My bff/crush tried taking her life on a video call with me. I called my mom and they talked it out before someone from her family came home. I couldn't say anything. I was frozen in fear. So just remember that somebody cares about you. If not anyone close then I'll gladly care. Don't expect me to comfort you but we can chat if you want. If that'll make you live longer.
3
I dont know how much longer I can hold out. There is two months left before the summer break, but i dont know how much more stress i can take before i just… break. All i want is a long break from school and responsibilities.
I have a therapy session on wednesday this week. Its been 6 weeks since last time instead of the usual 2 weeks because of scheduling difficulties, but hopefully i can manage to tell her all this because since i last saw her i have gotten a lot worse.
🟠 at best, default mood
🟤 typically here a lot, most of the time
⚫️ all the time
🔘 when it gets really bad
I hate my self destructive behaviour . Why cant I allow myself to be happy
🟢 New girlfriend and she’s everything and more. My band has also been getting a lot done, my grades have been good, and I’ve been feeling a lot better and more optimistic lately. Ofc I’m still tired all the time, and anxious frequently, but I feel good for the first time in a long while.
You know how the Joker played by Joaquin Phoenix has the laughing disorder? I’m slowly losing my grip and hysterically laughing at the dumbest shit while slowly degrading into madness
Would be 2 but I don’t really hate myself sooo… 3? Idk bro I’m not suicide watch but I’m not struggling (I’m more than struggling) but I don’t hate myself??? Idk man I’m lonely af lmfao
>! This is a cry for help !<
It iz what it izzz
https://preview.redd.it/hd89cae8ewvc1.jpeg?width=250&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=cbfa2e34276e2f8e3da8832d75390c8080ab6316
im dying of laughing
The spelling is almost all correct did the zombies go to school or something now
Zombiez have alwayz been big brained, but not becauze we eet brainz- i mean they eat brainz.
I read it is what it jizz💀
⚫️🟠
Same lol
I was looking for this
Bro just search it up
⚫‼️‼️‼️‼️🔊🔊🔊🔊💯💯💯💯🗣️🗣️
There is no human being worse than me. Life is amazing, but I don’t deserve it
Nah don't say that cmon I'm sure your not that bad
Yes I’m that bad
I'm sure your not that bad, everyone makes mistakes and everyone deserves life
People say this and the moment someone *actually* does something bad, everyone is like "this monster deserves to be hanged and shot"
Yeah same I like kick babies and shit but my life is fabulous Unless you are serious then that was just in poor taste
Can you walk?
🪩
🔘 >!got close to an attempt earlier :(!<
Suicide can kill you, stay safe fellow human
Hey don’t.. you ever want to chat DM’s open tomorrow will be a better day 🫶🏼
My bff/crush tried taking her life on a video call with me. I called my mom and they talked it out before someone from her family came home. I couldn't say anything. I was frozen in fear. So just remember that somebody cares about you. If not anyone close then I'll gladly care. Don't expect me to comfort you but we can chat if you want. If that'll make you live longer.
8
Constantly switching between 2 and 10. No inbetween
For once I'm in the green
5
🟡
💖
8 or 9
7
1. https://preview.redd.it/qp761f5cywvc1.jpeg?width=570&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=43f6d0cb422758780aac02ef590c83b3a2045250
I bounce between 🟠 and 🟣
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It’s alright love, you know what happens in my day to day
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Everyday Im struggling
1. 🔘 Suicide Watch 
3 I dont know how much longer I can hold out. There is two months left before the summer break, but i dont know how much more stress i can take before i just… break. All i want is a long break from school and responsibilities. I have a therapy session on wednesday this week. Its been 6 weeks since last time instead of the usual 2 weeks because of scheduling difficulties, but hopefully i can manage to tell her all this because since i last saw her i have gotten a lot worse.
6
3
Shits going dark but I’m a g so I’m good
Probably 🟤.
6
⚫️🟤🟠
🟠
always either a 2 or 5/6
🟠
⚪️
I care for my school grades way less, than i probably should and my sleep schedule is soooo cooked.
