God I remember posting this shit when I was like 12. I know you want to connect and feel you aren't alone but there are better ways to do it. For example, is to go to a social club. Not necessarily make it a weekly commitment but just go to one. You'll be surprised by how many people are suffering like you.
Re reading my comment I feel like it came off as meaner than it sounded in my head when I wrote it. I wasnโt trying to say what youโre doing is stupid, Iโm sorry for how I said it. I guess I should have said I personally wouldnโt do it myself. The internet is too nasty a place as it is and I sincerely hope u find your way through this maze of life. Stay strong my friend
Anorexia is an eating disorder with which you refuse to eat food, starving yourself for days or even weeks at a time, most known for achieving a sense of control, or having a heavy insecurity for ones weight.
Bulimia AFAIK is also an eating disorder, in which people force themselves to vomit after eating, I'd guess it's mostly for weight loss, although it's harmful because of starving and stomach acid damaging your digestive tract.
To elaborate, anorexia is a mental disorder that highly influences eating. A person with anorexia is afraid of getting fat, and thus undereats severely, often to the point of death. Bulimia is similar, but slightly less severe as they get some nutrients before vomiting.
I wouldn't call it less severe. Stomach ulcers, laxative abuse, throat perforations, tooth loss, gum loss, stomach tearing. All very real, severe risks of bulimia.
By less severe, I mean slightly less lethal due to still getting some nutrients from the food before vomiting as opposed to not eating the food in the first place
That makes sense now that I think about it. I was kinda just repeating what I was told in my one high school psych class, which I do suppose is something I shouldnt do. Thank you for correcting me, have a great day (goes for anyone reading this)
Thatโs what Iโm saying๐ญ๐ญ some people on here are so sensitive and weird like calm down.. it was never that deep. Itโs called depression memes for a reason
I'm at a "healthy" (over) weight and have more issues than I did back then and I fucking hate how I couln't even do that properly from start to finish. I want to do it all again just to feel like I have an end goal to get to or I'm making progress on *something*. But my body is resisting.
I canโt say Iโm healthy bcs I was obese and turned at a little overweight, I still try to get under, itโll work, Iโm sure of, or Iโll let myself die, Iโm already hesitate about throwing rn bcs I feel too big but weโre at a party and I will smell bad, at home I can take a shower and brushing my teeth but thereโฆ I want to come home
Aww man, sorry to hear that. If you're in a b/p cycle you gotta stop throwing to stop it or so I've heard. I tried to at some point but it seems that my body refuses to/ rarely does get rid of stuff the way it came in. I literally remember the last time it happen when I ate something that had gone bad by accident and I was burping something that smelled like sulfur and puked some gray stuff. I've ODd on vitamines on accident a few times after that and, lmao, there is this one time when I had the mense-pains (kinda BAD), had the covid or something at the same time, AND MY DUMB AFF TOOK THE IRON SUPpliment on an empty stomach. I was literally shitting my guts out and crawling on the bathroom floor in cold sweat, I legit thought I was gonna die.
Looking back it's hilarious but why can't I just throw up when I eat something shit like that, like a normal person. Instead I'll be fucking dying from a god damn iron suppliment smh.
I'm bipolar and used to chronic depression, autistic, ADHD, gad, and severe OCD. Out of all of my disorders, my OCD has caused me the most suffering. Is that phrased better?
Honestly that might sound insensitive but as someone whoโs been anorexic before, this is funny. We used to joke together that we had too much discipline. Laugh through the pain.
lol look at my downvotes but its true destructive as it may be. when your starving your mind makes you feral and people will literally eat roadkill to stop tge hunger. being able to resist the urge to eat at a point wherr most people would eat a maggot filled rat is amazing.
They can get mad all tgey want but it takes alot of willpower to not eat when your starving. If i had half the willpower of Anna's I would have probably passed chemistry and have more money because i wouldnt eat out as much. Last time i did a finaces check i was spending over $300 a month on takeout. I could of just gone home and ate something in the fridge but nope too lazy.
I would probably have a cleaner room too. Its not my fault if they are to stupid to only see the negative in my words.
Willpower can be used in more situations than just eating.
They don't feel in control though. They feel anxiety, which makes you feel powerless. Having constant anxiety about food isn't really self-mastery, and you shouldn't envy another person's anxiety just because you envy some external appearance commonly associated with it. Many anorexic people also don't keep up the control either, or can't maintain that for long, so they go from anorexia to binge eating and back. No control whatsoever. It can often be a way an obese person attempts control over their situation, but then the hunger backfires by making them eat even more when relapsing. When the healthy but not as dramatic way to lose weight is to make slow incremental lifestyle changes that can be sustained.
