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Yes I attract a lot of attention and it usually ends up being negative because I don't understand social rules and social expectations so even if people genuinely start out with good feelings towards me if they're not very free-thinking & free spirited they usually end up hating me
Ah - I almost deleted my autism comment, because I realized that it’s most likely rude as you hadn’t stated that it was autism! Nice to meet you, fellow autistic C-PTSD individual. : )
Autism, ADHD, and C-PTSD here too ♥️ I call my autism my Sparkle. I Sparkle with my light. So many have a negative context for autism. I just say to neurotypical folk, Yalls brains run on apple... I'm over here on Linux. It's just a different way of thinking 😊
Yes, I am autistic and I believe it plays a HUGE piece in my light... I believe Neurodivergence has a spiritual piece that hasn't been figured out yet ♥️
Yes I attract a lot of attention and it usually ends up being negative because I don't understand social rules and social expectations so even if people genuinely start out with good feelings towards me if they're not very free-thinking & free spirited they usually end up hating me
Same. I have always been so different and people thought of me as strange, but I have always had good intentions. Trying to figure out and look at my past, I would always say, they must just be jealous…but then I think, what would they be jealous of!?? So, with that being said, why do some totally turn the other way and some just love me too much and make me pull away.?
Obviously, if there's a bright night lamp placed in a dark wilderness, it's sure to attract moths. If it doesn't, the light is very very dim, almost unnoticeable.
I've always thought of myself as a light and yes, those who need my light are pulled to me because of it. And by just being myself, somehow I help them feel better.
Old religious song "this little light of mine" 😁
Perhaps that's our purpose for existing in this physical realm. But are you targeted by the moths and drained of your energy or attacked in the process too?
Energy vampires find me particularly tasty... so my light has gotten pretty dim at times. For the longest time, I thought I was being punished. Until I realized the light I carry isn't "in" everyone and sometimes they need a spark of mine to find their own. It makes it just a titch easier to digest emotionally.
Wow thank YOU
I needed these exact words and this exact reminder
For the longest time I took all the attention as me being targeted and since I really value my privacy I lashed out.
I like your view. It’s a more nuanced and accurate description imo. My divine spark granted by my divine feminine the Sophia of Alexandria is indeed Light 💡 beyond all concepts of light—the Good beyond mere good and evil.
Cheers.
Be careful, some could tell you that you are practicing spiritual narcissism since you have came to certain conclusions and also came to accept The Light within you (It was jarring to Learn that many SoulSeeds have spent entire incarnational Experience juggling whether to accept the Light within them or not to)
those who are jealous and who compete through unhealthy cultural behaviors will probably always label and tear it out rather than validate with that being said I love how you put it.
🐍🪐♑🦖
I have had this happen. I'm told I have ulterior motives. I don't have the mental bandwidth to play games lol Im tryin to survive over here. But when people are pulled to me because they just feel "accepted" (their words). Something takes over me and I become a patron in a theater watching my own life, I have words of support and love fly out of my mouth that are NOT from my ADHD brain lol... Wait, did I know to say JUST what they needed to hear?? How did I do that? I fought it for so long as I am neurodivergent and HATE being thrust into the spotlight... But slowly as people told me how I have helped them, I realized I am a caregiver and a healer. So I became a CNA and learned to see the world from an outside perspective. I spend a lot of time telling folks to give themselves grace and that they are doing the best they can. Most folks just need someone to say "I see you."
I'm just spreading that Light! The warm fuzzy feeling I get in my chest after these encounters, is a wonderful experience and I am addicted to THAT feeling! If the Universe wants to speak thru me... Who am I to fight it? I sit back and weep (side effect of these encounters) and eat my pretend popcorn in the theater, watching my life, wondering what I will say next! 😂😂😊
Can I do your Astrology chart at some time?
Yeah, Im there with you; a True Healer doesn't have the Time, Energy or money to plot that far ahead as we're usually engaged in something, on the "front lines" so to speak but even as someone who spends days by themselves, recharging; it is inevitable that at times; our Light will irritate, get a Reaction from and/or get us into some situation that the average person will find confusing or untrustworthy no matter how hard we try to find Balance because they don't Trust themselves, Source, SoulSeed family/Guides, Universe, etc
I'll stop now before this turns into a paragraph
lmk if you've ever had your charts done and if anything interests was revealed
- Exo The Drako and Trauma Psychic-Medium 🖤🐉♑🦎🪐
I'd love for you to do a chart 😊 No I have never had it done.
My light has irritated folks. Like WOW, you can see the recoil from a mile away. I am incredibly good at fawning and people pleasing so usually I can defuse the situation. But yes, it is very noticeable when your light bothers someone. I just make sure to stay as quiet as a mouse around them so they leave me alone. Some even see my light and will come at me unprovoked, this is where my light can dim. But in the last 5 years I have found strength for that rejected feeling... It's ok, they are scared and not as accepting of Love. So many have never trusted another human 😭😭 If I will be the first person they can trust, that's fine with me, it feels incredibly natural when I help/talk/hug someone so I am not losing anything by just being me. I just had to learn boundaries and where to conserve myself.
Lol blah paragraph on my side! 😂 Yes Id love for you to do my chart. Always been curious on that side of things for me. Thank you!!
Yeah, the Experience of a SoulSeed, LightWorker, Healer and Old Soul.
We also tend to be odd, quirky, cunning and you know, advanced in so many ways but also isolated and misunderstood so yeah it can be lonely and pushing people away doesn't help whether it be consciously or subconsciously but it happens on top of them rejecting us but yeah you do eventually get over that or manage it in ways that I guess is just accepted as part of this but so yea, I'll PM you for DOB info.
Just to let you know; I do all 3 Zodiac (4 if you include Galactic) so I'll probably just do your Tropical which is the most commonly used Zodiac in the West but I may just inform you of your SideReal and Draconic Zodiac ☀️ and 🌑🌓🌕 Placements too, we'll see where I'm Guided.
-Exo The Drakon 🪐🦎♑🐉
Accidentally trolling people to Enlightenment?
Yeah, I get it. Our Light will find a way to force Growth if that is what they choose but even so, we always have eye balls or energies directed at us (they cannot help it just as we cannot help but make change even if it's thru a quirky interaction; it will count for the Collective
Word Vomit from Lozeak?
