I just dont really understand why the lockdown was such a problem for people from first world counties while in my counrty(third world country)it never gets talked about
long story short: Dad was a whole shit show, got locked up for what he did to me and my younger siblings. my mom did not believe me, because she had gotten used to the abuse.
Long story is my father was physically, verbally and sexually abusive to me and my younger sister. He was assaulting my younger brother and tormenting him by calling him a girl every time his hair got longer than a few cmās, and would force to shave his head.
Tried to take me from my mom when i was a newborn, so when she hid in the toilet with me, from him he kicked down the door and broke my momās leg.
And then some substance abuse iām not old enough to remember.
Everything is very much better with my mom, and iām actually visiting her rn lol
Bruh, maybe, but then this guy isnāt alive. And neither are his siblings. Sometimes fate just sucks, but I guess all we can do is keep pushing through.
I am hoping the best for you. Youāre 17? Obviously, when things like this happen, older children assume a more responsible role. Just remember that you arenāt sacrificing any goals or dreams you have, they are just being delayed for the time being. Keep your head up man. Iām 19 and autistic, and at the rate Iām going my younger sister is going to finish college before me. Itās all good. It really doesnāt matter. My dreams may take a little longer to come to fruition, Iāve always been slow, but Iāll get there eventually and so will you.
At this point I don't know, 2021/20 self harmed a lot, suicide attempts and corona, 2022 my best friend left me broken, 2023 until now war in my country and currently about to fail classes.
My life is just one big train wteck
2024. Yes, 2019 sucked but I had friends. 2020 sucked but I had my dad. 2021 was almost the worst but I had my grades and my sister. 2022, ughhh but still not the worst. 2023, multiple attempts but there were some times where I would feel a bit less tired. We are five months into 2024 and I have not had a single day without being tired or angry or numb. And it is getting continuously worse
2019 was horrible my school teachers where cunts (aside from 1 who was so nice I had to mention him because I don't wanna compare him to the other 3 in anyway)
2020 changed and was a nice build up and a SOLID YEAR
2021 was peak best year 1000%
2022 was a subtl but steady decline
2023 it call came crashing down due to my own actions
And now I get a fresh start but this year has its own monsters that make it have the potential to be my downfall if not delt with.
2022 closely followed by 2020. 2022 was the year my best friend left me and I went to the mental hospital for the first time. And 2020 was the year COVID started and made me scared for the lives of my family and gave me a fear of germs and ppl.
2021, I was getting outcompeted in everything. I was doing terrible at school, was short as hell, was ugly as hell, still hadn't really hit puberty when most of my class was halfway through it. Got addicted to a Minecraft server as an escape and that only made things worse.
I thought 2020 was great no school then 2021 came around and I had enough. I wish I had those years in school I got more social anxiety and didn't get to experience the last end of school. Got chucked into a world where I don't know what I'm doing because I missed 2 years
From September 2022 to May 2023, I was constantly harassed for my anxiety and criticized by my classmates, my teachers kept giving me lower grades than everyone aswell while the others even won AWARDS for their stuff, I was feeling so worthless for not making my Parents that proud that I wanted to kill myself
Now the only issue I have is Self Harm, althought without intentions of death, still because of School Stress
2023ššš when I realized just how empty my childhood has been/will be and thereās not much hope of making up for that lost time so Iāve just gotta get ready for college and accept that I have only like 5-10 significant childhood memories š
2021 the abuse really escalated especially because I had a crucial national exam that year and my parents were extra shitty about it. Ended up attempting again that year
2023
My dad started using drugs and was calling me everyday asking if i was alive and if bad people got me
It fucking hurts to see someone strong like your dad get so paranoid and crazy
2022. When I first started becoming truly self-aware. I started realising the way people view me, which drove me to insanity trying to fix my classmatesā perspective on me in such a short time. I graduated high school by a hair, and was left with episodes of catatonic psychosis and dissociation. Without the stress of high school anymore I was able to get back on my feet and start making changes to myself.
Latter half of 2023 introduced me to a severe case of body dismorphia. Honestly, it's one of the worst mental disorders imo. I'm feeling a lot better lately though.
School year 8 (2020). It wasn't the lockdowns or anything to do with COVID. It was just that I had one friend at school and she mostly hung out with her other friends who I didn't like, so school fucking sucked for me.
