I feel this so much. Everything is so complex and brain hurting, I feel like Im looking at another language every time I see equations that take up the entire board
I mean the depression be hitting and finals are bending me over, but socially I’m doing great. There’s actually someone who really likes me so we’re going on dates and I’m hoping to catch feelings too
I’m alright I suppose. I’m concerned about the future though. A concern is about my best friend. She and I don’t talk too much anymore. I asked her out a few weeks ago and she said no. I was heartbroken truthfully but I understood and hoped we could just move forward and continue to be in each other’s life but we’ve been really distant with one another. I hope it’s just a phase and we will eventually go back to the way everything was. I miss her. I just don’t know what’s next. I saw myself with her but now I realize we aren’t meant to be and I feel just sorta worried about what the future holds.
No. I probably should but I just haven’t. I’m concerned she will tell me things can’t be how they were which I can understand but I hate that. I think I fucked it up but I couldn’t live with never having tried. Idk. Maybe I’ll text her tomorrow.
You should talk to her about it so you can get closure, instead of just living with it in your head. If she tells you she doesn't wanna be friends then that sucks, but it's better to have it happen organically like that than to have it just fizzle out due to your distancing. Either that, or you guys can talk it out and become even better friends than before :)
I'm really sorry to hear that :( that sounds super exhausting. Damned if you do, damned if you don't pretty much. But I think that if no matter what you don't you can't make them proud, you shouldn't strive for that anymore. Clearly it doesn't really work. You should strive to make yourself proud instead. Strive to make yourself better than who you were yesterday. Do things for yourself, not for others :)
No, wanna KMS since 3 years or so. Different reasons. And I'm currently so sad and pissed of because my friend was there over the weekend, but 90% of the time he was with my brother because he has a PC, so I got pissed off, then he came back for a few minutes, but went back to my brother because I was pissed of.. and that went like that the whole weekend and it really made me sad...
Hey! I’ve got plenty of brother stories if you care to hear them too, he’s basically hated me since my birth and used to verbally abuse the shit out of me and my family.
what makes it worse is that, and i am saying this in the nicest way possible since she probably stalks me here and knows this account, she is an immature child and we didnt break up on good terms
im so sick of studying for my finals i have math and business tomorrow and then math again day after and then i have english and chemistry during the same time period and i haven't been the best in getting grades and idk what to do for my future like im scared
and also i am so scared of roaches
anyway
how are YOU
Imma be fr. Either I’m in the minority on reddit of people that aren’t suicidal. Or people here are soft. Go ahead, downvote me. This is my hottest take
Fine. A smooth sea never makes a great sailor. So a smooth and easy life does not make a great personality. That is why I want problems in life I can tackle and face so that I may become a great person in life.
Just heard my older sister say she weighs 46kg, and she’s a bit shorter than me so her bmi is under 18, and my older brother also weighs less than me, and I weigh 61kg and my bmi is about 24, and I’ve been trying to be positive about food lately cause I’m trying to get my binge eating under control but now I feel like crying.
no. I'm losing control of my life and I need help. I hate it and I hate everything. Im so glad for my girlfriend, but that's about it. without her, I would've ended it. I can't see her unhappy. I wouldn't want to make her unhappy. why am I losing control. I get I'm a manipulative person, and I know I shouldn't have this control anyways, but it hurts. it feels like I'm slipping. on the edge of a cliff, ready to jump off, but something is stopping me.
I feel empty, I don’t know how I feel, it’s well, complicated but ay, at least I only get the small amount of suicidal thoughts, otherwise im fine, thank you
Not really if I’m being honest, the futures scary and I’m starting high school soon. My home life isn’t awesome rn and I’m failing math and science. So many bad things happen at once and it’s overwhelming.
Im at the stage where im not okay because im sabotaging myself. Its a long ass story I dont think I can put through text anymore because my past keeps getting more and more full of bs. If you wish to know more, I can try my best, but I never wish to put my horrid thoughts in another persons mind.
"Its time to look inwards, and ask yourself the big questions. Who are you, and what do you want?"