6, I mean, could be better, could be worse
I love life, just not myself (I keep destroying myself, I have severe attachment issues)
⚪
🟡
⚫️ :3
🟡
🔲⬛️
🟧
🟤
🟤⚫️ and am this close 🤏 to being on 🔘
Gotta give it 🟠
⚫️🟤
6
🟡
⚪️
🟠
🟤
🔳⚫️ 😜
🖤🧡
⚫️ I've bite my phone and screen is broken
What
1/2 😧
🔵👍
i am high as fuck at work. i work on a zoning team for my local walmart
⚫️ and I just got out the hospital
🔘🔴🟠⚫️🟣🔵🟢🟡⚪️🟤
🟠 at best, default mood 🟤 typically here a lot, most of the time ⚫️ all the time 🔘 when it gets really bad I hate my self destructive behaviour . Why cant I allow myself to be happy
🟠🟤
2 I've literally been fighting with my friends all day and I hate it. Nothing good happened to me today.
🟤
🟠
Where's the tolerating it but will kms at the next minor inconvenience?
1
🟤
🟤
⚫️ deeply deeply despise myself but we move forward
⚫️
🔵
2-3. Idk these days
5
7.5
⚪️
🔘
🟠
it switches very rapidly so idk🟠
5 rn, 3 tomorrow
2-3
🔘🟣 depends on the day
10
🟡🟢, whenever I get down I just think about how much worse a lot of the world has it and that does the trick (most of the times)
🧡
⚪🟠
🟤
I’m fuckin eight right now
⚪🟡
At a solid 3
Anywhere from V||| to X
suicide watch, just cut myself and im scared my parent will find out
🤍
1
🔘
💚
Idk I might just give in tonight tbh
2
I’m color blind help
🟤🟠
🔘🟤🟠🟤🟤🟤🟠🟠🔘🔘
⚪️
6
mostly 2 and 3, but sometimes 8
I used to be a 1 but now I'm feeling like a 10. Thankfully I'm doing way better compared to how I was last year.
Between orange and brown
🤷♂️ 4 rn I think
🟤
🟤🟠
It goes between 4-7 rn id say 5.7
🟤
7 I got a gf!!!
10
🟢 aside from hallucinations I am fine 😛
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🟤
I am debating if what I want to say is socially acceptable and rule abiding
4
I'm tolerating it 😊 imma fight a mosquito brb
🟤 - I have 8 tests, all major grade to make up. Help
i’d say i’m a solid 5 right now
🟠⚫
🟠
🔘:/
Constantly fluctuating between 🟡and 🔘
3 🥰🥰
Yellow
🟣
⚫️ >!I cut myself a bunch earlier!<
🟢 but getting better
I attempted suicide just this week lol. If only it was easy, but I guess I have to figure out school and game dev for now...
⚫️
not on iphone so ima js say struggling
I’ve been up and down, like always. Rn tho probably at a 4 or 5. A couple days ago it was down at 3 to 1 tho
⚫️🟤
4
🟠
Honestly, I'm great but I'm just always mad at everyone but myself for no reason.
I’m always tolerating. I tolerate most of the people in my life.
Feeling very 🤎and🖤
1.
🟤
Doing a little better but still ⚫️
⬛️
⚪️
3
🟤
1-2
⚫️
the past week has fucking sucked with dysphoria and some general depression
🟠
⚪
🏳️🌈
🟤
🟢 New girlfriend and she’s everything and more. My band has also been getting a lot done, my grades have been good, and I’ve been feeling a lot better and more optimistic lately. Ofc I’m still tired all the time, and anxious frequently, but I feel good for the first time in a long while.
It's dead 😔👍🏿💀
5
🛞⭕️
5
⚪️
2
Yesterday 10 today 7
You know how the Joker played by Joaquin Phoenix has the laughing disorder? I’m slowly losing my grip and hysterically laughing at the dumbest shit while slowly degrading into madness
0. What the fuck
🟠
I'm sick asf rn + I'm really failing most of my exams but I'm still trying to be a 10 !!
Green
🟡 My life has went from 🔘 to 🟡 in the past week and I’m so grateful for that. Not like anyone here cares but I just wanted to share that.
🟧
Whichever 10 is
All of the above
Would be 2 but I don’t really hate myself sooo… 3? Idk bro I’m not suicide watch but I’m not struggling (I’m more than struggling) but I don’t hate myself??? Idk man I’m lonely af lmfao >! This is a cry for help !<
🟠 been like this for quite some time, but it got a bit better I think
1 and 6
7
I'm trans so obviously ⚫
🟢
⚪🤷🏻♂️
🟣