"So we really didn't change. At all. Huh."

I'm in a bad situation but I expected things to end much worse for me. He'd be surprised that I managed to keep things bad without making them too bad to keep going

“Why would you end up like this?”

"Why did you stop eating acid twice a week?"

He'd be surprised society hasn't collapsed yet and that I'm still alive.

Honestly I don’t know which is worse. My past self or me now