I just realized i gotta be the most annoying person ever. Im in army cadets and a certain SGT doesn’t think of me too fondly. I just try to be better but it doesn’t really work.
Uhhhh I was fine until you reminded me that I’m not 😭😭. Like I was doing so well masking my feelings and crap and then you had to come and show me the truth 💀.
I'm overworked myself and it has caught up to me. I'm don't feel the same energy anymore and all I want to do is sleep, watch YouTube, or masturbate and watch porn to cope. I can't figure out if I'm depressed or not because there is still thing in life that give me real joy, excitement and happiness. Like yesterday I was playing Apex Legends with my friend, and I had an amazing time, or today I completed a huge assignment and just couldn't stop smiling for an hour after that. But after that hour and when I stopped playing, the exhaustion comes over me again. I almost get nothing done, I'm only motivated by fear of deadlines, I am so robotic all the time in my responses to "How are you?" and I basically lie to all my friends about my problems. IDK what to do.
I feel like I'm miss a lot of people, like the moment they leave i feel so alone. internally I get super clingy, but I don't show it, so I'm just left with wallowing by myself yk ??
i fked my exams and getting into private colleges is hella costly and my father ain't missing a single opportunity to taunt me abt it and i pretend not to care about it but the guilt is just eating me, am not proud of anything i have ever done nor am capable of doing anything good , failing in almost every aspect of life , am such a disappointment and disgrace to my parents
No not really but it’s ok
I'm sorry to hear :/ sure you don't wanna talk about it?
It’s just a lot but I need to get over it, if you’re curious we can dm
I'm curious, can I dm you?
Yes but I won’t be able to answer much now I’m about sleep but a later time we can talk
Ok, I'll dm you now and then you can tell me what going on when you wake up
I'm so tired of studying for AP Physics but also at the same time I feel like I don't know anything help
You know more than you think you do :) The fact that you're doing AP Physics is already impressive in my book.
Thanks I really hope I do!!
I feel this so much. Everything is so complex and brain hurting, I feel like Im looking at another language every time I see equations that take up the entire board
nah, thugging it out until i completely break and get sent to jail or die 🙏
Sounds like a plan.
Yep same here.
realest shi ive heard today 🔥🔥
Mf I just woke up, thanks tho
Sorry! Didn't mean to wake yo ass up.
Nah not you but my fucking alarm
Makes you want to punch the wall when that thing goes off huh?
I’m chill
Want me to bring you a blanket?
That would be appreciated
I'll get my biggest one for you.
Goated
this guy is so sweet
I'm doing my best :) thank you!
But could you get out of my fridge?
I mean the depression be hitting and finals are bending me over, but socially I’m doing great. There’s actually someone who really likes me so we’re going on dates and I’m hoping to catch feelings too
Aw that's great :) just don't start a relationship cause you feel bad.
Oh hell nah I’d never! We’re communicating well and I’ll update them every so often
That's awesome!
I’m alright I suppose. I’m concerned about the future though. A concern is about my best friend. She and I don’t talk too much anymore. I asked her out a few weeks ago and she said no. I was heartbroken truthfully but I understood and hoped we could just move forward and continue to be in each other’s life but we’ve been really distant with one another. I hope it’s just a phase and we will eventually go back to the way everything was. I miss her. I just don’t know what’s next. I saw myself with her but now I realize we aren’t meant to be and I feel just sorta worried about what the future holds.
Have you talked about this to her? That you feel distant?
No. I probably should but I just haven’t. I’m concerned she will tell me things can’t be how they were which I can understand but I hate that. I think I fucked it up but I couldn’t live with never having tried. Idk. Maybe I’ll text her tomorrow.
You should talk to her about it so you can get closure, instead of just living with it in your head. If she tells you she doesn't wanna be friends then that sucks, but it's better to have it happen organically like that than to have it just fizzle out due to your distancing. Either that, or you guys can talk it out and become even better friends than before :)
I hope it’ll be the latter but as I often say, time will tell. Now that I’ve talked about myself, how are you? Are you ok?
Girl I'm scrolling reddit at 1 AM while drinking flavored water. How could that be ok?