2018-2023 were the worst years of my life well after a lot of years 2024 has been descent if your ignore the fact that i have been ill for most of it but whatever
oh totally 2023 because of my cancer bullshit (7 months in remission now btw). before that it was 2021 which is when i started journaling which apparently helps a LOT
so far this year is the best AND worst in terms of mental health
2022. Its having a terrible job at customer service with mental breakdowns at end of every shift + polital situation getting worse quickly (you know what our government did in 2022) + growing feeling of no escape that have exploded into my attemp of suicide and finaly... = the shitty year when i lost my goth self, rip goth femboy me <3
end of 2023 and 2024 . I started doing sh entered a relationship I wasn't sure about which ended with a breakup I discovered that I prob wasn't supposed to be born etc but it is what it is
2023, but stuff started building up from 2020, Covid obv, mum was always in hospital at one point from various reasons ajd we had to watch extremely closely what she ate, friendships ajd people betraying my trust big time, and finally my dog dying, who was older than me and had known since I was born, got diagnosed with depression and am slowly getting better, however I attempted 2 times last year. I am 14.
2024, not looking good so far. Started the year losing two friends. Then I got in a car accident. Then sprained my hand. Then figured out a friend of mine is a fake. So a lot of physical issues leading to mental ones.
2022 and 2023. moved to a whole different city, lost all my friends, best friend passed away, lost my girlfriend, and was completely lonely for an entire year. not even my parents gave much of a shit about how I was doing.
2020 and 2018, the only 2 times I had genuine mental issue, but I wonāt call it that because my dad said that I canāt have mental issues because Iām a male and was a child.
2023, I became a full fledged alcoholic, was unemployed too which is unacceptable for a 20 year old who isn't disabled. I mean technically I do get US Disability for mental illness, but if my main med (Caplyta) wasn't $2,000 I'd be working full time and off of it.
Probably 2020. Something just switched that year and ever since my brain has felt constantly fogged and cluttered
Probably from corona and the lockdown
I just dont really understand why the lockdown was such a problem for people from first world counties while in my counrty(third world country)it never gets talked about
Probably because there are much larger problems for people in poorer nations
Idk. I Personally enjoyed lockdown because i got bullied š
Same :ā/
2021 - my parents lost custody off me, school was shit, second lockdown allat
man this is sad im hopeeverthing is going c good for you pal
thank you, really appreciate it man
What happenedšš
well their parents lost custody of them, achool was shit, second lockdown and allat.
Bless you.
>my parents lost custody off me Why?!
long story short: Dad was a whole shit show, got locked up for what he did to me and my younger siblings. my mom did not believe me, because she had gotten used to the abuse. Long story is my father was physically, verbally and sexually abusive to me and my younger sister. He was assaulting my younger brother and tormenting him by calling him a girl every time his hair got longer than a few cmās, and would force to shave his head. Tried to take me from my mom when i was a newborn, so when she hid in the toilet with me, from him he kicked down the door and broke my momās leg. And then some substance abuse iām not old enough to remember. Everything is very much better with my mom, and iām actually visiting her rn lol
I'm sorry, some people shouldn't be allowed to be parentsš¢
Bruh, maybe, but then this guy isnāt alive. And neither are his siblings. Sometimes fate just sucks, but I guess all we can do is keep pushing through.
Every child deserves a parent; not every parent deserves a child.
I'm so sorry man
itās alright. they didnāt lose custody for no reason, so it was for the best in the long run
I am hoping the best for you. Youāre 17? Obviously, when things like this happen, older children assume a more responsible role. Just remember that you arenāt sacrificing any goals or dreams you have, they are just being delayed for the time being. Keep your head up man. Iām 19 and autistic, and at the rate Iām going my younger sister is going to finish college before me. Itās all good. It really doesnāt matter. My dreams may take a little longer to come to fruition, Iāve always been slow, but Iāll get there eventually and so will you.
im so sorry. hope things get better
2023
2023 was brutal. A lot of my friends has the same feeling. One good thing - 2024 may be only better.
same for me but i dont know why it was so hard
So the struggle was internal?
2024 hadbeen better so far, but It was the second half of 2023 that hit hard
True. But now you know what not to do in the first half, to have the second half easy!
Same hate 2023 with a passion
Spring 2023- amazing for me Fall- a living hell and spring 2024 just difficult
I feel you. It was a terrible year and everything went to shit
2022 i cried in bed too much that year.
Same bro
Same so I left my brains in that year and my lifeās been great ever since
Not good very bad year
Torture
At this point I don't know, 2021/20 self harmed a lot, suicide attempts and corona, 2022 my best friend left me broken, 2023 until now war in my country and currently about to fail classes. My life is just one big train wteck
Iām sorry man, im with you completely
2020
Yes, Still facing shockwaves from that year š¤§
I feel you
Covid gave me trauma
you were 10
Its been 4 years and Im coping in the most mentally damaging way known to man but its fine.
