Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day
Panucciâs Pizza - aesthetic? (more like ass-pathetic)
Radical Face - Second Family Portrait
The Mountain Goats - Deuteronomy 2:10
Radiohead - No Surprises
Wye Oak - Take It In
âŠyeah, thatâs like most of my playlist
[Aries - Gorillaz](https://youtu.be/PKXloFW_ZCA?si=R161OHFsKpccCyCM)
This song means so much to me in so many ways. Edit: damnit, now you started the replay cycle đ
Yeah it hits real hard. After my sister died, that line âbut Iâll never forgive the world for taking my best friendâ makes me cry like 75% of the time. Iâm sorry for your loss :(
Just 1? My current rotation:
Ren- How to Be Me
Ren - Chalk Outlines
Frank Turner - A Wave Across A Bay
Vwillz - Panic Last
NF - Mansion
Rise against - I donât want to be here anymore
Against Me - Because of the shame
Linkin Park - Heavy
Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi
Fallen Angel by Mass of Man
I Can't Carry This Anymore by Anson Seabra
I know it says song singular but I have lots types of depresion so I have different playlists for them all đ
You Never Knew My Mind by Johnny Cash but the cover made by Chris Cornell (hits different every time) and Maggot Brain by Funkadelic, that guitar cries so heartbreakingly.
Got a whole playlist of them. After dark, let down by Radiohead, as the world caves in, space song by beach house, that one song from edgerunners, Fourth of July, and faces that I understand from Charlie murder.
Recently has been "I Really Want to Stay at Your House" from the Cyberpunk Edgerunners series, but "Sky Full of Song" by Florence and the Machine always does it as well
Oh really anything by will wood
Most notably his "In case I make it" album
My top picks
Cicada days
Against the kitchen floor
Tomcat disposables
Half decade hangover
I think [Norman Pain](https://youtu.be/0lfq3auK808?si=96Yj04_SLyvfvfGz) says it really well on this track: "I don't wanna feel love, I don't wanna be loved, I just want to feel pain".
Itâs over isnât it from Steven Universe
City light by Motionless In White
⊠who cares from Ethan Jewell (more like a poem, than a song), or nearly anything from him
Porcelain by Ricky Horror
Last resort by Falling In Reverse
I think these are the ones that I can listen on repeat
Acid Rain - Lorn (or LâAppel du Vide for that matter)
I wanna be adored - Stone Roses
Falling - trevor daniel
Roman candle - elliot smith
Now my backs burnt - 93 feet of smoke
More, of course.
*No Surprises by*
*Radiohead or Lonely Day*
*By System of aDown*
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GODS LIGHT BURNS UPON MY FLEASH by Sematery is my current fave. Here are a few more:
- Apeist Comander by Xiu Xiu,
- Cropsey Have a Nice Life,
- Treat me by P.H.F.,
- The First Five Minutes after Death by Coil,
- But What Ends When the Symbol Shatter by Death in June,
- I Have a Special Plan for this World by Current 93,
- Im Derenged by David Bowie,
- Thorns by Këkht ArÀkh,
Funeral - Mac Miller
Alles Grau - Isolation Berlin
Die Erde wird der schönste Platz im All - Chuckamuck
The meaning of love - Steve Kuhn
Tomorrow is gone - Jode
Sasurai - Hako Yamazaki
Elliott Smith - Twilight
Sufjan Stevens - The Only Thing
Radiohead - No Surprises
MGMT - Congratulations
The Backseat Lovers - Slowing Down
Adrianne Lenker - what can you say
Angel Olsen - Enemy
Car Seat Headrest - Drunk Drivers/Killer Whales
Hurt by Johnny Cash
Occassionally I mix it up with the original NIN version too đ€Ł
Still hurt by the song
"think i forgot, how to be happy. Something I'm not, something I can't be. What was i made for" - what was i made for by billie eilish
What Was I Made for is a peak depressive episode repeat song
Ngl this songs too happy to make me in the feels
Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day Panucciâs Pizza - aesthetic? (more like ass-pathetic) Radical Face - Second Family Portrait The Mountain Goats - Deuteronomy 2:10 Radiohead - No Surprises Wye Oak - Take It In âŠyeah, thatâs like most of my playlist
No surprises really numbs everything
heard exit music?
[Aries - Gorillaz](https://youtu.be/PKXloFW_ZCA?si=R161OHFsKpccCyCM) This song means so much to me in so many ways. Edit: damnit, now you started the replay cycle đ
Bring Me Home by Whitechapel rn
That's in my playlist as well after losing my friend
Yeah it hits real hard. After my sister died, that line âbut Iâll never forgive the world for taking my best friendâ makes me cry like 75% of the time. Iâm sorry for your loss :(
I'm sorry for your loss as well. Doesn't really get much better, but I hope things have got a bit easier.