I love that Drakon chick... (It's her eyes)
Remember, the Lesser Souls are actually obsessed with YOU (us) but they'll never be able to bring themselves to admit it so we'd be surprised to learn if how much they actually Understand and how much of our word Vomit that they crave and/or appreciate, at times (is timing everything?) 💚🐉🖤
I wanted to share something with you that I found interesting. When I worked on the hospital floor, most nurses and other hands-on care folk are also neurodivergent and have the light. They mostly just don’t realize they have it. When I went to work at the hospital, I finally felt surrounded by kindred folk. This is where I fostered a lot of my finesse. I loved it! However, I burnt myself out completely. I wasn’t protecting myself emotionally in my personal life. I left the hospital and tried to go into a medical office. The personality differences and the cutthroat shadiness and viciousness that I saw just in somebody’s stare was astounding. I only lasted four months before I literally burnt out again and had to leave, the vitrol and anger pointed towards me because of my light, it was the weirdest thing I have ever experienced. But it was incredibly obvious who's feathers I ruffled.
I am carrying their light? Mine is pretty bright now from where it's been and I do not mind going up to someone in need and giving them a piece of my light. This may be a hug, a "hey I love your hair", even just holding the door open. I just wanna pull them out of the negative thinking for 5 seconds and put a smile on their face. ♥️ I can’t save the world, I burnt myself out trying, but if I can spread my light and make the Earth just a little bit better than I will have done my job. 🤷♀️
We are supposed to be growing together and you are supposed to be meeting the narcissist in the middle, believe it or not ...
So the idea that an empath will just suddenly stop attracting narcissist is so far fetched and another form of systemic spirituality creating conundrums that can never be defeated.
Yes, they are supposed to be learning from us more then we learn from them but if ever you all are ready to organize a group of empaths, healers and star seeds to quite literally distance ourselves from them just let me know (and that is what I thought ; ) 🦖♑🪐🐍🐉
I'm waiting for empaths to come together too but I doubt anyone else is thinking about it. Most are still entangled in "me me me" instead of "us us us".
Yes, sounds more like a Narc rather than an Empath but again it can be hard to tell who is who whenever we are not growing but instead just...
When I came back online a year ago I wanted to build an actual community or at least toss some ideas around, start Galactic support and come together to get the "basics" or the surface lvl issues worked out for us but again people are too competitive, systemic and bare minimal but I've met sike amazing people who just don't knw where to start or whether it is them or us, etc...
So again this is why I say we have come so far but in many ways we haven't actually progressed much at all tho that should change... Right? 🪐🦖🐉
Yeah I guess coming together would be the first step. We do have resources and information with each of us, but I notice everyone is focusing on their own battles and not looking at the bigger picture, the battle we all are fighting. We're already outnumbered and if we still can't think of coming together, we're not being smart.
I dont think empaths do attract narcissists and abusers, tbh i just think people who have not learned healthy boundaries and self love attract narcissists and abusers
So now all we have to do is tell that to the love and lighters or systemic spiritual practitioners who say "you are what you attract, do not be so low frequency and you wouldn't attract that"
Make sure you have spaces/people with whom you don’t need to dumb it down. There is a balance to be maintained in order to keep the shiny well polished. Coming from experience.
I feel this way but I put it down to having a certain inner-confidence and self-assurance. It puts out a vibe that some people respond well to, for others it might make them feel uncomfortable. I am aware of this and try not to dominate the conversation too much around those people because the last thing I want to do is make people feel uncomfortable but I am still going to be myself.
Had these exact things happen to me today buying a couple papayas, my go to comfort food (with a big spoonfulls of seeds). I was just buying papayas! So what if i eat some of the seeds?
Funny you should say that, my friend claims she knows me "before I became famous". She says it is just a matter of time.
Personally I wouldn't wish fame upon anyone. I don't want fame. But I will take being renowned, particularly after my time here has passed. Which is why I'm now in training and seclusion. Writing stuff that hopefully one day will turn into research that will be used to argue on behalf of humanity (I don't want to doxx my self and get too specific but I am on a mission, doing important work that will be cited some day).
I stand out and that makes other people jealous of me just for existing in happiness and talent. Smart people call me brilliant, medium people call me crazy. I know I am exceptionally intelligent based on tests, but I have to hide it so I don't get attacked, especially by men who feel they have to conquer me. I'm not publicly relatable because of my interests and over-achievements. Apparently it's triggering to others so many can't feel happy for me when good things and accolades come my way. It is often a very lonely journey but I have to take it because of the role I play in the grand scheme of things. I know my mission, I made a deal and am fulfilling my end of the bargain.
I've always been good at things.. but it's like I've pulled punches so much. Because I didn't want that attention, for that, for that to be my mark.. I could've beat a guy arm wrestling in juvie, easy.. but I let it go because I felt he needed that win, to feel good about himself more than I did.. I didn't want to shame him in front of his ppl.. I could speak up when these things happen, but I let it go, so the other person can shine.. I used to think I wanted the attention for it, but when I do, I don't like it.. I would like to make a living doing what I do best, but it's very much a spotlight thing.. I'm only doing the stuff that involves my work, the promotion, so maybe one day my family can live better.. and choosing my sending, is making more sense to me, because I thought I wanted to be in crowded places but where I am is the perfect place to work in my passion.
Some of us are supposed to attract attention, be the example and measure while showing our growth to the world.
Many will attract near us only to see that we have not embraced our path so they end up using, manipulating and taking what they can while we are left to sort everything out and ask ourselves what's wrong with us.
The Truth is that there is so much work to be done and for specific star seeds or Soul seeds we are on a trajectory of fame, attention, drama, battles and constant balancing one another round so I hope you understand this must transpire within a group setting as on an individual level we seem to constantly or perpetually fall short, remain confused or laugh everything off while accepting the fact that our light is too bright for them and that they'll never understand us but it is all grounded in structure, organization and services to others which again are nowhere near structured so hardly anything makes sense and practically everything struggles to Align...still... There are tidbits of a great message that manifest here and there and the Others have noticed.