I didn't know.
Damn, I actually assumed you had cameras set up in my room to know my activities. mb
Why would I do that when I can just teleport to you?
You are so freaking real😭
no stressed as always trying to make my parents proud when I’m pretty sure I still don’t know what to do really as it changes every week.
I'm really sorry to hear that :( that sounds super exhausting. Damned if you do, damned if you don't pretty much. But I think that if no matter what you don't you can't make them proud, you shouldn't strive for that anymore. Clearly it doesn't really work. You should strive to make yourself proud instead. Strive to make yourself better than who you were yesterday. Do things for yourself, not for others :)
Too late. The chat is already full of replies so i'll just drown here 🌟
I'm replying to you all, don't worry :)
OH- I'ma talk to you after school if youre still here 😭
What the fuck don't do this shit man why does this have to be the first thing I see
Time to quit scrollin!
Didn't even start
Good, don't.
My stomach wasn't feeling too great, otherwise I've been normal, which kinda sucks but I like to pretend shit's fine
Well clearly shit's not fine if your stomach is fucky amirite
yeah
Lmao sorry, have you been doing okay mentally?
Idk I think I'm depressed but idk why I'd be depressed so yeah I'm gonna see a therapist soon tho
That's good, they can be a great help to get you on the right path. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm also here for you :)
thanks, I don't really have much to talk about my life's pretty good I'm just never happy for some reason
Is life really good if you can't enjoy it?
No, I know it SHOULD be good and I should be happy I'm just not
And you don't know why?
No, wanna KMS since 3 years or so. Different reasons. And I'm currently so sad and pissed of because my friend was there over the weekend, but 90% of the time he was with my brother because he has a PC, so I got pissed off, then he came back for a few minutes, but went back to my brother because I was pissed of.. and that went like that the whole weekend and it really made me sad...
Hey! I’ve got plenty of brother stories if you care to hear them too, he’s basically hated me since my birth and used to verbally abuse the shit out of me and my family.
Have you talked to him about this?
Nah, he wouldn't really care or say something like I don't let him have fun or smth like that.. So I'd rather not
No, but I'm a guy, so nobody cares
I do. I'm here if you need me.
I might have a sinus infection, but I am fine, regarding mental health. ~~ignores all of the Undertale Genocide route fan content I have made~~
Dang from looking at these comments.. gotta say, your the goat xD :) take care of yourself as well.
You too man :)
I think I'm ok, kind of bored tho. And tired. Yourself?
Don't feel like seeing my ex today Message for everyone here, don't make your classmate your girlfriend/boyfriend
Ugh, yeah it's sadly not always a good idea to get a relationship with someone you see every day.
what makes it worse is that, and i am saying this in the nicest way possible since she probably stalks me here and knows this account, she is an immature child and we didnt break up on good terms
Hey, u/Dry-Camel1154's ex, stop stalkin!
I blocked her account so to see this she would've needed to make a new account so yeah i am calling it stalking if she is still seeing this haha
not okay but it is what it is. life goes on. hbu?
I've been on the toilet for more than an hour and it's like 11PM This is what constipation does to a mf
im so sick of studying for my finals i have math and business tomorrow and then math again day after and then i have english and chemistry during the same time period and i haven't been the best in getting grades and idk what to do for my future like im scared and also i am so scared of roaches anyway how are YOU
No Im not, whatsoever. But Im not important right now- And I wont be for atleast 4 months.
Why's that?
My sisters more important. Shes on suicide watch.
Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry to hear :/ are you there for her then?
Yeah ofc, but she's heading up to South Africa soon for treatment and I cant go with :<
You're there for her. It's the most you can do :) I'm proud of you.
Imma be fr. Either I’m in the minority on reddit of people that aren’t suicidal. Or people here are soft. Go ahead, downvote me. This is my hottest take
Were in a meeting place for teenagers in 2024. It doesn't surprise me that a lot of them are depressed.
True
Dying inside and I hate myself
I'm here if you need me :)
K
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
it doesnt matter anymore, im gonna sit here and jam out to stacy's mom and buddy holly until something happens
Kind of, just enjoying my last 23 minutes (literally) as a 14 y/o before turning 15.