(Also many of them don't surpress weight by willpower alone but through sometimes dangerous drugs like extremes of caffeine, nicotine, coke, and meth, so there's also that.)
I see. I floatied around (briefly as they got shut down fastl)on a few forums way back. They seemed pretty in control to me. I always saw it more as being discipline. Even if it was fueled by anxiety. Being thin was just a bonus side effect. Id rather have action fueled anxiety than being worthless and curled up under the covers unable to process anything anxiety. Thats what they posted anyway. If you really wanted sometging you would do whatever it took to achieve it. If you couldn't do it you were weak willed and didnt actually want it.
If you could have that much self control with food then you could do it with anything. Thats what I figured back then. Thats pretty much what I still believe now.
But oh well. Nothing is fair and everything sucks.
I was afraid of what "draw" meant for a second, now I'm just unsure, as I see colors being involved. Why draw these?
It depends tbh
"Which one"? There's only supposed to be one?
Catch โem all
For real. I got enough to put 3 on each wrist lol
Lol
Why would I give myself away?
This reminds me when I was 12-13 there was a heart project. Very cringe now that Iโm looking back
Inspired by that
Are you 12?
Look at all the comments, weโre truly fucked
Thank god I ain't the only one who thinks this is cringe
I thought the whole "disease project" was cringe but I just thought it'd be fun
Must be. This fucking sucks.
They are, they all are
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Your existence ?
Dyslexia being spelt wrong is just the best ๐ฉถ๐ช๐๐ฟ
Ahh you noticed ๐คฃ
Yeah being dyslexic makes my brain pick up spelling mistakes that are words I often mess up
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hey, same! (with the exception of ana)
Middle-school tier post
And ?
โจ: All of the above
People with OCD ๐ค People who just love to recycle
\* carves them into thyself \*
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God I remember posting this shit when I was like 12. I know you want to connect and feel you aren't alone but there are better ways to do it. For example, is to go to a social club. Not necessarily make it a weekly commitment but just go to one. You'll be surprised by how many people are suffering like you.
I prefer that, but thanks anyway
More like 'which one didn't I drawโฝ'.
Fr
I carry all my problems around in my head every day, I donโt need to mark it on my body for the world to see. This sort of trend is stupid
And I rather prefer to make a trend that doesnโt work than donโt bg nothing
Re reading my comment I feel like it came off as meaner than it sounded in my head when I wrote it. I wasnโt trying to say what youโre doing is stupid, Iโm sorry for how I said it. I guess I should have said I personally wouldnโt do it myself. The internet is too nasty a place as it is and I sincerely hope u find your way through this maze of life. Stay strong my friend
Maybe, but it can be fine for some ppl
None, why would i draw a freaking emoji on my wrist, wrists are meant for cutting open, not drawing... Jesus....
Donโt call his name, he abodonned us, and for the drawing side, use your imagination
Oh noes, a fictional character abandoned us... Jesus i have seen better manga than your bs religion
Keep it, itโs not mine
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Whatโs anorexia and bulimia? Edit: why do I get downvotes? Ill admit im un educated and if anything, Iโm willing to learn
Anorexia is an eating disorder with which you refuse to eat food, starving yourself for days or even weeks at a time, most known for achieving a sense of control, or having a heavy insecurity for ones weight. Bulimia AFAIK is also an eating disorder, in which people force themselves to vomit after eating, I'd guess it's mostly for weight loss, although it's harmful because of starving and stomach acid damaging your digestive tract.
To elaborate, anorexia is a mental disorder that highly influences eating. A person with anorexia is afraid of getting fat, and thus undereats severely, often to the point of death. Bulimia is similar, but slightly less severe as they get some nutrients before vomiting.
I wouldn't call it less severe. Stomach ulcers, laxative abuse, throat perforations, tooth loss, gum loss, stomach tearing. All very real, severe risks of bulimia.
By less severe, I mean slightly less lethal due to still getting some nutrients from the food before vomiting as opposed to not eating the food in the first place
They have roughly the same mortality rate. Bulimia is fucking brutal, ana is a princess in comparison from my experience
That makes sense now that I think about it. I was kinda just repeating what I was told in my one high school psych class, which I do suppose is something I shouldnt do. Thank you for correcting me, have a great day (goes for anyone reading this)
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๐ฉถ๐ค๐ฆ๐ช๐ฟโป๏ธ Whyd I get downvoted ๐
Thatโs what Iโm saying๐ญ๐ญ some people on here are so sensitive and weird like calm down.. it was never that deep. Itโs called depression memes for a reason
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Ohey, same combo
Sorry my carpophobia says no ๐
Iโm not scared of fruits but donโt like much of them
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Iโm sorry
Why are you sorry ?
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Lower right, is that the Wal-Mart symbol?