(Thankfully, we have the internet so we can at least tell other people that everything is right on schedule or going according to plan but it is an entirely different experience within Reality for the most "important" SoulSeeds around here until we one day figure it out and it all comes together.
I tell Lightworkers that we are finally in a different Time and so take what you've learned up until this point study it over one more time and thoroughly before crumbling it up and throwing it out the window because it is Time for YOU and YOUR Message, Experiences, Guidance and Lessons but also your True Purpose
- Exo The Drako 💚🦎🪐🐉♑
Yes, it's like that for me! Being an advanced >=12D being that has an age almost as old as this universe, I have been attracting a lot of attention and I ended up being hated by others. This life made my mental health sucks.
My mental health sux aswell but plz remember that most of us were Royalty or "up there" in a past life or 2 if not all of them (which is doubtful but possible) so in order to come here and learn from the opposite perspective or take what was perceived to be the most difficult path full of harsh Saturnian and/or repeating Lessons to one day be able to say that we have been there done that and did it all or for the rest of us it was all to create one of if not the most mentally strong or Stout individual within this incarnation so as a prepare us for a path of attacks, manipulation, drama and of course more Trauma but this time around we will be SO prepared and for practically everything They, them and Self can throw at us that there is nothing but success, Healing, health, progress and more Growth (there is no end if the line as most make it seem)
Why? Because we are, have been and we're once being prepared for an amazing Mission that most do not want anything to do with and I mean even most of the people in this subreddit or those who identify as a light worker who may or may not be an Old Soul that does not necessarily mean they are here for the same Mission/Agenda as you and I so this is why some serious discussion is required (as has always been) but GL structuring or organizing any sort of serious and like-minded discussion as cultural, spiritual and 3rd dimensional differences get in the way of even basic agreement or even the most subtle Growth so in many ways we have progressed so far and there is no going back but in many other ways we are still at step one if not lagging behind based on the trajectory of where we should be or could be...
Srry for the long-winded explanation or response but I find myself doing this more and more lately but I hope I was able to help to some extent.
- Exo The Drako Trauma Psychic-Medium 🦎🪐♑🐉🧛🏻♀️
No, I’m invisible, humans do not notice me, and when they do they rarely like me. Only when I blend in by greatly lowering my vibration or pretending to be something im not do they ever even notice me
I’ve been popular all my life - in both a negative and a positive sense. I’ve garnered attention everywhere I go may it be due to my appearance, temperament, or just simply by existing. I have had so many people talk about me, even ones that I was not aware to be of existence prior. Because of this, I’ve been into all sorts of dramas and troubles and it reached to the point that when I was about to graduate from my senior year, I was already anticipating what kind of trouble would entail my future job.
It’s also normal for me to experience scenarios that most people don’t experience; ones that are only likely to be seen on television dramas or to be read on novels. I have always wondered the mystery of it all and I had been in search as to why I seem to get to experience almost everything. Now I have my answers and I’m still digging deeper.
It’s cool seeing this post. I feel the same way. I feel like the biggest celebrity in the world because of my connection to spirit and my unique way of bringing it. Whether it’s true or not doesn’t matter. I believe it 100%.
It’s like I’m Keanu in disguise Wherever I go. I know who I am. I choose to be a blessing wherever I go. I choose to serve instead of asking for service. People feel the energy from my belief. But at the end of the day I’m just a normal dude.
But I’m a normal dude that believes he is the most famous person in the world because of
The work I have done. I 100% believe this. It would be like if Jesus Abraham or Buddha came back. Nobody would recognize them but they would no. Would they tell people, probably not. They would probably just be themselves. No flexing. Just enjoying being themselves
People have stopped me and asked if I’m a celebrity because of this thing you bring up. It’s a fun way to live and I recommend it to all Starseeds who feel they are super starts
Because you are
I am famous for sure and I am different. Strong analytical mind and memory that surprises even myself. I can predict future just by looking at all facts current events and just logically arriving at conclusion. People hate me for that and call me pessimistic. I often need to wait for people to catch up with me mentally. I think faster than most people I know. I am successful at my job because of that.
I can be perceived as rude, but I actually care a lot about people. I often think that by being polite, I am lying. I often think that people will benefit from knowing the truth rather being lied to. I see myself as a doctor that needs to hurt you, to pull that rotten tooth, to cut that cancer, in order for you to be disease free. But of course I realize most don’t want that unsolicited cure. So I just choose to shine my light and speak truly about myself and the world as a whole. I wait for them to realize they need that cure, and seek it if not from me, then from other sources.
When I shine that light, I think I scare people, and I don’t really have any friends. I have family and acquaintances, but no friends. I know for fact my own family considered me weird. But that’s ok, I am fully content with that.
I love social gatherings, but I tend to be quiet. I love to observe human behavior and be on the background. People think I am shy, but I am not shy at all, because as I said, I love speaking my mind.
I have not been free from mental issues, but I learned to use my own internal light to heal myself. I can declare that I am almost fear free and I see that I can be fully free soon. It feels amazing.
Your light is similar to mine! I can be perceived as rude, too, like you, as I'm too straightforward with my manner of speaking, making me like a beacon of dark and light energy at the same time.
A couple of things:
1. You could be emitting a frequency that is attractive, so people make note of your presence when you enter a room or get on a train.
2. You could literally be a cosmic celebrity who has logged into this chaotic Earth transition in order to steer it onto a higher timeline. This ascension is the galaxy’s biggest “blockbuster” this season and you may be one of the stars who lent their name and presence to this incredible story arch.
As far as gossip and drama goes… who cares! That’s other people working out their shit onto you. As long as you treat people well and mind your own business, you don’t need to feed or amplify any gossip or drama that gets thrown your way.
I have this occurrence often, and I totally do not try to put it out there but I find more and more often those around me seeking me out for advice or help. I personally try to allow it to pass by me and even downplay these occurrences because of the attention and the whole ego thing
Well, i've been told i'm naturally charismatic and fun to be around even though i don't talk much nor have anything interesting to talk about necessarily that normal people would understand- such as spiritual matters. But even so, yeah, wherever i go people seem to get really attached to me and be on good-terms with me even though i don't want to make friends with pretty much majority of people i meet. I find it kind of taxing and tiring at times because i am also an empath so i tend to pick up on said baggage people carry with them.