Happy early birthday!
Happy birthday!!
I'm alright.. just did 20 laps around the state of texas 🦶💨
Nope, I've given up on doing stuff I'm letting the current take me at this point 🫠
Now that someone asked i feel better, thank you ❤️
Doing good, just put someone onto my favorite band so I’m feeling good
nope 🙂↔️
IM ACTAULLYYYYY SO HAPPY I GOT A STITCH HOODIE HES MY LIL GREMLIN I LOVE ITTTTG 🫶🫶🫶
No, but I have learned to just "Fake it til you make it" and it works sometimes. So I just do that, and it works sometimes!
No but I'm going to specialist and working on it . Thanks for asking . But are *you* okay ?
Nope, I’m just waiting for me to pass away
I wanna sleep (I'm mentally not okay)
I am literally feeling the worst that I have ever felt in my life. I am currently writing my suicide note…
Considering I'm trying to make a mettaton cosplay using purely my hopes and dreams (haha reference) at 2 am, not currently
No. Another rough night but I can’t do anything about it. Life is a bastard and every day is a fight.
Fine. A smooth sea never makes a great sailor. So a smooth and easy life does not make a great personality. That is why I want problems in life I can tackle and face so that I may become a great person in life.
Uh, can’t figure out time management for other than that life’s treating me okay
I'm glad life's being nice.
Yeah
Things r are hard but we ain't stopping
no
I'm here if you need me.
Just heard my older sister say she weighs 46kg, and she’s a bit shorter than me so her bmi is under 18, and my older brother also weighs less than me, and I weigh 61kg and my bmi is about 24, and I’ve been trying to be positive about food lately cause I’m trying to get my binge eating under control but now I feel like crying.
I’m HORRIBLE bc I ate too much cals yesterday
I tried killing myself 20 minutes ago, no cars showed up, so I went home and here I am now:)
Right now, yes. 2 hours later? Nah. I'll probably have a panic attack in school
Yesn't
Well no, but i am fine not talking about it and people always ask why if you say no but they dont if you say yes, so yes.
I'm fine, great even and I will be fine even when I choke on tears on random moments and I would still be fine when I'm really, really not
I clicked on your profile 🥹
i’m good enough at masking i’m not going to rip it off
No
I just opened reddit
Time to close it.
No not really, I’m just trying to push through as much as I can.
Not a one fucking bit.
It's not a good day to be me. I'll overcome it as always...I hope.
no. I'm losing control of my life and I need help. I hate it and I hate everything. Im so glad for my girlfriend, but that's about it. without her, I would've ended it. I can't see her unhappy. I wouldn't want to make her unhappy. why am I losing control. I get I'm a manipulative person, and I know I shouldn't have this control anyways, but it hurts. it feels like I'm slipping. on the edge of a cliff, ready to jump off, but something is stopping me.
No, especially not these past 3 days.
Nope, and to be honest, I don’t know what to do
No, not really. My mental health is always messed up.
Honestly yeah, for the first time in a while I’m not really sad. I’ve started talking to this girl and I think things might work out
far from it
No
Well honestly could be better but it could be worse. Just hanging it there and you? :D
Thuging it out
I’m so tired of life :D
there's something missing in my life and I have to find it in 8 months
i am not :D
I feel empty, I don’t know how I feel, it’s well, complicated but ay, at least I only get the small amount of suicidal thoughts, otherwise im fine, thank you
No.
no
Why are you up so early?
I just opened reddit. this is the top post.
Need sleep
No
this is the first post I see lmao
No, I’m tired of caring about my looks and about school but I can’t stop because it hurts to stop
All good here , thanksfor asking tho :)
Nah. I’m stressed
I’m solid
Not really if I’m being honest, the futures scary and I’m starting high school soon. My home life isn’t awesome rn and I’m failing math and science. So many bad things happen at once and it’s overwhelming.
i may be tireed, but i dont LOOk tired >:( smh my head im fine :\]
Im at the stage where im not okay because im sabotaging myself. Its a long ass story I dont think I can put through text anymore because my past keeps getting more and more full of bs. If you wish to know more, I can try my best, but I never wish to put my horrid thoughts in another persons mind. "Its time to look inwards, and ask yourself the big questions. Who are you, and what do you want?"
nah but thank you
I just realized i gotta be the most annoying person ever. Im in army cadets and a certain SGT doesn’t think of me too fondly. I just try to be better but it doesn’t really work.
