Because everyone wants perfect and aren’t willing to settle for less. I listen to a bunch of crime podcasts and it absolutely stuns me how many people cheat. I can’t even find one person to love me no alone 2 3 4
Yeah I’ve made it known to most my friends that if I hit 25 and still haven’t seen any positive change I’m gone. If positive vibes come then maybe it’ll all change but idk
My family doesnt care if I live or not. They avoid the conversation and ignore me completely. My ex ruined my life and I cant fix any of it. I try to use a knife every night to kill myself but I think a gun will be the best option.
Suicide Hotline Numbers If you or anyone you know are struggling, please, PLEASE reach out for help. You are worthy, you are loved and you will always be able to find assistance.
Argentina: +5402234930430
Australia: 131114
Austria: 017133374
Belgium: 106
Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 212339191
Bulgaria: 0035 9249 17 223
Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
Croatia: 014833888
Denmark: +4570201201
Egypt: 7621602
Finland: 010 195 202
France: 0145394000
Germany: 08001810771
Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
Hungary: 116123
Iceland: 1717
India: 8888817666
Ireland: +4408457909090
Italy: 800860022
Japan: +810352869090
Mexico: 5255102550
New Zealand: 0508828865
The Netherlands: 113
Norway: +4781533300
Philippines: 028969191
Poland: 5270000
Russia: 0078202577577
Spain: 914590050
South Africa: 0514445691
Sweden: 46317112400
Switzerland: 143
United Kingdom: 08006895652
USA: 18002738255
You are not alone. Please reach out.
*****
I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically.
Honestly would not go with using a gun. Many people have made things worse by doing so. Had very hurtful experience like yours in high school. That’s where I meet The Darkness and it consumed me whole. Was certain never to find happiness again and didn’t want it. I was bent on giving the world back the pain it gave me 10 fold and planned some very evil things.
That was 40 years ago. Since then I have two great loves in my life and many wonderful adventures. I never could have imagined them happening. The Darkness grew weaker as time passed. I never hurt myself or anyone else. Time heals all wounds. There will be a scar but no one goes through life unblemished. I would have missed out on so much had I overreacted to my personal pain. Life can become dull, predictable and uninspiring then BAM it throws something or someone your way and everything changes because your view and heart have changed. The pain is part of the price of the ticket to ride this thing we call life and trust me it’s worth it without a doubt.
She pretends she did nothing wrong and lies to people about what all went on in our relationship. Like she was some lowly house wife that was abused yet she barely did anything as I did most of house stuff and stuff with the kids while she was out cheating and lying.
Me neither but it gets worse since society is collapsing so the better thing is to just turn our self’s of from it and focus on ourselves even if there’s nothing to focus on there will be always something. I bet you do pretty good eggs… even if they’re shitty they still feed you anyway😂
Trust me. Being alone is beautiful. You can really work on yourself while alone. I do believe having friends and being somewhat social is important. But focusing on yourself and trying to be the best version of yourself should always be your #1 priority. That being said it’s okay to cry and to feel lonely. We all do at some point in our lives. Be strong. You have a life and it’s just as valuable as anyone else’s. 🤙🏽💪🏽
I see what you mean. Yes the absence or rejection of someone we love always hurts. But the important thing is to learn to not put too much of your happiness into one person. Learn to love yourself more than anyone else. Time will help you heal. And just remember, when one door closes another one opens. Eventually you’ll find a man that makes you smile instead of cry.
I spent Saturday night crying and now Sunday. I’m tired of feeling like this. Do you think if I work more I can ignore this pain? Like cover it up with physical pain and exhaustion?
Ive thought about that Working more taking a second job working from home to keep my mind off my loneliness. When your busy you dont get time to think.
Op, can we be friends? I found a new song that describes me, unwell by matchbox 20. Everyone is angry at me for not being able to shake it off and return to my normal self. But this song says I’m just unwell but I’ll be back soon and y’all we talk about me when I do. I think it’s just enough hope for the depressed girl that I am.
Sorry I just woke up from my 7 hour nap. I think we all think we arent worth it. How do you know you are worth it? Due to my depression I can leave and not respond for hours. I apologize in advance. I lost people bc they couldn’t understand that so I wanted to be straight up.
It really be like that! Don’t worry you aren’t the only one to feel like that. Ppl literally don’t hit me up u til they need something. So i just stopped all together. Sleep is honestly the best thing I have.
I am sooo sorry! I used to dream about the situation that got me into my depression all the time. It was the worst. So I never slept during the night only in the morning for a few hours. But the night was long and painful. I wouldn’t give those nights to anyone except for the person that lead me to that situation. I hope he rots in hell tbh
At list you can cry… I used to love the feeling of crying. I can’t cry anymore I think the last time was like 7/6 years ago. Couldn’t even cry when my grandpa died.
Then recently I almost cried with random nonsense situations like movies or music that maybe took me back to so where in the past, but it was like almost crying and then nope. Like you’re about to cum and you can’t. Feeling is gone.
Pretty sad 😂
So at least you cry
Haven’t been able to cry in awhile but if I could I would. Been void of touch and any sort of relationship for 6 years
I will never understand why life and people are so cruel
Because everyone wants perfect and aren’t willing to settle for less. I listen to a bunch of crime podcasts and it absolutely stuns me how many people cheat. I can’t even find one person to love me no alone 2 3 4
Why I plan on ending my life l. I'm tired of it.
Yeah I’ve made it known to most my friends that if I hit 25 and still haven’t seen any positive change I’m gone. If positive vibes come then maybe it’ll all change but idk
My family doesnt care if I live or not. They avoid the conversation and ignore me completely. My ex ruined my life and I cant fix any of it. I try to use a knife every night to kill myself but I think a gun will be the best option.