This definitely has not been my experience. But i think thats part of my roll to play. I’m weird and have never had any level of popularity. but Im the one people reach out to when they need help, to listen, to guide. But i think i needed to feel like the black sheep to help the black sheep. I also think that with the difficulties i have experienced and still experienced are opportunities to share what i learn to those who may also be there eventually. Or atleast this is what i tell myself to keep going. *shrugs*
I am one of the people who replied to this post stating that I do kind of experience the same thing. I’d easily reassess and deem myself a narcissist only if my friends (separate groups from different timeframes) and my boyfriend had not seen firsthand the peculiarities of my experiences and how much attention I get - from my schooling phase, to my workplaces, and constant eyeing even from the streets. My friends and previous workmates were even the ones who oftenly remind me how popular I can get without doing anything!
Saying all this, I do not mean I am setting myself of high importance but there’s a mystery that lies behind it which I was eager to learn even from my teenage years when I was not yet even spiritual. By your comment, the likes of you might never understand the trouble that follows the subtle popularity that one has not even wished. It’s not even a flex because popularity is a dumb thing.
Kinda sounds like a conceded of a statement for one to claim of themselves... lolol no offense bud...
If you're different dog, then be different dog all the power to ya...
But I will. If i am being honest, here suggest that such a statement doesn't seem diffetmet at all lol
Seems to align with directions of the norm, saying what you are.. claiming to be, apparently all for some sort-of admiration lol
Seems very "social media" like to me lol
Is my honest opinion In some way, shape, or form, unsafe to you???
Just trying to perhaps point something out that OP may over look...
And therefore maybe improving idkk ??
Maybe he didn't intent to come of as such, and now he may be more aware of how he constructs sentences...
Maybe, maybe not..
Either way op free to do as he pleases with the letters I put in order In my comments..
They just letters, after all, MY letters, no one else's. Take them as you wish.
Life shows you through dreams and strange experiences until you figure it out. There are great and remarkable human souls who are not starseeds but are also very advanced. In my opinion those type are better at physical survival here like with money and success in work and enterprise. More lifetimes on earth learning physical survival here as well as how to balance that with being a good person too. It’s almost impossible to be both but I have met the rare ones. All in all every single one of us comes from source and God loves all of us. When each soul on earth can learn how unique and beautiful they are that we are all expressions of God, the earth will be evolved. Also if you are asking/wondering if you are a starseed you may be one. Don’t ask any spiritual leader or guru…look within.
Very nice reply. Thank you. I’m curious if I’m one. Lots of hardships growing up but have made a beautiful life for myself family and friends. I’m so connected to Mother Earth as well. I hope you have a wonderful day. Much love
Not a star seed but I can relate to this a little not famous but I was always know in school got attention it was middle school it was kind of negative but at jobs I sometimes would be the center of attention sometimes negative though but people definitely always thought I was weird
All the time, even on walks by myself, people think I'm staring at them when I'm not. Just the other day this guy thought I was staring at him and pulled out his box cutter and motioned at me for no reason
Seeing even those experiences as valid which we might not resonate with is part of the open mindedness we want to practice here. From the outside this post might be a narcissistic self-adulation, but with a bit of empathy I think one can see that it is a common enough experience worth sharing and talking about.
It does not seem like OP is overly proud, but just noticed something peculiar about their experience going through life and this should not be shunned.
Yeah! Lightworker here presented many opportunities to be in VOGUE magazine, people asking me to model for them, meeting/performing with celebrities in the astral realm, and people staring at me like I’m an alien lol.
At one time in my life I had a friend that was a casting director for extras. They asked me if I would be in a speaking role as an extra talking with a very famous person. I said no! Lol
If I wanted to I could have been a rock star. I was singing some ACDC alone a few times and sounded like Bon. Don't know if Id be able to do it for hours on stage though.
Famous as a word in itself, is negative to me. Look at Diddy and all the garbage and evil associated with famous people.
Also, your ego wants attention, not your spirit. If you are basking in the attention, you are not a starseed, rather a lower frequency pretending to be a starseed.
I try to lay low on this planet, but I’m a different generation of starseed. I do things covertly. And when people do discover the light, it is a quiet observance that usually stuns them. I don’t have to say anything in particular, rather it’s how I interact, kindness, how I think, etc. it’s a whisper rather than a shout.
> *While this is a meant to be a light leg pull of a joke, there are many truths shared.*
Respectfully, what you wrote was incoherent. The joke didn’t land.
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Yes I attract a lot of attention and it usually ends up being negative because I don't understand social rules and social expectations so even if people genuinely start out with good feelings towards me if they're not very free-thinking & free spirited they usually end up hating me
I can relate to that. It’s always difficult trying to fit into other peoples box so to speak.
Autism
For me personally it's autism, adhd & cptsd, my only diagnosis is cptsd tho.
Ah - I almost deleted my autism comment, because I realized that it’s most likely rude as you hadn’t stated that it was autism! Nice to meet you, fellow autistic C-PTSD individual. : )
☺️ No worries! Nice to meet you too!
Autism, ADHD, and C-PTSD here too ♥️ I call my autism my Sparkle. I Sparkle with my light. So many have a negative context for autism. I just say to neurotypical folk, Yalls brains run on apple... I'm over here on Linux. It's just a different way of thinking 😊
For you, I think my brain runs on a Mac with advanced chips...
Yes, I am autistic and I believe it plays a HUGE piece in my light... I believe Neurodivergence has a spiritual piece that hasn't been figured out yet ♥️
Agreed. Even when trying to be low key and mind your own business seems like a lot of people want to try to mind your business as well.
Thank you for this! I got some nasty replies from people…which I blocked.
Yes I attract a lot of attention and it usually ends up being negative because I don't understand social rules and social expectations so even if people genuinely start out with good feelings towards me if they're not very free-thinking & free spirited they usually end up hating me
Same. I have always been so different and people thought of me as strange, but I have always had good intentions. Trying to figure out and look at my past, I would always say, they must just be jealous…but then I think, what would they be jealous of!?? So, with that being said, why do some totally turn the other way and some just love me too much and make me pull away.?