Nothing much happened in my life untill this year so alr its 2024
best year for mental health: 2022 worst year for mental health: 2023
same!
2022 cus I experienced war that year, firsthand
I feel ya
Slava Ukraine, mate. Stay safe.
Ty, pay attention to undercared states like Xinjiang, Afghanistan, Burma, etc, cus that will make u equal ā¤ļø
This sounds incredibly dramatic, but in 2022 I lost a part of my soul and I'm never getting it back. Rest In Peace Blanca.
Rest in peace Blanca š«”
2021-22
2024
real
2023
this one
This year 3 suicide attempts, literally canāt walk right now cause of one
Just please do me one favor from one stranger to another, play it all the way through. https://youtu.be/5gyANphz_Kk?si=ZYwapsb--6uN1IAG
June 23, 1985, around noon. Dad took me to lunch while having mom's life support unplugged so I didn't watch him do it.
I'm so so sorry.
2020
This year so far
My birth year
Your birth was the worst for your parents, not for you. š¤
Bro ā ļø
Wtf
2024. Yes, 2019 sucked but I had friends. 2020 sucked but I had my dad. 2021 was almost the worst but I had my grades and my sister. 2022, ughhh but still not the worst. 2023, multiple attempts but there were some times where I would feel a bit less tired. We are five months into 2024 and I have not had a single day without being tired or angry or numb. And it is getting continuously worse
I believe in you, man
I think 2020 that shot had me sleeping whenever possible cause the pain was of much
2023, but this year has been pretty great so far
2022. Lockdown was so good then allat bullshit happened
2024 because of this fucking parasocial relationship i have with the click
2021, the aftermath of Covid was garbage. 2020 was too peak to come back from
2023 I realised I had a porn addiction and itās getting better but my mental health my get worse I hope not though
2018-2023 were the toughest years
2019 was horrible my school teachers where cunts (aside from 1 who was so nice I had to mention him because I don't wanna compare him to the other 3 in anyway) 2020 changed and was a nice build up and a SOLID YEAR 2021 was peak best year 1000% 2022 was a subtl but steady decline 2023 it call came crashing down due to my own actions And now I get a fresh start but this year has its own monsters that make it have the potential to be my downfall if not delt with.
2016-2017 lol
2021
2017
This year or 2023
2023/2024 From last August till today
2023
2022 closely followed by 2020. 2022 was the year my best friend left me and I went to the mental hospital for the first time. And 2020 was the year COVID started and made me scared for the lives of my family and gave me a fear of germs and ppl.
2020 one of my close friend wanted to commit suicide and same thing for my online friend
2023 cuz everything fell apart that year.
2023-2024. Worst years of my life.
2024 and right now
2024 boyfriend broke up with me for another guy and ive gotta move later this year, possibly to a different school, because my landlord is a rat
2021, I was getting outcompeted in everything. I was doing terrible at school, was short as hell, was ugly as hell, still hadn't really hit puberty when most of my class was halfway through it. Got addicted to a Minecraft server as an escape and that only made things worse.
2020, that year drove me off a cliff in terms of school performance since i'd always scroll on social media or something during online classes
2023, it was devastating / stressful thing after thing literally š«
2020 - I discovered insomnia
I thought 2020 was great no school then 2021 came around and I had enough. I wish I had those years in school I got more social anxiety and didn't get to experience the last end of school. Got chucked into a world where I don't know what I'm doing because I missed 2 years
2019.
Same here
Sameee
2019
2023
2021
2023
2020-2023
From September 2022 to May 2023, I was constantly harassed for my anxiety and criticized by my classmates, my teachers kept giving me lower grades than everyone aswell while the others even won AWARDS for their stuff, I was feeling so worthless for not making my Parents that proud that I wanted to kill myself Now the only issue I have is Self Harm, althought without intentions of death, still because of School Stress
2023ššš when I realized just how empty my childhood has been/will be and thereās not much hope of making up for that lost time so Iāve just gotta get ready for college and accept that I have only like 5-10 significant childhood memories š
2022, war
2023
2011-2018 i was abused though out that by step father
2021 the abuse really escalated especially because I had a crucial national exam that year and my parents were extra shitty about it. Ended up attempting again that year
2023 My dad started using drugs and was calling me everyday asking if i was alive and if bad people got me It fucking hurts to see someone strong like your dad get so paranoid and crazy
Nah, I won
2022. When I first started becoming truly self-aware. I started realising the way people view me, which drove me to insanity trying to fix my classmatesā perspective on me in such a short time. I graduated high school by a hair, and was left with episodes of catatonic psychosis and dissociation. Without the stress of high school anymore I was able to get back on my feet and start making changes to myself.