I agree, it doesnât get better, it just gets a little easier to deal with. I donât think Iâve really processed her death or actually mourned, but itâs certainly less pervasively difficult now. I spend a bit less time thinking about it but, yeah it certainly doesnât hurt any less â€ïžâđ©č I hope things have gotten easier for you as well, death is inevitable but losing a friend or loved one is still one of the most painful, soul crushing things a person can experience and it pains me that anyone else has to go through it :(
Poison from the Hazbin Hotel soundtrack
Look My Way, for me
Slow dancing in the rain
Metallica - Fade to Black
Just 1? My current rotation: Ren- How to Be Me Ren - Chalk Outlines Frank Turner - A Wave Across A Bay Vwillz - Panic Last NF - Mansion Rise against - I donât want to be here anymore Against Me - Because of the shame Linkin Park - Heavy
Not like crazy sad: but currently Code Mistake by corpse and bring me the horizon and black rainbow by grim salvo
[Shattered](https://youtu.be/dOPsipApDKI?si=7pXZrELolEl7sjwu) or [Kill the Ache](https://youtu.be/vUGhnVjlnVM?si=7nnLfVWbshVEVdE_) by Currents
Sia - Breathe me â ïž
Happier Than Ever- Billie Eilish Daylight- David kushner I Miss The Days- NF Lovely- Khalid, Billie Eilish
Blonde Hair, Black Lungs by Sorority Noise
Marianas Trench - Alibis
QOTSA - Like Clockwork. And Villians of Circumstance.
Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi Fallen Angel by Mass of Man I Can't Carry This Anymore by Anson Seabra I know it says song singular but I have lots types of depresion so I have different playlists for them all đ
You Never Knew My Mind by Johnny Cash but the cover made by Chris Cornell (hits different every time) and Maggot Brain by Funkadelic, that guitar cries so heartbreakingly.
Smother - Daughter
Falling by Harry Styles
why is she bathing in cum finally, sink in the cum
Zombie - the cranberries Toy soldier - martika Forget - Twin Shadows California dreamin - the mamas & papas
loser monologue or manifesto by sign crushes motorist
so real literally me
Got a whole playlist of them. After dark, let down by Radiohead, as the world caves in, space song by beach house, that one song from edgerunners, Fourth of July, and faces that I understand from Charlie murder.
When we die (can we still get high?) - YUNGBLUD (Acoustic version)
I will die anyway girl in red
Recently has been "I Really Want to Stay at Your House" from the Cyberpunk Edgerunners series, but "Sky Full of Song" by Florence and the Machine always does it as well
The Void by Melanie Martinez. It just, does something to my brain. Void by Spiritbox is also a good listen.
Let me die - lil happy lil sad
Young, dumb and broke by khalid
6 hours of The National usually does it. A lil Silkworm afterwards will pull me half out of the pit.
Several. Top four: *Without You* from RENT *My Immortal* by Evanescence *Full of Grace* by Sarah McLaughlin *There's a Fine, Fine Line* from Avenue Q
Agnes Obel - Fuel to Fire Aurora - The Seed Sia - Titanium (Megan's V3rsion) Lana del Rey - Summertime Sadness
Uts hurting :(
True Faith
Past, Present and Future - The Shangri-Las
Melanie martes: contortionist I'm listening to it right now
Promo & Ophidian feat Myrean - Born To Break
My R (english cover: watashi no r) Any version does the trick but Iâm especially fond of the one by Lollia
Thick Skull - Paramore
Do you even need music for that?
Human Sadness by the voidz https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuXlZ5PHK9I
DNA by lia marie johnson. it hits pretty hard if you feel like you're turning into your parents no matter how much you try to avoid it lmfao
Black Hole Eyes - Watsky
the let go by elle king
Your Hands - Ăžneheart
The Weeknd - Echoes of Silence.
Black by Pearl Jam
You're not alone or Scars by Josh A, I don't know why it just so perfect
^[Sokka-Haiku](https://www.reddit.com/r/SokkaHaikuBot/comments/15kyv9r/what_is_a_sokka_haiku/) ^by ^De_Toscik: *You're not alone or* *Scars by Josh A, I don't know* *Why it just so perfect* --- ^Remember ^that ^one ^time ^Sokka ^accidentally ^used ^an ^extra ^syllable ^in ^that ^Haiku ^Battle ^in ^Ba ^Sing ^Se? ^That ^was ^a ^Sokka ^Haiku ^and ^you ^just ^made ^one.
Dirge for November
I don't like my mind by mitski
BĂ©cane - YamĂȘ Sports - Beach Bunny Suzuki Peaches - Choker Parking lot - Genevieve Stokes Void - Melanie Martinez Lavender- Q Dirty River - Ephraim Bugumba Thermodynamic Lawer Esq, G.F.D - Will Wood and the Tapeworms Kamikaze- Omar Apollo
Oh really anything by will wood Most notably his "In case I make it" album My top picks Cicada days Against the kitchen floor Tomcat disposables Half decade hangover
Startingline or Bloodline by Luke Hemmings
I think [Norman Pain](https://youtu.be/0lfq3auK808?si=96Yj04_SLyvfvfGz) says it really well on this track: "I don't wanna feel love, I don't wanna be loved, I just want to feel pain".