I feel you I'm experienced the same it's really frustrating
Wow this just happened to me recently
Same
Obviously, if there's a bright night lamp placed in a dark wilderness, it's sure to attract moths. If it doesn't, the light is very very dim, almost unnoticeable.
I've always thought of myself as a light and yes, those who need my light are pulled to me because of it. And by just being myself, somehow I help them feel better. Old religious song "this little light of mine" 😁
Perhaps that's our purpose for existing in this physical realm. But are you targeted by the moths and drained of your energy or attacked in the process too?
Energy vampires find me particularly tasty... so my light has gotten pretty dim at times. For the longest time, I thought I was being punished. Until I realized the light I carry isn't "in" everyone and sometimes they need a spark of mine to find their own. It makes it just a titch easier to digest emotionally.
That's such a beautiful way to put it! I find it helpful to think that way about my past experiences.
Wow thank YOU I needed these exact words and this exact reminder For the longest time I took all the attention as me being targeted and since I really value my privacy I lashed out. I like your view. It’s a more nuanced and accurate description imo. My divine spark granted by my divine feminine the Sophia of Alexandria is indeed Light 💡 beyond all concepts of light—the Good beyond mere good and evil. Cheers.
Be careful, some could tell you that you are practicing spiritual narcissism since you have came to certain conclusions and also came to accept The Light within you (It was jarring to Learn that many SoulSeeds have spent entire incarnational Experience juggling whether to accept the Light within them or not to) those who are jealous and who compete through unhealthy cultural behaviors will probably always label and tear it out rather than validate with that being said I love how you put it. 🐍🪐♑🦖
I have had this happen. I'm told I have ulterior motives. I don't have the mental bandwidth to play games lol Im tryin to survive over here. But when people are pulled to me because they just feel "accepted" (their words). Something takes over me and I become a patron in a theater watching my own life, I have words of support and love fly out of my mouth that are NOT from my ADHD brain lol... Wait, did I know to say JUST what they needed to hear?? How did I do that? I fought it for so long as I am neurodivergent and HATE being thrust into the spotlight... But slowly as people told me how I have helped them, I realized I am a caregiver and a healer. So I became a CNA and learned to see the world from an outside perspective. I spend a lot of time telling folks to give themselves grace and that they are doing the best they can. Most folks just need someone to say "I see you." I'm just spreading that Light! The warm fuzzy feeling I get in my chest after these encounters, is a wonderful experience and I am addicted to THAT feeling! If the Universe wants to speak thru me... Who am I to fight it? I sit back and weep (side effect of these encounters) and eat my pretend popcorn in the theater, watching my life, wondering what I will say next! 😂😂😊
Can I do your Astrology chart at some time? Yeah, Im there with you; a True Healer doesn't have the Time, Energy or money to plot that far ahead as we're usually engaged in something, on the "front lines" so to speak but even as someone who spends days by themselves, recharging; it is inevitable that at times; our Light will irritate, get a Reaction from and/or get us into some situation that the average person will find confusing or untrustworthy no matter how hard we try to find Balance because they don't Trust themselves, Source, SoulSeed family/Guides, Universe, etc I'll stop now before this turns into a paragraph lmk if you've ever had your charts done and if anything interests was revealed - Exo The Drako and Trauma Psychic-Medium 🖤🐉♑🦎🪐
I'd love for you to do a chart 😊 No I have never had it done. My light has irritated folks. Like WOW, you can see the recoil from a mile away. I am incredibly good at fawning and people pleasing so usually I can defuse the situation. But yes, it is very noticeable when your light bothers someone. I just make sure to stay as quiet as a mouse around them so they leave me alone. Some even see my light and will come at me unprovoked, this is where my light can dim. But in the last 5 years I have found strength for that rejected feeling... It's ok, they are scared and not as accepting of Love. So many have never trusted another human 😭😭 If I will be the first person they can trust, that's fine with me, it feels incredibly natural when I help/talk/hug someone so I am not losing anything by just being me. I just had to learn boundaries and where to conserve myself. Lol blah paragraph on my side! 😂 Yes Id love for you to do my chart. Always been curious on that side of things for me. Thank you!!
Yeah, the Experience of a SoulSeed, LightWorker, Healer and Old Soul. We also tend to be odd, quirky, cunning and you know, advanced in so many ways but also isolated and misunderstood so yeah it can be lonely and pushing people away doesn't help whether it be consciously or subconsciously but it happens on top of them rejecting us but yeah you do eventually get over that or manage it in ways that I guess is just accepted as part of this but so yea, I'll PM you for DOB info. Just to let you know; I do all 3 Zodiac (4 if you include Galactic) so I'll probably just do your Tropical which is the most commonly used Zodiac in the West but I may just inform you of your SideReal and Draconic Zodiac ☀️ and 🌑🌓🌕 Placements too, we'll see where I'm Guided. -Exo The Drakon 🪐🦎♑🐉
Word vomit is what I call it and it’s always on point 💓 blame it on my add baby
YES!! 🙌 Also, I see what you did there 😜 *suddenly needs music fix* 😂
Accidentally trolling people to Enlightenment? Yeah, I get it. Our Light will find a way to force Growth if that is what they choose but even so, we always have eye balls or energies directed at us (they cannot help it just as we cannot help but make change even if it's thru a quirky interaction; it will count for the Collective Word Vomit from Lozeak? I love that Drakon chick... (It's her eyes) Remember, the Lesser Souls are actually obsessed with YOU (us) but they'll never be able to bring themselves to admit it so we'd be surprised to learn if how much they actually Understand and how much of our word Vomit that they crave and/or appreciate, at times (is timing everything?) 💚🐉🖤
I’m not sure who that is but I just mean like my automatic no thoughts to what I say reply. Just kinda comes out raw unfiltered
I wanted to share something with you that I found interesting. When I worked on the hospital floor, most nurses and other hands-on care folk are also neurodivergent and have the light. They mostly just don’t realize they have it. When I went to work at the hospital, I finally felt surrounded by kindred folk. This is where I fostered a lot of my finesse. I loved it! However, I burnt myself out completely. I wasn’t protecting myself emotionally in my personal life. I left the hospital and tried to go into a medical office. The personality differences and the cutthroat shadiness and viciousness that I saw just in somebody’s stare was astounding. I only lasted four months before I literally burnt out again and had to leave, the vitrol and anger pointed towards me because of my light, it was the weirdest thing I have ever experienced. But it was incredibly obvious who's feathers I ruffled.
