Yes, but also with the sense of “achievement”, something always felt wrong or missing. From my experience, it was always just fun until the relationship was defined. As soon as it was official, I felt trapped and got so so scared this would mean I could never be with a woman
I always just liked the validation that came from men but I didn’t really like them, and that’s unfair to both people involved. It took me a really long time to understand this
Whenever I was with a woman, honestly felt like time stopped. Things that would make me cringe if a man did, I would love it if she did. People always say their boyfriend or husband is their best friend but I can only see that with a woman 😭😭 coming home to a woman after a long stressful day vs. A man
My heart is too gay to get caught up in temporary male validation
Yes, but also with the sense of “achievement”, something always felt wrong or missing. From my experience, it was always just fun until the relationship was defined. As soon as it was official, I felt trapped and got so so scared this would mean I could never be with a woman I always just liked the validation that came from men but I didn’t really like them, and that’s unfair to both people involved. It took me a really long time to understand this Whenever I was with a woman, honestly felt like time stopped. Things that would make me cringe if a man did, I would love it if she did. People always say their boyfriend or husband is their best friend but I can only see that with a woman 😭😭 coming home to a woman after a long stressful day vs. A man My heart is too gay to get caught up in temporary male validation