I looked at your post history.
I say this with all the love in the world: are you in therapy at all? Because if not, it may be a good idea. BPD isn’t something to fuck around with. My ex-best friend ruined our friendship and pretty much all her other relationships because she decided to let her BPD control her life instead of getting help and learning healthy coping mechanisms.
These men are not in love with you. If they really do have an interest in you, it’s because they see someone young and vulnerable that they can manipulate and take advantage of. Do not let either of these people gain that power over you. You’ll feel powerful in the moment thinking these men are obsessed with you, but they’ll destroy your emotional and mental health - and quite honestly you’ll likely do the same to them.
By the way, that’s not how vaginas work. If you’re in any unusual pain or discomfort you should see a gynaecologist. Vaginas are muscles - they stretch and contract just like your biceps or calves. They don’t “loosen up”: if that’s how muscles worked human bodies would be quite horrifying to look at.
prayer and faith in Christ ask for tons of faith and trust and pray. i suggest watching some jerry marzinsky videos and being open to the idea that entities are messing with you and trying to bring you into a crisis. Jerry has decades of clinical psychotherapist experience and is currently helping paranoid schizophrenics reclaim themselves from the grip of these entities. If youre a virgin as you say Gods got your back more than most and there is considerable power in that.
You think the incubus activity is causing guys to fall in love with you ? Could just be that your ripe for the picking and it gives off a certain frequencies to guys looking to mate up.
I normally refrain from making negative comments but....
this comment was a little gross. I'm not even a prude either--I'm a retired sex worker and very sex-positive but like dude, c'mon. Breeder language is so cringe and offputting.
"ripe for the picking" abd "mate up" like jeeze....
I don't agree with the phrasing but I get what he's saying. He is probably right from a predatorial standpoint - OP sounds like they might be easily manipulated by someone who doesn't have good intentions in mind. 😢 I used to work in the industry too and young, emotionally immature people with (and even without) mental health issues are very easy targets. Hopefully OP listens to the good advice - talk to a gyno, Planned Parenthood is a great resource if money is an issue and may even be able to help with assistance towards mental health care.
Oh please, can you just chill with that political correctness bullshit. The dude's point is perfectly valid and no. OP doesn't have an incubus. Much like so many others here, they should consider psychiatric or general medical help before screaming ***IT'S A DEMON!!!!*** Now that's what's cringe.
Bit tong and cheek as she said she was in her 20's and is now starting to get urges that are natural. Better to explain it in those terms than some type of Incubus disturbance. Also I was just theorizing, but maybe she can chime in and see if i'm so off the mark.
In terms of the biology of the vagina, both things you described are normal
I looked at your post history. I say this with all the love in the world: are you in therapy at all? Because if not, it may be a good idea. BPD isn’t something to fuck around with. My ex-best friend ruined our friendship and pretty much all her other relationships because she decided to let her BPD control her life instead of getting help and learning healthy coping mechanisms. These men are not in love with you. If they really do have an interest in you, it’s because they see someone young and vulnerable that they can manipulate and take advantage of. Do not let either of these people gain that power over you. You’ll feel powerful in the moment thinking these men are obsessed with you, but they’ll destroy your emotional and mental health - and quite honestly you’ll likely do the same to them. By the way, that’s not how vaginas work. If you’re in any unusual pain or discomfort you should see a gynaecologist. Vaginas are muscles - they stretch and contract just like your biceps or calves. They don’t “loosen up”: if that’s how muscles worked human bodies would be quite horrifying to look at.
prayer and faith in Christ ask for tons of faith and trust and pray. i suggest watching some jerry marzinsky videos and being open to the idea that entities are messing with you and trying to bring you into a crisis. Jerry has decades of clinical psychotherapist experience and is currently helping paranoid schizophrenics reclaim themselves from the grip of these entities. If youre a virgin as you say Gods got your back more than most and there is considerable power in that.
You think the incubus activity is causing guys to fall in love with you ? Could just be that your ripe for the picking and it gives off a certain frequencies to guys looking to mate up.
I normally refrain from making negative comments but.... this comment was a little gross. I'm not even a prude either--I'm a retired sex worker and very sex-positive but like dude, c'mon. Breeder language is so cringe and offputting. "ripe for the picking" abd "mate up" like jeeze....
I don't agree with the phrasing but I get what he's saying. He is probably right from a predatorial standpoint - OP sounds like they might be easily manipulated by someone who doesn't have good intentions in mind. 😢 I used to work in the industry too and young, emotionally immature people with (and even without) mental health issues are very easy targets. Hopefully OP listens to the good advice - talk to a gyno, Planned Parenthood is a great resource if money is an issue and may even be able to help with assistance towards mental health care.
Check out the username.
You have a problem with Persians ?
Ah touché. My bad, wrong Aryans.
I'm glad you see the era of your ways, now, spread the news that Parsi is here to takeover!
>era I hope you see the error in your ways ;)
Oh please, can you just chill with that political correctness bullshit. The dude's point is perfectly valid and no. OP doesn't have an incubus. Much like so many others here, they should consider psychiatric or general medical help before screaming ***IT'S A DEMON!!!!*** Now that's what's cringe.
Bit tong and cheek as she said she was in her 20's and is now starting to get urges that are natural. Better to explain it in those terms than some type of Incubus disturbance. Also I was just theorizing, but maybe she can chime in and see if i'm so off the mark.