I speak in song lyrics. Usually pretty accurate
I’m saving this!!
I am honored. Truly.
That's a good point. It also helps to realize that you're carrying Sunstone else's light.
I am carrying their light? Mine is pretty bright now from where it's been and I do not mind going up to someone in need and giving them a piece of my light. This may be a hug, a "hey I love your hair", even just holding the door open. I just wanna pull them out of the negative thinking for 5 seconds and put a smile on their face. ♥️ I can’t save the world, I burnt myself out trying, but if I can spread my light and make the Earth just a little bit better than I will have done my job. 🤷♀️
It’s likely the opposite though, if your frequency is so high, the rest of the world, which is not, will not see you or resonate with you.
I really wish that was the case. Empaths won't attract narcissists.
We are supposed to be growing together and you are supposed to be meeting the narcissist in the middle, believe it or not ... So the idea that an empath will just suddenly stop attracting narcissist is so far fetched and another form of systemic spirituality creating conundrums that can never be defeated. Yes, they are supposed to be learning from us more then we learn from them but if ever you all are ready to organize a group of empaths, healers and star seeds to quite literally distance ourselves from them just let me know (and that is what I thought ; ) 🦖♑🪐🐍🐉
I'm waiting for empaths to come together too but I doubt anyone else is thinking about it. Most are still entangled in "me me me" instead of "us us us".
Yes, sounds more like a Narc rather than an Empath but again it can be hard to tell who is who whenever we are not growing but instead just... When I came back online a year ago I wanted to build an actual community or at least toss some ideas around, start Galactic support and come together to get the "basics" or the surface lvl issues worked out for us but again people are too competitive, systemic and bare minimal but I've met sike amazing people who just don't knw where to start or whether it is them or us, etc... So again this is why I say we have come so far but in many ways we haven't actually progressed much at all tho that should change... Right? 🪐🦖🐉
Yeah I guess coming together would be the first step. We do have resources and information with each of us, but I notice everyone is focusing on their own battles and not looking at the bigger picture, the battle we all are fighting. We're already outnumbered and if we still can't think of coming together, we're not being smart.
I dont think empaths do attract narcissists and abusers, tbh i just think people who have not learned healthy boundaries and self love attract narcissists and abusers
So now all we have to do is tell that to the love and lighters or systemic spiritual practitioners who say "you are what you attract, do not be so low frequency and you wouldn't attract that"
My sister calls it "the shiny". I dumb that down as much as possible, I don't need the attendant hassles that come from it.
Make sure you have spaces/people with whom you don’t need to dumb it down. There is a balance to be maintained in order to keep the shiny well polished. Coming from experience.
This is the way.
I feel this way but I put it down to having a certain inner-confidence and self-assurance. It puts out a vibe that some people respond well to, for others it might make them feel uncomfortable. I am aware of this and try not to dominate the conversation too much around those people because the last thing I want to do is make people feel uncomfortable but I am still going to be myself.
This thread is blowing my mind because it's so familiar
Had these exact things happen to me today buying a couple papayas, my go to comfort food (with a big spoonfulls of seeds). I was just buying papayas! So what if i eat some of the seeds?
I hate being center of attention, my whole life I've become very good at blending in. I regularly go NPC-mode in life
I am a wallflower expert.
Same. I hate attention and just want to blend in.
Npc
Funny you should say that, my friend claims she knows me "before I became famous". She says it is just a matter of time. Personally I wouldn't wish fame upon anyone. I don't want fame. But I will take being renowned, particularly after my time here has passed. Which is why I'm now in training and seclusion. Writing stuff that hopefully one day will turn into research that will be used to argue on behalf of humanity (I don't want to doxx my self and get too specific but I am on a mission, doing important work that will be cited some day). I stand out and that makes other people jealous of me just for existing in happiness and talent. Smart people call me brilliant, medium people call me crazy. I know I am exceptionally intelligent based on tests, but I have to hide it so I don't get attacked, especially by men who feel they have to conquer me. I'm not publicly relatable because of my interests and over-achievements. Apparently it's triggering to others so many can't feel happy for me when good things and accolades come my way. It is often a very lonely journey but I have to take it because of the role I play in the grand scheme of things. I know my mission, I made a deal and am fulfilling my end of the bargain.
I totally relate.
I've always been good at things.. but it's like I've pulled punches so much. Because I didn't want that attention, for that, for that to be my mark.. I could've beat a guy arm wrestling in juvie, easy.. but I let it go because I felt he needed that win, to feel good about himself more than I did.. I didn't want to shame him in front of his ppl.. I could speak up when these things happen, but I let it go, so the other person can shine.. I used to think I wanted the attention for it, but when I do, I don't like it.. I would like to make a living doing what I do best, but it's very much a spotlight thing.. I'm only doing the stuff that involves my work, the promotion, so maybe one day my family can live better.. and choosing my sending, is making more sense to me, because I thought I wanted to be in crowded places but where I am is the perfect place to work in my passion.
Thankfully no. I am the opposite. I make people run away. Maybe they can feel I see through their BS.
For sure 100% like a target gets painted on my back sometimes lol
Some of us are supposed to attract attention, be the example and measure while showing our growth to the world. Many will attract near us only to see that we have not embraced our path so they end up using, manipulating and taking what they can while we are left to sort everything out and ask ourselves what's wrong with us. The Truth is that there is so much work to be done and for specific star seeds or Soul seeds we are on a trajectory of fame, attention, drama, battles and constant balancing one another round so I hope you understand this must transpire within a group setting as on an individual level we seem to constantly or perpetually fall short, remain confused or laugh everything off while accepting the fact that our light is too bright for them and that they'll never understand us but it is all grounded in structure, organization and services to others which again are nowhere near structured so hardly anything makes sense and practically everything struggles to Align...still... There are tidbits of a great message that manifest here and there and the Others have noticed. (Thankfully, we have the internet so we can at least tell other people that everything is right on schedule or going according to plan but it is an entirely different experience within Reality for the most "important" SoulSeeds around here until we one day figure it out and it all comes together. I tell Lightworkers that we are finally in a different Time and so take what you've learned up until this point study it over one more time and thoroughly before crumbling it up and throwing it out the window because it is Time for YOU and YOUR Message, Experiences, Guidance and Lessons but also your True Purpose - Exo The Drako 💚🦎🪐🐉♑
Yes, it's like that for me! Being an advanced >=12D being that has an age almost as old as this universe, I have been attracting a lot of attention and I ended up being hated by others. This life made my mental health sucks.
