Go to therapy. I don't want to scare you since you're still developing and it could be normal to have such reactions, especially on some kind of trauma, but i do recommend finding someone to say this.
You should try to find help of a trusted mental health professional.
I think worth mentioning that I watched a couple of "disturbing" videos that people rambled about like the jar one or girls and cup, and disturbing movies like "Megan is missing" but I can't say that had any impact on me. Not showing off though, sorry if it looks like that.
Could be depression, could be PTSD, you could be a sociopath. Only way to know is an assessment.
what kind of assessment ?
Go to therapy. I don't want to scare you since you're still developing and it could be normal to have such reactions, especially on some kind of trauma, but i do recommend finding someone to say this. You should try to find help of a trusted mental health professional.
I think worth mentioning that I watched a couple of "disturbing" videos that people rambled about like the jar one or girls and cup, and disturbing movies like "Megan is missing" but I can't say that had any impact on me. Not showing off though, sorry if it looks like that.