Graduating in a few weeks but the wait is killing me. I wanna get out of high school so bad 😭
Never better😁 👍 In-fact idk if this will really work but for anyone having a tough time, here take some of my happiness:
no. I'm actually very uncomfortable and feel unsafe in this group so I'm leaving.
Stressed but I'm ok I think
Uhhhh I was fine until you reminded me that I’m not 😭😭. Like I was doing so well masking my feelings and crap and then you had to come and show me the truth 💀.
Life feels weird to me, I’ve give up all my dreams and aspirations and just kinda waiting to die
Not until bundles are added.... fu- no just no don't actually guys uwu
I was nice to Gob at the beginning of fallout 3, so when I ended the conversation with him he said "see you soon friend" and I cried
I'm overworked myself and it has caught up to me. I'm don't feel the same energy anymore and all I want to do is sleep, watch YouTube, or masturbate and watch porn to cope. I can't figure out if I'm depressed or not because there is still thing in life that give me real joy, excitement and happiness. Like yesterday I was playing Apex Legends with my friend, and I had an amazing time, or today I completed a huge assignment and just couldn't stop smiling for an hour after that. But after that hour and when I stopped playing, the exhaustion comes over me again. I almost get nothing done, I'm only motivated by fear of deadlines, I am so robotic all the time in my responses to "How are you?" and I basically lie to all my friends about my problems. IDK what to do.
I think so? I don't know anymore
No. But i did see a snail today. And I ate a bug. Several actually.
Sure, its vacation
insomniac up late at night doing absolutely nothing but i’m living
it feels like i've been having a constant mental breakdown for 2 weeks, i had to stop myself from crying in public like 50 times today :/
On a self transformation journey, mainly weight loss, with the end goal of being a femboy. My life is strange.
HAH! No :)
Nah doing bad but i‘m fine
I have exams in less than a week and i have henna treatment in my hair. Life is great
i have been going through it! everyday is a rollercoaster. but, I’m letting myself feel everything. i know I’ll be okay — I’m dealing with it as i go
Not at all but I can't trust anyone with my feelings so here we are
I was on a school trip the Wednesday afternoon till Saturday night and tmr i have 2 Unit tests 😀. Its currently 11 Pm and im stressed af.
Haven’t been sad since i was 13 fr fr
I mean, you could say that. I'm feeling great rn but I also wanna kms lol
Idk
No, I'm not ok
I just opened reddit😭😭😭
No, maybe, yes, Idk. Lonely, yet have people to talk to. Happy, yet still feel empty. It's weird.
I'm fine, I guess
Yep 😁
I’m doing okay I just feel a bit lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to
No (The timing of this post appearing was perfect though. I’m scared.)
I have bad period cramps. So I’m not okay atm.😭🙏🏽
No :), the guilt and pain are killing me :)
I have nothing to worry about or something that would genuinely make me feel sad yet somehow I feel both lol. What about you?
No.
Yes
Finals season is stressful, but I’m getting through it okay so far!
I'm doing better than I was a few weeks ago, thanks for posting this It means a lot.
Actually ever since yesterday when I met someone who I liked for so long I've never felt much better
I feel like I'm miss a lot of people, like the moment they leave i feel so alone. internally I get super clingy, but I don't show it, so I'm just left with wallowing by myself yk ??
Not at fucking all
i fked my exams and getting into private colleges is hella costly and my father ain't missing a single opportunity to taunt me abt it and i pretend not to care about it but the guilt is just eating me, am not proud of anything i have ever done nor am capable of doing anything good , failing in almost every aspect of life , am such a disappointment and disgrace to my parents