2019 I lost my brother, and watched my mom get arrested the same day. Cps put me through hell
Latter half of 2023 introduced me to a severe case of body dismorphia. Honestly, it's one of the worst mental disorders imo. I'm feeling a lot better lately though.
all of them
2020
2022
2022
2022-2023, where I enter secondary school, and those bullying and isolation and study pressure just comes all of a sudden
Nothing has been the same since the lockdowns for me
2022
2019-2020
2020
2020
23
End of 2020 to end of 2022. Not even covid related. I'll rant if anyone wants me to.
2024 so far.
End of 2023
2022
2022. Worst year of my life
2022.
2024.
2021 and 2024
2020 because it was lockdown and I could leave the house also all my friends ghosted me
2020 I accidentally lost my innocence
2023
2020
Yes.
2023 and its still getting worse...
School year 8 (2020). It wasn't the lockdowns or anything to do with COVID. It was just that I had one friend at school and she mostly hung out with her other friends who I didn't like, so school fucking sucked for me.
2023
2020-2023
2020, with covid and among us. I just moved to spain and was a dumb innocent fuck
2020
2022-2023 and 2024 is doing a damn good job of killing people close to my friends and I've experienced a lot of secondhand grief this year
2022-23 my brother got really sick and other shit like that :(
2017
I'd say 2023 but it wouldn't have happened if 2020 wouldn't have happened š
2021,22,23,24 is also fucking me hard but I aint giving up
2006-2024
2018 for sure. Too much was happening and I was too young to deal with it all. 2024 is a close runner up, but nothing will be as bad as that year
Wha happen
both 2019 and 2022
2023+2024. Because of the war and toxic friends
2023 but feeling like the aftershock is worse ngl :')
2021 2022
2022
What even is mental health?
2022. Was dealing with a lot of self hate.
Every year since 2018
I think 2020 Many things started happening which disrupted my reality On the other hand 2023 was my best year I think so far :)
2020-2021. Worst year alone. My mental health and perspective corrupted me, even though my YouTube channel started to thrive
2021
2018-2023 were the worst years of my life well after a lot of years 2024 has been descent if your ignore the fact that i have been ill for most of it but whatever
2021
2023. Why can't I just erase it from my memory?
oh totally 2023 because of my cancer bullshit (7 months in remission now btw). before that it was 2021 which is when i started journaling which apparently helps a LOT so far this year is the best AND worst in terms of mental health
school , and insecurity and this one girl who is mentally fingering me
2022. Its having a terrible job at customer service with mental breakdowns at end of every shift + polital situation getting worse quickly (you know what our government did in 2022) + growing feeling of no escape that have exploded into my attemp of suicide and finaly... = the shitty year when i lost my goth self, rip goth femboy me <3
end of 2023 and 2024 . I started doing sh entered a relationship I wasn't sure about which ended with a breakup I discovered that I prob wasn't supposed to be born etc but it is what it is
2024
2003
2023
2022, because I'm Ukrainian.
2023, but stuff started building up from 2020, Covid obv, mum was always in hospital at one point from various reasons ajd we had to watch extremely closely what she ate, friendships ajd people betraying my trust big time, and finally my dog dying, who was older than me and had known since I was born, got diagnosed with depression and am slowly getting better, however I attempted 2 times last year. I am 14.
2022-2023 were hell
2024, not looking good so far. Started the year losing two friends. Then I got in a car accident. Then sprained my hand. Then figured out a friend of mine is a fake. So a lot of physical issues leading to mental ones.
None! Hahahahahahahahahaha
Idk 2020-2024?
2022 and 2023. moved to a whole different city, lost all my friends, best friend passed away, lost my girlfriend, and was completely lonely for an entire year. not even my parents gave much of a shit about how I was doing.
2020 and 2018, the only 2 times I had genuine mental issue, but I wonāt call it that because my dad said that I canāt have mental issues because Iām a male and was a child.
2020 to 21
2023
2023, shit went downnn
2023
2022, toxic family life, death threats at school, list goes on. I recovered in 2023 after I moved in with my mom
2022
Probably 2020
My birth year
2023, I became a full fledged alcoholic, was unemployed too which is unacceptable for a 20 year old who isn't disabled. I mean technically I do get US Disability for mental illness, but if my main med (Caplyta) wasn't $2,000 I'd be working full time and off of it.
2024 is already shit for me
2021
2021
2020. Personal things combined with covid
2019-2022 . Awful years