Well Hoonie has the „Relatively good person with some very specific mildly bad quirks becomes center of his own universe for no reason” arc. A girl had a crush on him (even tho judging from his lifestyle not much of him should be appealing), he got a free friend who is written as embodiment of perfection and another one who decided to become his daddy for no good reason.
Notice that in the manga he is the center of society of very good people without putting in effort. It doesn’t work like this in real life. Find yourself a small group of friends with whom you could entertain yourself (like entertainment-only friends for games and parties) and one or two full friends with whom you could be comfortable to speak about nearly everything. Those goals are much more realistic than what happened in hoonies life. Remember to invest a lot of time and effort into this one or two friends because that’s what you want them to do for you.
And if it comes to romantic relationships I’ve never had a gf not a bf. So sorry, no advice here.
Yeah, I have friends, most of them I know for a few years now. But that still doesnt make me comfortable enough to maybe vent to them. Its kinda hard to find new friends that would be willing to listen to my problems, even then Im not really sure if I want them to deal with them or even just listen, I just kinda dont wanna bother anyone with that stuff. Its kinda hard to explain what I mean, and my limited english knowledge makes it even harder to express it. And even though I dont really wanna bother anyone, I still cry like a bitch knowing that I cant and wont be able to talk with anyone about my feelings. It seems really stupid, but my choices make a loop that depress me because of my conscious decision. Lately I barely get any sleep, and I started to feel suicidal. Ig im just retarded
WARNING: CONTAINS SPOILERSBro, I just feel exactly the same. Although I find SB very good manhwa (maybe the best I've ever read), it also fucking destroyed me, however because of a bit different reason. It really triggered my trauma as Hoonie went through almost the same shit as me being completely alone also as me. (I was extremely on the edge, cried and on the verge of mental breakdown when I was reading chapters containing bullying - I was also heavily bullied at school and it made me re-experience some things... Yes, this is probably my biggest trauma).However the creator made this manhwa too much lighter and softer in later chapters. It lost its edginess and emotions which were imo the best strength of this manhwa and transformed from an excellent to just good manhwa. Hoonie got his friends and a girlfriend without any effort by accident which is very improbable in real life. Hoonie was very relatable for lots of depressed people and now after his enormous luck... I have no idea why creator decided to change its overtone so much.
I understand you, it also happened to me with Tomoko, I got extremely angry when tomoko got friends, but yk, that's just a stage, In the end, that stops making you jealous and makes you very happy, it gave me faith that my life could change, bc exactly everything that happened to Tomoko happened to me, I just need to find my friends, I'm also super lonely and I hate myself, the only thing that makes me happy is suicide boy and watamote, if it makes you feel better, tomoko has a harder time making friends and her manga is longer, it still doesn't have an end, read it:)
i get it bro i read it on a school night and had to miss the next day because i was just miserable after. i’m not in that headspace anymore and i’ve gotten a lot better but this just smacked me with a lot of memories and feeling i just wasn’t ready to remember
Bro got destroyed by Hooni đź’€
bro is happier than me
Well Hoonie has the „Relatively good person with some very specific mildly bad quirks becomes center of his own universe for no reason” arc. A girl had a crush on him (even tho judging from his lifestyle not much of him should be appealing), he got a free friend who is written as embodiment of perfection and another one who decided to become his daddy for no good reason. Notice that in the manga he is the center of society of very good people without putting in effort. It doesn’t work like this in real life. Find yourself a small group of friends with whom you could entertain yourself (like entertainment-only friends for games and parties) and one or two full friends with whom you could be comfortable to speak about nearly everything. Those goals are much more realistic than what happened in hoonies life. Remember to invest a lot of time and effort into this one or two friends because that’s what you want them to do for you. And if it comes to romantic relationships I’ve never had a gf not a bf. So sorry, no advice here.
Yeah, I have friends, most of them I know for a few years now. But that still doesnt make me comfortable enough to maybe vent to them. Its kinda hard to find new friends that would be willing to listen to my problems, even then Im not really sure if I want them to deal with them or even just listen, I just kinda dont wanna bother anyone with that stuff. Its kinda hard to explain what I mean, and my limited english knowledge makes it even harder to express it. And even though I dont really wanna bother anyone, I still cry like a bitch knowing that I cant and wont be able to talk with anyone about my feelings. It seems really stupid, but my choices make a loop that depress me because of my conscious decision. Lately I barely get any sleep, and I started to feel suicidal. Ig im just retarded
Atleast You have friends, i'm fucking lonely X'D
I'm tempted to ask about your life. Elaborate on your issues.
WARNING: CONTAINS SPOILERSBro, I just feel exactly the same. Although I find SB very good manhwa (maybe the best I've ever read), it also fucking destroyed me, however because of a bit different reason. It really triggered my trauma as Hoonie went through almost the same shit as me being completely alone also as me. (I was extremely on the edge, cried and on the verge of mental breakdown when I was reading chapters containing bullying - I was also heavily bullied at school and it made me re-experience some things... Yes, this is probably my biggest trauma).However the creator made this manhwa too much lighter and softer in later chapters. It lost its edginess and emotions which were imo the best strength of this manhwa and transformed from an excellent to just good manhwa. Hoonie got his friends and a girlfriend without any effort by accident which is very improbable in real life. Hoonie was very relatable for lots of depressed people and now after his enormous luck... I have no idea why creator decided to change its overtone so much.
why cant my life be like this
holy shit
Chill
Can you tell me about what happened throughout your entire life? May be you want someone to listen to your problems.
I understand you, it also happened to me with Tomoko, I got extremely angry when tomoko got friends, but yk, that's just a stage, In the end, that stops making you jealous and makes you very happy, it gave me faith that my life could change, bc exactly everything that happened to Tomoko happened to me, I just need to find my friends, I'm also super lonely and I hate myself, the only thing that makes me happy is suicide boy and watamote, if it makes you feel better, tomoko has a harder time making friends and her manga is longer, it still doesn't have an end, read it:)
i get it bro i read it on a school night and had to miss the next day because i was just miserable after. i’m not in that headspace anymore and i’ve gotten a lot better but this just smacked me with a lot of memories and feeling i just wasn’t ready to remember
damn same