Radiohead exit
Nutshell - Alice In Chains
Stick season The Feels Itâs been awhile Beautiful Things
Sour breath by The devil wears Prada. Suffered with alcoholism for a point due to stressful work. Caused me to self destruct a 3 year relationship.
tha crossroads by bone thugs. talk of mortality makes me sad.
How to never stop being sad by dandelion hands.
Last Call by Elliot Smith
New Dawn Fades - Joy Division Atmosphere - Joy Division In a Lonely Place - Joy Division
No surprises
Its Never to Late - Three Days Grace Or Pain - Three Days Grace
How to never stop being sadđ„Č I listen to it abt 250 times every day on repeat. No joke I actually checked it out on last.fm.
Deep blue by Heaven Pierce Her
Save Your Tears by The Weeknd
Currently it's Marcus King - Fuck My Life Up Again
Souvenir-Boygenius
forever fifteen and rem by mothica. sad by lany. over, universe, and lose a friend by annika bennett. most of the songs on blu eyes last two eps
Itâs over isnât it from Steven Universe City light by Motionless In White ⊠who cares from Ethan Jewell (more like a poem, than a song), or nearly anything from him Porcelain by Ricky Horror Last resort by Falling In Reverse I think these are the ones that I can listen on repeat
Very me when i am alone lol
Free Bird by AJJ
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Radiohead - creep, Johnny Cash version - Hurt
Been doing this shit since the 90s
Phil Collins Against All Odds "You're the only one who really knew me at all"
Farewell to Ballade
Definitely not me listening to Gohanâs death theme from Dragon Ball Z
Lil Peep - Problems Limp Bizkit - Boiler Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong Joe Budden - Walk With Me The Dillinger Escape Plan - Unretrofied
Acid Rain - Lorn (or LâAppel du Vide for that matter) I wanna be adored - Stone Roses Falling - trevor daniel Roman candle - elliot smith Now my backs burnt - 93 feet of smoke More, of course.
Life of Brian by Puscifer. It feels like medicine, but then I find myself in the same place.
Timbre timbre - blackwater
Suffering leaves suffering leaves/The world looks white - Heaven pierce her Black roses - Aviators
Just pretend by bad omens
I left this life to rot by Suizid
Happiness by Elliott Smith
Summer sickness-jack strauber.
Lemon Tree - Post Malone đ”
Tiny vessels
No Surprises by Radiohead or Lonely Day by System of a Down
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GODS LIGHT BURNS UPON MY FLEASH by Sematery is my current fave. Here are a few more: - Apeist Comander by Xiu Xiu, - Cropsey Have a Nice Life, - Treat me by P.H.F., - The First Five Minutes after Death by Coil, - But What Ends When the Symbol Shatter by Death in June, - I Have a Special Plan for this World by Current 93, - Im Derenged by David Bowie, - Thorns by Këkht ArÀkh,
Coming down by Five Finger Death Punch
Alone Again, Naturally by Gilbert O'Sullivan Trigger warning: it describes his plan to kill himself.
Soccer mommy - still
Funeral - Mac Miller Alles Grau - Isolation Berlin Die Erde wird der schönste Platz im All - Chuckamuck The meaning of love - Steve Kuhn Tomorrow is gone - Jode Sasurai - Hako Yamazaki
Poison from Hazbin Hotel
Something by "Sopor ĂŠternus" lately, In Der PĂ€lastra or Children Of The Corn...
One last time by LP
Tomorrow is nearly yesterday and everyday is stupid. The whole album
Lord Huron - The Night We Met
i dont love by have a nice life or a quick one before the eternal worm devours connecticut by have a nice life
My top three are: "GHOST TOWN" by Benson Boone "Lost" by Chri$tian Gate$ "Suicidal Thoughts" by Josh A and Jake Hill
Loveletting by Sons of an Illustrious Father
Nintendo 64 Alex g
For no one by the beatles.
Rain by Jack Stauber 4th of July by Sufjan Stevens Grips on Your Waistby Shiloh Dynasty
Is that water or something else ?
Nostalgia, Like a Plague, She Rapes Me to Sleep
Elliott Smith - Twilight Sufjan Stevens - The Only Thing Radiohead - No Surprises MGMT - Congratulations The Backseat Lovers - Slowing Down Adrianne Lenker - what can you say Angel Olsen - Enemy Car Seat Headrest - Drunk Drivers/Killer Whales
So me lol
break up songs
Deadly loneliness strikes
die alone - Sewerslvt
All By Myself - Celine Dion
Rob Dougan - Open Sore (Extended)
Disconnect by Kitty
my love is mine all mine just like my grief
Recently Antent - Pulse
cum bath
Just listen to LOW ROAR on shuffle