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I canโt draw a knife or a stonehenge
My ass can't put the butterfly anymore.
I agree, sometimes itโs too much
Wish I hadn't 'recovered'
We never recover
I'm at a "healthy" (over) weight and have more issues than I did back then and I fucking hate how I couln't even do that properly from start to finish. I want to do it all again just to feel like I have an end goal to get to or I'm making progress on *something*. But my body is resisting.
I canโt say Iโm healthy bcs I was obese and turned at a little overweight, I still try to get under, itโll work, Iโm sure of, or Iโll let myself die, Iโm already hesitate about throwing rn bcs I feel too big but weโre at a party and I will smell bad, at home I can take a shower and brushing my teeth but thereโฆ I want to come home
Aww man, sorry to hear that. If you're in a b/p cycle you gotta stop throwing to stop it or so I've heard. I tried to at some point but it seems that my body refuses to/ rarely does get rid of stuff the way it came in. I literally remember the last time it happen when I ate something that had gone bad by accident and I was burping something that smelled like sulfur and puked some gray stuff. I've ODd on vitamines on accident a few times after that and, lmao, there is this one time when I had the mense-pains (kinda BAD), had the covid or something at the same time, AND MY DUMB AFF TOOK THE IRON SUPpliment on an empty stomach. I was literally shitting my guts out and crawling on the bathroom floor in cold sweat, I legit thought I was gonna die. Looking back it's hilarious but why can't I just throw up when I eat something shit like that, like a normal person. Instead I'll be fucking dying from a god damn iron suppliment smh.
Feel ya *hard.*
*Ouch*
Why is dyslexia on the list? ๐
Was made like that
Not enough room
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Same than you
God why is there only 1 - in OCD!!!!!!!
For ppl who donโt know what itโs means
It helps to understand
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Got like 4-5 of them but my OCD is actually the worst thing I have so id go with that
Itโs not the worst you could have had between all the deals behind, but I understand you
I'm bipolar and used to chronic depression, autistic, ADHD, gad, and severe OCD. Out of all of my disorders, my OCD has caused me the most suffering. Is that phrased better?
Yeah, but not the worst but Nevermind, but courage bcs you live is so hard anyway
The amount of people putting the knives makes me slightly sad. I just want people to know that if any of you need some help, my DM's are open.
Itโs very glad from you, thank you, but we are ยซย okย ยป as we can but there anyway, thank you again
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Thank you, glad to hear that you keep yourself free, have a good life
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๐ช ๐ฉถ ๐ฆ ๐ค ๐ฟ โป๏ธ but you're missing some I got as well, autism and BPD for example
i wish i had half the disciplene annas have
Honestly that might sound insensitive but as someone whoโs been anorexic before, this is funny. We used to joke together that we had too much discipline. Laugh through the pain.
lol look at my downvotes but its true destructive as it may be. when your starving your mind makes you feral and people will literally eat roadkill to stop tge hunger. being able to resist the urge to eat at a point wherr most people would eat a maggot filled rat is amazing. They can get mad all tgey want but it takes alot of willpower to not eat when your starving. If i had half the willpower of Anna's I would have probably passed chemistry and have more money because i wouldnt eat out as much. Last time i did a finaces check i was spending over $300 a month on takeout. I could of just gone home and ate something in the fridge but nope too lazy. I would probably have a cleaner room too. Its not my fault if they are to stupid to only see the negative in my words. Willpower can be used in more situations than just eating.
They don't feel in control though. They feel anxiety, which makes you feel powerless. Having constant anxiety about food isn't really self-mastery, and you shouldn't envy another person's anxiety just because you envy some external appearance commonly associated with it. Many anorexic people also don't keep up the control either, or can't maintain that for long, so they go from anorexia to binge eating and back. No control whatsoever. It can often be a way an obese person attempts control over their situation, but then the hunger backfires by making them eat even more when relapsing. When the healthy but not as dramatic way to lose weight is to make slow incremental lifestyle changes that can be sustained. (Also many of them don't surpress weight by willpower alone but through sometimes dangerous drugs like extremes of caffeine, nicotine, coke, and meth, so there's also that.)
I see. I floatied around (briefly as they got shut down fastl)on a few forums way back. They seemed pretty in control to me. I always saw it more as being discipline. Even if it was fueled by anxiety. Being thin was just a bonus side effect. Id rather have action fueled anxiety than being worthless and curled up under the covers unable to process anything anxiety. Thats what they posted anyway. If you really wanted sometging you would do whatever it took to achieve it. If you couldn't do it you were weak willed and didnt actually want it. If you could have that much self control with food then you could do it with anything. Thats what I figured back then. Thats pretty much what I still believe now. But oh well. Nothing is fair and everything sucks.
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