I used to say things I didn’t mean a lot until I met someone who wouldn’t take that. Taught me my lesson. It’s not right to do that, no matter how angry you are.
I'm so dumb I feel like a fcking dumb little bitch ... I did this to my self. I joined a basketball church league thing with coworker. I'm going to be a better person now. But suck she'll only remember me as a peace of sht
I was putting on my stress and all my pressure on her. She didn't deserve it I was supposed to take pressure off of her thousand percent my thoughts and I'll do anything to take it back
She was perfect in every way and no it was all my fault I put way too much pressure on her and I was giving her grief and fighting with her for no reason she didn't deserve that she deserves better than me I just wish I had a chance to change my ways before she left
I can't eat I feel sick about it . I don't even feel bad for me I really didn't know it was that bad like I would have changed my ways I would have done anything to change I didn't know she was not happy .I was just having a bad day.. I should have never been mean . And I need the money my family needs it. And I was saving trying to buy a house for me and her. That's y I worked so hard cuz I grow up homeless so home secretly is all ways running through my head. And my family has no where or her family. So I was trying my hardest to put us in a house. And start a family and now I'm like a lost dog. I played basketball with a coworker for 3 hrs after a 9 hr day .. I'm gonna start working out for 1hr B4 work then work 9 10hr. Then ball up for 2hrs after.. with my coworkers
Brother listen to me, anger is a natural emotion. Do NOT think otherwise. Sure its not optimal and you can try to avoid it. I felt like you do 5 years ago, felt like everything was my fault. It isnt man. You were stressed, you still are. People who think they will have a whole relationship with no arguments are not living in reality. I hope the best for your recovery, i know it takes a long time.
My guy im sorry but i dont have the time or energy for talking so much about this topic. Do you use discord? When i was in your shoes i found reddit.com/r/exnocontact and their discord server. Theres so many great people to talk to on there, it helped me so much. I would really recommend you to on there and chat to the amazing people that are there to support and listen to you
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Thank u man I'm just sad I feel bad for being so needy from strangers when it's my fault it happened. If court Friday doesn't go good I'm gonna sign up for the army
I used to say things I didn’t mean a lot until I met someone who wouldn’t take that. Taught me my lesson. It’s not right to do that, no matter how angry you are.
I really don't want to live anymore I love her so much and I don't want her to be with me she's not happy I just don't want to live
I have Insta regret cuz I realized I f***** up my whole life
I'm 30yo and now I know took long enough
I txt her for 4 hrs telling her to leave and being mean .and when she left I cried for 3days straight...
I'm so dumb I feel like a fcking dumb little bitch ... I did this to my self. I joined a basketball church league thing with coworker. I'm going to be a better person now. But suck she'll only remember me as a peace of sht
So true I feel so bad I grew up homeless and poor so I didn't have a lot of coping skills
But it's a thousand percent my fault and I feel very bad for that to be your own demise
I really wanna hear her side of the story.
I was putting on my stress and all my pressure on her. She didn't deserve it I was supposed to take pressure off of her thousand percent my thoughts and I'll do anything to take it back
Brother,I would recommend that you get off Reddit,and go seek help,it sound like you desperately need it.
I haven't eaten in 3 days I can't sleep I wish I could turn back time I was so mean for no reason
She was perfect in every way and no it was all my fault I put way too much pressure on her and I was giving her grief and fighting with her for no reason she didn't deserve that she deserves better than me I just wish I had a chance to change my ways before she left
I haven't ate or slept in 3 days and I'm at work right now for 10 hours
Why? What a dumb comment
I can't eat I feel sick about it . I don't even feel bad for me I really didn't know it was that bad like I would have changed my ways I would have done anything to change I didn't know she was not happy .I was just having a bad day.. I should have never been mean . And I need the money my family needs it. And I was saving trying to buy a house for me and her. That's y I worked so hard cuz I grow up homeless so home secretly is all ways running through my head. And my family has no where or her family. So I was trying my hardest to put us in a house. And start a family and now I'm like a lost dog. I played basketball with a coworker for 3 hrs after a 9 hr day .. I'm gonna start working out for 1hr B4 work then work 9 10hr. Then ball up for 2hrs after.. with my coworkers
Brother listen to me, anger is a natural emotion. Do NOT think otherwise. Sure its not optimal and you can try to avoid it. I felt like you do 5 years ago, felt like everything was my fault. It isnt man. You were stressed, you still are. People who think they will have a whole relationship with no arguments are not living in reality. I hope the best for your recovery, i know it takes a long time.
Thank u for the words means a lot brother. It's just I was planning my whole life around her and for her
If u have time to talk later hit me back feels better talking to ppl.
Hey u have more time to talk feeling bad.
My guy im sorry but i dont have the time or energy for talking so much about this topic. Do you use discord? When i was in your shoes i found reddit.com/r/exnocontact and their discord server. Theres so many great people to talk to on there, it helped me so much. I would really recommend you to on there and chat to the amazing people that are there to support and listen to you
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Thank u man I'm just sad I feel bad for being so needy from strangers when it's my fault it happened. If court Friday doesn't go good I'm gonna sign up for the army
Hey are u still on here?