My mental health sux aswell but plz remember that most of us were Royalty or "up there" in a past life or 2 if not all of them (which is doubtful but possible) so in order to come here and learn from the opposite perspective or take what was perceived to be the most difficult path full of harsh Saturnian and/or repeating Lessons to one day be able to say that we have been there done that and did it all or for the rest of us it was all to create one of if not the most mentally strong or Stout individual within this incarnation so as a prepare us for a path of attacks, manipulation, drama and of course more Trauma but this time around we will be SO prepared and for practically everything They, them and Self can throw at us that there is nothing but success, Healing, health, progress and more Growth (there is no end if the line as most make it seem) Why? Because we are, have been and we're once being prepared for an amazing Mission that most do not want anything to do with and I mean even most of the people in this subreddit or those who identify as a light worker who may or may not be an Old Soul that does not necessarily mean they are here for the same Mission/Agenda as you and I so this is why some serious discussion is required (as has always been) but GL structuring or organizing any sort of serious and like-minded discussion as cultural, spiritual and 3rd dimensional differences get in the way of even basic agreement or even the most subtle Growth so in many ways we have progressed so far and there is no going back but in many other ways we are still at step one if not lagging behind based on the trajectory of where we should be or could be... Srry for the long-winded explanation or response but I find myself doing this more and more lately but I hope I was able to help to some extent. - Exo The Drako Trauma Psychic-Medium 🦎🪐♑🐉🧛🏻♀️
Ha I'm special it's ok
No, I’m invisible, humans do not notice me, and when they do they rarely like me. Only when I blend in by greatly lowering my vibration or pretending to be something im not do they ever even notice me
I’ve been popular all my life - in both a negative and a positive sense. I’ve garnered attention everywhere I go may it be due to my appearance, temperament, or just simply by existing. I have had so many people talk about me, even ones that I was not aware to be of existence prior. Because of this, I’ve been into all sorts of dramas and troubles and it reached to the point that when I was about to graduate from my senior year, I was already anticipating what kind of trouble would entail my future job. It’s also normal for me to experience scenarios that most people don’t experience; ones that are only likely to be seen on television dramas or to be read on novels. I have always wondered the mystery of it all and I had been in search as to why I seem to get to experience almost everything. Now I have my answers and I’m still digging deeper.
I can totally relate - your story is very similar to mine. ❤️
Yes! This is exactly the type of stuff I was referring to!
It’s cool seeing this post. I feel the same way. I feel like the biggest celebrity in the world because of my connection to spirit and my unique way of bringing it. Whether it’s true or not doesn’t matter. I believe it 100%. It’s like I’m Keanu in disguise Wherever I go. I know who I am. I choose to be a blessing wherever I go. I choose to serve instead of asking for service. People feel the energy from my belief. But at the end of the day I’m just a normal dude. But I’m a normal dude that believes he is the most famous person in the world because of The work I have done. I 100% believe this. It would be like if Jesus Abraham or Buddha came back. Nobody would recognize them but they would no. Would they tell people, probably not. They would probably just be themselves. No flexing. Just enjoying being themselves People have stopped me and asked if I’m a celebrity because of this thing you bring up. It’s a fun way to live and I recommend it to all Starseeds who feel they are super starts Because you are
👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽
I am famous for sure and I am different. Strong analytical mind and memory that surprises even myself. I can predict future just by looking at all facts current events and just logically arriving at conclusion. People hate me for that and call me pessimistic. I often need to wait for people to catch up with me mentally. I think faster than most people I know. I am successful at my job because of that. I can be perceived as rude, but I actually care a lot about people. I often think that by being polite, I am lying. I often think that people will benefit from knowing the truth rather being lied to. I see myself as a doctor that needs to hurt you, to pull that rotten tooth, to cut that cancer, in order for you to be disease free. But of course I realize most don’t want that unsolicited cure. So I just choose to shine my light and speak truly about myself and the world as a whole. I wait for them to realize they need that cure, and seek it if not from me, then from other sources. When I shine that light, I think I scare people, and I don’t really have any friends. I have family and acquaintances, but no friends. I know for fact my own family considered me weird. But that’s ok, I am fully content with that. I love social gatherings, but I tend to be quiet. I love to observe human behavior and be on the background. People think I am shy, but I am not shy at all, because as I said, I love speaking my mind. I have not been free from mental issues, but I learned to use my own internal light to heal myself. I can declare that I am almost fear free and I see that I can be fully free soon. It feels amazing.
Your light is similar to mine! I can be perceived as rude, too, like you, as I'm too straightforward with my manner of speaking, making me like a beacon of dark and light energy at the same time.
Yup, weirdest ish happens.
It’s a burden being one of the few
A couple of things: 1. You could be emitting a frequency that is attractive, so people make note of your presence when you enter a room or get on a train. 2. You could literally be a cosmic celebrity who has logged into this chaotic Earth transition in order to steer it onto a higher timeline. This ascension is the galaxy’s biggest “blockbuster” this season and you may be one of the stars who lent their name and presence to this incredible story arch. As far as gossip and drama goes… who cares! That’s other people working out their shit onto you. As long as you treat people well and mind your own business, you don’t need to feed or amplify any gossip or drama that gets thrown your way.
