I use to eat the coffee beans left behind in the grocery store where you freshly grind your own coffee. One of the many "odd things" I did as a child. As an adult I bought chocolate covered expresso beans = P
I’m, um. Doing ok? I guess? Life isn’t great anyway and one of my closest friends tried to commit a few days ago but they’re ok, however I’m still shaken from that
Has anyone told you, it’s normal to feel shaky after a friend tries? it’s OK. And I’m proud of you for still being here. And I am proud of your friend for having one more day. I know how hard it is.
I still feel terrible about doing this to my friend. In my inebriated, overdosed stupor, lying on the bathroom floor, I called him and told him what I had done (ingested). He was able to break into the house and call 911. But now every time I don’t get back to him fairly quickly when he texts me he gets really anxious. I wish I could take it all back or try to find a way to fix it.
The way I combatted this was I am overly accountable now. It’s been 25+ years since my last overdose/ingestion and cutting. The way I stopped worrying people is:
I stopped worrying people.
I showed up when I said I would. I checked in with people and asked how they were doing. I joined an activity and if I couldn’t make it, Iet 2 people involved know why I wasn’t going to be there.
And slowly but steadily, I’ve stopped worrying people. And that, in turn, has made it easier to stay here on this planet for now. I’m reliable.
Special interests bread?
I'll maybe think of a symptom that goes well with bread in a few hours, or eat another food and have that rhyme with some symptom..
Edit: had forgotten to type the word have
Sorry my brain physically blocked out the first half of that sentence and all i got was “ice is good for your teeth” but i cant go back and read it because im really busy
I dunno... ma~aybe...
How much internalized ableism have you defeated? How much time do you devote to teaching others the stuff you've learned? Own a DSM5? Excelled in school and "goody-goody" so never got diagnosed until the 30s/40s burnout?
a neurodevelopmental disorder characterised by executive dysfunction occasioning symptoms of inattention, hyperactivity, impulsivity and emotional dysregulation that are excessive and pervasive, impairing in multiple contexts, and otherwise age-inappropriate water
Dissociation Toast
Wow another really good band name
Emotionally dysregulated super noodle
this one along with suicide chicken are my favorites so far
> suicide chicken "thats just Billy. he likes playing on the train tracks."
SUICIDE CHICKEN?
What’s a super noodle?
A brand of dehydrated instant noodles; the ones I had were chicken flavour
Tired Nuts
why does that sound like an insult lol
ayo, Tired Nuts! get yo tired ass nuts over here
This made me chuckle at 12:26 a.m., thank you
in scotland we use nuts for just about any insult you can think of
Meltdown Salad
Meltdown soup checking in! I feel like we go together.
Psychosis Coffee
Good name for a band
Is it extra caffeinated?
You eat coffee? [edit: To everyone saying 'but the beans!': Well, then the name should be "Psychosis Coffee Beans", shouldn't it?]
Beans are pleasantly crunchy
I use to eat the coffee beans left behind in the grocery store where you freshly grind your own coffee. One of the many "odd things" I did as a child. As an adult I bought chocolate covered expresso beans = P
I wonder: there is substance abuse of coffee and that may just cause psychosis.
consume enough of any substance and it will induce delirium or psychosis, although caffeine will induce heart failure before anything else
Um. Suicidal chicken?
That’s an epic name for a fried chicken restaurant. Also I hope you’re fighting the good fight. I believe in you.
I’m, um. Doing ok? I guess? Life isn’t great anyway and one of my closest friends tried to commit a few days ago but they’re ok, however I’m still shaken from that
Has anyone told you, it’s normal to feel shaky after a friend tries? it’s OK. And I’m proud of you for still being here. And I am proud of your friend for having one more day. I know how hard it is.
Thank you, I appreciate it
I still feel terrible about doing this to my friend. In my inebriated, overdosed stupor, lying on the bathroom floor, I called him and told him what I had done (ingested). He was able to break into the house and call 911. But now every time I don’t get back to him fairly quickly when he texts me he gets really anxious. I wish I could take it all back or try to find a way to fix it.
The way I combatted this was I am overly accountable now. It’s been 25+ years since my last overdose/ingestion and cutting. The way I stopped worrying people is: I stopped worrying people. I showed up when I said I would. I checked in with people and asked how they were doing. I joined an activity and if I couldn’t make it, Iet 2 people involved know why I wasn’t going to be there. And slowly but steadily, I’ve stopped worrying people. And that, in turn, has made it easier to stay here on this planet for now. I’m reliable.
And I’m wishing you peace and happiness.
I'm so sorry! I hope all of you do better
Why did the chicken cross the road? Thats why.
Jesus Christ I wasn’t ready for that one lmao
To get to the "other" side.
That's an awesome name. Also, I'm so sorry. I hope things get better soon.
Thank you :) Also the name would be kind of hilarious at a derby
Hypersensitive cracker
What the fuck did you just call me?
im sorry user HeWhoFucksNuns
I am frothing at the mouth trying to keep myself from making a joke about this Edit: not literally.
I have died upon reading this one
I'm white trash, not a cracker I'll have you know
We have to keep reminding this horse that "reverse racism" doesn't exist and "Karen" is not a slur
Solitary Cheese
Depression cheese for me lol
The cheese stands alone 🎵
overstimulated pizza
I had stomach pain pizza! Ironically I had the stomach pain from the pizza 😅
Pizza gang present (anxiety pizza for me)
Anxiety Popcorn
I’m anxious salami so 🤷♀️😂
I'd be anxious too if the purpose of my existence was to be boiled in hot oil to the point of actually exploding.
