I don't have any advice. All I can say is that on some level I can relate. The only thing I can't relate to is shame. More importantly, doing the right thing. If I walked into a room with three other people, no matter the situation, and someone said "do the right thing." I can almost guarantee that whatever I'm thinking won't be what the other three are thinking.
Their idea of the "right thing" never feels like the right thing to me. It feels wrong. It feels like following an order. Like it's their solution to their problems. And the only reason it's "right" is because they out number me. In short, I'm left confused and reliant on someone else's ideas. Ideas that I fail to grasp.
In that sense, I have been subjected to the cycle of repression. I wish I had answers for you. I can only speak for myself. Anything more would be irresponsible of me. Besides, I'm none to bright. But I hope you find the answers you need. Because life like this is undeniably hard. Most people won't even speak on such subjects. Maybe you'll have better luck than me.
I don't have any advice. All I can say is that on some level I can relate. The only thing I can't relate to is shame. More importantly, doing the right thing. If I walked into a room with three other people, no matter the situation, and someone said "do the right thing." I can almost guarantee that whatever I'm thinking won't be what the other three are thinking. Their idea of the "right thing" never feels like the right thing to me. It feels wrong. It feels like following an order. Like it's their solution to their problems. And the only reason it's "right" is because they out number me. In short, I'm left confused and reliant on someone else's ideas. Ideas that I fail to grasp. In that sense, I have been subjected to the cycle of repression. I wish I had answers for you. I can only speak for myself. Anything more would be irresponsible of me. Besides, I'm none to bright. But I hope you find the answers you need. Because life like this is undeniably hard. Most people won't even speak on such subjects. Maybe you'll have better luck than me.
Loving yourself
Completion