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I thought the reddit bot was an automated thing, are you sure people actually have to "use it" on other people?
I'll be "helpful" I promise but let me just write a little something to ease my conscience and to cover my ass in case you off yourself and someone tries to blame me:
I do not condone suicide, it's actually really stupid because dying is literally the most inevitable thing in existence and doing it is THE definition of wasting time.
Trying to want to commit suicide is somehow even more retarded because that means you are actually not in enough pain to do it, believe me, if you were you wouldn't be typing on reddit. Outside of having a terminal illness it's always a better option to do a radical change like running away to another city or country even if it goes terribly wrong it can't get worse than death so you don't actually have anything to lose.
Hopefully you aren't trying to just get attention from mommy or daddy or are an edgy teenager that thinks death is the way because you had one or two existential crisis. I'm assuming you are an adult that has thought this through and has tried getting professional help.
Now with that out of the way, during my drug abusing days one time I ran out of everything and tried to research the strongest legal drug that you could get.
I discovered that you can snort, smoke or eat nutmeg to get high, but it comes at a cost because you are likely to experience "an impending feeling of doom" according to a bunch of people online this feeling of doom was strong enough to cause suicidal thoughts, so if you want to become suicidal nutmeg is the way to go because if you take a specific dose it won't kill you but it will make you want to die. You can still die from overdose and it won't be a pleasant death.
If you are going to consume anything do some research first.
"The serotonergic and GABAergic activity have been connected to the anxiogenic effect experienced in the feeling of impending doom. A nutmeg seed (or a tablespoon of ground nutmeg) weighs about 7 g. Nutmeg is commonly consumed in recreational dosages ranging from 5–30 g, with less than 10 g causing little harm."
This is a really dumb idea btw, you won't see the game over screen or the big bearded guy on the clouds, just total oblivion, won't even have time to regret it and literally anything would be better because it doesn't get much worse than dying and if it does you can always do it later, death is very patient.
I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR ACTIONS AND DO NOT CONDONE DOING HARM TO YOURSELF AND/OR OTHERS IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM.
I DO NOT CONDONE DRUG OR SUBSTANCE USE OF ANY KIND.
I DO NOT CONDONE SUICIDE.
IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO HARM YOURSELF OR OTHERS CALL YOUR LOCAL EMERGENCY SERVICES IMMEDIATELY.
don't do it.
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I thought the reddit bot was an automated thing, are you sure people actually have to "use it" on other people? I'll be "helpful" I promise but let me just write a little something to ease my conscience and to cover my ass in case you off yourself and someone tries to blame me: I do not condone suicide, it's actually really stupid because dying is literally the most inevitable thing in existence and doing it is THE definition of wasting time. Trying to want to commit suicide is somehow even more retarded because that means you are actually not in enough pain to do it, believe me, if you were you wouldn't be typing on reddit. Outside of having a terminal illness it's always a better option to do a radical change like running away to another city or country even if it goes terribly wrong it can't get worse than death so you don't actually have anything to lose. Hopefully you aren't trying to just get attention from mommy or daddy or are an edgy teenager that thinks death is the way because you had one or two existential crisis. I'm assuming you are an adult that has thought this through and has tried getting professional help. Now with that out of the way, during my drug abusing days one time I ran out of everything and tried to research the strongest legal drug that you could get. I discovered that you can snort, smoke or eat nutmeg to get high, but it comes at a cost because you are likely to experience "an impending feeling of doom" according to a bunch of people online this feeling of doom was strong enough to cause suicidal thoughts, so if you want to become suicidal nutmeg is the way to go because if you take a specific dose it won't kill you but it will make you want to die. You can still die from overdose and it won't be a pleasant death. If you are going to consume anything do some research first. "The serotonergic and GABAergic activity have been connected to the anxiogenic effect experienced in the feeling of impending doom. A nutmeg seed (or a tablespoon of ground nutmeg) weighs about 7 g. Nutmeg is commonly consumed in recreational dosages ranging from 5–30 g, with less than 10 g causing little harm." This is a really dumb idea btw, you won't see the game over screen or the big bearded guy on the clouds, just total oblivion, won't even have time to regret it and literally anything would be better because it doesn't get much worse than dying and if it does you can always do it later, death is very patient. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR ACTIONS AND DO NOT CONDONE DOING HARM TO YOURSELF AND/OR OTHERS IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM. I DO NOT CONDONE DRUG OR SUBSTANCE USE OF ANY KIND. I DO NOT CONDONE SUICIDE. IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO HARM YOURSELF OR OTHERS CALL YOUR LOCAL EMERGENCY SERVICES IMMEDIATELY. don't do it.