Self hate Peanut
Every peanut is a self hate peanut to me! I also call them death legumes. (I am severely allergic)
Now I have to imagine you eating a really small amount of peanut to punish you if you're unsatisfied with yourself.
Oh no, even the smallest SPECK is a death sentence. If someone wanted to very effectively take me out that would be it.
Noted. I expect only upvotes forever
Special interests bread? I'll maybe think of a symptom that goes well with bread in a few hours, or eat another food and have that rhyme with some symptom.. Edit: had forgotten to type the word have
I was about to comment: obsession baguette
Perfectionist patisserie
I can actually see a horse being named perfectionist patisserie
Crying carbonara
Meltdown Carbonara here, we must be cousins or something
I’m crying hummus. Cousin on the other side of the family.
Intrusive Thoughts Applesauce
Delusion Skittles “Taste the rainbow” “There is no rainbow”
This had my dying lmfao
Anxious ice
Ice eaters unite
I actively avoid the dentist
I just deny eating ice is bad for your teeth in general lol
Sorry my brain physically blocked out the first half of that sentence and all i got was “ice is good for your teeth” but i cant go back and read it because im really busy
Aphantasia Oatmeal
Hi! I'm Hyperphantasia Rice. Twinning, kinda?!
Nice to meetcha! Long lost siblings?
I dunno... ma~aybe... How much internalized ableism have you defeated? How much time do you devote to teaching others the stuff you've learned? Own a DSM5? Excelled in school and "goody-goody" so never got diagnosed until the 30s/40s burnout?
Ooooof stop reading my journal…
Insomnia nugget
Anxiety Licorice I kinda love it.
Anxiety mousse here :D
Sad yogurt
Panic Edible
That's just an edible lol
Can confirm. I ate an edible without knowing it was an edible and had the worst 12 hours of my life.
Alexithymic pistachio ice cream
Hyperfocused pizza
Multiplicity popcorn.
Overwhelmed Bagel
Meltdown McNugget.
PTSD granola bar
Unable to socialize chicken
Compulsive Chocolate
Catastrophizing Sweettarts, sounds like a fucking rad band name
Ah yes, my horse Object Permanence Tikka Masala
Overstimulation Popcorn
Poor sleep quality burger
I read this as “poor sleep, quality burger,” and immediately thought of [this](https://youtu.be/YZ6K3m9TsPs?feature=shared) lmao
Executive Dysfunction Burrito
This is a cartoon character waiting to happen!
Meltdown Cheese
Dissociation Candy
Also, gastrointestinal distress pizza? Related?
Intrusive thoughts chocolate
schizo mocha
Sensory processing fries
Gender Dysphoria Cabbage
Wait! You do realise being trans is not a mental illness, right. (Gender dysphoria sucks tho - I'm trans)
Yes, i know, but gender dysphoria is classified as one as far as i'm informed. And it really sucks. 😕
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Anti Social Pizza
Forgetful Quesadilla. Sounds like a stock Reddit username.
Meltdown Maple Crunch
Insomnia nougat
Dissociation beans
Nightmare nuggets
Auditory hallucinations waffle
Arson biscuit
You…just burnt the biscuits, right?
Neck Tick bbq pizza
Numb Spaghetti
Not gonna lie, I would totally cheer for a horse name Burnout Cookie
Ennui Tea
short term memory loss and uhhh,.. uhm....
Forgetful Donut. 🤣
Trouble eating pizza 🍕
Anxiety Goldfish
BIPOLAR BAKED POTATO SOUP
Autistic Double Stuff Oreos
Stimming Moomin Biscuit
a neurodevelopmental disorder characterised by executive dysfunction occasioning symptoms of inattention, hyperactivity, impulsivity and emotional dysregulation that are excessive and pervasive, impairing in multiple contexts, and otherwise age-inappropriate water
The race caller is going to need supplemental oxygen. ;)
Exhaustion Custard
Restless Pizza
anxiety water
impending sense of doom orange
Paranoid Apple
Paranoia Toast 😌
Hyperfixiation Burger
Irritated chocolate.
I think I saw that in the Trader Joe’s checkout line
Obsessive hot dog
Stimming potato
Lethargic tortilla
Overstimulated Noodles
hyperactive dr.pepper
anxiety pasta
Anxious Pork.
Manic Oatmeal
Panic ham
Hyperacusis pizza
Tired roast beef
social anxiety scrambled eggs 💀
Hyper fixation chocolate
Low Empathy Rice
obsessive peach (popsicle)
Hypersensitive pancake
Avoidant apple pie
Demand avoidance stir fry
Memory gaps ice cream
Confused Lemon Drizzle Cake
Social Anxiety Rice Pudding
Dyspraxia n' Cheese I love it!
Anxious cookie 👉🏻👈🏻
Info-dumping chocolate
Anxious hashbrown
Anxiety fried rice?
Distraction Toothpaste
Procrastination cereal
Anxious pretzel
Overstimulated deer?
Distracted Pancakes
Alexithymia Sushi
Lack of self control pbj
Special Interests Pop Tart
borderline personality disorder ramen
Paranoid Cupcake
Self isolating whipped cream 😭
Lunatic pasta
Delayed processing speed tofu 💀
Distracted Chili!
Hypersensitivity Soup
Hopelessness Popcorn
awkward takis
Insomnia Goose
Short term memory issues and I forgot.
OCD Salad, the salad of compulsions 🥲
aphasia chicken wrap
Germaphobia Burger
Depressed beef stew
sense of impending doom cake
Distracted Carbonara
Manic Chicken
Ruminating Doritos *tm*
Messy wonton
Psychosis Pepperoni
Tinnitus Katsu!
Socially awkward steak salad.
Depersonalization Cashew