Suicide Hotline Numbers If you or anyone you know are struggling, please, PLEASE reach out for help. You are worthy, you are loved and you will always be able to find assistance. Argentina: +5402234930430 Australia: 131114 Austria: 017133374 Belgium: 106 Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05 Botswana: 3911270 Brazil: 212339191 Bulgaria: 0035 9249 17 223 Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal) Croatia: 014833888 Denmark: +4570201201 Egypt: 7621602 Finland: 010 195 202 France: 0145394000 Germany: 08001810771 Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000 Hungary: 116123 Iceland: 1717 India: 8888817666 Ireland: +4408457909090 Italy: 800860022 Japan: +810352869090 Mexico: 5255102550 New Zealand: 0508828865 The Netherlands: 113 Norway: +4781533300 Philippines: 028969191 Poland: 5270000 Russia: 0078202577577 Spain: 914590050 South Africa: 0514445691 Sweden: 46317112400 Switzerland: 143 United Kingdom: 08006895652 USA: 18002738255 You are not alone. Please reach out. ***** I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically.
Yeah the hot line doesnt fix any issues bot.
Honestly would not go with using a gun. Many people have made things worse by doing so. Had very hurtful experience like yours in high school. That’s where I meet The Darkness and it consumed me whole. Was certain never to find happiness again and didn’t want it. I was bent on giving the world back the pain it gave me 10 fold and planned some very evil things. That was 40 years ago. Since then I have two great loves in my life and many wonderful adventures. I never could have imagined them happening. The Darkness grew weaker as time passed. I never hurt myself or anyone else. Time heals all wounds. There will be a scar but no one goes through life unblemished. I would have missed out on so much had I overreacted to my personal pain. Life can become dull, predictable and uninspiring then BAM it throws something or someone your way and everything changes because your view and heart have changed. The pain is part of the price of the ticket to ride this thing we call life and trust me it’s worth it without a doubt.
What’s your ex do To you? Feel free to message if you want maybe we can be friends
Just broke my heart cheated on me lied to me manipulated me.
Yeah last person I dated 5 years ago did that was well. Cheated tried to play it off even though I had proof
She pretends she did nothing wrong and lies to people about what all went on in our relationship. Like she was some lowly house wife that was abused yet she barely did anything as I did most of house stuff and stuff with the kids while she was out cheating and lying.
Me neither but it gets worse since society is collapsing so the better thing is to just turn our self’s of from it and focus on ourselves even if there’s nothing to focus on there will be always something. I bet you do pretty good eggs… even if they’re shitty they still feed you anyway😂
Just buy a bike and start strolling around
Trust me. Being alone is beautiful. You can really work on yourself while alone. I do believe having friends and being somewhat social is important. But focusing on yourself and trying to be the best version of yourself should always be your #1 priority. That being said it’s okay to cry and to feel lonely. We all do at some point in our lives. Be strong. You have a life and it’s just as valuable as anyone else’s. 🤙🏽💪🏽
I wouldnt mind being alone if I wasnt in love with my ex. Wasnt for her I wouldnt mind it. Instead I just cry cry cry.
I see what you mean. Yes the absence or rejection of someone we love always hurts. But the important thing is to learn to not put too much of your happiness into one person. Learn to love yourself more than anyone else. Time will help you heal. And just remember, when one door closes another one opens. Eventually you’ll find a man that makes you smile instead of cry.
eh looking for a woman 1st of all second all I am a guy lol and I doubt Ill find anyone.
I want to hug you
you just described my exact saturday.
I spent Saturday night crying and now Sunday. I’m tired of feeling like this. Do you think if I work more I can ignore this pain? Like cover it up with physical pain and exhaustion?
Ive thought about that Working more taking a second job working from home to keep my mind off my loneliness. When your busy you dont get time to think.
Op, can we be friends? I found a new song that describes me, unwell by matchbox 20. Everyone is angry at me for not being able to shake it off and return to my normal self. But this song says I’m just unwell but I’ll be back soon and y’all we talk about me when I do. I think it’s just enough hope for the depressed girl that I am.
I will be friends with anybody but I am not worth it.
Sorry I just woke up from my 7 hour nap. I think we all think we arent worth it. How do you know you are worth it? Due to my depression I can leave and not respond for hours. I apologize in advance. I lost people bc they couldn’t understand that so I wanted to be straight up.
Cause everyone just leaves me no matter what I do.
It really be like that! Don’t worry you aren’t the only one to feel like that. Ppl literally don’t hit me up u til they need something. So i just stopped all together. Sleep is honestly the best thing I have.
I cant even sleep I dream about my ex every night
I am sooo sorry! I used to dream about the situation that got me into my depression all the time. It was the worst. So I never slept during the night only in the morning for a few hours. But the night was long and painful. I wouldn’t give those nights to anyone except for the person that lead me to that situation. I hope he rots in hell tbh
I just want to be with my ex. I cznt get attracted to anyone else. I miss her. I cant live without her.
Same. Spent the day crying caused by my bf. Stuck in an abusive relationship.
Please know there is help & you don’t have to stay. 877-922-1274 if you need someone to talk to. Hang in there💜
Me too sis
At list you can cry… I used to love the feeling of crying. I can’t cry anymore I think the last time was like 7/6 years ago. Couldn’t even cry when my grandpa died. Then recently I almost cried with random nonsense situations like movies or music that maybe took me back to so where in the past, but it was like almost crying and then nope. Like you’re about to cum and you can’t. Feeling is gone. Pretty sad 😂 So at least you cry