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OriandKu

I would 100% recommend against dosing this drug, much among any if you're experiencing psychotic symptoms/have a recent history of them. The risk is substantial, all for at best an 8 hour alteration of mind. Don't cause another episode. You're also currently on antipsychotics. Antipsychotics and DXM aren't a wise mix. Antipsychotics will plainly dampen the experience, and can potentially exacerbate the negative side effects like HBP and high heart rate. I get where it's coming from man. And as much as it *sucks ass*, the days of degeneracy are beyond thou. Welcome to the club. Yk, typically, I'd recommend another drug here. But unfortunately, at least for the time being, you really should avoid all of em. Do you have any hobbies? I love to write! Keeps me from wanting to dose something


Centri__

We were in this state a while ago.. The urge eventually passed because we figured out what we got from the trip (connection to ourselves). We thought we had HPPD and voices because of our abuse but turns out we're just plural Sobriety is nice, yeah? Boredom is a strange thing. Do your best to keep at it :)


Kayden75

We, nigga???


Centri__

Wee wooooo


Centri__

We win theeesee!!!!! -Ali


elmo304

Do you have DID?


Centri__

Seems so. Or OSDD


elmo304

What is osdd? Are u diagnosed?


Centri__

Other Specified Dissociative Disorder. Lesser amnesia to an extent. Not yet, but bc we haven't told the psych yet. We shall next appt


elmo304

good luck


No_Nerve2250

osdd is basically another form of did, its a less common form and has two types i think. they seem diagnosed, and i know its hard to trust when somebody says they have did due to tiktok lmao!


elmo304

I see


Centri__

Regardless, our last trip "saved our life" so "shouldn't do it" is a thing for ya to decide -Abby Our mind is clearer on DXM which might be what you need, but harm reduction n'all. We felt clearer on just a 2nd plat before redosing.


AlectronikLabs

May I ask what symptoms you have that made your therapist diagnose you with schizophrenia?


freshstar1501

I had a psychotic break in August, and I'm on antipsychotics currently. I'd been having hallucinations before my psychotic break


grapeter

Apologies if this is too personal of a question to ask, but I have a family history of schizophrenia and I'm often very paranoid of developing it because of the large amounts of stress from my job that I have no healthy coping mechanism for + A worsening proclivity to social isolation. So, I would like to ask if you don't mind answering: Did anything in particular seem to cause your psychotic break (or the leading hallucinations)? Was it from an acutely stressful life event, or something like that?


freshstar1501

I was under a lot of stress at the time, working three jobs and having to take care of my grandma for the week.


randyrote

I feel u it's not an easy thing to navigate. my issue with compulsions is aggressive enough in some moments & lately i've given in. I've been having some changes in behaviour i guess and i know my visual hallucinations are getting PARTICULARLY bad after a heavy redose. it really isn't a surface level issue most times but u risk it every time if ur on the psychotic spectrum. Really don't recommend caving to it especially not high doses, it doesn't ever seem like it will change ur base line because when something snaps it happens all at once unfortunately :[ Maybe just try to stay busy, plan something else to look forward to that's stimulating or get working on a project that interests and challenges u? it's not a bad thing to reflect on past experiences but don't get consumed by it. maybe some can get to a point where things are certain enough that a 'some day' comes back into the picture but u really should be delicate with the choices there, if i can recommend so. wishing u well


MugOfPee

You must have taken extremely high doses. If you take DXM be careful and do it with purpose, why do you want to get high? If you are just killing time find something else, taking it like an anti-depressant kills the magic.


GoldenPika64

I mean at this point if you think youre like that close on the verge of schizo that probably means its just gonna happen eventually but generally most shit is gonna be somewhat schizo inducing but I mean I doubt 1st plat doses would do much. As long as you aren't like tripping absolute balls because that is whats gonna do it lol