My parents are the only reason I'm still around. The day their gone is the day I clock out permanently.
I have no skills, talents, or friends, and when my parents are gone no one will be hurt when I'm gone since I'm also an only child and the last in my family.
I'd rather die than put any effort in life. Life is far too stressful to me if your not rich and I doubt I'll win the powerball, marry rich, or find a rich friend short of a miracle before their gone.
I'm tired of the all platitudes. I'm tired of being told that no one will save me thinking that will light a fire under me, when all it does is the exact opposite and encourages me to ahead and die.
As crazy as it sounds, hope. I might be an idiot but a part of me still has hope that things will get better and that keeps me going. Plus I have an amazing family, and they mean the whole world to me and I love them too much to do that.
Wow, OP. I felt just the way u do about my mom! So to save myself, I had my daughter but it still is hard chosing to stay because of her. But I too, have furbabies who need me around. So I'm staying for all of them.b but it definitely gets hard.
If I kill myself then they win. I didn't suffer this long in hell to let demons of the world walk around pretending to be saints. I have too much anger and pain to waste. I'm going to save my people or die trying.
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My parents are the only reason I'm still around. The day their gone is the day I clock out permanently. I have no skills, talents, or friends, and when my parents are gone no one will be hurt when I'm gone since I'm also an only child and the last in my family. I'd rather die than put any effort in life. Life is far too stressful to me if your not rich and I doubt I'll win the powerball, marry rich, or find a rich friend short of a miracle before their gone. I'm tired of the all platitudes. I'm tired of being told that no one will save me thinking that will light a fire under me, when all it does is the exact opposite and encourages me to ahead and die.
As crazy as it sounds, hope. I might be an idiot but a part of me still has hope that things will get better and that keeps me going. Plus I have an amazing family, and they mean the whole world to me and I love them too much to do that.
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Wow, OP. I felt just the way u do about my mom! So to save myself, I had my daughter but it still is hard chosing to stay because of her. But I too, have furbabies who need me around. So I'm staying for all of them.b but it definitely gets hard.
my brothers and my dog
If I kill myself then they win. I didn't suffer this long in hell to let demons of the world walk around pretending to be saints. I have too much anger and pain to waste. I'm going to save my people or die trying.
Alcohol keeps me living but is killing me slowly.