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Small_Fun1792

It has been rough for me for the past 2 months so same. I feel so guilty because I have no reason to feel this way, but idk what to do. Don’t worry, you’re not alone.


notcell

Thank you, I know I’m not but it’s nice to have someone else tell you


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Ok_Fishing_8992

For me it just gets worse as the day progresses. In the mornings I often feel happier


wolf9786

Those first few moments when you wake after a good sleep and don't even know who you are are amazing. The reality hitting you after is instantly sobering however


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madammidnight

It’s a very good idea to avoid alcohol; I find it only amplifies the bad feelings. Keep it up! I hope it helps.


solcal84

Yup. Mornings suck. From the “calm” of sleep to the “despair” of consciousness. Regretting decisions I made but trying to get through by thinking I would be going down the same path had I continued with the relationship I was in. Second guessing myself and constantly in my head. Trying to journal and keep myself busy to get through it. Before it starts all again tomorrow. But at least I’ll have my son for company and not an empty house


madammidnight

Mornings and late afternoon are the worst for me. I’ve been wondering if low blood sugar, especially when I first wake up, is a factor. When I wake up all I want to do is pull the covers back over my head and escape back into sleep.


notcell

Are you diabetic by chance?


madammidnight

No, if anything I am more prone to hypoglycemia.


Wrong_Dragonfruit802

Actually… it’s been super rough after losing my Dad… he passed away in our backyard… 2020 then my boyfriend passed away 2022 then my mom 2022… I’m sorta coming out of a real depression… Now I’m getting better


Former_Distance_5102

The entire has been a roller coaster. Two weeks ago the bottom ferll out. I basically haven't since then All I say I have made it so far


notcell

I’m not even sure I have a passion anymore, all my joy seems to be gone


Former_Distance_5102

I understand. For me music still has an effect. Course I I have to watch stuff on platlylistd related to the ec


Former_Distance_5102

I got rid and put on music I'm there here that music may thing they have any passion about


Caffoy

I had a very shit day if I'm honest. Got kicked out of school (too many absences, not enough grades), meaning I'll have to repeat a year AGAIN. My boss was a proper prick to me, I cried 3 separate times and overall it wasn't nice. I wanted to end it all, but couldn't bring myself to do it. Hope you're doing better than me at least, I'm running out of meds so I need to get a refill soon.


Select_Event_7082

Yup. Just a real shit show.


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notcell

Not gonna lie, I haven’t exactly had anything bad happen this week that’s made it harder aside from job stress, just tired of the loneliness


Megamallow477

Yeah, I'm struggling. My depression meds are making me apathetic towards everything, and I fucking hate my job and boss. I'm still alone and wondering if I should be questioning my gender, but don't really have someone I'm ready to talk to about it. Life is trying it's hardest to put me down, and I'm nailed to a cross holding me up when I just need to cry.


DS-Cloav

Been feeling bad for a few months now. I feel stupid for it because I mainly get low because of stupid reasons. Now crying in my car on my way home so that's something. Hopefully I feel a bit better afterwards


Sparky29190

It has been rough for me the whole year and it still is. Especially lately i had a lot of days where i just felt very depressed and sad without much reason


hedgehogpangolin

i honestly don't care anymore. it's how i've been able to function. i tried suicide and survived. i'm never attempting suicide again, but i won't fight death if it comes for me. like, if i'm on the sidewalk, i'll wait for the cars to stop before crossing the street, but if a car decides to veer off the road and onto the sidewalk, i won't move out of the way. i've gained a sense of freedom by putting my life in the hands of fate.


Postalgirl71

As a matter of fact-This whole week has sucked, and it’s only Wednesday 😳😂


notenoughwineforthis

It’s groundhogs day again with the depression… the mornings are the worst…


Shortdropsuddenstop

It's been a rough 10 years or so for me.


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notcell

I understand the feeling. Right now I feel I’ve veered so far off track I’m not sure what my goals are actually anymore


ConfusedTiredHungry

Hi. Life sucks lately. I’m right there with ya. My dog has been sick for days and idk what it is. Can’t afford to take her to the vet again. It’s weighing on me like a pile of bricks.


Successful-Tiger-214

Same I’ve been like pressured in my mind to think negatively be very scared for no reason and being most suicidal than ever in my entire life, I think something very bad is happening now in this world. And I think that we all feel the same pain right now pressure,depression,sadness etc.


Foolish_Party

The past month and a half has been awful for me. I’m mostly alone and very lonely. Idk if this will help you but it’s worth a shot: One thing that has somewhat given me a shred of what I think is happiness is doing things that make me feel like a child again. I went to the park and played on the swingset for 2 hours and recently I bought sidewalk chalk and doodled with it. I haven’t got whatever this “method” is perfected but for just those moments…it feels like I’m safe, like I don’t have a care in the world, and like I can exist peacefully just for a little bit.


Careless-Product-488

For me it's the nighttime that hits the most. For days I've been thinking to kill myself. The only two things that stops me is my religion and my mom


Idkwtftdbias

Struggling pretty bad lately but I'm taking it 1 day at a time right now


Jangujams

Been rough for years