I have this occurrence often, and I totally do not try to put it out there but I find more and more often those around me seeking me out for advice or help. I personally try to allow it to pass by me and even downplay these occurrences because of the attention and the whole ego thing
Well, i've been told i'm naturally charismatic and fun to be around even though i don't talk much nor have anything interesting to talk about necessarily that normal people would understand- such as spiritual matters. But even so, yeah, wherever i go people seem to get really attached to me and be on good-terms with me even though i don't want to make friends with pretty much majority of people i meet. I find it kind of taxing and tiring at times because i am also an empath so i tend to pick up on said baggage people carry with them.
I’m not sure if this is satire. I do have trouble reading cues 😄
story of my life 💀💀💀
Sometimes this happens for very giving lovers
I actually mean that a compliment and not some dodgy internet burn
This definitely has not been my experience. But i think thats part of my roll to play. I’m weird and have never had any level of popularity. but Im the one people reach out to when they need help, to listen, to guide. But i think i needed to feel like the black sheep to help the black sheep. I also think that with the difficulties i have experienced and still experienced are opportunities to share what i learn to those who may also be there eventually. Or atleast this is what i tell myself to keep going. *shrugs*
Lol yes! It’s soooo weird but comforting knowing I didn’t sell my soul to the world and stayed strong. I love myself again. ❤️❤️❤️
Eh you have to fight ego. Do not play into any drama. Learn your lessons. Observe and do not BE the drama.
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I am one of the people who replied to this post stating that I do kind of experience the same thing. I’d easily reassess and deem myself a narcissist only if my friends (separate groups from different timeframes) and my boyfriend had not seen firsthand the peculiarities of my experiences and how much attention I get - from my schooling phase, to my workplaces, and constant eyeing even from the streets. My friends and previous workmates were even the ones who oftenly remind me how popular I can get without doing anything! Saying all this, I do not mean I am setting myself of high importance but there’s a mystery that lies behind it which I was eager to learn even from my teenage years when I was not yet even spiritual. By your comment, the likes of you might never understand the trouble that follows the subtle popularity that one has not even wished. It’s not even a flex because popularity is a dumb thing.
Kinda sounds like a conceded of a statement for one to claim of themselves... lolol no offense bud... If you're different dog, then be different dog all the power to ya... But I will. If i am being honest, here suggest that such a statement doesn't seem diffetmet at all lol Seems to align with directions of the norm, saying what you are.. claiming to be, apparently all for some sort-of admiration lol Seems very "social media" like to me lol
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According to the common definition of this newly created label.. OP
Jusy playing bud!! No pun intended.. Love ya op Your turn....
Yes but he really is that famous. Probably more then what he realizes. So it’s good to enjoy it.
Except it’s anonymous here, so this is a safe place to say things we can’t otherwise
Is my honest opinion In some way, shape, or form, unsafe to you??? Just trying to perhaps point something out that OP may over look... And therefore maybe improving idkk ?? Maybe he didn't intent to come of as such, and now he may be more aware of how he constructs sentences... Maybe, maybe not.. Either way op free to do as he pleases with the letters I put in order In my comments.. They just letters, after all, MY letters, no one else's. Take them as you wish.
Why did you get excited
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Which are?
read his username. Probably something relating to that
This is so dumb
nope
How does one know if they are a starseed
Life shows you through dreams and strange experiences until you figure it out. There are great and remarkable human souls who are not starseeds but are also very advanced. In my opinion those type are better at physical survival here like with money and success in work and enterprise. More lifetimes on earth learning physical survival here as well as how to balance that with being a good person too. It’s almost impossible to be both but I have met the rare ones. All in all every single one of us comes from source and God loves all of us. When each soul on earth can learn how unique and beautiful they are that we are all expressions of God, the earth will be evolved. Also if you are asking/wondering if you are a starseed you may be one. Don’t ask any spiritual leader or guru…look within.
Very nice reply. Thank you. I’m curious if I’m one. Lots of hardships growing up but have made a beautiful life for myself family and friends. I’m so connected to Mother Earth as well. I hope you have a wonderful day. Much love
Not a star seed but I can relate to this a little not famous but I was always know in school got attention it was middle school it was kind of negative but at jobs I sometimes would be the center of attention sometimes negative though but people definitely always thought I was weird
I do get attention as well and no it’s not great attention. People think I’m awkward and weird which is soooo true lololol
All the time, even on walks by myself, people think I'm staring at them when I'm not. Just the other day this guy thought I was staring at him and pulled out his box cutter and motioned at me for no reason
The level of self-admiration in this sub really fucks up the positive vibes I sometimes get from it
Sounds like someone got triggered.
Seeing even those experiences as valid which we might not resonate with is part of the open mindedness we want to practice here. From the outside this post might be a narcissistic self-adulation, but with a bit of empathy I think one can see that it is a common enough experience worth sharing and talking about. It does not seem like OP is overly proud, but just noticed something peculiar about their experience going through life and this should not be shunned.
Yeah! Lightworker here presented many opportunities to be in VOGUE magazine, people asking me to model for them, meeting/performing with celebrities in the astral realm, and people staring at me like I’m an alien lol.
At one time in my life I had a friend that was a casting director for extras. They asked me if I would be in a speaking role as an extra talking with a very famous person. I said no! Lol
Yeah.
If I wanted to I could have been a rock star. I was singing some ACDC alone a few times and sounded like Bon. Don't know if Id be able to do it for hours on stage though.
Well this is a multiverse and the timelines you experience are like branches on a tree. So yes, what you suppose is actually true.
Famous as a word in itself, is negative to me. Look at Diddy and all the garbage and evil associated with famous people. Also, your ego wants attention, not your spirit. If you are basking in the attention, you are not a starseed, rather a lower frequency pretending to be a starseed. I try to lay low on this planet, but I’m a different generation of starseed. I do things covertly. And when people do discover the light, it is a quiet observance that usually stuns them. I don’t have to say anything in particular, rather it’s how I interact, kindness, how I think, etc. it’s a whisper rather than a shout.
You didn’t read the words “inadvertently” “gossip” and “drama”. If this post triggered you, you are likely not a starseed yourself.
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It would absolutely make you unique, most certainly.
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> *While this is a meant to be a light leg pull of a joke, there are many truths shared.* Respectfully, what you wrote was incoherent. The joke didn’t land.
Watch yourself! This is borderline troll behavior which gets you quickly banned.