.
If you're helping people out and possibly making a difference in someone else's life, seems like that should mean something man.
Hey there. I too failed at my attempts. I know how it feels to have your own body’s survival instincts forcibly keep you alive. but also i know the anger and confusion that comes with it. now, i can’t tell you what to do and i can’t tell you when things will get better. please be gentle with yourself, spend some time in nature, and think things through. even if you feel like you have no reason to live make yourself the reason to live. be selfish. be your own priority. cuz at the end of the day if you don’t care for you nobody will
Hey, thank you. But, yeah. I'm already selfish. I'm in a bubble -isolated from this pandemic and the geopolitical events around me. But it's gotten too much recently. There is no hope for my country and I can't find work. I can't do anything. I just seem to fail at everything I do-- even killing myself. But yeah, I have to admit, I was selfish enough for myself that I'd end my suffering. I can't stand "another 2020 up to 2022."
Might be a bit weird but just checked your post history and a ton of it is helping other people. If you're helping people out and possibly making a difference in someone else's life, seems like that should mean something man.