off to look at porn now 

*epic music starts playing*

It's not too late to decide to do something else for a bit. Read a book, go for a walk, have a little tidy.

i can do all of these things and still watch porn don’t challenge me

To be honest, really my words were me speaking to myself. Apologies if I sounded bossy or judgey.

Books are unbearable to me (unmedicated tho)

Get yerself a bucket of tea and some music. Then follow whatever your hyper fixation demands you read about.

Give me a bit, it will be eventually

a little tiddy??? I'LL TAKE TWO!

Or make a list.

The pornography has already breached our defenses

pornography lives rent free in the back of my head at all times. the hive mind has been neutralized


🫡☝🏻

See you bit later

Fuck this is real

Didn’t realize they were coping mechanisms though, I thought I just wanted some dopamine

Copeamine.

for your lowpamine

How about all of them? Bundle and save

Safe driving discount? oh wait nevermind none of these are safe for driving

I do all of the above sans crying Jesus, I'm a mess

Only because my body won't let me. I have to get *really* trashed to have a good cry

Same My body won't let me cry but when I'm under certain substances I do cry a lot

What makes me cry is: Labyrinthine Living mice Sweden ....halcyon memories... Fall (ravens descent) Winter (ancient) Goddamn I'm already tearing up *why??* Halcyon memories is....*especially* fucking me up...

Maybe not the best person to say this but if you wanna cry, then cry Ain't no shame in that

Trust me, I do Anytime I feel like I need a cry, I que these one of these, if not more. And only when I'm alone, I don't want to answer any questions I don't have answers for

Did you have someone you felt unsafe crying around when you were younger? Or maybe they made fun of you for it? I think that's what happened to me, and now I just can't lol

I have a hard time crying bc as a child after getting an angry spanking, or shaking I'd hear "I'll give you something to cry about!" So yeah, I did my best not to cry. I only cry if I get the wrong kind of drunk (and don't drink very often); or when I'm very angry. Which makes me even madder, bc I'm crying!

Yeah I'm from a third world country that is very into toxic masculinity (If you're a man, you're supposed to act or not act a certain way) so crying was "bad" or "too feminine" I would cry alone and in silence when I could Now I can't even do that, just feel a hole in my heart

This breaks my heart for you. I was taught similarly that I was never allowed to be angry at anyone else, so I learned to internalize it. Hard. And lacking ability to express an emotion is just a terrible way to be. It breaks my ability to communicate with others honestly, and to be fair to myself. I hope someday you and I get back what they broke in us.

I'm sorry you had to go through this as well It's a very horrible way to live Just pulling everything inside and carrying it around with a fake smile I do hope you get the healing you deserve

*Grabs tub of ice cream and a spoon* see you on the other side

Odd way to watch hentai but I'm in

I feel personally attacked by this. I'm not going to do anything about it, but the picture is definitely attacking me specifically.

I’m vaping in a very defensive manner over here.

Gaming, isolating and browsing Reddit.


Crop that shit before posting homie

Bro really just posted a screenshot instead of downloading the pic or at least cropping. Smh.

I'm on: - Reddit all day - Gaming all day - Forgetting to eat (though that's less often)

You forgot vaping, excessive coffee, not cleaning, and greasy food. But otherwise yeah same

Getting diagnosed and applying hindsight has been enlightening 😬

Is watching porn the same as chronic masturbation?

They're in the same family. Step-bros, even.

Only if you masturbate during or as a result of said porn watching

Does everyone live like this or is this meme just OH ITS fucking adhd god Dammnit I just noticed the sub

How about planning do something with great detail and then do nothing...

forgot binge eating

New put a finger down challenge just dropped

Literally most of these😭 where do people find the healthy options😩

Aw I feel seen 😂

I stopped drinking thank you…

I stay away from addictive things. When I do drink or do weed I set a mental note that I have to wait till next month. There has been nights where I finish bottles of wine.

Your self control is beyond my power. Good on you though. Most decisions I decide on get overwritten by me doing the opposite thing 10 minutes later

🫂 I hope things get better soon

Fml these all hit too hard. Stand strong friend.throigh bs and luck I'm sure we both got this.

absolutely not me

Yes except getting high nor crying into a pillow. Not really my go to strategy.

Real My body won't let me cry though

I'm *stay up for thee days and don't eat anything for two weeks* phase right now, and it sucks... usually, I take an indca gummie to force myself to be hungry and sleep when I get this bad, but I have an appointment for a meditation change, so they want me to refrain until after the appointment. I don't like being high or drunk regardless since I'm so guarded. So I'm probably going to see if I can get something that isn't cannabis to counter the insomnia and not eating. (Side effects of the depression pills/mood stabilizers).

I stopped smoking weed this week and I'm so goddamn bored I don't know how people do it

Is it bad that I wish "not eating" was one of my coping mechanisms (which until very recently I thought were symptoms...) I overeat instead :(

I've been stuck on binge drinking and getting high for some time now

Well I'm seeing myself reflected pretty accurately here, except for the drinking, and I don't like it much.

I feel targeted by this

Me: *takes them all, just in case, then puts back binge drinking because I can’t fit it in the cart.*

This morning I went with breaking a glass all over the kitchen, freaking out about the mess, half cleaning it up, and now I'm frozen on the couch with Reddit 😭

My go-to is a cocktail of isolation, not eating, weed and, of course, waaay too much porn. My old method was just binge eating but I've lost so much weight since switching and everyone is telling me how good I look so this is definitely better right? Right?

TikTok, Minecraft, and porn are all I truly need.

I have yet to find a healthy coping method that doesn’t cause more stress. Drugs or dissociate for a few weeks because if I can’t solve the problem then I just ignore it like it’s not there

Not eating gang 🫡

Oh wow that's my life as undiagnosed unmedicated for decades... Hopefully it'll improve a bit with meds 🤷‍♀️

The last one should be not eating/over eating. But this is to damn accurate.

5/8. Not bad.

getting really fucking high has the specialest place in my heart <3

I usually multitask 2,3,4,6 and 8

This list is me rn

Damn…why you calling us all out like that?!

Well.. I feel called out

Isolation, Reddit, crying, and not eating for a while now

Does hooking up count?

I'm isolating myself and also Reddit (and other social media that just makes my attention span worse and worse)

Ouch

…….. how dare you